Baby for the Brute_A Fake Boyfriend Romance

by Penelope Bloom

  “What do you mean? You’re not good at it anymore? What changed?”

  “You.”

  Her eyes widen slightly and then she looks down, fidgeting with her hands again.

  “Before you,” I continue. “I had nothing to lose. I cared about my brothers and my friends, but I knew they’d be fine without me. I’d think about some of the things I did to prove myself early on in the business, some of the horrible shit, and I’d feel like self-destructing. I wanted to go out in flames or to do something great. I don’t think I really cared. It made me invincible. No one could scare me or intimidate me because I wasn’t afraid of anything.”

  “And now?” she asks.

  “Now I’ve got you. I’ve got our baby. I’ve got something to want to live for, and I’ve got the unfortunate ability to understand that other people do, too. It means I don’t just see people as obstacles or things to move around like pieces on a chessboard. I’m not sure I can be who I need to be anymore.”

  “And… that’s bad?” she asks carefully.

  I chuckle and lean back to scratch my head in thought. “I’m still trying to figure that out. Maybe it’s not, in the long run. Maybe—”

  The door opens and three men with guns drawn step inside, followed shortly after by Rosiano Torretti, Ana’s father.

  Ana freezes, but I immediately stand, putting myself between her and the men with guns instinctively. I doubt any of them would dare shoot her, but I don’t want to risk it.

  “I fucking knew it,” says Rosiano, who strolls into the room with a deadly kind of calm surrounding him. The only part of him that gives away the burning anger he feels is the mad glint in his eyes, like he could lose his cool at a moment’s notice.

  “How did you get in here?” I ask. My heart pounds, because I know at least three of my guys would die before they let a Torretti, let alone Rosiano, up this far in my club, and I can’t think of how he’d be here if they were still breathing. Wouldn’t I have heard something, though? Maybe not. With the distant thump of music from the many floors of the club and how far away the first floor is, even a gunshot might not be obvious.

  “We asked nicely,” says Rosiano with a grin that gives me chills.

  “Then I’ll ask you nicely to leave. I was kind of in the middle of something,” I say.

  His lip curls at that, and the men behind him shift a little, guns still pointed straight at my face. “Ana. Come. Now.”

  She reaches for my hand and grips it tight. “What do I do?” she whispers.

  There seems to only be one answer that is safe. I don’t even have my gun with me. Even if I did, I couldn’t risk some kind of bloody final stand with Ana in the room. At the same time, if Rosiano leaves here with Ana, he isn’t likely to make the mistake of keeping her somewhere I can easily find her again. What if I can’t find her?

  I clench my fists, jaw tight as my eyes move between the four men in front of me and my brain hums with the effort of thinking, coming up with some kind of plan, but I’m met with only emptiness.

  “Stay,” I say, eyes not moving from her father. It’s not what I meant to say. Not what I should say, but telling her to do anything else feels physically impossible. I can’t tell her to go when I know there’s even a vague chance that I might never find her after he hides her away.

  Rosiano makes a show of looking around the room, eyebrows raised. “Do you know something I don’t know about this room? Are there cameras, maybe? A group of your men on their way to gun us down before we take her from here, whether you like it or not?”

  I have nothing. No cameras. No weapon. No more men to back me up. All I have is the burning, acid sickness in my stomach telling me that I can’t let this happen, no matter what.

  “Name your price,” I grunt to Rosiano.

  “Angelo,” whispers Ana, who stands to hold herself against my arm. “Let me—”

  “You don’t talk to him,” snaps Rosiano. “You don’t say another fucking word to him or you’ll be wearing his blood before you can blink. Do you fucking understand me? I’ve put up with your disobedience. All I’ve ever done is try to make the perfect life for you. Protected you. Loved you. Provided anything you could ever want. And you thank me by—” his face contorts when his eyes shift to me, mouth twitching and eyes bulging. “You thank me by fucking some Luciani piece of trash?”

  No amount of reason can stop me then. The way he’s talking to my Ana. The way he’s disrespecting her and me. I forget the guns and all that’s at stake in a moment of pure, blind rage when I lunge for Rosiano, who has made the mistake of standing too close to me. I’m on him before his men can react, tangling with him and reaching for his throat. There’s a scrabbling of feet all around me as his men holster their guns to wrestle me free of Rosiano, not wanting to risk shooting and hitting him.

  I manage to land a solid punch to Rosiano’s nose and feel the pure satisfaction of his nose crunching from the blow before I’m yanked free of him by three sets of hands.

  I’m breathing hard as the man hold me back now, but one of them had to move to hold Ana back from pulling them off me.

  Rosiano stands slowly, rubs his nose tenderly with his hand and inspects the blood there as if he can’t quite believe what he’s seeing. He raises his eyes up to regard me for a long moment before he opens his mouth to chuckle, but there’s no humor in the sound. “You have balls. I’ll give you that. I can respect a man who doesn’t take shit. I can.”

  Rosiano paces in front of me, sniffs up a bloody noseful, and then an evil smile creeps across his lips. “Tell you what. As a show of respect, I’ll let you decide where we put the bullet. You want it here?” he asks, jabbing a finger between my eyes. Or maybe here?” he asks, poking me in the heart. Or,” he asks, lowering his voice and leaning closer. “Do you want to give me a reason to drag this out? To take you apart piece by piece. To find out how long it takes before you beg me to end it. How long you think that’d be, Angelo? I think two days. Maybe three, depending how long it takes the infections to set in. We’d use dirty knives, of course, but sometimes the immune system is stubborn and it takes time.”

  I spit in his face then.

  He jerks back, expression full of rage before he pulls a pistol from his belt and whips it across my mouth. The men holding me don’t let me slump to the ground even as my legs try to give out from the blinding pain and the taste of blood in my mouth.

  “Angelo!” cries Ana. “Dad, stop. Stop it.”

  “Shut the fuck up!” He shouts, wheeling toward her and pointing his finger. “You caused all of this. Does that make you happy? Whatever happens to him, you can thank yourself for. Just think about that.”

  “If anything happens to him, I’ll kill myself,” she says.

  “Ana,” I say through the blood filling my mouth. “Stop. You won’t. You’ll have our baby and you’ll raise it right. Fuck this old bastard. He doesn’t own you. No matter what he does to me. He can’t own you or the baby.”

  “I’m serious,” she says, ignoring me and staring straight at her dad as she struggles against the man holding her arms behind her back. “Is he worth that to you? All the love you would have wasted on me if I die?”

  Rosiano presses his tongue against the inside of his cheek, considering her threat. He looks back to me again, then leans close and cups my chin in his hand as he glares into my eyes. “I can get to you whenever I want, Luciani. Ana is going to be dead to you from now on, and you to her. You’ll never find her. Never hear about her. And she’ll never hear about you, even if you wind up dead. I’m going to let her little threat save your worthless life. For now. But it’s only buying you time.”

  He nods his head to one of the men behind me and the next thing I know is something like a hammer hitting the back of my head. I lose consciousness before my head hits the floor.

  17

  Ana

  One Month Later

  I always thought I was a prisoner. Just some valuable trophy kept locked away until the
time was right. Everyone in my life had been taught to pretend I wasn’t, but I still remember how profoundly I the old Jim Carrey movie, The Truman Show, messed with my head when I first saw it. Like the character in the movie, I felt surrounded by smiling actors living double lives. They played caring family friends, fathers, and mothers. And like Truman, I realized if I ever tried to leave the bubble my father had built around my life, he’d use every resource at his disposal to drag me back, kicking and screaming.

  Truman found his way outside the bubble, but it looked he was the lucky one. The decorations and fantasy has been stripped away now, leaving me with nothing but bare walls, grim-faced men, and locked doors. Oddly enough, I prefer this. At least it’s real. At least I don’t have to pretend to be the dutiful daughter. I can openly glare at father now, when he decides to grace me with his presence, at least.

  The person I see most is my father’s doctor, who is bribed heavily enough to make house calls to a clearly imprisoned young, pregnant girl.

  I’m watching the local news, because it’s one of the few channels I’m allowed, when Joe steps into my room. My room is actually the basement. I found myself unimpressed but relieved that my father’s promise of making me impossible to find just meant moving me down to the basement instead of my room upstairs, but after a month, I’m starting to wonder if hiding me in plain sight wasn’t such a bad idea, after all, because I haven’t seen any sign of Angelo.

  “Hey, Ana,” says Joe, who sounds subdued and sad. I have hardly seen him ever since I started dating Angelo, if it can even be called dating. Part of my father’s attempts to keep me quarantined seemed to involve keeping Joe away from me, and from the look on Joe’s face, it’s because Joe looks upset at how I’ve been treated.

  “You’re not one of them?” I ask bitterly.

  He huffs a laugh and moves to stand behind the far wall, giving me space. “I’m not going to pretend I’m some knight in shining armor. I knew you were here, after all. Not like I’m sticking my neck out to bust you out or something.”

  I sigh. I want to be pissed at everyone right now. Even thinking about Angelo makes my stomach turn and fills me with a deep, profound kind of sadness and anger. I want to be pissed, even at Joe, but it’s impossible when I see the look on his face.

  He hates this as much as I do.

  “I don’t expect you to risk your life to get me out of here, Joe.”

  “This is fucked up. You’re his own daughter, Ana. He won’t even talk about what’s going on with any of us. It’s like nothing is happening.”

  “What do you expect?”

  “Compassion? Humanity?” suggests Joe.

  I flash a half-smile. “Unlikely. My mom hasn’t even come to see me.”

  “She’s just scared. I’ve been by to check on her. Your dad has fucked her up pretty bad over the years, Ana, up here, I mean,” he says, tapping his temple. “Not making excuses for her, though. I wish she was stronger for you.”

  “Yeah, well, being strong apparently isn’t enough.” An image of Angelo falling forward unconscious and landing on his face flashes into my mind, making my stomach twist again. If I wasn’t sure I loved him or that he was the right man to raise this baby with me before, all my doubts were erased when he risked his life in that room. It should’ve been some dumb act of chivalry. A sane woman would’ve wanted him to calmly react and tell me to go with my father because it was the smart thing to do. But I realized I wouldn’t have wanted him to react any other way. He wouldn’t give me up. He wouldn’t risk losing me, no matter the cost, and I can’t think of that, even a month later, without chills trickling across my skin. I don’t know if a man like Angelo would ever say as much out loud, but he loves me. I knew he did after that, and the knowledge only makes my imprisonment that much harder to bear.

  “Being strong ain’t everything,” agrees Joe. “Look, Ana. I’ve got to be straight with you. I don’t really know why I came down here to see you. Your dad didn’t tell me I couldn’t, but he didn’t hide the fact that he wanted me to stay clear. Guess I felt guilty, but now I think I only feel worse, seeing you like this.”

  “Do I look that bad?” I ask.

  He shakes his head. “No. You look like someone who belongs out in the world, who’d bring happiness to everyone she met, but who got dealt a shitty hand in life.”

  He waits for me to say something, but when I don’t respond, he purses his lips and nods his head slightly before slipping out of the room and sliding the lock back in place from the other side.

  A few days later, my dad has Franco and Donnie bring me upstairs to meet him at the kitchen table. It’s one of the few times I’ve been allowed out of my room since they took me from the seventh floor of Angelo’s club over a month ago, and it’s already strange to see the sky outside and hear the world without the steady hum of the huge radiator I share the basement with.

  I put a hand to my belly, which is tight and round now, and sadness floods me. If my confinement has any negative impact on the baby, I’ll never forgive my father. Then again, I realize he passed into unforgiveable territory as soon as he ripped me from Angelo’s club. Before, even.

  I always thought I saw through the acting job he and his men put on, but now I realize he was pacifying me to an extent. Maybe I thought there was more love hidden behind the mask than there really is.

  Father is sitting at the head of a table with a steak and macaroni and cheese on his plate. He may be the Don of the Torretti’s, but my father was always like a kid when it came to macaroni and cheese. Mom used to give him a hard time about it, so he’d only have it a few nights a week, but he broke her at some point. I still shudder to think about what he must have said or done to do it. All I know is that one day she was bright eyed and kind, even if she was complacent in his plans for me, the next there was a dullness to her. It was like someone had snuffed out a light deep inside her. She withdrew and let herself go. It got worse every year until I hardly thought about her anymore because she’d haul herself up in her room and let my father’s men bring her whatever she needed.

  “You summoned me?” I say once Franco has released my arm to let me stand beside the table opposite my father.

  Father glares up at me. “You’re going to get one chance to redeem yourself, Anabella. One chance.”

  My chest tightens and I try not to let my eagerness show. I don’t want to give him the satisfaction of knowing how desperate I am for a way out of this for me and my baby. All I’d need is a small window of chance. A minute where I could lose the men he has guarding me. That’d be all. I could hitchhike somewhere he’d never guess and contact Angelo once things had calmed down. I could start a new life for me and the baby.

  “What kind of chance?”

  “I’m going to let you out tomorrow. Under strict supervision. You’re going to go to Angelo and say whatever you need to say to make sure he stops looking for you.”

  I frown. “What? How would I make him want to stop looking for me. I’m carrying his baby.”

  “You’ll say whatever you have to say if you care about sparing his life. Tell him you were fucking some other guy and the baby might not be his. Tell him you were just using him to get information for me to take his family down. Tell him you don’t love him anymore because he wasn’t strong enough to break you out of here. Frankly, I don’t give a shit what you say. All I care about is that he stops digging around to find you.”

  A refusal itches to leave my mouth, but the long weeks of silence and loneliness help me to exercise patience where I might have normally blurted something out. “If I redeemed myself,” I start carefully, “what would happen?”

  “You’d be given more privileges. I’d allow you to start your classes again. You would have your life back, more or less. You’d need to stay in shape and be ready to marry Sergio when the time came, and there would be more supervision than before, but your life would be yours again.”

  Sergio. It’s the first time my father has given a name
to the faceless man he has been trying to marry me off to.

  My mind races, struggling to pick out the wisest path to take of the many that seem available to me now, like dozens of open doors full of dead ends or perils, where only one leads to a life I want.

  My heart wants me to refuse him just to wipe the smug look from his face. He chews a mouthful of steak, watching me with vague disinterest, like my acceptance of his offer is a foregone conclusion. I want to prove him wrong so badly it hurts, but I’m not sure that’s the smartest choice. Refusing means I go back into the basement and Angelo keeps looking for me, which hasn’t seemed to do much good so far. Then again, if Angelo wasn’t getting close, why would father care about getting me to stop his search?

  If I accepted his offer, I could try to warn Angelo before my father’s men snatched me back up. I’d have to hope I wasn’t bringing a war down on Angelo’s head in the process, which makes me think that’s not the way.

  Or, I could do what father wants.

  I could lie to Angelo. He might believe me if I said I slept with some other guy and the baby might not be his. I could claim I lied about my father’s lack of success in setting me up. I could say I had been forced to go on dates with a guy and had let him sleep with me, and Angelo was just my way of rebelling against my father.

  Even thinking up the lies makes my heart ache painfully and my stomach feel sick. Angelo is the strongest man I’ve ever met, but I can picture the devastation I’d see in his face if I sold him these lies.

  It’d only be temporary though. I’d use whatever freedom my father gave me after I proved I’d done as he asked and I’d wait for an opening. Once I had my chance, I’d slip away, get in touch with Angelo, and I’d explain everything.