Dearest Cowboys Box Set

by Mia Brown

  The next few thrusts were a little harder, a little deeper, a little more exciting. I bucked my hips, meeting his thrusts in the middle, pushing him in even more. It was me who picked up the pace in the end, who continued on where we left off a moment ago, to coax the orgasm from the pair of us. I pushed myself closer and closer to the edge, controlling how we moved until I was back in that wonderful place of being right on the edge. The knife edge of desire where I was about to explode at any given moment.

  Only this time, there wasn’t anything to stop me. I tumbled right over the edge in to the deep abyss of pleasure, swirling through all the most incredible, phenomenal, dizzying sensations on the planet. I was wrong before. What I actually wanted was to be in this beautiful moment forever, thrashing and crashing violently against the man that I loved. He held me tight, caring for me through my most vulnerable moment which just made me fall for him even more. The love that I felt for Alex collided with the orgasm and created the largest fireworks known to man. Every fiber inside of me, all of my cells burst, and it was the best feeling ever.

  I knew that after this moment, I would never ever be the same again.

  Thirty-Seven

  Alex (next morning)

  I stared at my beautiful angel, smiling to myself as she slept. She looked so stunning as she lay there, like a dream come true. And she was mine, all mine. I couldn’t be happier about it. I had to be the luckiest man alive. I still couldn’t believe what had happened last night. She was now Mrs. Fancy!

  The loud bleeping on my phone shook me. The last thing I wanted to do was wake her up when she looked so beautiful sleeping there. So, I gently slid my arm out from underneath her and I crept across the room. I grabbed my cell phone and took it out on to the balcony to breathe in some of the fresh morning air over the Las Vegas strip while I looked at who had been messaging me this early. It had to be one of my friends.

  Jeff: Hey, buddy, didn’t hear from you last now. How did the proposal go?

  Instead of texting him back, I decided to call him. I could pretty much bet on him and Kenzie being together at the diner at this hour anyway, so I could share the news with both of them instantly.

  “Hey there, how are you? Everything is alright, isn’t it?” He sounded nervous for me. “You are… you know…”

  “I’m okay, you don’t need to worry, Jeff. Emily said yes. She agreed to marry me.”

  He put his hand over the receiver, but I could still hear him conveying the message to Kenzie. Of course.

  “So, she said yes?” He sounded much more excited this time. “That’s great news. I’m really happy for you!”

  “She did more than say yes. We actually got married in Las Vegas last night.” There was a beat of silence for far too long. “Jeff? Are you still there? You haven’t hung up on me, have you? Buddy, say something will you?”

  “No, I just… I’m shocked. I think Kenzie is as well. She hasn’t spoken for a while. She’s already on the Internet looking for some pictures. Are there going to be any for her to find? Did you get wedding photos?”

  “Probably. There were some taken,” I laughed. “I don’t know. But this is good news.”

  “Oh, I know,” he shot back quickly. “I’m not denying that. I’m sorry, it isn’t that I’m not happy for you or anything, I’m just really shocked. I didn’t know that was going to happen.”

  “No, nor did I but yes… I guess it was a little impulsive. It just felt really right in the moment.”

  “Hardly surprising for you! But, what do you think your parents will say?”

  Now it was my turn to be silent. That could potentially be a difficult conversation because I was their only child alive these days since the car crash took Cassie. But I knew that they wanted me to be happy as well, and once they saw how happy I was with Emily, surely, they would come back around. Yes, I wasn’t going to worry too much about that now. I couldn’t let what had now become my honeymoon be ruined.

  “It’ll be fine,” I snapped back. “Don’t worry. It will… yeah, it will be okay.”

  “I think they will as well. They’re going to love Emily. It might just be the wedding thing…”

  “I know, yes. But I was thinking about me and Emily at the time. No one else.”

  “Which is exactly how it should be,” Jeff insisted. “It is about you two and your love. No one else.”

  We talked for a while longer, with Jeff making a few digs about me being a husband now with Kenzie shouting in the background, but I wasn’t about to take any offence. I felt untouchable with my wife in the bed behind me. Even the issues with my family could wait. Me and Emily had a lot of making up to do. A lot of time.

  Ooh, I couldn’t wait to explore that further, to use that time wisely. Not that I had any doubt with me and her, but the chemistry between us was explosive. Our bodies fit together perfectly. It was incredible. I’d had sex before, although admittedly not for a long time, but it was nothing like that. It had to be the love between me and Emily that made it a million times better. It was off the scale and I just knew that it would only get better.

  “Right, I have to go,” I finally cut Jeff off. “I have a wife to get back to…”

  “Oh, I just knew that you would turn in to one of those guys. The sort who hides away from the world once you find a woman. You’re telling me that you’re so under the thumb now you can’t even talk?”

  I tossed my head back and laughed. “Alright, buddy. Not cool. I’ll speak soon.”

  “Yeah, I’ll see you soon… unless you’re going to live in Chicago now? You aren’t going to leave, are you?”

  “Er…” Actually, I didn’t have an answer for that. Me and Emily hadn’t ever discussed it. What we were going to do when we lived together. We’d been existing in a whole bunch of different places recently, but one day we would have to settle. That was probably something that we should have discussed before we got married. I mean, what would happen when we had a family? If we even had a family… that was something I hadn’t ever thought about. I knew what I wanted, but that didn’t necessarily mean she wanted the same. We had a lot to discuss. “I don’t have any answers for you right now, Jeff. But don’t worry, as soon as I know, you will too.”

  We said our goodbyes and hung up the phone. I turned back towards the room with a lot of wonder circling through me. Now, me and Emily had to have a serious discussion. I really hoped that it went well.

  “There you are,” Emily muttered sexily as I stepped back in to the room. “I thought you’d left me.”

  “Yeah, I married you then ran off.” I rolled my eyes and laughed. “What sort of man would that make me? No, I was out on the phone talking to Jeff. He wanted to know how the proposal went. Safe to say, he was shocked when he learned that we went all the way and got married. He didn’t know how to take it.”

  “Well, did he know that it was just because I was oh so desperate to get you in to bed?”

  “Maybe that’s what I should have told him.” I climbed in to bed beside her. “Would have shut him up.”

  “Last night was amazing, you know.” Emily rested her head against my chest. “Really incredible. Better than I ever could have hoped. I’m really glad that I waited until we got married. I’m glad that I waited for you. You unlocked my heart. I never would have been given such a good experience with someone else.”

  “Are you mad that I wasn’t a virgin?” I asked quietly, suddenly fearful that it was an issue.

  “No way!” she exclaimed, shocked that I would even suggest such a thing. “I don’t expect you to share the same morals as me. I know that you had a life. It doesn’t matter to me, I’m the one who got you in the end anyway.” She tilted her head back and kissed me. “I won, so that’s fine with me. Plus, I intend to have so much sex with you that you won’t even remember the other women that you’ve been with. They’ll be a distant memory.”

  “Ooh I love the idea of that.” I ran my finger seductively down her body. “That’s awesome, but I thi
nk before that we should have some conversations. Conversations that we probably should have had before we got hitched.”

  “Uh oh.” She pushed herself in to a sitting position. “That sounds serious. Should I be worried?”

  “No, not worried exactly, I just think we need to chat that’s all. I mean, right now, everything is wonderful, isn’t it? We are having a nice time hanging out, sometimes in Chicago, sometimes in Wyoming, even in LA, but eventually we will need to make some decisions about where we want to live when we have a family.”

  “Ooh, we’re having a family now?” She wiggled her eyebrows at me. “Planning ahead, aren’t we?”

  “You do… want kids, don’t you?” Panic bolted through me. What if she didn’t? What if her modeling career was more important and she saw it as something to ruin her body and life style? That would be an issue because I really did want to have children. I wanted to carry on with the family line. “That isn’t a problem that I do?”

  “I want children.” She nodded defiantly. “Definitely. I wish I wasn’t on birth control pills or we could start right away. In fact, if you are ready now, then I won’t take another pill and we can see what happens.”

  “Really?” Oh, thank God, I was very excited about that. “That’s incredible, I would love that.”

  How could I ever remember another woman with this one completely consuming my brain? She was offering me the life that I truly wanted, the only person I cared about. No one else even came close. Now we were married and talking about starting a family. That was wonderful, I was the happiest I had ever been.

  “If I get pregnant quickly, I’m putting my career on hold so I can focus on my family.”

  “But… you love your modeling,” I replied quickly. “You’ve worked so hard for it. You wouldn’t have to…”

  “I know I wouldn’t, but I would want to.” She hugged her arms around herself tightly. “My mother wasn’t there for me, and if I ever have a kid then I won’t make the same mistake. I will be there all the time. My family will be the most important thing to me. Nothing else will even come close.”

  She looked so certain, like she already knew that this was exactly what she wanted to do. I couldn’t find the words to question her when she knew exactly what she wanted. This wasn’t a spur of the moment thing.

  “Don’t look so worried, Alex,” she laughed. “It’s okay. This is right. I mean, the reason that I worked so hard at modeling was to find some self worth, to give myself something to live for, to make me happy. I didn’t know that anything else could give me that joy. A part of it was also to get revenge on my mother. Or not revenge exactly, but just to prove her wrong. She didn’t want me to be a model. She didn’t believe in me. I needed to prove that she was wrong about me and also that I never needed her. But I have proven all of that. I don’t need it like I once did. Now, I’m ready for something else in my life, the next chapter. I’m ready to have a real family.”

  Those words were music to my ears. She really did want the same things that I did. She really wanted to expand our families and have it all. Yes, we still needed to work out the finer details, such as where we were going to live, but that would come in time. Just knowing that we were on the same page was enough.

  “I’m so glad that you’re my wife,” I muttered while nestling in to her. “You’re so amazing for me.”

  “Well, I feel like the lucky one,” she replied. “Because I get to have a world champion on my arm. Not many people can say that.”

  But those words didn’t have the same importance that they once did. I wasn’t quite as concerned by titles. I just wanted this woman and our future.

  Thirty-Eight

  Emily

  “I don’t ever want to get out of this bed,” I moaned as my body molded in to the mattress. “It’s so comfy.”

  I also didn’t want to leave my man. Just like I promised, I needed to have so much sex with him that he didn’t even think about someone else. He didn’t remember who he’d been through in the past, and I wanted that to start now. This trip to Las Vegas had effectively become a vacation, an engagement, a wedding, and a honeymoon all at once and I wanted to make the most of every single second of it. So, with that in mind, I turned my body, so I was half across him, my naked limbs intertwining with his, and I kissed him. But there was nothing soft and gentle about this kiss. It was hard and full of passion, letting him know exactly what I wanted without any words.

  I cupped my hands on his cheeks at first, but slowly slid them down to his naked chest, feeling his abs between my fingers. They were so hard and firm, they felt absolutely incredible. But that wasn’t what I wanted to feel right now. I wanted to hold him between my hands just like I did all those months ago. There was a memory of him against my fingers was still there and I needed to have that once more.

  “Oh, fuck.” He tossed his head back hard as soon as I gripped him tightly. “Fucking hell, Emily.”

  I smirked, absolutely loving the look of desire that crossed his face as I felt him. I pumped my fist a few times, knowing exactly how he liked it. The way that he bucked his hips, shuddering violently as pleasure rocketed through him. I had him at my finger tips again, all the control was mine… which gave me an amazing idea. As I continued to stroke him, I slipped my way down his body, occasionally kissing parts of him that I hadn’t touched before. Alex didn’t even notice; he was too lost in the sensation of me stroking him to realize where I was headed.

  My heart beat nervously, it was hard not to get totally freaked out by what I was about to do. What if it didn’t come naturally and I wasn’t any good? What if it put Alex off me? All these thoughts of anxiety raced through me until I got close enough to inhale his masculine scent. My mouth watered, I yearned to taste him, and that over shadowed any nerves. I leaned in and blew a hot breath along him, watching him stiffen even more. The guttural, animalistic sound that burst free from his throat was the sexiest noise I’d ever heard.

  “I love you,” I whispered before finally I braved pressing my lips against him. Just a tiny chaste kiss against his tip, but it was enough to make him cry out. His sexy salty taste was unexpected as well, but in a really good way.

  “Oh shit,” Alex moaned as I kissed up and down him, gearing myself up for the moment when I felt brave enough to finally take him between my lips. Alex certainly wasn’t pissed off about me teasing him. He didn’t care, he was just enjoying the moment for what it was. I hoped that one day I would be patient enough to feel the same way.

  I sucked in a dep breath, trying not to get too lost in the dizziness swirling through me or the racing of my pulse as I finally parted my lips and I pushed him inside. It wasn’t the strange sensation that I was expecting. Instead, I liked having him there. I immediately wanted to taste more of him, so I experimented with pushing him as far to the back of my throat as I could manage, opening myself up to him as much as I could.

  “Fuck me,” he screamed as he hit the back of my throat, as his balls scraped along my chin. It was too much for me, he took up far too much of my mouth, but I didn’t want to stop. I couldn’t. I dragged my lips all the way to his tip again, circling my tongue around him, licking him all over, tasting all of his desire, and it sent me crazy. The wetness pooling between my legs was getting more powerful by the moment. I wasn’t sure I could continue to ignore the buzzing at my core. I needed him and I honestly wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold out…

  Without even really realizing what I was doing, my fingers edged their way downwards and I started to touch myself, to feel that wetness and to sate the need my clit was screaming out. I couldn’t help it; I needed a release. Having sex with Alex had opened the flood gates. It was so incredible that he had turned me in to a needy animal. I was a mess. Moans flew out of my mouth as I flickered my fingers over myself, vibrating along his cock, and I could tell by the way that Alex’s thighs tensed, I was pushing him closer to the edge. Dragging him under the waters of pleasure with me. I moved faster, both on hi
s cock and while touching myself, and soon I wasn’t in the room anymore. I was spinning somewhere else, in the most blissful place imaginable. I started to shudder; it was a challenge to keep up the same pace as my head began to lose itself. Even Alex seemed to see that I was struggling.

  “Come… come here,” he just about managed to pant out. “I want you here.”

  He leaned forwards and tucked his hands under my arm pits, tugging me up to him. I went willingly, sliding up his body until I connected with his mouth. The kisses were even more passionate now, we barely had control of ourselves anymore. His hands were all over me, pulling me on the top of him, and holy fuck I wanted him from this angle. I pushed myself up in to a sitting position so I was straddling him, and I angled him in to me.

  “Alex!” I moaned out his name like a prayer as he slipped all the way inside. “Oh, Alex.”

  I found that it was easier like this, that I really enjoyed having the control. It meant that I could ensure he hit all the right spots. Sure, he was pretty damn awesome at doing that himself, but it was incredible to control it.

  His hungry hands reached for my breasts, it seemed like he wanted to touch me everywhere, all over as I rode him. So, he tugged and teased me hard while I made sure that every thrust hit me perfectly. It wasn’t long until the waves of pleasure that I had almost given myself were creeping through me once more. Fizzing up through my veins and damn near swallowing me up whole. All of my body shook violently as the heat swam through me, growing by the second, building up to a wave so large it was the size of a tsunami, and it was about to shatter through me.

  “Fucking hell.” I fell on top of Alex, pressing against him hard as the pleasure shattered me. I caved, completely falling apart under the weight of the bliss. It honestly made me wonder how I managed to last so long without it. It was a good job that me and Alex hadn’t slept together before we got married. We wouldn’t have made it down the aisle because I needed him all the time. Our whole lives would have been spent in bed. “Oh, shit.”