Big Love
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No, no one stepped aside to make room for them. That was fantasy. But reality was even better, Seth thought, because of all of the kids dancing right alongside Darrell and Truman. The pair—black, white, gay, gender flaunting—were just another couple on the dance floor.
And that was a beautiful thing to see.
And then Seth saw something that surprised him, maybe even made his heart ache a little. There in the corner, hardly discernible in the dim light, was the star quarterback of the football team, Kirk Samson. He looked handsome and masculine in his tuxedo, and his date, Amber Wells, stunning in a shimmering turquoise dress, her black hair in a messy upsweep that looked elegant nonetheless, clung to him, perhaps to try to get him to notice her.
Kirk stared at Truman and Darrell, clutching a glass of punch in his fist. Seth could read, even from across the dance floor, the longing and the envy on the young man’s gorgeous face as he watched Truman and Darrell swirl together on the dance floor.
Seth didn’t say anything to Dane, not yet. The moment was so clear, so sad, that Seth didn’t think he could put anything about it into words. His gaydar had never picked up on Kirk Samson, but now it was dinging wildly, and Seth could see a hidden boy, unhappy and wishing for a different life.
Amber stood on tiptoes to whisper in Kirk’s ear, and whatever she said made him laugh. But the laugh looked strained, his face tight. He clutched Amber to him, and she, mistaking his despair for affection, clung to him, laying her head on his chest. Over the top of her head, though, Kirk continued to watch Darrell and Truman dance.
“He wishes he could be them,” Seth said to Dane.
“What? Who?”
And Seth nodded toward Kirk. “Can you see it?”
Dane didn’t say anything for a long time, and at last, in a voice tinged with regret and pain, he said, “Oh yeah. I can see it, because that was once me.”
“Once?”
“Yeah… and for a long time. Until you came along.” Dane studied Seth’s face for a moment, and then he said something that completely undid Seth. “Wanna dance?”
“You’re kidding.”
Dane shook his head. He stepped away from Seth a bit and held out his hand. “The time has come.”
Seth took Dane’s hand, allowing himself—in a little shock—to be led to the dance floor. There they did attract some notice as Dane took Seth into his arms and began moving gently with him in a little circle, shifting gracelessly from foot to foot. Seth chuckled a bit, but only on the inside. Dane was a terrible dancer. But here he was, in front of God, the school, and everyone, dancing with his man.
And no one said a word. No one cried out in disgust, or fury, or with recrimination.
They all simply danced.
And Seth made a point to let go of his fear of past hurts, of prejudices, and to feel the warmth of this man in his arms, trying desperately to dance, simply to please him.
He glanced over and saw Truman and could at last read the legend he had written across his T-shirt.
Seth smiled.
It said “One word frees us from pain: Love.”
Seth stood on tiptoes to whisper in Dane’s ear, “I love you.”
And Dane looked down at him, smiling. “Ditto.”
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RICK R. REED is all about exploring the romantic entanglements of gay men in contemporary, realistic settings. While his stories often contain elements of suspense, mystery, and the paranormal, his focus ultimately returns to the power of love. He is the author of dozens of published novels, novellas, and short stories. He is a three-time EPIC eBook Award winner (for Caregiver, Orientation, and The Blue Moon Cafe). His novel, Raining Men, won the Rainbow Award for Best Contemporary General Fiction. Lambda Literary Review has called him, “a writer that doesn’t disappoint.” Rick lives in Seattle with his husband and a very spoiled Boston terrier. He is forever “at work on another novel.”
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By Rick R. Reed
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Blink
Caregiver
Chaser • Raining Men
The Couple Next Door
Dignity Takes a Holiday
Dinner at Fiorello’s
Dinner at Home
Homecoming
Hungry for Love
Husband Hunters
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ISBN: 978-1-63476-976-1
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Library of Congress Control Number: 2015920898
Published April 2016
v. 1.0
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Table of Contents
Blurb
Dedication
Acknowledgments
Epigraph
Late August
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Early January
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
May
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
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