The Last Time

by Vivian Rose Lee

  “Cordell,” she said, against his mouth. His eyes opened.

  “I want to please you.”

  “You already please me,” he said rolling her to her back his arms braced on the side of her shoulders, his body between legs she opened freely.

  Lynn looked down between their bodies, seeing his size she tensed. Cordell felt it.

  “I won’t hurt you,” he reassured her. Lynn looked up at him. She has never had a man of his caliber before and it made her a little nervous.

  “It's been awhile for me.” She repeated.

  Cordell smiled. Gently, he moved into her body, he heard her sigh, and raised her hips to meet him. He pulled out just a little, and moved in a little deeper, Lynn moaned, her hips meeting him. Cordell looked at her face, her eyes closed, her body relaxing beneath him. He repeated, going deeper. He felt her wall contract around him and tightened. Cordell groaned, sucking air through his teeth. He went deeper, and her legs wrapped around him. She was coming, and moving beneath him, wanting more. Her arms around his waist, her body gyrating beneath him, in rhythm with his own. She was perfect, he thought, and made love to him in no way he has ever felt, not afraid to let her passionate nature shine. Her hands rubbed his back slowly.

  “Cordell,” she moaned. He leaned up and looked at her, his body moving in her.

  Her heavy lidded eyes, the gray rings in them shining with passion opened. “What are you doing to me?” She asked huskily.

  “I could ask you the same thing,” he replied. Her arms tightened around his body as a sensation went through her body she never felt, her mouth parted, her eyes wide with wonderment, and her body moving beneath him, demanding, and wanting more. Cordell felt a slight trembling, her breathing labored. Cordell needed to go deeper, but was afraid, he would hurt her. She grasped his head in her hands, her lips close to his. She kissed him gently.

  “Do it,” she whispered against is lips.

  Cordell lifted her hips sinking deeper into her as her body met his. She pulled his head to her, and kissed him with her soul, coming apart beneath him. Her body trembled uncontrollably, as he moved in her pulling all she had to give, he leaned up and let his passion exploded in her trembling body beneath him, her mouth kisses his neck and chest, while she moved beneath him, her wall pulling from him all he could offer. Both finding the greatest pleasure in the others climax. She lay with her arms and strong legs tightly around him. Cordell didn’t think he could move if he wanted to. He never experienced this kind of passion in a woman before in his life. Could she be any more perfect, than she already was? Other women he had been with expected him to satisfy them, and he did, but this woman was giving as much or more than he gave, just her reaction to him, and the way her body trembled was enough to tell she was pleased.

  Chapter Three

  Cordell felt her arms relaxing around him. He rolled from her, pulling her close to him. Neither spoke, just listened to the silence. Lynn lay looking at the ceiling, and wondering where has he been all my life. This was the first time she ever experienced a complete orgasm, without having it interrupted or nonexistent, as in her past relationships. They would always finish before she had started, and she always ended up disappointed. Lynn was honest about her sexuality. She knew how to please a man, they didn’t know how to please her, or just didn’t care if she was pleased. Then had the nerve to get all dominating and possessive with her body, vowing never to let her go. She never understood that.

  They didn’t leave her, she usually got rid of them, because she did everything in her ability to make them happy, but they didn’t care whether she was happy or not, they used her, and the pathetic thing about it all she allowed it, all in the name of love, so she thought. Cordell was different, he waited for her, he brought out in her what no other man ever had. He waited she kept thinking amazed.

  Lynn felt his eyes on her. She turned her head to look at him.

  “You okay?” He asked. Lynn rolled towards him.

  “Yes,” she said softly, “thank you for making me feel so good.”

  Cordell smiled. “No, thank you, my God, girl what are you holding in that tiny body?”

  “How could any man not want you?”

  “I never said I couldn’t keep a man, he doesn’t know how to keep me,” she stated arrogantly, and rose from the bed, leaving the room.

  Her naked body was fierce. Everything perfectly proportioned. And those hips, that tiny waist and tight flat tummy. Cordell suddenly frowned. Did he hurt her feelings, he wondered.

  She returned with a warm cloth, sat beside him, and began gently cleaning him.

  Cordell watched her face. She was intent on her task, not looking at him.

  “Lynn, I’m sorry.”

  “For what?” She gazed at him.

  “For what I said.”

  She shrugged. “I’m not offended. She took a breath. “I want you to know something, about me. I’m single by choice. I had three long-term relationships, starting with my marriage, each ending because I always ended up holding the short end of the stick. I ended them, when I realized these men were damaging to me, mentally, emotionally, and the sex was not even mediocre. They had me feeling lousy about myself and questioning who I am because of some uncomplimentary comment they would make. They insulted my character. Criticizing the choices I made, and the lack of support in my decisions. They had me feeling as if I was nothing, and the terrible thing about it was, I would meet another who made me feel worse then the other one had. Why I always wondered, when I did everything in my ability to be what I thought they wanted. So when I was rid of my last bum, and deemed myself a bum magnet, I decided not to have any more relationships. What did it matter at my age anyway, that was eight years ago. Then we met, I wasn’t sure I wanted to but I promised Al I would go to the game, now look at us, you already have me climbing the walls. You are everything I’ve always dreamed of having in a man, and you did something not one of the previous men in my life could do, something I always wanted to experience, and never had until you came into my life.”

  Cordell listened. She didn’t look at him; just continue to cleanse him with her gentle hands. She rose to leave, Cordell caught her hand.

  She looked down at him.

  What?” He asked gently.

  “You waited for me,” she said simply, pulling her hand from him.

  Cordell frowned not understanding at first, and then grinned, when he realized what she meant. Cordell put his hands under his head; he never felt this satisfied in his life. Well he decided, Lynn I will keep you, I will make you happy, you will see, he thought to himself.

  She returned, she went to her computer and log on some soft music, in the darkened loft, then lay beside him, facing him. Cordell turned his head, looking at her. Lynn leaned up and looked into his eyes. His finger traced her lips, her eyes closed. She opened her mouth, pulled his finger in, and gently sucked it. Cordell mouth opened, and he felt himself getting hard, just by that sensual act. She let his finger go, her eyes opened, the gray rings around her eyes blue. She smiled and licked her lips.

  “You are so sexy,” Cordell said softly.

  Her hand caressed his chest, softly, as her body moved closer to him, rubbing on his sensually. She kissed his shoulder with a featherlike caress. Cordell lifted his arm up rolling her onto him. Her mouth showering kisses on his chest. Lynn felt his manhood throbbing against her thigh; she opened her legs, lifting enough to sink on him, her hands on his chest. Cordell sighed when he felt her hot wetness around him, and sank lower taking all of him inside her, she was tight, and it felt so right. She moved up and down slowly, her eyes holding him mesmerized.

  She leaned forward, her face close to his.

  “I’m going to do something to you, I’ve never done to any man,” she whispered.

  She opened her legs, until they were on each side of his hips, and she sank deeper on him, her hands pressed on the bed beside his shoulders, and she moved on him slowly rising up and down on him. Cordell has
never been in any woman this deep and my god he was in heaven. He couldn’t move if he wanted to, and he didn’t have to she was doing it all to him. He felt himself grow, and ready to come; just when he thought he would lose it, she closed her legs on him and lay prone, changing the sensation, and starting all over building him up in a frenzy of sensations, her body moving up and down on him. She looked down at him, her breast rubbing tantalizingly on his chest her walls tight and massaging him.

  Cordell couldn’t take anymore; she had him on the brink of sexual insanity. He rolled her over, her legs, still together beneath him. Then he turned the tables on her, and began to move in her. He knew she wouldn’t be able to move, her legs were captured between his, or so he thought, she moved beneath him anyway, driving him further into ecstasy.

  “Lynn, what are doing to me?” He asked breathlessly.

  “Cordell, let me go, let me wrap my legs around you, please,” she said with sensual desperation.

  Cordell felt her heart pounding against his chest, at an alarming rate.

  “Please,” she moaned.

  Cordell let her legs go, her legs wrapped around him, her hips pushed up to meet his, he now knew why, she was climaxing again, and she wanted him to feel it. He felt her walls contracting on him, almost sucking on him. Cordell slipped his hands under her hips lifting her and rode her, still she pushed her body up to meet him. At the same time, they both let go finding their way to euphoria, each vocal in the pleasure they found in one another. Cordell rolled from her, they both lay panting and gasping for air.

  “Have I died and gone to heaven,” Cordell said after a moment.

  Lynn rolled to him. “Well I must have joined you,” she said.

  They both laughed. Cordell pulled her close to him, her head resting on his chest.

  “I don’t think I could ever get enough of you,” he said.

  “You promise,” she said jokingly.

  Cordell leaned up and looked at her, his face serious.

  “I promise,” he said.

  Lynn watched his expression and frowned.

  “Cordell, I was joking, you don’t have to promise me anything.”

  “Too late,” he replied and lay back down.

  Lynn leaned up, looking at him.

  “Cordell, this happened too fast, we should not…,”

  “Too late,” he repeated interrupting her.

  “Cordell, maybe I’m not what you…,”

  He pushed her back down on the bed, holding her head so he had her attention.

  “Lynn you are what I want, and I will be all you prayed for, that I promise. Never have I had a woman with your class, intelligence, beauty, and sexuality. If you think I’m about to ruin this, think again, I have a lot to give, and maybe just maybe, we are meant to be. I felt it last night at Kap’n Kapp’s, and I think you did too, so don’t think too much about what’s right or wrong, lets just be happy in our declining years, and if I died tonight, I know I had the woman I waited for all my life.”

  Lynn listened, and her heart swelled with each word he spoke.

  “Kiss me Lynn,” he demanded. She needed no other motivation, her lips found his, and she held him as if her life depended on him. She wouldn’t think; she just wanted to be happy, for once in her life.

  They made love again, slower and more passionate than the other times.

  It was still early, so Cordell took her to dinner. When they returned they made love again, until they both fell asleep.

  They had been with each other six months now Al smiled fondly glad to see Lynn and Cordell happy. Most weekend’s they were together, he was at her loft, or she was at his house in Voorhees. Being into football, Lynn attended every game, sitting away from him, because he said she was a distraction. The team liked Lynn, and was happy that Cordell was more relaxed and even happy. He was on his way to Cordell’s now. He called asking him to stop by needing to talk to about something.

  Al rang the bell. Cordell opened the door.

  “Come in Al,” Cordell invited.

  “What’s up man?” Al asked taking a seat on the couch.

  “Barbara found out about Lynn,” he told him.

  Al frowned. “So, you and Barbara aren’t together, and when did you and Lynn become a secret?”

  “She’s not a secret. Barbara was happy knowing I had no one, just dalliances, someone told her about Lynn, and said we seemed to be getting serious, Barbara confronted me, and said if I didn’t break it off, she wouldn’t divorce me, and she would move away with the kids,” Cordell said throwing a bottle of beer in the fireplace.

  Al sat down, scratching his head.

  “So, what about Lynn?”

  “I can’t lose my kids, Al,” Cordell stated.

  “Maybe you can stop her from moving from the state,” Al offered.

  “I talked to my lawyer, there was no way he could stop her from moving and taking his kids, all he could do was get me visitations, I know Barbara, she’ll find every reason I couldn’t see my kids.”

  All was stumped. He didn’t know what to say. This situation was proving to be some unnecessary drama; he knew Lynn would not want to be caught up in.

  “I think Lynn loves you man,” Al stated.

  “I know she does,” Cordell stated. “She everything any man needs, she gives me everything I need Al, and I don't want to lose her.”

  “So, whatcha gonna to do?”

  “I’m going to tell her, this weekend when she comes over, I owe her that much.”

  Al shook his head. “Don’t hurt her Cordell, she good people.”

  “How can I not hurt her, either way it's going to hurt her. Shit!”

  Al shook his head. “I’m sorry for you and Lynn, you both seem happy now. Maybe Lynn will understand; she is very good that way.”

  “Would you?”

  Al shrugged, feeling sorry for his friends. “I hope it works out for you and Lynn.

  Chapter Four

  Lynn and Cordell made plans to go to a pre season game in Philly. He had gone to the store for a few things to put in their picnic basket. Lynn was in his bedroom getting dressed when she heard the door open. Thinking it was Cordell she went to the living room. In the middle of his living stood a woman with a key dangling from her finger and smirk on her face.

  Lynn was stunned. She looked Lynn up and down.

  “Oh you must be Cord’s little friend, I’m his wife Barbara,” she said snidely.

  “Yes, his ex wife.” Lynn said.

  “Oh, then you don’t know, Cord and I are not longer getting divorced,” she said smiling satisfied, with the astounded expression on her face.

  “Oh my, he didn’t tell you yet, did he, well, we are getting back together," she said arrogantly.

  Lynn didn’t wait to hear anymore, she grabbed her purse form the couch and walked out the house.

  Cordell returned, wondering why he didn’t see Lynn’s car in the driveway, but he saw Barbara’s parked there.

  Shit, he thought. He went into the house; Barbara was sitting on the couch, legs crossed and arms spread out on the back, waiting for him.

  “What are you doing here?” Cordell asked.

  “I see you didn’t get rid of your little friend, so I did it for you, now I will give you the divorce you want, and you’ll be able to see the kids," she stated cockily. “I told you, if I can’t be happy, neither will you,” she chuckled evilly.

  “What do you want from me Barbara, blood, I gave you all I had, you get a nice alimony, and child support, why can’t you just get on with your life, and let me have a little bit of happiness!” He yelled at her.

  “Because Cord, you promised to make me happy, and you have yet to do that, so if I’m not happy, you can’t make some other bitch happy,” she said nastily.

  “No one in this world can make you happy Barbara; you're too selfish, try making yourself happy.”

  She smiled sinisterly. “I am, by seeing how miserable you are, Bye Cord,” she chuckled walking pass h
im and out the door.

  Lynn lay across her bed, and cried as she never cried before.

  “Why, didn’t he tell me?” She mumbled.

  Her phone rang. She ignored it. An hour later, she heard Cordell banging on her door. She covered her head with her pillow ignoring it until the banging stopped. She cried until she fell asleep.

  After a restless night, Lynn woke the next morning feeling worst then the night before. Noticing the message light blinking on the phone, she looked it. She had twenty messages from Cordell, and erased all of them without listening. She went to the bathroom, looking into the mirror, her eyes swollen, red, and she had to go to work, at 3 pm. She stared at herself in the mirror, and the tears started again, she returned to her bed, curled in a ball and cried.

  Lynn decided she couldn’t go into work today, so she called out sick, something she never did. She never missed work, but knew she couldn’t go into work looking like someone punched her in the face.

  Al went around asking if anyone saw Lynn. He was shocked when they told him she called out. Everyone knew Lynn never missed work, he knew what was wrong. Taking out his cell phone to call her and see if she were all right.

  Her phone rang. Lynn glanced at the phone but ignored it, and rolled over and went to sleep. She was not in the mood to talk to anyone.

  With now answer form Lynn, Al called Cordell.

  “Yeah, Al,” Cordell answered, sounding down.

  “Lynn didn’t come to work today, I’m worried, she never misses work, and she’s not answering her phone. I rode pass at lunch time, and her place was dark, man I worried.”

  “I’ve been trying to call her since yesterday, she won’t pick up.”

  “Then she knows,” Al assumed.

  “Yeah Barbara came over, while she was here, what she said to Lynn I don’t know, but when I got back Lynn was gone. I went to the loft, she wouldn’t open the door, I know she was there, I banged on her door for thirty minutes; finally I gave up.”