What You Won't Do, Somebody Else Will

by Misi Daire

  “Well she’s more than a friend but I don’t know where we stand right now. I switched the conversation back to us. “I liked licking you.”

  “I can tell. It was feeling too good. Are your friends staying the night?”

  “They had planned to but no, they left shortly after you.”

  “So you’re all alone?”

  “Yea, its okay.”

  “I can come back you know.”

  “You’ll do that for me?”I said, in my sexy voice.

  “I’m on my way.”

  I was thinking to myself, “I can make love to her all night.”

  ***

  When she came back, I brought her right to my bedroom. “We’re all alone now.” She said.

  I undressed her and started kissing her. I like the way she sucked my tongue, soft, and gentle. She started massaging my breast, and then wrapped her warm mouth around them, sucking them, nibbling them, one by one. It was feeling so good. On the bed, she opened my legs and started massaging my pussy before sliding her finger in it. “Oooh, it feels so good in here.” She moaned. She looked so sexy staring at me, making faces. When she put her mouth on my pearl, it sent chills right through me. There was something to this girl. My emotions took over as she sucked me into bliss. No woman had made me feel like this before. Her sucking sounds were driving me crazy. I grabbed her hair, holding her head, bringing it closer. She looked up at me, smiling and went on to devour my pussy. I was whimpering and moaning as she owned me. “I’m coming! Oooh, baby,” I whispered.

  She took my finger and put it in her pussy. “See how wet you got me.” I pulled her on top of me and was sucking her titties while she grinded on me. “I want to fuck you.”

  “Well fuck me then.” She said.

  I got up and grabbed my strap-on. As I was fastening it on me, she said, “You look so damn sexy wearing that shit.” She got out of bed and started licking around my thighs and waist, kissing the straps. I stretched her out on the bed, kissing her all over her body before opening her legs. I slid it in giving her short stokes while I sucked firmly on her breast. She was twirling her waist, and raising it up. I held her and went deeper. “Awww, baby” She said winding faster.

  Looking down at her, and seeing that she loved it I started giving her long, deep but slow strokes. She lifted her body, resting on her elbows, looking at me with begging eyes.

  “Keep fucking me, don’t stop.” She pleaded.

  “As sexy as you are baby you don’t have to worry about that, I won’t stop until you tell me to.”

  I said dicking the shit out of her. She had her legs wrapped around my waist just throwing her pussy at me. I was so turned on from watching her that I was ready to bust. I was trying to hold it for her. She was holding me tight as I fucked her. It was feeling so good to me, I entered the zone. I closed my eyes enjoying the sensation, fucking her faster, moaning and growling from the pleasure. I opened my eyes looking in the mirror to see our bodies smacking against each other and Tony sitting in the chair, behind me—-watching me. It was all in my head. “Oh baby, I’m coming, fuck me, oooh fuck me.” She screamed. I was coming with her, hard and fast.

  I closed my eyes again, hoping when I opened them this time Tony would not be there, that maybe the rush had my eyes playing tricks on me. I sucked on her titties until I knew she was done. “Shakina that was so good, baby.” She said, kissing me. Still slowly grinding on her,

  the feeling was mutual. It was better than good. I looked again in the mirror and Tony was sitting right there. My heart dropped! “My husband is here.” I whispered. “I will call you when I get a chance.” She got up and got dressed without looking at Tony. I also held my head down as I walked past him, walking her to the door.

  ***

  With hesitation I went back upstairs. Tony had made himself a drink; not saying a word or even looking at me. I had never seen him like this before. After going through nearly half the bottle he was ready to talk. “So letting you bring Candace here wasn’t enough? Not only did you bring someone you’re fucking into our home, you fucked them in our bed and you’re using a strap-on now? What the fuck is wrong with you Shakina? Where is “your girl” Candace?”

  “She left.”

  “So you got someone else right?”

  He made another drink and guzzled it down, slamming the glass when he was done. “You know, you’re right, you do love pussy more than I thought, and you also love it more than me!” He shouted.

  “That’s not true baby.”

  He stared at me, it seemed for hours. He then took his shirt and shoes off, grabbed the bottle of Hennessy and walked onto the balcony. I was walking toward him when he said,

  “Don’t come near me Shakina.” He warned. “You don’t want me you just want pussy.”

  I could see his jaws tightening up as he guzzled drink after drink. He looked at me but it seemed more like he was looking through me. “You want to give all your love to women. A man giving you the world and his heart isn’t shit to you? He ranted. I reluctantly walked over to him and kneeled down in front of him. “I love you Tony and I’m so sorry baby that I hurt you.” I said looking up at him, pleading with him.

  “I’ve heard enough of how much you love me?” You don’t want to be treated like a queen. You want to send me through the same shit you sent the other men in your life through. You want me to mistreat you like they did when you played with their fucking emotions? You don’t know how much I want to hurt you, right now. I want to hurt you like you keep hurting me. Is that what you’re trying to make me do Shakina? Is that what I need to do for you to love me? Beat you, dog you out, grab you, and throw your ass around like you’re nothing while you beg me to stop hurting you, like I have begged you?” He said standing over me, waiting for a response.

  I was just looking at him, thinking, what could I say, at this point. When he screamed,

  “ANSWER ME!”

  “No, I said crying.

  ***

  “Get up” He said, in an extremely calm voice. I’m not that man to force myself on any woman, including you.” He started packing bags.” Like I said before, I won’t stand in your way of whatever makes you happy. You can have Candace and all the other women you want; See Shakina, What you won’t do, somebody else will.”

  “Don’t leave baby, please.” He looked at me in a way; he had never looked at me before and walked out the door. I knew I had lost him and nothing or no one would be able to heal my heart. It was broken. I was up crying all night, hoping and waiting for him to come through the door.

  ***

  The next morning I looked over to Tony side of the bed and began crying all over again. “What have I done” is what I kept asking myself, over and over. I was literally in pain, balled up in my bed. My phone rang, I rushed to it, hoping it was Tony but it was Candace, I hit the ignore call button. I went into the bathroom and sat in the tub crying, seeing images of him smiling, when we first walked into our home, the excitement and joy on his face. I tried calling his phone several times, leaving multiple messages, apologizing and begging him to come home, but he wouldn’t even answer. Tony had never ignored me before, I was his everything, and now, I felt like I was nothing to him. Days passed with no word or calls from him, only multiple calls from Candace which were all ignored. After a week, I packed a bag and headed to New York. I called Keisha and Denise and let them know I would be in town for a couple of days and wanted to see them but my first stop would be to Candace house.

  ***

  When I made it to her house of course she was surprised to see me considering I hadn’t answered any of her calls. I could see the hurt in her eyes. I sat my bags down and wrapped my arms around her. She was trying to pull away from me but I held on.”Listen to me, just listen.” I said softly as she continued to pull away. I gently pushed her against the wall in her foyer.

  “I’m sorry baby please, hear me out. So much has happened and I need you to just listen to me. I know I hurt you baby and I�
�m so, so sorry.” I said, as I buried my face in her chest. Her perfume, making it hard to concentrate, she smelled so good. She lifted my head up still trying to push me away but gently. “I didn’t just hurt you, I hurt myself too.” I could feel the tears swelling in my eyes but before one could drop, she wiped it away. “I hurt Tony too baby and he left me.” I couldn’t hold it back and the tears just begin to flow. She was trying to wipe them away as her own rolled down her face. “Oh baby, I’m sorry she said, laying my head on her chest. “

  I miss him so much baby.” I wailed.

  “Don’t cry Shakina please.”

  “I know what I have to do but it hurts so much.” She lifted my head and kissed me, her lips so soft and sweet was what I needed at that moment. I put my hands under her blouse and just held her close to me, kissing her. I could feel her body responding as I gently rubbed her back. I brought one of my hands around and slid it down her skirt, rubbing her pussy through her panties. Putting her mouth to my ear, she whispered “No baby.” While sliding her panties to the side and putting my finger inside her, I said, “I need you so much.” With her hot breath again she whispered in my ear, “No baby.” Adding another finger trying to reach as far as I could, I cried in her ear, “I need you baby to help me get women out of my system so I can save my marriage. I’m only here for the weekend and I want so much pussy that I won’t think about it again.” Tears were running down her face. “I love him Candace and I need to give him all of me.” She was trying to pull my fingers out but I dug deeper. I raised her blouse and began sucking her breast. With a little more force she tried to push me away. “No baby, I’m with Denise now!” I looked at her, staring into her eyes. She looked down feeling as though she had added to my pain. I raised her head, kissing her, going faster and deeper inside her until I felt her hot cum running down my hand and her voice whimpering, “Oh baby--- behind you, she’s here.” I looked and sure enough Denise was right there. I pulled my fingers out and stepped back while Candace fixed her clothes.

  ***

  “I guess I should leave huh? Denise said. Candace grabbed her by the hand saying “No, you don’t have to leave. “Hey Denise” I said walking into the living room as they followed behind. “So, when did this happen?” I asked, pointing at each of them. Denise, completely ignoring me, rolled her eyes and said “So what’s up Candace?” Staring and waiting for a response.

  “Look Denise I’m not mad at either of you. Right now I’m going through a lot. Tony left me and I’m just here for the weekend. I’m happy if Candace is happy. I love her and she deserves the best, you both do. I’m not here to interfere with what you have going on, I want to have some fun because when I go home my entire focus will be on my marriage. Let’s have a toast to your new beginning and mine. I’m sorry I didn’t know.” I said, hugging her.

  “Tony loves you Shakina, he’ll be back. She said, trying to comfort me.

  “Let me call Keisha to come and drink with us because we’re going out ladies, so get ready to party this weekend. After I called Keisha, I gave Alex a call.

  “Hey you, it’s been a long time.” She said.

  “I know, I didn’t get to call you back and I apologize for that. We’ll talk later about it, I’m in New York for a couple of days spending some time with my friends.”

  “When can I see you?

  “Well I’m here until Sunday and I would love to see you if you can make it, if not, I’ll definitely call you when I get home.”

  “Let me call you back, I might be able to make something happen.”

  “Now that will be just what I need.” I said, excited at the idea.

  “I think I got what you need. She said, in her sultry voice.

  “Shakina do you want a drink now, or do you want to wait for Keisha? Candace yelled.

  “I’ll take a little something now.”

  “ Since we’re all cool and everything is out in the open, I just want to have some fun. No drama, no bullshit. Denise, it’s funny how this all turned out. I met Candace through you, then you two hooked up, and your ass damn near went crazy, now after all of that, you got her.”

  Yea, I was surprised myself, but happy.”

  “I was really hurting and Denise was there for me, and it just happened.” Candace said.

  “You don’t have to explain anything to me. I was wrong and I would never stand in your way. I actually think y’all are cute together.” We all laughed. “I’m going to have so much fun this weekend because when I return to Miami, I’m going to get my husband and it will be just us. I’ll never forgive myself if I lose him because I wanted the best of both worlds---but right now, the only thing I want to see for the next two days is pussy.” Denise laughed, Candace just nodded her head.

  ***

  The bell rang, it was Keisha. She walked in with her sexy switch, smiling and hugging us all. I squeezed her tight. She looked at me and then Denise and Candace. “Something’s up, what did I miss? All of you look like something is going on. Wait let me get my drink first.” While she was gone, I said “Candace, you go first.” Keisha returned and sat down crossing her leg, showing an ample amount of thigh. All I could think about for that moment was licking that soft, thick chocolate. “Well as you know the last time we were in Miami with Shakina, after we came from the party, I caught her with Alex and it hurt me a lot but I kept trying to call her and she wouldn’t answer any of my calls and that broke my heart. Denise was here for me during that time and so now we’re seeing each other.”

  “You’re joking right?” Keisha said in disbelief.

  Denise chimed in, “No, we have been seeing each other and I hope she is as happy as I am. She said, rubbing Candace hand. Keisha looked over at me. “After you all left that night Alex came back, (Candace left the room to make herself a drink) while we we’re going at it, I looked up and there was Tony sitting behind us watching everything. He is very hurt that after he allowed me to bring Candace into our home, I still turned around and brought someone else into the house, and our bed. He walked out on me that night and haven’t come home or taken any of my calls. “Oh Shakina, Keisha said, rushing to hold me. “I’m so sorry, what are you going to do?”

  “I’m going to party and have as much pussy as I can and then I’m going home to fight for my marriage, to be a real wife to my husband.”

  “So you’re going to give up what you love? You love women Shakina.”

  “I also love my husband and vowed to be his wife. Now enough depressing talk, where are we going tonight? I’m on a pussy [sniffing my nose like a dog] hunt.” I said laughing.

  “I need another drink. Keisha said walking to the bar. While Denise and Candace was talking I walked over to the bar with Keisha. “Make me one too, please.” I walked up behind her and sniffed her. “Ahhh, I said inhaling her scent, admiring her assets through the dress she was wearing. “You’re looking good.” I whispered in her ear.

  “Thank you Shakina, she said smiling. “Alex was calling.

  Hey girl what’s up? I said.

  “I can be there tomorrow.

  “Mmmm, can’t wait to see you.”

  “Make sure you set some time aside for us to be alone.”

  “Yes Ma’am, I will see you then baby.” I was excited knowing I would see her soon. I had not forgotten her sexy ass at all. “Candace, I need to use your car to run to the store Alex is coming in tomorrow and I need to grab a few things.”

  “You’ve been drinking Shakina, since I’ve barely touched my drink, I’ll take you.

  Denise was looking at Candace. I could see she wasn’t cool with it. “Do you want me to come with you? She asked.

  “No, I don’t want to leave Keisha alone, we’ll be right back. Once in the car, she was silent for the first couple of minutes, before breaking it. “So you really like this chick huh?’

  “Does it really matter at this point Candace? You know why I’m here. I’m at the end of the road with this, so if it’s got to be over, I want it all. What I
really wanted to say was “I want that good shit!” but I didn’t want any problems. She pulled up in front of the toy store.

  ‘How did you know this is the store I wanted to come to?”

  She gave me this look rolling her eyes. “I know you Shakina.” I didn’t want her upset.

  “C’mon cheer up baby, aren’t you happy with Denise? You did say you’re with her now.” She ignored me.

  ***

  When we walked inside the store I went straight to the strap-on section and grabbed a few of them. “Oh you get down with her like that?” I kept on moving, picking up a couple more items before heading back to the car.

  “Look at me baby; I said turning her face to me. I know I hurt you and I’m sorry. I’m hurting right now myself trying to keep my mind off of my husband. I have kept it real with you from day one. The thing I’ve loved most about you was that I could be myself with you. You know how I feel about woman and when I came here, I wanted to fuck every one I came across but now that’s not where I am. Before this door is closed baby I just want to make love to you,

  fuck Keisha and Alex and I’m gone.” Looking at me and shaking her head, “Shakina, you are something else, but I love you. Denise was there for me while I was hurting but I don’t love her like that and you know it. The way you feel about Tony, Is how I feel about you. My heart is broke without you but I’m going to let you go this time Shakina because I love you and I know you’ll be back. I don’t know when but it’s not over between us.” She said, kissing me gently on the lips. ‘I don’t want you to wait for me baby.” She put her finger on my lips saying,

  “shhh”

  “Now how are you going to get rid of Denise because I want you tonight. I’m about to make me a double shot of Hennessy and you know I’m going to be ready to fuck, I’m ready now!” I said, rubbing her thigh, smiling.

  “C’mon let’s get back before this girl starts freaking out.”

  ***

  We walked in the house laughing, and I could see that Denise was already visibly pissed. “So what took you so long Candace? Were you finishing what you started earlier today?”