A fleeting smile crossed his face before Jake closed his eyes. "I wanted to murder him and you were calmly negotiating a deal with the bastard." His eyes were bleak when he met her gaze. "When we finally made love that night– I was happier than I'd ever been. And I was absolutely terrified."
"Why?" Mesmerized by his confession, she couldn't look away, unable to breathe as she reached for him.
"I knew I had to convince you to leave Rick, because there was no way in hell I could ever walk away from you." His smile was half-hearted when he enveloped her hand in his. "I couldn't even feel guilty over what I'd done. A lifetime of believing I had too much integrity. . . that I could never do something like that– and I gladly threw it away."
He raised his hand to caress her cheek and she leaned into him, kissing his palm as her heart swelled with love for him. Jake's confession left her speechless.
"I apologized to Mona," he added. "Loving you made me realize what she'd gone through– what I'd put her through. I finally could admit I was wrong to judge her." He shook his head derisively. "She forgives me. Can you believe it?"
"I'm so glad– for both of you. I know how much this means to her."
"I'm sorry for what I've put you through, Jen," he confessed. "That last morning in Baltimore. . . I should have told you I loved you. I wanted to, but I figured I'd have a battle convincing you to leave Rick. And– I didn't want to scare you off. Once I finished with Baldwin, I planned on telling you-"
"But I was already gone." Her chest tightened with regret.
"Specialty has withdrawn from the project, by the way." Pausing at her startled gasp, he nodded. "I trusted your judgment, Jen . . . even when you wouldn't tell me your reasons."
"I couldn't," she choked out.
"I know that now," he acknowledged. "I said some terrible things to you that night." he admitted, misery shimmering in his eyes. "I was out of my mind with jealousy when I saw Steve follow you upstairs. He'd treated you so badly– and you tolerated it– because of me."
"I wanted to punch him," she admitted, her eyes narrowing at the memory. "But he was your friend."
Despite the pain etched in his face, a brief smile flickered across his features. "Your eyes told me you were itching to beat the hell out of him. If I hadn't been so adamant about the project, you wouldn't have been subjected to him."
"Then at breakfast," he continued, "Baldwin starts talking about you . . . about Jenny Cahill."
Jen startled. "How did you-"
"That day at the hospital– with Alex. You told the nurse your name was Cahill. I didn't think anything of it at the time." He shook his head as he remembered. "That morning in Baltimore, I looked up and saw you in the restaurant . . . and he's telling this terrible story. I didn't want Baldwin to see you-"
She shivered violently. "God, Jake. . . I thought-"
Unwilling to let her finish the sentence, he closed the distance between them, kissing her gently. "I know what you thought. When I went upstairs . . . you were already gone."
Tears gathered in her eyes. "I should have waited. I should have trusted you." He kissed her again with an intensity that left her weak, his eyes darkening with a need that made her heart start thudding in response.
"I backed out of the deal. And then I knocked him senseless."
She startled. "You did what?"
He smiled at her yelp of surprise. "I've discovered I have a violent streak when it comes to anyone who's hurt you. I look at you, Jen and I love you so much it hurts. When Steve started talking about you–" He flexed his hand in memory. "He deserved more than I gave him, believe me."
Cupping his face in her hands, she kissed him fervently. "I love you, Jake. I love you so much . . . for such a long time." She punctuated each sentence with a kiss.
His breathing was ragged when she reluctantly released his mouth. "Other than the urge to make love to you every time I see you, the urge to take care of you is even stronger. You've had to do everything by yourself for so long, Jen. Please . . . let me share your life. I want to be there for you." He gently brushed the last of her tears away. "You have my love, but I respect you, too. I swear I'll never hurt you . . . not knowingly."
He kissed her again, a little more desperately. "Please say you'll marry me? Or . . . if you can't say yes . . . at least tell me you'll think about it?"
Grinning, she threw her arms around his neck and pulled him down to the floor with her. As she rained kisses on his stunned, happy face, he tried to cushion their fall. "If you promise to make love to me right now. . . I'll marry you this afternoon." Her voice was muffled as she burrowed into his shirt, breathing deeply of his warm, familiar scent. Her mouth trailing down his warm chest, she heard his startled breath. "We'll get married . . . pick up the kids . . . ring in the new year-"
She gasped her pleasure when he untied her bathrobe and proceeded to keep his end of the bargain. Meeting his gaze, Jen discovered a triumphant smile on his beautiful face. Reaching up, she pulled him down to meet her.
"Jake . . . hurry. I need you."
"Not so fast. We need to talk terms. I'm looking to sign a multi-year contract." His lips traced a path down her throat.
With a lazy shiver, she smiled up at him, dazzled by how much she loved him . . . by how much he loved her. "How does f-forty years sound?"
"Tack on another ten and I think I can live with it."
Impatient for him, she nodded her agreement. Smiling, Jake finally lowered his mouth to her exposed shoulder. "It appears we have ourselves a deal. We can sign the contracts later."
Tugging her fingers through his hair, her breath hitched when his mouth moved lower. "The kids won't be home until three." She smiled at the heat in his gaze. "Let's ring in the new year a little early."
Please enjoy the following excerpt from Harrison Traynor's story, FALLING FOR KEN.
Love Under Construction . . .
Kendall Adams is having a bad day. Her father's sitework company is about to go belly-up on her watch. To avoid getting sued and maybe sweet-talk him into paying up, she'll do just about anything. Until the guy who owes her serious money just tumbled into the garage she's digging.
Harrison Traynor is having a terrible day. Forced to decide on firing Adams & Rey is bad, but taking a header into the dig is worse. Facing broken bones and potential concussion, the hospital won't release him. With no family available, Harry's choices include a long hospital stay or being 'nursed' by the angry, beautiful spitfire he's putting out of business.
Falling for Kendall was never in the plans. Harry's blueprint requires a specific woman. But the talented, soft-hearted (when she's not arguing) contractor has him rewriting the specs. Hearing about 'accidents' occurring at the project ignites a protective instinct for the amber-eyed beauty he's increasingly having trouble imagining life without.
The anti-prom queen and the football stud never end up together- except in the movies. Though their fiery attraction won't be denied, Kendall prays she'll remember that flings with sexy enemies usually don't lead to happily ever after.
FALLING FOR KEN
Available January, 2016
For the tenth time that afternoon, Kendall Adams peered out the window. Oblivious to the roar of earthmoving equipment just yards from the construction trailer, her gaze centered on the lone man trekking across the arid wasteland. In twelve months, the site would transform into the anchor store of an exclusive mall. Today, it more closely resembled the surface of the moon– endless acres of red clay broken only by gaping craters the size of city blocks.
"What's your plan, Kenny? With the Specialty guy?"
Startled, she discovered her foreman leaning against the doorjamb. Throw herself at his feet and beg for mercy? The looming meeting with Specialty Construction was life or death for Adams & Rey. As the Adams part of that equation, Kendall's fate was in the hands of the Traynor brother currently crossing the site. "Guess I'll sweet-talk him."
When Jimmy's leathery face creased with a smile, she
caught a flash of her daddy– the rare times he'd ever smiled. "No– seriously."
If things weren't dire, she would’ve laughed along with him. More likely to throw a punch than a kiss, the image of Kendall Renee Adams sweet-talking anyone was downright laughable.
"I'm telling Traynor I want my money." Her voice rose a notch. "Three months we've been out here . . . and Specialty hasn't paid a dime."
"You sure Specialty got our pay applications?"
"Claire says she's called a hundred times."
"You might try a smile." Jimmy scratched his salt and pepper hair. "Traynor ain't gonna whip out his checkbook for that nasty scowl."
Kendall's stomach twisted. Adams & Rey was in trouble. With Specialty responsible for the whole project, one of them damn Traynors was about to read her the riot act. A & R's piece was the sitework. And her piece was making a muck of things. Mechanical breakdowns, equipment theft . . . were normal headaches she had no problem taking ownership of. But Specialty deserved some heat as well. Dammit– if they'd just pay up, half her issues would go away. She'd still have plenty to keep her from sleeping at night. Her lazy-ass step-brother usually topped the list, but her imminent financial ruin could temporarily slide to the backburner.
This business grew tougher each day. She hated the arguments, the threats, the tiresome hoops she jumped through just to get paid what they were owed. Barring a miracle or a last minute lottery win, Ken was prepared to throw herself on Traynor’s mercy. Her daddy and Linc Traynor went way back. If she had to swallow her pride for the sake of her crew-
"Girl, you're gonna have ulcers by the time this is done." Jimmy scowled. "Everyone will survive if it ends, Kenny. It's not your job to take care of these boys."
Too much like a real father, talking with Jimmy would only lead to tears. "Can we discuss this later?" Worse than meeting Traynor would be the imminent call to Ken, Sr. Explaining to her father why, after a scant three years under her leadership, Adams & Rey would be shutting down.
The news would probably kill the old man.
As bearer of the news, it just might kill her, too.
***
Harrison Traynor strode toward the gaping hole in the earth, one hand raised to shield his eyes from the glare. The harsh smell of diesel lingered around the huge machine he cautiously approached. His hardhat weighed heavy in the afternoon sun.
The burly equipment operator paused mid-scoop when he caught sight of him. He waited while the operator jumped to the ground, creating a cloud of dust. "I'm looking for Ken Adams." Competing with the idling equipment, he raised his voice. "I’m with Specialty Construction."
"Kenny's expecting you." He jerked his thumb toward the far side of the site. "We just moved the trailer down the road a piece."
"Should I move my car?"
"'We ain't got parking down there yet. ’Fraid you'll have to walk." He climbed back on the backhoe. "I'll radio ahead . . . tell Ken you're coming."
Hoisting his briefcase, Harry began the long hike across the rock-strewn site. He faced a huge decision– one that might spell the end to Adams’ livelihood. Adams & Rey had been in business nearly forty years– nearly as long as Specialty. But talk around town suggested A & R was on shaky financial ground. Harry would uncover whether the rumors were true.
The other buzz surrounding the legendary site contractor– that he slung a shotgun like a western movie cowboy– he hoped to avoid confirming. Passing crews busy with thundering earthmoving equipment, he resisted the urge to wipe his forehead on the sleeve of his now damp suit. Ahead, a lone construction worker left the trailer, starting toward him, his stride angry. If Harry didn’t know better, he’d guess Adams knew why he’d come today.
He studied the man approaching. Adams was slighter in stature than legend suggested. Determined to set the right tone for what was sure to be an awkward meeting, Harry extended his hand. "Harrison Traynor. Are you Ken Adams?"
"I am."
Though belligerent, the whiskey-soaked voice was suspiciously female. Harry might be a little slow on the uptake, but eventually, he could puzzle through just about anything. "I'm the CFO at Specialty. I was looking for-" He rechecked his file before glancing back. "Ken Adams? The owner?"
"And I said you're lookin' at her."
Removing her sunglasses, the diminutive woman's eyes were an unusual shade of amber. Despite a vague whisper of familiarity, Ken's expression suggested she'd enjoy nothing better than working him over with a tire iron. "Have we met?"
"No."
“I assumed I was meeting with . . . your father?" His question met with stony silence, Harry persevered. "Okay, then. I thought it best we meet in person regarding your progress."
She didn't blink. "You got a check for us, Traynor?"
Her hardhat clearly covered an even harder head. "I’m prepared to discuss an advance on your next draw . . . once we reach an understanding on our expectations."
"Advance? How about payin' us for all the work in place?" She waved expansively toward the nearest crater.
"Why don't we continue this conversation inside?" Nodding toward the trailer, Harry ignored the beads of sweat trickling down his spine, unsure whether it was the heat or the proximity to the edge of a damned canyon. Though he'd avoided thinking about it, a glimpse at the height made his stomach tighten with familiar dread. The only path to the trailer ran along the rim of the cavernous hole. Despite knowing the path was wide enough to travel on, his stupid heartbeat accelerated anyway.
Her eyes shooting sparks, Ken stood her ground. "If you don't have the money you owe, there's nothing more to discuss."
"Miss Adams . . . we're concerned whether you’ll complete the sitework on time. I’ve received calls from several suppliers saying you’re overdue paying them." By the tight clench of her jaw, her silence spoke volumes. "You signed a contract with Specialty," Harry reminded. "The agreement includes an expectation of performance."
"That contract also included timely payment," she shot back.
Dropping his briefcase in the dirt, he tugged his jacket off. Why the hell had he worn a suit? Rolling up the sleeves of his formerly crisp cotton shirt, his temper eroded in the heat. They were twenty feet from air-conditioning. Why couldn't they go inside and cool off? Despite her immunity to the smothering humidity, twin spots of color rose in Ken's cheeks. For some reason, Harry was cheered by the tiny chink in her armor. "You still have a skeletal crew out here. Where are your men?"
"How the hell can I pay them when you're holding my money? How much more do you think I can float?"
Her rusty voice scraped Harry’s edgy nerves. Dust clinging to him, he was hot and sweaty. And staring into that damn gaping hole in the ground was making him lightheaded. The longer they stood there, the more he fought visions of plunging over the side. He'd had just about enough of the annoying little wasp zinging around him with her irritating voice. At this point, her old man and his shotgun would be preferable.
"If you’re experiencing financial problems, tell me now so we can help," he suggested, loosening the silk tie suddenly strangling him. "We can’t afford you going belly-up midway through this dig. The steel’s already ordered and the concrete crew is waiting on you to finish."
Take that, Wasp. Winning a chunk of the huge mall contract had been a coup for Specialty. Though his cousins might be the building experts, he alone was responsible for making sure Specialty remained profitable on the deal. Harry wasn't about to let anything go wrong.
Fury heating the gold flecks in her eyes, Ken took a step closer. "You think you’ve got trouble now, Prettyboy? Three months without any payment means I'm filing a lien Monday. If I shut this job down– you’ll be dead in the water." She advanced on him. "And just so we're perfectly clear– this job is two days ahead of schedule. So, you can shove that concrete crew up your ass-"
Three months? What the hell was she talking about? Harry’s temper spiked over her nonsensical threats. "We've paid everything you're owed through the end of last m
onth."
"You're a damn liar, Traynor."
Despite her belligerent stance, her words didn't match his records. "I have the proof right here." More alarming than her accusation was the catch he heard in Ken’s voice. Hell– she was choosing now to go all female on him? "Can we please move this to the trailer?" He lifted his briefcase, hoping she'd accept his not-so-subtle hint. "I’m willing to review your contract and each pay application," he offered. "Line by line if that’s what it takes."
"I can’t imagine your daddy would be proud of what you boys are doing to us."
That did it. Upset or not, the she-troll was way out of line. "If my father was still alive, he'd be damned proud of how we conduct business, Miss Adams. And Linc is still active on the board of directors," he pointed out, his voice chilling over the insult. "If it wasn't for him cutting you a break, we would’ve had this conversation last month."
***
Kendall shoved fisted hands in her pockets. Great job, Ken– insult his dead father. Would she ever learn to control her mouth? Her daddy was right. Trouble seemed to follow her like a starving dog. Until actually meeting Harrison, she'd planned to sweet talk her way through this mess. Despite Jimmy's misgivings, she could be persuasive. Sometimes.
But thirty seconds into the conversation Ken realized she'd rather grab Traynor in a chokehold than play nice. He was rich and arrogant. And gorgeous. And overbearing. And way better dressed than she could ever hope to be. A volatile combination when she was staring at a mountain of unpaid bills, a lazy, narcissist partner her father had foisted on her, a crew who expected money for their long hours and two demanding pets with high expectations.
"Alright. Let’s go." How could she make him realize there'd been an error? Specialty owed her serious money. The bigger question was whether she could convince Harrison of the truth before she was forced out of business.
Despair swamping her, she trudged back to the trailer, uncaring whether he followed. Halfway there, the yellow caution tape fluttering in the breeze caught her gaze, reminding her of problem number seventy-eight she'd yet to address. The damned fence had been designed to withstand a Category 4 storm. Yet somehow, several bolts had managed to loosen up overnight.
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