Worth The Risk_A Lesbian Romance

by K M Leach

  She wouldn't be able to sleep until she got some release from what had begun at the gas station. Bonnie let her mind go right back to the beginning of the most intensely satisfying moment of her life. When Lucy had hovered before her, their lips almost touching and her eye's pleading for her consent, it was the catalyst that confirmed that Bonnie wouldn't ever find anything that she wanted or needed more than Lucy. She was her everything.

  A moan and a whimper escaped Bonnie's throat as their lips met again in her minds eye and it was as if she was right there all over again, but this time they were right here in this very room. Her hands squeezed and pinched at her breasts as she completely drowned into her recollection and the imagining that it wasn't her hands that were touching her.

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  Across the hall Lucy's eyes snapped open from the brink of sleep. A sound..... something had pulled her back and she listened intently for several seconds. Thinking it was nothing she closed her eyes to drift off again, but a moan sounded from across the hall that caused Lucy's eyes to spring open once more. She was going to get up and go to Bonnie thinking that maybe she was sick or having a bad dream. They had both gone through some pretty traumatic events and she was sure that Bonnie having to hurt two people in one day was not something that would be easily forgotten.

  Hearing another sound like a whimper, she got up and opened her door and put her hand on the adjoining rooms door handle. She was about to let herself in when she heard Bonnie more clearly and realised that they weren't sounds of distress, but of pleasure. Heat rushed through her body as she heard Bonnie moan again. She released the handle carefully and moved silently back to her room, she heard Bonnie murmur her name as she closed her door and almost crossed the hall again, but she didn't. Bonnie probably had no idea that she could hear her and she wasn't going to embarrass her because she wanted nothing more than to be the one that touched her and caused those sounds to escape her.

  Lucy climbed back into bed and lay there listening to Bonnie's sighs and murmurs of pleasure. She felt like a voyeur, but she was also getting so incredibly turned on at hearing Bonnie pleasure herself whilst she suspected, thinking about her, if hearing her name was any indication. She found herself pushing a hand inside her cotton pajama pants as she listened, her other hand fumbling with the buttons of her pajama top so that she could palm her breast while she strummed her clitoris to the sounds of her best friend. She imagined that it was Bonnie as she inserted several fingers into her wet, hugging heat and pushed them as deep as they could go and a moan of her own escaped as she started to fuck herself in earnest to Bonnie's noises. She didn't notice when there was a pause in those sounds as she was getting so close to the first stirrings of her orgasm.

  CHAPTER NINTEEN

  Bonnie was arching off the bed as she imagined Lucy laying down on top of her and kissing her way down her entire body when she heard a sound that matched her own, but wasn't hers. It took her a few moments to come out of her haze of fantasy and pleasure to realize that she was hearing Lucy. Oh my God! That is the hottest thing I had ever heard!, she thought, her hand frozen between her legs, her imminent climax settling as she listened intently to the sounds from the other room. She was that far gone that she didn't care that Lucy must have heard her. All she cared about was that her friend was in the room opposite her and was now doing exactly what she was doing. It was as if they were together and Bonnie closed her eyes and continued to thrust and rub at her throbbing clit as she again joined Lucy in a song of mutual, yet separate pleasure.

  She didn't think about how awkward it may be when she would join Lucy later that day after they woke up. All she focused on was Lucy and the moving hand between her legs that brought her to a roaring orgasm that had her crying out her pleasure that was only partially suppressed by her hand. She didn't want Lucy to know that she had heard her just in case it would cause embarrassment to the blonde. But she continued to listen to the blonde as she milked her own pleasure until she heard an almost identical muffled cry of climax from her friend. Bonnie got up and relieved herself in her ensuite and cleaned herself up a little before climbing back into bed and finally finding the sleep that she so desperately needed.

  Bands of heat from the mid afternoon sun caressed Bonnie's naked form as she moved the sheet aside and stretched out her muscles. She had slept wonderfully after she had released her pent up sexual tension and frustration. She felt well rested and ready to start her vacation with Lucy. She could smell some enticing scents of something cooking and her stomach growled, reminding her that she hadn't eaten for quite some time. Bonnie slid off of the bed and crossed the room to the window. She raised the blinds and then opened the window and sighed as she looked out across the lake and at the breathtaking view of the mountains beyond. She loved how remote the cabin was that she felt no shyness as she continued to just enjoy the heat of the sun and the gentle caress of the breeze from the lake on her skin.

  A soft knock sounded at her door and before she could say anything she heard the hinges sound as the door opened. She heard Lucy gasp in surprise when she obviously saw her standing completely naked looking out the window. Bonnie turned toward the door and she noticed that the blonde was now hiding behind the barrier as she apologised profusely for not waiting for permission to enter and that she just wanted to let her know that lunch was ready.

  "I will have a quick shower and be right out," Bonnie said with a smile tugging at her lips at how flustered the blonde had sounded before squeaking out, 'okay,' and making a hasty retreat down the hall.

  CHAPTER TWENTY

  Lucy clattered around in the kitchen trying to keep herself from completely losing it. She had gone to wake up Bonnie and instead of finding her tucked under the covers, she had found her completely naked and bathed by light and looking like an amazon goddess. She had almost swallowed her tongue at the sight of the gloriously bronzed and curvaceous form before her. She was the epitome of the female form and she had imagined what Bonnie would look like completely naked often since her break up with Nadine. She had often tried to remember what Bonnie had looked like in her bikini from their previous trips, but compared to what she had just seen, her mind's imagination was abysmally inadequate. She had managed to force herself to step back behind the door as Bonnie had turned towards her interruption and she had made a fool of herself as she spluttered out that food was ready in the kitchen.

  God! I acted like I had never seen a naked woman before!, she thought in mortification.

  You haven't! Not like her, her inner voice reasoned as her body reacted, causing her to shudder.

  She heard Bonnie coming down the hall and Lucy looked up to see her friend, freshly showered and wearing a kimono with her hair bunched up under a towel. "This smells amazing! I'm famished," Bonnie said, giving the blonde a dimple filled smile of appreciation.

  "Hmm, yeah, there is toast coming momentarily," was all Lucy could respond with as she turned away so Bonnie wouldn't notice the blush she could feel rushing to her cheeks. She thought about escaping into her room and never coming out! Lucy was that mortified by what Bonnie must think of her.

  Bonnie sat down and silently started to fill her plate. She knew she needed to put Lucy at ease because the tension in the room was palpable, but she was finding 'flustered, embarrassed Lucy', so damn sexy that she left her to stumble around for a little longer. Was it wrong? Probably, but Bonnie was mesmerised by the blondes pink tinged cheeks and her obvious attempt of avoiding eye contact. She also noticed that Lucy had not once, but twice, checked her out from head to toe and it filled Bonnie with excitement. She had always craved this kind of awareness and appreciation from Lucy. Bonnie knew she had been blessed with beauty and she always enjoyed being admired by men and women alike, but she found it irresistible and addictive coming from the blonde.

  However, when Lucy dropped a plate stacked with toast and the china shattered on the floor, the blonde cursing in frustration, Bonnie couldn't wait any longer to comfort her frie
nd. She rushed and crouched down by Lucy's side. "I'm so sorry," she said and Bonnie knew she wasn't apologising about the plate of toast. Bonnie reached out stilling Lucy's hands that were shaking badly. Lucy looked up at Bonnie with tears in her eyes, "I don't know what's wrong with me."

  "Lucy, go sit down and eat something. I will clean up and then I think we need to have a little chat."

  "Okay," her friend responded with a sigh as she put several of the larger pieces of the plate into Bonnie's hand and stood, allowing the brunette to clean up her mess. They ate silently after Bonnie returned from putting the plate fragments and the toast in the trash outside. Lucy sat uncomfortably as her mind raced, trying to think of what Bonnie had to say about her walking in on her this morning and that the incident at the service station was her idea. Would Bonnie tell her that she is flattered that Lucy is attracted to her, but she didn't see how she could offer any more than what they had now, a strong and beautiful friendship. If she was to hear that, would she be brave enough to mention last night and what she heard from her friend's room. She had clearly heard Bonnie call out her name. So surely the attraction was at least partially shared.

  "Lucy?"

  "Hmm, What?" Lucy looked up into Bonnie's kind, dark eyes.

  "Don't look so worried. I'm not angry and you shouldn't feel embarrassed that you walked into my room and saw me without clothing."

  "Oh, uh...." Lucy swallowed at the lump in her throat and she knew that she was blushing once more as she again remembered how Bonnie looked standing at the window. The defined shoulders, the curve of her spine, flowing down to her toned, tight buttocks and the smooth, strong thighs and calves.

  Bonnie reached out and took Lucy's hands into her own when she looked like she was about to flee the room. She looks terrified, Bonnie thought.

  "Lucy, I am not ashamed of my body and you shouldn't be embarrassed at all about seeing me. We have been best friends for years...."

  Some courage came to the blondes aid as she continued to focus on Bonnie's gentle, honest eyes. There was nothing about her expression or tone that implied that she was angry at her. In fact, she thought she maybe sensed a little pride that Lucy had liked what she saw. Say it. Just say it.

  "And the fact that I liked what I saw? That seeing your body excited me sexually? We are friends, Bonnie and I don't ever want you to feel unsafe, that I may one day cross a line that can never be uncrossed."

  Bonnie leaned closer, "and what if perhaps I want to cross that line?"

  Lucy looked at her stunned. She wasn't even sure if she had heard Bonnie correctly. "I... Uh... Sorry... What?"

  Bonnie wasn't ready to confess that she had been in love with the woman in front of her for years, just yet, but she did want to ensure the blonde that the attraction she was feeling wasn't entirely one sided.

  "I said.. What if I want to cross that line between friends and something more? Have you noticed the change between us over the last few months? I may not have liked how our first kiss happened, Lucy, but I felt something last night." It was Bonnie's turn to become a little nervous as she saw her friend's eyes darken with desire just like they had the night before. "I don't know what I'm asking, really.... I just...."

  "You are so beautiful, Bonnie!," Lucy blurted out.

  She took a deep breath. Say it. Don't stop now. Take a leap. Take a chance. Don't over think.

  "I have found myself thinking of you. Well, I always think of you... but now I think of you as more than just a friend. You just always seemed to be with someone and I confess that when you fought with Ryan right before we left... I... it gave me the slightest hope that this trip may be different and less.. Ah, platonic than our other trips. We have never been single at the same time before." Lucy stopped talking to take a breath and laughed nervously as Bonnie gave her a smouldering look that took her breath away completely.

  Maybe I should just tell her, Bonnie thought as she started to lose herself in Lucy's golden brown eyes. She opened her mouth to speak...

  "But I don't think we should rush things..... Go slow, you know. I don't want to risk our friendship by rushing in without thinking just because we are sexually attracted to each other."

  Bonnie swallowed down her declaration of love, almost choking on it as she tried not to show that she was disappointed that Lucy seemed to think that this attraction was purely sexual. "Okay. So we will see where this attraction goes? We will explore these new feelings and you will stop feeling bad for seeing me naked without letting me see you too?," Bonnie said with a wink, falling back into her old habit of pushing down her explosive feelings until it was the right time.

  And when will the right time be?, her inner voice asked incredulously.

  Soon! It has to be, because it is killing me more and more every day, Bonnie responded.

  Lucy noticed a flash of sadness or was it pain before it was gone, replaced with a huge smile. The brunette stood up abruptly and removed the towel from her hair, allowing it to fall freely around her shoulders, still damp and sexy as hell. She then removed her kimono to reveal the skimpiest black bikini that Lucy had ever seen. It left her mouth dry as a desert. Lucy allowed her eyes to travel all the way down Bonnie's body and then back up to meet a cheeky, knowing smirk and glittering mischievous eyes. Lucy had witnessed Bonnie's seduction skills on many occasions, but they had never been directed firmly at her and she was speechless with the overwhelming need that pulsed through her entire being under the penetrating gaze to the promise of something more. "It's a beautiful day for a swim in the lake, don't you think?"

  Lucy nodded mutely still unable to speak.

  "Great! I'll get a head start. Get changed into your suit and meet me on the pontoon with the suntan oil." With another knowing smile she turned and headed for the door and Lucy suppressed her moan when she saw that there was no material covering Bonnie's firm, toned ass.

  A G-string?? She really is trying to kill me," Lucy thought as she watched silently as Bonnie walked out the door, hips swaying, ass moving from side to side.

  Bonnie was grinning wide as she waded into the chilled water of the lake and walked until she was able to dive beneath the surface and start swimming towards the pontoon waiting in the centre.

  We will see how slow Lucy will be able to go, Bonnie thought as she pulled herself onto the floating raft and lay on her stomach in the sun, undoing the cords of her bikini.

  Bonnie had seen the look in Lucy's eyes when she saw her in her new bikini and she wanted the blonde to act on the lust and desire she saw in them. Bonnie was tired of waiting. It was her time to win Lucy's heart and she was bringing her A game.

  Lucy has no hope, she thought as she closed her eyes and enjoyed the heat of the sun on her back as she waited for Lucy to arrive.

  CHAPTER TWENTY ONE

  Bonnie heard Lucy's approach towards the floating raft in the middle of the lake. She resisted opening her eyes and turning to watch her approach. The blonde was a wonderful swimmer who seemed to glide effortlessly through the water. She felt the raft shift as her friend arrived and pushed herself onto the platform. The temptation to open her eyes and look at Lucy was too great so she watched as the blonde stood beside her, running her hands through her wet golden locks, squeezing out the excess water. Lucy's long, toned body in her black one piece took Bonnie's breath away. She allowed her eyes to wander up and down one more time, closing her eyes before Lucy noticed her open ogling.

  She listened to Lucy move around her and heard her open the waterproof bag that she had pulled along behind her. Bonnie had teased Lucy about the bag and her friend's need to be prepared. While she was just happy to lay on the raft, she knew that Lucy would have brought a towel to lay on, along with some water and the suntan oil that Bonnie had requested.

  "You are looking comfortable," Lucy remarked, breaking the silence. Bonnie opened an eye and found Lucy laying across from her with a smile.

  "I am. The sun feels amazing and I feel like I am finally able to relax."

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nbsp; Lucy's lips pursed and a frown marred her forehead. "I know. Getting here was certainly a trial. I'm sorry."

  Bonnie raised herself up and leaned on her forearms and gave Lucy her full attention. "What happened wasn't your fault, Lucy. I know we haven't really talked about what happened and I haven't brought it up because you seemed quite determined to avoid talking about it. But if you are blaming yourself. If you really think what happened in that parking lot was your fault, we do need to have a discussion."

  Lucy licked her lips. She was trying to focus on what Bonnie was saying, but the fact that the brunette's bikini top was still lying on the raft, and she was being given a breathtaking view of Bonnie's breasts left her dazed and unfocused.

  Bonnie followed Lucy's line of sight, noticing that she had forgotten that she had untied her top. Her friends' eyes were dark and unfocused and while the look Lucy was giving her sent a thrill through her, she needed to talk to the blonde seriously for a moment and her nudity wasn't going to help her accomplish that. She lay back down, found the strings of her bikini top and tied them behind her back securing the material back onto her chest.