Behind the Plate: A New Adult Sports Romance (The Boys of Baseball Book 2)

by J. Sterling

  “Your dad’s right. Plus, it’s better that you know it now instead of when it’s too late,” my mom added, and it was exactly what I’d said to Danika.

  “Do you guys think that she couldn’t handle it?” I asked, suddenly worried about their answer.

  If my parents thought that Danika wasn’t cut out for this life, I knew that it would subconsciously affect the way I felt about her. I would still want to be with her, but something would always linger in the deep recesses of my mind and hold me back.

  “I actually think she’d be great. She’s so unaffected by the girls in the stands. She seems very confident and trusting. Those things are really important because they come into play,” my mom said.

  I hadn’t even thought about what it must be like for her during the games. Danika had never mentioned other girls being mean to her or anyone confronting her.

  “Are the girls mean to her? Do they talk shit to her?” I said before apologizing for swearing even though I knew they didn’t care.

  “Put a dollar in the swear jar,” Jacey piped up from the living room, and I pointed in her direction, my mouth wide open.

  “We have a swear jar?” I asked, annoyed that she could hear me in the first place.

  “We do now,” Jacey shouted back. “Double for you.”

  “Oh my God, stop listening,” I shouted.

  “I can’t help it, loudmouth!”

  I snarled, “Go to bed!”

  “You go to bed!”

  “Do something,” I complained to my parents, who sat there, shaking their heads. “Doesn’t she have an off button?”

  “You could always go to your own house. You know, the one where you live,” Jacey said.

  I snapped my mouth shut instead of fighting back as my dad laughed. That girl always had to have the last word.

  “Mom,” I said, directing the conversation back to the topic at hand, “are the girls mean to Danika?”

  She shook her head. “I haven’t heard anything, but she doesn’t even pay attention. I mean, she doesn’t even look around or try to listen in. She’s completely focused on you and chatting with me. I was not like that when I was her age.” My mom gave both me and my dad an uncomfortable grin. “I was constantly on guard.”

  “To be fair, the girls were pretty awful to you, Kitten,” my dad added, defending my mom.

  “Well, you did sleep with half the school,” she said before wincing as she looked at me. “Sorry, Chance.”

  “I already knew all of this,” I groaned, not wanting to think about my dad screwing his way through Fullton State.

  Thankfully, my phone buzzed, and I looked at it. A text message from Danika sat there, asking if we could talk.

  “Look.” I turned the phone toward my mom. “I gotta go.”

  I instantly hated that I was at my parents’, so far away from the baseball house. I texted her back, asking her to give me thirty minutes before texting again and asking her if she needed a ride. She told me that she’d meet me at my place, and I had no idea if that was a good sign or not.

  “Good luck,” my mom said before giving me a hug.

  “It has to be good news, right? If it were bad, she’d just call me. Right?” I looked between my parents, who both shrugged their shoulders, which was not reassuring. “You guys are not helping.”

  “Drive safe,” was all my dad said before clasping my shoulder and telling me it would be okay.

  “Let us know what happens. I’m invested,” my mom reminded me as I walked toward the front door.

  “You like her, right?” I asked point-blank.

  “I like her a lot.” My mom smiled.

  “Thanks. Bye, Squirt,” I yelled toward my little sister, who sat on the living room couch, watching some show that looked like an absolute nightmare.

  She gave me a wave without even turning around, and I was half-tempted to go tackle her and turn off the TV just to annoy her, but I needed to get home.

  I made it back to the baseball house fast. And not because I had been speeding. The freeways had been empty, and every light had seemed to turn green as I neared it. There was still time before Danika was supposed to be here, and I considered taking a quick shower, but I didn’t want to be in there if she came over early.

  Mac was in the kitchen when I walked through the front door. He always waited up for me, no matter what he said.

  “You’re back early.” He knew that I’d been staying at my parents’ at night until pretty late.

  “Danika’s coming over,” I said as a lump formed in my throat.

  “Shit. Right now?”

  “Yeah.”

  “What do you think she’s going to say?” Mac asked.

  He knew everything that had happened between us, and he was the one person I talked to when I wanted to talk. Which wasn’t often. I tended to keep a lot of my feelings inside—at least while they were still up in the air.

  “I don’t know. But she wouldn’t come here just to call it off in person, would she?” I asked him basically the same question that I’d asked my parents, hoping he’d have a better answer.

  “I wouldn’t think so. But then again, Danika would probably want to tell you whatever it was face-to-face. Good or bad.”

  I’d thought the same thing, which was why I was nervous. The doorbell rang, and I locked eyes with Mac, the lump taking up all the space in my throat.

  “Do you want me to get it?” he asked since I wasn’t moving.

  I shook my head. “I got it,” I said before forcing my legs to move toward the door and pulling it open.

  Danika stood there, wearing jean shorts and a white tank top.

  “You’re not wearing black,” I said, and she peered down at her clothes.

  “Nope. Can I come in?” She looked up at me, her hazel eyes full of whatever she was hiding behind them.

  I hated when I couldn’t read her, but right now, I was at a loss. I stepped aside and watched as she walked through the front door, hoping it wasn’t for the last time.

  “Hey, Mac.” She gave him a smile and a wave, which he returned, before she focused her attention back on me. “Can we go to your room and talk?”

  I nodded. It was like all words had seemed to disappear from my vocabulary before I pulled my fucking shit together. “Yeah. Let’s go. See you later, Mac,” I said as I led us toward my room and closed the door behind her.

  Waving toward the chair at my desk, I watched as she sat before moving toward the edge of my bed and doing the same. We sat far enough away from each other that we couldn’t touch but close enough to read facial expressions and eye contact.

  “It’s been hell, staying away from you these past two weeks,” she said as she blew out a breath, and I noticed that she was emotional.

  “It hasn’t been easy for me either,” I said back, wanting her to know that I’d hated every moment that we were apart, but I wasn’t mad at her for it.

  “I’m sorry it took me so long but—” she started to say, and I cut her off.

  “It doesn’t matter. What matters is whatever you’ve decided. Not how long it took you to reach the decision.”

  “I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. About everything you said,” she added, and I was grateful.

  It was exactly what I’d wanted her to do, although every day that she had been away from me felt like I was being sucker-punched in the gut. I’d tried to block the feelings out, focused on baseball like my life literally depended on it, but she always found a way in.

  “I’m glad.”

  “So, basically, you weren’t wrong about me eventually resenting you,” she said, and I had a bad feeling about the direction this conversation was heading. “I agree with you. I think if I didn’t have something of my own, I’d get mad at you one day because of it. Even though it wouldn’t be your fault. And it would have been my decision. I would feel like I’d compromised everything and you didn’t have to compromise anything in order for us to be together.”

  “I know
. And that’s absolutely correct,” I agreed because it fucking was. Like I’d told her, baseball demanded sacrifice … and not just from me.

  “I took our time apart seriously. I considered all the options. I even looked online about what dating a professional athlete was really like,” she said with a sheepish grin before frowning. “That wasn’t fun reading.”

  I had no idea what she was talking about, but I assumed the worst. The internet was probably filled with stories about being cheated on, lied to, and left behind. Not that those things weren’t true, but I wasn’t a typical athlete. Hell, I wasn’t even a typical guy when it came to all of those things, and I hoped she knew that.

  “Did it make you not want to be with me?”

  “It had very little impact on my decision,” she said, and I felt marginally relieved. “But I talked to my dad earlier.”

  I perked up a little but only because her voice had lifted. “Okay. And? What did he say? Does he want you to come home? Get back together with Jared?”

  “What? No.” She giggled. “My dad does not want me and Jared together.”

  That was news to me. “He doesn’t?”

  “No.” She waved me off. “Listen to me. I suggested something for his company that I’d like to be a part of.” She smiled so big, and I found myself smiling back at her, mostly because she seemed so cheerful, just talking about this. “And he agreed.”

  “Is it a good thing? What is it? You look so happy right now.”

  “It would be a whole new division for property purchases outside of New York for high-end clients. I’d still have an office in New York that I’d need to be at sometimes. And I’d also have to travel, depending on the client and the location of the property, but the majority of the work would be done online and via video-conferencing.”

  “And your dad said yes?”

  “He did.”

  I sat there for a minute as everything she’d said processed in slow motion inside my brain. Is she saying what I think she’s saying?

  “So, wait,” I stumbled, making sure I got it right before I got too excited. “Are you saying that you can work from anywhere?”

  “I can work from anywhere,” she reinforced the point.

  “And you want to do this?” I asked again, still not wanting to believe that she was saying she was mine.

  “I can’t wait to start doing this.”

  “Does this mean what I think it means?” Clearly, I needed her to spell it out for me, and I wasn’t even sorry about it. I was vulnerable, and even though I hated feeling weak, she also made me feel safe.

  “If it means that you can’t get rid of me ever again, then yes.” She grinned before jumping off the chair and landing in my lap, straddling me.

  My arms wrapped around her waist as my skin buzzed with the contact. “I’m in love with you, Danika,” I said, no longer able to hold back the words due to pride, ego, or fear. I’d been scared that it was too soon, that we had gotten too serious, too fast, or that I didn’t know what real love was, but saying the words brought me peace and calm that I’d never experienced before, and I knew it was right.

  “I’m in love with you too,” she said, and my heart had never felt so full in my entire life.

  I’d had no idea that hearing those words could make a guy feel like he could do anything. Walk on water. Save the world. Stop global warming. I was invincible as long as this girl chose me.

  And all night long, I showed her how much I appreciated her choosing us.

  Parental Advice

  Danika

  We fell back into our routine like we’d never been out of it. Chance never made me feel bad for taking time away to decide if I could handle things or not. There was no guilt, no pressure, no constant bringing it back up and throwing it in my face. I wasn’t sure why I’d expected a side of asshole behavior to accompany us getting back together, but then I reminded myself that this was Chance and not Jared, and everything made sense.

  It was interesting to become aware of the dysfunctional things I had put up with once they had become a part of my life. I’d stopped seeing the behavior as crazy because it had slowly become the norm, and it had been easy to make excuses for it. Life had a funny way of showing you things but only once you were free of it. Hindsight truly was twenty-twenty.

  Sunny had a paper she was struggling with finishing and wanted to get done before it ruined her entire weekend, so I was on my own for tonight’s game. Grabbing a bottle of water from the commissary and stuffing it into my bag, I headed toward the baseball field. From the looks of everyone around me, mostly girls clad in various baseball jerseys—Chance’s included—I wasn’t the only one going to the game.

  “Isn’t she with Chance now?” I heard someone ask, and I couldn’t help but start listening in.

  “I think so. If he’s anything like his dad, that won’t last long,” another female voice said from behind me, and I heard giggling.

  “I heard his whole avoiding girls’ thing is just an act, and she’s just one of many,” another voice said.

  I refused to put up with this bullshit the entire walk.

  I stopped and turned to face them, the look of surprise on their faces fueling me on. Of course, they hadn’t thought that I’d say anything. “You have something you want to say to me? Something you’d like to ask about my boyfriend? I’d be happy to fill you in.”

  “Uh, no,” they stuttered, completely caught off guard.

  “Well, if you do, say it to my face next time and not my back.” I was not afraid of confrontation and had no issues with standing up for myself.

  The girls stayed quiet the rest of the walk to the field, where I had tickets waiting for me and they didn’t. I knew they would be sitting in the shitty student section, and I silently hoped their makeup would melt off. Petty, party of one.

  By the time I walked down to my seat, Jacey and Cassie were already sitting there, their blonde hair pulled back into ponytails with a baseball cap covering their heads. I got super excited to see them both, but I hadn’t seen Jacey since the dinner at her house, and that was months ago.

  “It’s about time you came to a game,” I said as I pulled her into a hug.

  She was a beautiful teenager, who was going to turn into an even more beautiful twenty-something-year-old. Chance and Jack were going to lose their minds with her.

  “Me? You’re the one who hasn’t been here!” Jacey spouted back, and I realized that she was right. “Please tell me this means you and my dopey brother are back together.” She rolled her eyes the same way that Chance did, and the gesture was so familiar that I found myself staring at her face like a weirdo before pulling out of it.

  “How did you know we weren’t together?” I asked her before looking around her shoulder at Cassie, who was grinning at our exchange.

  “Because he was so annoying. I couldn’t take it anymore. If it lasted any longer, I was going to have to call you and demand you take him back.”

  I looked at her, confused. “He was at your house?”

  “Oh my God, he came over, like, every night, moping and whining and asking Mom and Dad for advice. I pretended to be in the other room, but I heard everything.”

  Shaking my head, I couldn’t help but laugh. “You’re dangerous, you know that?”

  “Yeah, I do.”

  And I believed that she did. The girl was going to be a terror when she grew up, but as long as she was on my side, I was all for it.

  Cassie laughed at her daughter’s admission before standing up to give me a hug. “I’m so glad you two worked things out,” she said quietly in my ear before sliding over one seat, so I could sit between her and Jacey.

  “Me too.”

  “I really hoped that you would,” she offered with a smile, and it made me feel so good.

  Knowing that Chance’s mom liked us together was a big deal to me. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want her approval. I absolutely did.

  “I almost called you,” I admitted as
she sat down, and I followed suit while Jacey still stood, looking around.

  “You should have!” she practically shouted before slapping a hand over her mouth. “But really, you can call me anytime. Especially about that kind of stuff.”

  “I wanted to, but I didn’t want to put you in the middle or make it weird.”

  I really had thought about calling her multiple times. She knew what it was like to date and eventually marry a professional athlete, and after searching online, I learned way more about her and Jack’s relationship than I had ever meant to. Sunny had been right; there was a book written about them, but it seemed wrong, reading it, so I refused to order it or give in to my curiosity. I’d promised myself that if there was anything I wanted to know about their relationship, I’d ask them myself. Going about it any other way didn’t feel right, like I’d be going behind their backs somehow.

  “It wouldn’t have been weird. You were looking for answers, and I could have given you some. But I understand why you didn’t. Maybe it felt like I wouldn’t be able to be unbiased?” She was genuinely asking.

  I shook my head. “No, it wasn’t that. The baseball part was just for information purposes mostly. I was more concerned with figuring out a good work situation. And no one could help me with that part until I knew exactly what I wanted to do.”

  “I heard. Congratulations, by the way,” she said, and I realized that Chance must have reached out after we worked things out to give her an update.

  I loved that they were so close. Some girls hated having boyfriends who were mama’s boys, but in Chance’s case, I thought it was sweet. Cassie wasn’t competitive, so she never made me feel like I was less than or beneath her. I was grateful for the way she had raised him and for how she treated me—like family.

  “Are you two going to talk about this the whole game?” Jacey asked.

  “Probably not the whole time,” I teased, and she groaned. Oh, to be a teenager again and bored with everything around you.