Polly's Story

by Jennie Walters

  Polly's Story

  Jennie Walters

  (2011)

  Tags: Swallowcliffe Hall Book 1

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  Synopsis

  For 'Downton Abbey' fans! Scandal, romance and intrigue in a grand old English country house: Swallowcliffe Hall, home to the aristocratic Vye family and the staff who look after them. When Polly Perkins starts work at the Hall, she finds it hard to learn the manners and etiquette expected of her. Life at Swallowcliffe is a whirl of shooting parties, picnics and balls, and an army of servants is required to look after the guests. Housemaids are meant to be seen and not heard, and nobody takes much notice of the quiet young girl who lights their fires and empties their slops. But Polly is sharp-eyed and quick-witted, and gradually she uncovers a secret lurking in the shadows of the Hall's elegant rooms - a secret that will end up breaking her heart. When a young American heiress arrives to stay at Swallowcliffe, Polly must decide whether the time has come for her to reveal what she knows.

  Swallowcliffe Hall

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  Polly’s Story

  Jennie Walters

  Kindle edition

  www.jenniewalters.com

  Books by Jennie Walters

  The Swallowcliffe Hall trilogy:

  1: Polly’s Story

  2: Grace’s Story

  3: Isobel’s Story

  See You in my Dreams

  (A ghost story with a difference)

  For Harriet Stallibrass

  ‘A fantastic book I would recommend. It really touches your heart, and it is a really original plot. READ IT! You won’t be sorry.’ An Amazon customer

  First published in Great Britain in 2005 by Simon and Schuster UK under the title ‘House of Secrets’

  Whilst we have tried to ensure the accuracy of this book, the author cannot be held responsible for any errors or omissions found therein.

  All rights reserved. This eBook is licensed for your personal use only and may not be resold or given away to other people.

  Copyright © Jennie Walters, 2005, 2011

  Cover design by Amanda Lillywhite, www.crazypanda.com

  Photograph of Victorian girl reproduced from http://sensibility.com/vintageimages/victorian, with thanks

  Table of Contents

  Swallowcliffe Hall 1: Polly’s Story

  Swallowcliffe Hall 2: Grace’s Story, Chapter 1

  About the Author

  One

  A good constitution and a willing disposition are amongst the principal qualities to seek in a housemaid, to which may be added a quiet, pleasing manner and cleanly appearance.

  From Cassell’s Household Guide, c. 1880s

  I stood on the doorstep of the big house, my heart thumping so hard it was fit to jump out of my chest, raised the knocker and brought it down with a clap that echoed around the empty courtyard. A couple of pigeons pecking at crumbs on the cobblestones fluttered up into the air; such a great noise in that quiet place startled me too, even though I had made it myself. For two pins I would have taken up my basket and run all the way home, but there could be no turning back now: the new year had begun and with it, a new life for me. I had arrived to start work as under housemaid at Swallowcliffe Hall - if only someone would let me in.

  I wished now that I had come by train and let the coachman pick me up from the station, as the housekeeper had suggested when I came for my interview a couple of weeks before. That had seemed a great deal of fuss at the time, however, so my mother and I had decided to beg a lift halfway on the dairy cart, and walk the rest. It was a frosty January morning but we were wrapped up against the cold, and tramping along the country lanes helped keep us warm. I wanted to put off the moment when we had to part for as long as possible, and maybe my mother felt the same. We have always been close, especially since my father died, and I could not bear the thought of leaving her.

  ‘Now chin up, Polly,’ she had told me as we stood together by the tall iron gates at the top of the drive. ‘You’re as good as anyone else, and better than most. Work hard and remember your manners, and no one will have any cause for complaint.’

  Then she pressed a small paper package into my hand, telling me to open it later, and hugged me tight. A boy came out of the lodge to open the side gate and let me through; by the time I looked again, my mother was walking away down the long avenue of oak trees on either side of the road. The gate clanged shut, with me on one side and everything I knew and loved on the other. I had to bite my tongue not to call after her, feeling as though I had been abandoned in some strange foreign country to fend for myself as best I could. But then I noticed the gatekeeper’s boy staring at me - probably wondering how much longer I planned to stand there, moping - so I took Mother’s words to heart, straightened my shoulders and set off down the drive with as much courage as I could muster.

  Fancy me, becoming part of a gentleman’s household! There had been Vyes at Swallowcliffe for hundreds of years, and the present Lord Vye was talked about with a great deal of respect throughout the whole of Kent. I could hardly believe my luck when the housekeeper told me she would take me on. I would be on a month’s trial, mind, since I was only fourteen and she did not know whether I would be able to manage the work. If I had not been tall for my age and with such a good character reference from my previous employers, Reverend Conway and his daughter, I’m sure she would never have considered it. I had read Miss Conway’s letter so many times, I knew it off by heart:

  Olive Perkins has been employed as a general servant at the vicarage for the past eighteen months, and I can vouch for her as a steady, industrious girl of good character. She has a quiet, pleasant manner and comes from a respectable church-going family who have fallen on hard times through no fault of their own. Olive does not mind heavy work: she is healthy and strong for her years. She knows how to clean and polish thoroughly and is skilled at needlework, both plain and fancy.

  Olive was the name I had been christened with, although everyone has called me Polly since I was a baby. I suppose Miss Conway thought that Polly Perkins did not sound a sufficiently serious kind of person to be employed at Swallowcliffe, and that Olive would be more suitable.

  Being the oldest of four children, it was taken for granted that I would start earning my living as soon as possible to help provide for the family. I had begun by scrubbing floors and backyards on a Saturday for any of our neighbours who could spare the odd penny or a slice of bread, and that is how I came to know Miss Conway. She took a liking to me, which was a great stroke of luck after all the sad things that had happened to us (my mother also having lost the baby she was carrying shortly after my father died). Eventually I came to the vicarage as a maid-of-all-work when I turned twelve. The Conways could only afford to pay me eight pounds a year, but my meals were provided for me - although it has to be said that Miss Conway ate no more than a sparrow and assumed I would do the same. She trained me in all sorts of household duties, from blackleading the kitchen range to sweeping a carpet with damp tea leaves so the dust won’t fly about, plus everything you could possibly want to know about dusting, polishing and making beds, and a lot more besides. I learnt a great deal and managed to save enough to buy a black uniform dress ready for my next position. Then, as if by fate, my mother heard that they were looking for a housemaid at the Hall; the girl who was leaving happened to be a niece of one of our neighbours. News travels fast in a village like Little Rising, with the cottages clustered so close together and somebody usually hanging over their garden fence for a gossip.

  I think Miss Conway was sorry to see me go, since I was a hard worker and we had rubbed along together very well. She gave me a leather-bound prayer book on my last day at the vicarage, and the print frock I was wearing that morning. ‘It will look better
on you than an old maid like me,’ she said. I couldn’t help but agree - Miss Conway not being overly blessed in the looks department, despite having all sorts of other virtues. Without wishing to sound vain, I thought the dress suited me very well. It was made from a striped crimson cotton and had a full skirt with several frilled petticoats underneath and wide flounced sleeves. Although it was a little too big for me around the waist, I am handy with a needle and soon had it altered to fit almost perfectly.

  I might have felt quite pleased with myself in our little cottage, with the neighbours so jealous of my good luck and my younger sisters and brother telling me how fine I looked, but now I had arrived at the Hall itself, all the courage I possessed seemed to drain out through my boots. I will try to describe the place as best I can, though you would have to see Swallowcliffe for yourself to understand its magic. The main house is three storeys high, built from a silvery-grey stone. There is a slate roof with dormer windows set into it, a parapet around the edge and a little round tower in the middle which I think is called a cupola. On top of that is the weather vane: a golden swallow who swings about as the wind takes him, looking out over the formal gardens and the lake to the south of the house, or the winding drive and avenue of oak trees to the north, or east and west across miles of rolling parkland to the wooded hills which rise up behind.

  I had not come to the Hall’s main entrance: a curving flight of steps leading up to a huge door flanked by marble pillars. That was not for the likes of me. Instead, I had taken a back path to reach the servants’ wing, which was laid out around a courtyard at the side of the house. I could remember coming this way with my mother on our previous visit, but that had been later in the day when there were more people about to show us where to go next. I rubbed my frozen hands together to bring some feeling back into them and wondered what to do; the housekeeper was expecting me and soon I would be late. Plucking up courage, I knocked again. Still no answer. There was nothing for it but to let myself in, whatever the consequences. I picked up my basket, tried the door to see if it was locked, then swung it open and walked down the passage on the other side in search of the housekeeper’s room. A faint clattering (pots and pans, maybe) and distant voices further down the corridor told me I was going in the right general direction.

  After a couple of interesting excursions into some sort of pantry and a boot room, I opened another door in the passage and half-stumbled, half-fell down a shallow step into the largest kitchen I had ever seen. A rush of hot air hit me in the face, rich with the smells of frying bacon, freshly-baked bread, toast and coffee. Steam rose up from saucepans bubbling away on the huge black range, and there were more gleaming copper pans hanging on the wall opposite. Three or four kitchenmaids were hard at work: one slicing bread, another whirling round the handle of an egg whisk as if her life depended on it, another heaping kippers on a silver salver. Standing amongst them at the vast oak table in the middle of the room was a red-faced, broad-shouldered woman with a knife in one hand, whom I took to be the cook. She stared at me in astonishment.

  ‘And to what do we owe this unexpected pleasure?’ she shouted above the hustle and bustle, upon which the girls all stopped what they were doing to stare at me too. ‘Who might you be, young lady?’

  ‘I’m the new housemaid, ma’am,’ I said, trying to pick up my basket and curtsey at the same time.

  ‘Then what are you doing here?’ she interrupted, before I could say any more. ‘Some sort of half-wit, are you? Take a look around and tell me where you think this is.’

  ‘The kitchen, ma’am,’ I began, noticing that the girls had started smiling at me and whispering amongst themselves in a rather unpleasant way, ‘but I don’t know - ’

  ‘Yes, the kitchen!’ she boomed. ‘And we are in the middle of preparing breakfast. So, out! Get out right this minute and don’t come bothering us again if you know what’s good for you.’ And she made as if to throw the knife at my head!

  Well, I took up my basket pretty sharpish and out I went, my face burning and all sorts of feelings welling up inside me. Now I was embarrassed and ashamed, as well as nervous - and quite indignant too. There was no call to speak to me like that! The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, until I found myself marching down the corridor in a proper temper (and still no idea whatsoever as to where I should be going).

  ‘Steady on! Where are you off to in such a hurry?’

  I found myself glaring up at a tall young man in a dark uniform with brass buttons, carrying a silver tray. I had walked straight into one of the footmen, though I was far too cross to think about apologising. ‘I am the new housemaid,’ I said again, my voice rising, ‘and I am trying to find the housekeeper’s room and no one will tell me where it is!’

  ‘Well, I will. It’s no secret,’ he said, smiling. ‘In fact, I can take you there if you like.’

  All of a sudden, the anger went straight out of me. ‘Thank you,’ I said, feeling as though I could sit down right there and then and burst into tears. ‘I went into the kitchen by mistake and the cook made as if to throw a knife at me.’

  ‘Ah, so you have met Mrs Bragg,’ he said, smiling even more broadly. ‘Now there is no need to worry yourself about her. She is a very bad shot. That is why all those pans are hanging on the wall, you see: target practice. She hasn’t managed to hit one yet.’

  I could not help but laugh at this, even though I was having to sniff quite hard at the same time so as not to cry. The young man kindly lent me a handkerchief and waited for a few moments whilst I composed myself, and then we went off to find the housekeeper’s room. I could hardly believe myself, walking along the corridor bold as brass with a footman - powdered hair, smart livery and all! (Even though he was being so friendly and obliging.) He told me his name was William, and I told him my name was Polly, and then we were at Mrs Henderson’s door and he had gone away before I could properly thank him. I took a couple of deep breaths to steady my nerves, knocked on the door and waited to be admitted.

  Mrs Henderson was sitting behind her desk, dressed all in black with a bunch of keys hanging at her waist, and just as fearsome as I remembered from my interview: ramrod straight and dignified, with watery pale eyes and iron grey hair scraped back under her cap. After looking me up and down for a few moments without speaking, at last she said in a brisk, clipped sort of voice - and I can hardly bear to recall her words, even now - ‘Whatever have you got yourself dressed up in, girl? You can’t go about like something out of the circus! Do you not have anything more suitable to wear?’

  At first I could only stand there, gawping like a fish. Could she really be talking about my wonderful frock? I stared down at it, automatically smoothing the fabric, then back into Mrs Henderson’s cold eyes. And all of a sudden, I saw myself reflected there as she must have seen me - a silly young girl in a garish outfit that had probably only ever been fashionable years ago - and blushed again to the roots of my hair. To have gone so wrong before I even started work! It was awful.

  ‘I have my black uniform frock,’ I stammered, ‘only I should not like to get it dirty.’ This was the only other outfit I possessed.

  ‘Oh, never mind,’ she muttered. ‘I suppose that will have to do for this morning, with a decent apron over it. We can find you something else by tomorrow. When is your box arriving?’

  I had no box; everything I owned in the world was in that wicker basket. But I did not want to admit this to the housekeeper and have her thinking I was one step away from the workhouse, so I told her it would be arriving by train later on in the week. With any luck, she would forget about it.

  Mrs Henderson nodded and reached up to ring a bell on the wall by the side of her desk. ‘Mary is the head housemaid here. She will show you up to your room and you can put away your things. Servants’ breakfast is at eight o’clock sharp, and as the most junior housemaid you will wait on the others and help clear the table. After household prayers you will clean the female servants’ quarters, and then work with t
he other maids in the family bedrooms …’

  She rattled through my duties while I tried desperately to keep up. My head was soon spinning with so many instructions that I despaired of ever being able to remember them all, but I was presented with a written work timetable to keep in my apron pocket, together with two frilled caps. Then Mary appeared - tall and thin, with a harassed expression and the habit of chewing her lip - to hurry me off down another long corridor and up endless flights of stairs. I followed behind her, trying to take note of every turn we took so that I would not get lost on the way back down.

  ‘You will share a washstand and have two drawers of the chest for yourself,’ Mary told me, all out of breath as she threw open the door to the attic room in which I was to sleep. ‘That is your bed, over by the window. What have you brought with you?’

  ‘My black uniform dress and two aprons,’ I said. ‘And black button boots.’ They were my mother’s best pair; goodness only knew how she would manage without them. ‘Mrs Henderson gave me my caps.’

  ‘Your hair needs some attention too,’ Mary said, looking critically at me. ‘Now put your things away, make your bed, and I’ll see you downstairs in the servants’ hall in ten minutes. Look lively, girl, for heaven’s sake! There’s plenty to be done.’

  After I had made my bed, I sat down on it for a second and looked around. It was a large room, rather dark and dreary, with a strip of threadbare carpet running along one side of the floor in front of the two heavy chests of drawers. Apart from these, the rest of the furniture consisted of a couple of washstands with china bowls sitting on them and four iron bedsteads with a wooden chair next to each one. I could see a fireplace, but it didn’t seem much used; there was no coal scuttle next to it and no sign of any ashes. Draughts rose up from the loose-fitting floorboards which creaked under my feet, and the window rattled in its frame when the wind blew hard outside. We had a lovely view, though: out across the lake to a patchwork of fields and hedgerows beyond. I knew that Lord Vye owned a great stretch of land in this corner of Kent, right down to the coast about fifteen miles away. Screwing up my eyes, I tried to catch a glimpse of the sea, but the only sign of it was a stray gull that had been blown inland, wheeling above the trees and calling out in the melancholy way those birds have.