ROUGHNECK: A DARK MOTORCYCLE CLUB ROMANCE

by Nikki Wild

  William, who was more human than both of my grandparents combined, was moved slightly to tears by her words. He took a deep breath before giving his own vows:

  “This life I’ve led hasn’t always taken me down the right paths. It’s been hard, sometimes, keeping myself on the correct road, ensuring that I don’t fall astray again… but ever since meeting you, I’ve known in my heart that you are my guiding light now. I never believed in love at first sight, not until I met you. It was some foolish concept that hormone-driven youngsters championed, some false dichotomy that wasn’t really there… but you showed me something else. With your love and your adoration, I grew to trust you, to trust this, and I just want you to understand how much I love you. I can’t fathom a life without you now. Until my dying gasp, I will provide for you, take care of you, and dedicate myself to relieving your stresses…”

  The two gave beautiful sentiments in their small speeches. All the while, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Clara, who returned my gaze with an unwavering, silent stare.

  Whatever emotion that was running through her head, I couldn’t tell what it was; however, it spoke volumes to me that she couldn’t break our fierce, mutual gaze.

  I presented the rings, and they placed them on each other’s fingers. In their haste, I realized, they hadn’t even bothered with engagement rings to begin with.

  They made their final promises.

  And with a kiss, our parents were wed.

  The marriage document was signed, and the two of us were the dedicated witnesses. Raleigh and Riana merely sat to the side, watching the proceedings without the hint of shedding a tear. To her credit, my grandmother looked fairly pleased at least, although her husband had the approximate emotional reaction of a brick.

  There wasn’t any budget for a wedding reception, apparently, but that didn’t stop them from redirecting things back to their house, citing “caterers” on the way.

  Clara and I rode in the backseat of their car, as we had on the way there. We sat at opposite sides, staring out our own prospective windows.

  There was so much to say.

  I didn’t like the gulf that had developed between us since that night. She was all I could think about now, but we’d barely spoken since checking out that following morning.

  It was plain as day to see what she was doing.

  Clara was having second thoughts.

  If it wasn’t a mountain of doubts over the things we had done together with the world outside none the wiser, it was over our relationship to each other now.

  Of course, we were now officially stepbrother and stepsister… something that threw a distinct wrench into my hopes to pursue things with her.

  I couldn’t get a read on Clara. Although she was only a few feet away, she felt like she was miles, maybe even worlds apart from me.

  It’s not like we could talk, with our parents upfront and jovially celebrating as they drove us back towards their home. For the moment, they’d decided to settle into Sarah’s house, since William’s apartment in the city wasn’t exactly the more attractive option.

  “You two look like somebody died!” Sarah chuckled after apparently watching us in the rearview mirror. “This is a happy time! I want to see some smiles on those faces!”

  “Oh, leave them alone,” William graciously smiled. “I can only imagine that they’re just a little drained. We did spring this on them at the last second, after all. Let’s let them have their space.”

  I was never more grateful to my father than in that moment.

  Sarah glanced over at him, confused, but let the sentiment drop. “Oh well. There’s plenty of good food that’ll be available shortly after we arrive. Personally, I’m starving!”

  I let the two of them fade away from my attention as I reached into my pocket, withdrawing my smartphone. I wasn’t sure if Clara had hers nearby, given the dress she was wearing, but I went ahead and texted her anyway:

  > Maybe we should talk.

  A few seconds later, I heard the faint sound of her text tone, and she withdrew her phone from her purse. I was afraid she was going to ignore me, but she responded before switching on the vibration setting.

  > Talk about what?

  I frowned grimly. This wasn’t good.

  > About this. About us. You’re being distant. I don’t like it.

  Clara stared at her phone for a few moments, shaking her head. She still wasn’t looking at me. Finally, she started typing.

  > There’s nothing to talk about. We had our night together. That’s over now. That was it. I had a great time with you, but that’s in the past now. It’s time that both you and I move on.

  I was quietly furious, but I knew that she was convinced of her point. There had to be some way to get through to her, to keep this fire of ours burning bright…

  > I know you feel that way, but I don’t. You can’t deny that there’s something great between us. This attraction… you don’t want to give it up. Neither do I. Let’s just see where it goes, okay? I don’t want to lose you.

  Clara looked up from her phone, and I got my wish. She finally looked at me… but her look was filled with a mixture of disappointment, anger, and bitterness. After a second, she typed in a final response and tossed her phone back into her purse.

  > That’s enough.

  My spirits collapsed for the second time since I caught wind of the wedding date.

  She’s closing me off, I bitterly thought.

  It was arguably lucky that I didn’t have to spend too much time in the backseat with her after that point. The roads became familiar again, and within a minute we were pulling up to Sarah’s driveway.

  The last time that I was here, I came face to face with destiny. Clara, that seemingly harmless little infatuation of mine, came face-to-face with me as we met each other’s parent. At that moment, this was all some sick, cosmic joke, but it was a joke I wanted to see through to the end.

  Now that I was here, I realized that I didn’t find the punchline particularly funny.

  As soon as we were parked and the ignition was dead, Clara jumped out of the car. Following her lead, my father stepped out, crossing around to Sarah’s side and helping her out.

  “Such a gentleman!” She cooed.

  I excused myself out the back, snatching up Clara’s purse. In her haste, she’d apparently forgotten it. As our parents strolled towards the door, I caught up to her, stuffing it into her hands.

  “You forgot this,” I remarked.

  “I left it in there on purpose,” Clara replied.

  “What, so that I’d grab it and bring it to you? A little cliché, don’t you think?” I smiled warmly, happy to make a little banter.

  Clara leaned in and, whispering under her breath, she maintained eye contact and verbally twisted the knife: “No, you idiot, I left it in there so that you couldn’t bother me over text messages for the rest of today.”

  Dad and Sarah were at our side within a moment, unlocking the front door and preventing me from responding. Clara whisked a few strands of hair out of her face and firmly put her back to me as she followed them inside, leaving me outside alone.

  I thought that was as bad as it could get.

  A car I didn’t recognize pulled up behind us, and I glanced over my shoulder. To my immediate vexation, my grandparents climbed out of the backseat, glancing at the house with veiled amusement.

  Oh, not this shit now.

  “Dalton, we didn’t get much of a chance to speak,” Raleigh Carlyle greeted me as he approached, his wife on his arm. “I daresay you look the very image of dignity.”

  Suppressing the disgust in my throat, I curled my lips up into the most sincere smile that I could muster. Ancient, indignant windbag that he was, Raleigh was still family… and he still held the Carlyle Fortune in his gnarled grasp.

  “Pleasure to see you again, grandfather,” I cordially addressed him. “And you as well, Nana. How were your travels overseas?”

  “Dreadful,” he answered
haughtily.

  “I’m quite sorry to hear that.”

  “Yes, well… certain things can’t be helped, I suppose,” he sniffed, surveying the neighborhood under his discerning eye.

  “How about you, Nana?” I asked my stiff but otherwise polite grandmother. “Did you find the journey agreeable?”

  “Given how low I set my standards for commercial flights, it was reasonably acceptable,” she replied crisply. “Thank you for asking.”

  “Of course. Shall we go inside?”

  “Not just quite yet,” Raleigh answered, lifting his chin. “This is the first time we have seen you in a number of years… I’d like to hear where you are in life, and what your plans are for the future. Of course, the moment we walk through that door, we’ll be subjected to the carnival that is that swift, thoughtless marriage…”

  Raleigh… your failing health is why they escalated the timeframe, you bitter, old sod.

  Instead, I bit my tongue on the matter.

  “As you’re aware, I’ve concluded eight years in military service,” I reminded them. “Of which I was released just a few months ago. I’m twenty-six years old now, leaving me four years until my thirtieth birthday. I’ve enrolled in higher education, and the date will coincide with the completion of my graduate degree.”

  “Very good,” he nodded. “Very good indeed.”

  I chose my words carefully. “Grandfather, Dad has revealed to me that there are certain… stipulations to inheriting the Carlyle Fortune. Stipulations that I wasn’t aware were there. Could you elaborate on this concern for me?”

  The two of them stiffened visibly.

  “What has William said to you?”

  “Nothing concrete. He merely hinted that there were rules in place to continue the longevity of the inheritance… to keep somebody foolish from wasting it all away.”

  Raleigh’s face set into stone.

  “It was not his place to say anything of the sort. Dalton, I command you to forget all of whatever foolish notions that man put into your head. Continue focusing on your education for now – the rest will be explained in time.”

  “So there are strings attached,” I replied.

  It was too late to retract my sentence, given how dark their faces grew.

  “I gave you an order. Don’t defy it.”

  “Of course, Grandfather,” I answered impartially. “Forgive me. It’s just that the events of today have… surprised and distracted me.”

  They looked sympathetic for a moment.

  Coming from them, that was never good.

  “I can sympathize with that,” the thin old man replied. “Trust me, it came as a great surprise to your grandmother and I, too… a particularly unpleasant one, I’ll add.”

  She looked at him briefly, the stonewall crumbling for just a moment, but within the instant she was just as impartial and statuesque as him.

  It occurred to me that my grandfather was too proud to tell anybody that he was dying… which left her to break the news. Otherwise, my father would have never known, particularly given the estrangement between them.

  I gazed upon my grandmother. Interesting.

  “I’m sure that they’re all wondering where we are,” I replied calmly. “Shall we go inside? It’s not going to be to your usual tastes, but I’ve heard that they hired some caterers for the afternoon.”

  My grandparents chuckled.

  “Very well then,” Raleigh answered. “Let’s get this pernicious shit-show over with.”

  And just like that, I followed them inside, walking straight towards a night that was going to change absolutely everything.

  13

  Unfortunately, my new grandparents-in-law looked like they would rather be dangling above a volcano than watching their son celebrate his new marriage.

  Regardless of that little detail, my parents’ makeshift wedding reception was actually pretty decent, even if it was hosted out of their home. They’d even hired really good caterers – specifically, my catering staff.

  “Wasn’t expecting to see you here!” Beth chuckled as I whisked a few hors d’eovres off of her tray. “Is this your event? Do you live here?”

  “It’s not mine, no… it’s my parents. They just got married. And no, I have an apartment back in the city.”

  “Oh, really? Your parents are just marrying today, huh? How neat!”

  I laughed when I saw her confusion. “No, I mean, Mom just married this guy. He’s not my biological father. Now, I get a stepfather and a new stepbrother out of the mix.”

  “Is that him over there?” She quietly asked, pointing out Dalton. Of course he stood out, dressed as nicely as he was.

  “Yeah, that’s him alright,” I replied with some regret. “What, do you want me to get his number for you?”

  “Oh my god, could you?”

  She looked absolutely ecstatic over the idea. Luckily, before I could respond, Arnold appeared in the distance, waving both of us over.

  “Beth, I’m going to need you to be more attentive to the guests, and not specific ones,” he admonished her. “And you… stop distracting my employees, Clara.”

  We both apologized profusely.

  Our boss sent her away but kept me near. “It’s fortuitous that I see you here, because I’ve been meaning to reach out to you. I couldn’t help but notice that you failed to indicate any premier call shifts.”

  “I’m sorry, there was a distraction that night, with the wedding and all that…”

  “Perfectly acceptable, given the circumstances,” he replied nonchalantly. “But if you wish to retain those privileges, you’re going to have to take them a little more seriously. I was under the impression that you were happy to be given that status. Did I make a mistake?”

  “No, not at all!” I reassured him. “I’m sorry, Arnold. You’ll forgive me for being a little, you know, preoccupied with the arrangements here.”

  He glanced around, unimpressed.

  Of course he was unimpressed. Arnold was used to catering large wedding receptions, football games, banquets, and hotel galas… not little rinky-dink, makeshift post-marriage document reunions.

  “See to it that you do not become unreliable,” he replied quietly before banishing me from his side. “I have work to do. I’ll see you tomorrow night at Prince Hall.”

  “Prince Hall?”

  Arnold raised an eyebrow.

  “Oh yeah! Prince Hall!” It was one of the shifts I’d picked up. Thanks to missing my chances both Saturday night and early Sunday morning, I’d lost the opportunity to snag anything meaningful in the week. Joining the six-member crew working at Prince Hall for Wednesday and Thursday had been pretty much the only decent shifts left.

  I just hoped my homework wouldn’t be too bad with my time eaten up like that.

  Arnold looked at me sourly as I left, apparently unconvinced in my commitment to his catering and serving team. Today has just been a complete pain in my ass, I thought to myself.

  At least Dalton caught the hint and left me alone after my quick little retort outside the front door. He stayed out there a while – long enough to make me wonder how much I’d affected him.

  A sneak peak out the window earlier in the reception had shown me that he was talking to his grandparents before they came inside, so I felt assured.

  I knew that he wanted things to continue between us. That much was obvious from just the way he looked at me, although the texts really underlined the point.

  Luckily, between family and friends coming by to join the festivities, the catering staff making polite conversation during small lulls, and Dalton’s clearly intentional distance.

  I wondered all night if I’d made the wrong choice after all.

  It was true. I couldn’t deny the energy that I felt, crackling between us any time we were close. When our parents were giving their vows and we couldn’t take my eyes off of each other, I was imagining doing the same thing with him one day.

  Such a stupid thought.
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br />   No, I needed to focus on what was important. Dalton and I were stepbrother and stepsister now, and although the taboo was sort of artificial – we weren’t related, after all – there was still the sort of lingering wrongness to it.

  What we had done together the other night had been absolutely magical, and I wouldn’t trade it away for a single thing.

  But it had been just that:

  Wrong.

  Yet… it felt so absolutely right.

  After a couple of hours, it was time that we went our separate ways. I was halfway expecting a small string of text messages from him. Almost disappointingly, he had obeyed my wishes.

  So, why was I unhappy about that?

  I climbed into my ancient car and turned the ignition. To my complete lack of surprise, the engine failed to roll over, so I tried it again.

  And again.

  And again.

  “Come on, now. Don’t do this to me.”

  The ignition continued to do nothing. I muttered obscenities under my breath and tried it one more time, putting every little ounce of magic in my body behind it…

  Nothing.

  My car had apparently broken down, stranding me here at this awful place, with both the parents who had inadvertently ruined my love life, and the lover whom I could never have.

  Well, this is just fucking fantastic.

  “You’re having engine issues again, aren’t you?” Dalton asked, almost aloofly.

  “Yeah,” I groaned, climbing out of the cabin.

  “Want me to take a look?”

  “Only if you can be bothered.”

  Dalton reached inside, popped open the hood, and took a look at the engine. He came back around and tried the ignition again, then checked some of my fluids.

  “Hmm. I can’t really tell what’s going on with this. Maybe it’s just old age by now. Listen, do you have a reliable mechanic?”

  I groaned. “I have neither that, nor the money to replace this stupid thing, or anything that breaks on it. This is just my fucking luck.”

  “Well, when’s the last time you took this thing for an oil change? A tune-up?”

  “I don’t remember. Ages ago.”

  “Wait, you’ve been skipping oil changes?”