Pay For Play (Alphachat.com #1)

by Victoria Ashley

  "Me too. I'll think about all the ways I can tease you." Her eyes meet mine as she begins to toss around ideas in her head.

  "Come here." I decide not to wait on this little game. This will be more fun if we just go with what we're feeling instead of planning a bunch of shit to do to each other.

  She moves toward me with a small smile on her face. She knows what's coming. "Shirt off. Now." I watch her slowly lift it over her body, uncovering everything that haunts my life lately.

  I send goose bumps over her when I let my finger slide over her daisy tattoo before I grab her wrists tightly in both of my hands.

  "You're going to listen to everything I say." She swallows hard before she looks down at my hands holding hers. Pulling away from my grip, she steps closer to the cross giving me an expression that invites me to bring whatever I want to the table.

  Her hair is still wet, yet she looks the sexiest I've seen her look right here in this very moment. She's letting me control her and there's something appealing about a woman who's willing to do that.

  "Put your legs against the wood." She lines her legs up with the cross and I lean over to strap her ankles then upper legs to the cross. This cross is adjustable, so I spread her legs even further apart with a simple movement of a latch.

  She raises her arms as I work my way up her body. Fuck, she's sexy as hell and damn it if my dick isn't already twitching again.

  "I'm going to blindfold you." I don't want her to know where I'm at. After walking to the closet to pick out a tie, I quickly cover her eyes and stand back to take her in.

  There's a smile on her face even though she's pulling her bottom lip in with her teeth.

  "You're sexy as fuck, Rebel." Her nipples are hard and her muscles are all pulled tight as she's held in place by all the straps. I could just look at her like this forever.

  I move a chair to sit directly in front of her and watch the way her body reacts to every sound in the room. A knock at the door has her breathing heavy before I even have the chance to acknowledge it.

  "What do you want?"

  "We're headed out to Club Royal. You'll have the house to yourself unless you want to go with us." Blaze opens the door to talk to me and the smirk on his face both frustrates me and makes me proud. He sees how sexy she is just like this and he knows she’s off limits.

  "No, I'm good here. Text me before you guys head back." This makes me happy. I need some damn privacy and I couldn't have asked for a more perfect night for that to happen.

  "Will do. Have fun." I don't respond to him. My eyes haven't left her body as I watch her react to the sound of him in the room. The change in her body is deafening. She likes to be watched.

  "Wait, Blaze.” I stop him from leaving, but signal for him to look away. He follows my lead perfectly before I turn to tease Rebel.

  “You like the thought of him watching you like this, don’t you?" She begins to shake her head no instantly, obviously trying to deny what her body is screaming as I watch her.

  "I can tell by the way your body is responding that you’re turned on by him seeing you like this.” She stands still with no response.

  "You want him to fuck you too?" That gets an immediate no from her.

  "You want him to touch you?" She instantly stops moving.

  Holy shit, this girl is a fucking freak and I love it, but there’s no fucking way she’s going to feel his touch.

  Oh shit . . . that’s a surprise.

  I never really thought about someone else watching or touching me until Lynx brought it to my attention. Now my whole body is heated at just the thought of Blaze’s eyes on me, watching whatever it is that Lynx plans to do to me. Or possibly even touching me. Can I handle his touch?

  I’d love to see if this new sexual desire I seem to have is solely for Lynx or if I’m changing into some sex craved maniac. Right now I’m not sure if it’s the heat from Lynx’s stare that has me going or the fact that I’m crossing into uncharted territory having two men watch me at once.

  I’m guessing it’s the anticipation of what Lynx will do in this situation. It’s one way to see how he feels about me. If he wants me like I want him, he won’t want to share. I guess this is the best way to prove that to him. The air changes as I hear someone move closer. I can barely breathe waiting for something to happen.

  My heart is beating out of control as I try to still my mind from the chaos of everything going on. This is all so hot, dark and twisted and I’m not sure if I can handle all of this.

  “I don’t know if I want him to touch me . . . no,” I attempt to convince Lynx, but truthfully, my words aren’t even enough to convince myself. Being cuffed here, useless and blindfolded has my body wanting things I never even imagined.

  “Don’t be ashamed. Fucking own what your body wants, Rebel.” I hear him stand up from his chair and then feel the heat from his body as he comes to stand in front of me. “You want his eyes on you as I touch you like this?”

  My back arches and a small moan escapes my lips when I feel him take my right nipple between his teeth and gently play with it, biting it. The sensation is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before.

  The mystery and anticipation of what he’s going to do next has my body completely lashing out, dying to find out where his mouth or hands will end up.

  My whole body is covered in goose bumps, yet I’m completely fucking hot and sweaty.

  His tongue darts out and swirls slow circles around my nipple, as he pulls the latch, spreading my legs apart even more, leaving me completely vulnerable to him.

  He has the power to touch me, kiss me and taste me anywhere he wants and I’m completely fucking powerless. He could even let Blaze do all those things and truth be known, I couldn’t do anything to stop them, but I know Lynx wouldn’t hurt me. If I said stop, he would in a second.

  “Lynx,” I moan out. “Touch me. Please,” I beg.

  His teeth tug my nipple as he growls out his satisfaction and need to be in control. He’s completely silent after that and I feel as if I’m going to go crazy, while my body waits for his touch.

  My whole body jerks and need runs throughout my entire body, heating me to my core, when I feel his warm breath blow against my aching pussy. His mouth is so close, yet not close enough and I can’t handle it. I want to scream so damn bad and rip at his hair, but my hands are bound above me.

  “Fuck, Rebel. Look at you.” I feel the tip of his stiff tongue, gently run up my slit, teasing me. “Your body is so ready for me, Rebel.” He runs his tongue between my folds, before capturing my swollen clit in his mouth and nibbling it. “So damn wet.”

  “Oh fuck!” I scream through heavy breaths, while thrusting my hips closer to his mouth with desperation. “I can’t handle it, Lynx. Not tonight,” I pant. “Please . . .”

  “If I give you what you want . . .” He flicks his tongue out again, making my entire body shake with pleasure. “Will you let me tie you up again?” He moves his face from side to side, letting his facial hair rub over my sensitive clit.

  “Yes!” I scream out. “Yes. I’ll do anything.”

  With that, his mouth crashes against my pussy, licking and sucking on every aching part of it, making me scream out as I come against his hot mouth.

  My body trembles from the rush of emotions flowing through me while he takes in every single bit of my orgasm with his tongue.

  “Oh shit, Lynx,” I breathe once my body starts to come down from its high. “Get me down from here.”

  I hear the door open and close and the realization that Blaze just left without touching me both relieves me and disappoints me. What in the hell is wrong with me?

  Leaving the blindfold in place, Lynx works to undo my arms, before moving down to my feet and freeing them and taking me into his arms.

  “I wanted to do more to you,” he says, his voice, deep and full of need. “Next time I won’t be so easy on you.”

  My body relaxes as he gently lays me in the bed and scoots in behind me,
pressing his body against mine. He trails kisses over my body, while rubbing me with his fingers as if he can’t get enough of touching me. It’s as if he wants to remember every last inch of me.

  His touch is gentle and I can’t deny that it has my heart completely open to him. I never imagined I’d be with Lynx this way, but I seriously want it more now than ever.

  The craziness that happens when I’m with him is addicting and I’m not sure I’m ready to go back to the boring life I led before I met him.

  My test for him didn’t really answer anything. I can’t tell if he kept Blaze from touching me or if he just didn’t want any part of me. Now that I’m lying here in Lynx’s arms, I’m really glad Blaze didn’t do more than he did. It was a line that we didn’t need to cross.

  I’m not sure if what happened was a good or bad thing. All I know is my heart is aching for something I might not be able to fully have.

  I WAKE UP THE NEXT morning to a note left in his place and a tray full of food with a lid, keeping it warm.

  Eat and then come down to work when you’re ready.

  I can’t help the smile that takes over as I toss the note aside and open the tray to see pancakes, bacon, sausage, eggs and hash browns. It looks completely delicious.

  It’s been a long time since I’ve had a home cooked meal before work. I usually just run down the street and grab a bagel or some takeout before I start my day. This is a treat that I could definitely get used to.

  I’m halfway through my meal when I hear vibrating coming from close by. Sitting up on my knees, I catch my phone about to fall off the dresser.

  Hurrying to my feet, I rush to my phone, realizing that I was so exhausted last night that I forgot to tell Remi that I wouldn’t be coming home.

  “Don’t flip out,” I say as soon as I accept the call. “Shit . . . I’m sorry I didn’t call you–”

  “What the hell, Rebel! You’re lucky that I knew you were safe in the hands of the damn sexist man on the Internet. I almost showed up outside the damn gate and climbed over it.”

  I laugh into the phone. “That would’ve been for your benefit, not mine. Although, with security you wouldn’t have made it far.”

  “Yeah . . .” she sounds like she’s brushing her teeth. She spits into the sink. “It’s part of being desperate. Have you met Rome yet? I have a call with him next week. I booked last night. And Blaze. Oh my god. I saw on the website that he has a fucking twin. A twin! You know I’ve always fantasized about two hot twins.”

  I roll my eyes and pop the last piece of bacon in my mouth, quickly chewing as I talk. “I’ve seen Rome. He’s cute . . . and so is Blaze.”

  “Cute?” She laughs into my ear. “Correction. Hot as fuck.”

  “I’d love to spend the morning talking to you about the boys, but I need to be in the office in thirty minutes. I need a quick shower before I start the day.”

  “I bet you do. Did Lynx dirty you up last night with his fine body? Did he tie you up and take you hard? He looks like that kind of man.”

  I shake my head and run my hand over my face. “Gotta go, Remi. I’ll see you tonight.”

  Before she gets the chance to speak again, I hit end on the call and toss my cell down beside me. Looking around the room, I see that my clothes from last night are neatly folded on top of the dresser, next to where my phone was.

  I was in such a hurry to grab my phone, that I didn’t even notice them stacked up. Walking over to the dresser, I pick up my shirt and sniff. Someone washed my clothes for me. I’m guessing Lynx, which makes me wonder what time he gets up in the morning.

  Hopping into the shower, I quickly clean up, my mind stuck on Lynx the entire fifteen minutes that the warm water hits against my skin. It reminds me of the waterfall last night and my body instantly heats up at the thought of him touching me.

  Knowing that I’ll be seeing him soon has my heart racing with an excitement that I don’t feel too often.

  “Shit, that’s not good,” I say to myself, while throwing my hair up and taking a quick glance in the mirror, while throwing on some lip gloss. “This will have to do.”

  Grabbing my purse, I make my way through the quiet house. It seems most of the guys don’t wake up until around ten or at least don’t come out of their rooms until then. So there’s no one in sight as I let myself into the office and close the door behind me.

  I immediately turn on the computer and get to work, setting up schedules for the next four weeks and taking payments for the calls happening tomorrow night.

  My heart starts to beat faster as I scroll down the waiting list for Lynx, seeing at least a hundred names, trying to get scheduled in for the first available appointments.

  A part of me almost wants to delete them all and I hate myself for that thought ever even occurring. I have no business worrying about how many girls are waiting to watch him get naked for them.

  “Morning.” I look up at the sound of Lynx’s deep voice. “Did you sleep well last night?”

  Clearing my throat, I smile and force the thought of him showing that insanely hot body off to the hundreds of women that are waiting impatiently to get their turn. “Yes, thank you.” I watch as he walks into the office and stops to stand in front of me. “Thanks for breakfast.” I point down at my clothes. “And for washing my clothes.”

  “Come here.” He grabs my hand and pulls me up to my feet. His dark eyes scan my face, before he wraps his hands into the back of my hair and presses his lips against mine, kissing me slow and hot.

  My body instantly reacts to his, my hands coming up to wrap around his neck. It feels so damn natural that it’s scary. “I’m guessing you found the guest toothbrush I left you?” he questions, while running his tongue over his bottom lip.

  I nod my head and close my eyes as his thumb caresses my bottom lip. “Good. I’ll keep it in my bathroom for when you stay with me.”

  “Stay with you?” I question, my heart hammering in my chest.

  “I didn’t stutter, Rebel. You will be spending nights here with me. I want you close to me.” His warm breath covers my ear, before he sucks my earlobe into his mouth and speaks again. “I loved waking up to you in my bed. I could get used to it.”

  “I thought it was a onetime thing,” I admit. “In the heat of the moment.”

  His hands slowly run down my back, before stopping to cup my ass. “Nothing is ever a onetime thing with you, Rebel. There might be a lot of things that happen in the heat of the moment, but they’re things that I want to happen.”

  He grips my ass and sucks my bottom lip into his mouth, before releasing it and smirking. “You’ll most likely be busy in the office all day, so I’ll make sure the guys stay away and let you work.”

  I stand here completely silent, at a loss for words as he walks out of the office, closing the door behind him.

  He wants me to stay with him?

  Nothing is a onetime thing with me?

  He acted like nothing awkward or out of line happened last night. I get an unsettled feeling that this relationship isn’t going to last long if I can’t get a grip on the reality of the way things are with him. He’s obviously not ever going to be a normal relationship. If I decide to continue with him, I need to prepare myself for the insanity he will bring into my life and decide if I’m emotionally strong enough to deal with someone like him.

  Sitting back down at the desk, I stare at the computer screen, my eyes becoming blurry as I take in all of the profile names.

  The more time I spend with Lynx, the more I’m going to hate scheduling these women to watch him take his clothes off and touch himself for them.

  Is this something that I can really get mixed up in? Can I spend time with Lynx and not fall for him? Can I really handle women getting off to him?

  Every single answer leads to no. No fucking way.

  Knowing that I need to keep it professional, while I’m at work, I begin scheduling Lynx’s calls. He has twenty-eight set up for next week alone. That’s fo
ur calls a day: four women getting off to him within twenty-four damn hours.

  Gritting my teeth, I move onto taking his payments for his scheduled appointments for tomorrow. Who the hell makes over five grand a day just for taking off their clothes? The Alpha men, apparently. Hell, that means most of them can make up to twenty-five grand a week or more.

  “This is insane,” I whisper to myself. “Just fucking insane.”

  By the time I get done for the day, all I want to do is go home and bury my head in my pillow. My thoughts have been screwing with me all day and stressing me out. Now, I know what Lynx meant by not letting me leave here until my world is fucked up by him.

  Last night definitely got under my skin, making it completely impossible to shove him from my mind.

  Letting myself out of the office, I shut it behind me and take off down the hall, not sure if I can look at Lynx’s face right now or hear the deepness of his sexy voice.

  I just need to get away to the comfort of my own home, where I can think clearly.

  When I make it to the stairs, I look over the railing to see the guys all gathered up, in the living room. It looks like some kind of group meeting and Lynx is caught up in talking.

  Shit!

  I freeze, hoping not to draw attention my way, but every single set of eyes are suddenly locked on me, making me instantly break out in a sweat.

  How the hell am I supposed to survive being in the same room as ten of the most gorgeous and sexual men in the world?

  “Rebel.” Lynx speaks up, as some of the guys begin whistling up at me. “Come here.” He turns to Blaze and says something, but I don’t catch it.

  Blaze runs his hand over the front of his sweats. “How the fuck am I not supposed to have a boner after seeing her last night?”

  My face heats up in embarrassment at the realization that he saw me completely naked and moaning through an orgasm and at least four of Lynx’s other guys have seen my tits. I did my best to cover them up, but my arms could only cover so much.

  “You will or I’ll fuck your ass up so hard that your twin will feel my wrath,” he growls out. He turns to Rome. “You too.”