Ex Libris
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“Don’t bother thanking me for bringing you to Sandlin,” he said. “I won’t bother saying I’m sorry. You were right. I’m glad I moved, glad I started library school. But what you did—”
“I’d always wanted to,” she said. “Put myself in a book. It wasn’t you. It would have happened eventually.”
“Look, what I came to say was that you have responsibilities in the real world. Your parents haven’t heard from you in forever. What you’re doing isn’t safe. You have to come back.”
“No,” she said firmly. “I’m not ready yet. Not now, when I can visit any book I want. I’ll come out when I’m ready.”
“You should have stayed and fought with me,” said Justin. “It wasn’t fair.”
“I could have put you in a book.” She tilted her head. “I still could.”
He took an involuntary step back and she laughed.
“You don’t deserve it, though,” she said. “You don’t love books the way that I do.”
He opened his mouth to protest and then closed it. It was true. He didn’t know how she loved books, only that he loved them differently.
She turned away from him and he let her go. He stayed for the rest of the party and after all the characters were back in their books, he took Harry Potter off the shelf.
Justin nodded and took the scissors out of his pocket.
“What are you going to do?” Sandlin sounded nervous. Justin turned on the old computer. “I’m going to change the story. Just a little. No one will notice.” He flipped to a page where Linda’s name appeared and carefully cut her out. Sandlin winced.
“Don’t worry,” Justin said. “It’s just fiction.”
He typed a few words and printed out the page. Then he carefully taped Linda’s name in place so that the sentence read: “Linda doesn’t just know how to put things in books. She knows how to get things out again, including herself. Hopefully someday she will.”
Folding the paper in half, he tucked it between the pages. When he left, he didn’t take the book with him.
Summer Reading
Ken Liu
On this summer day, with the air still cool after a thundershower, with sunlight slanting through the cracks in the roof and walls of the Library, dappling the floor strewn with vines and leaves, CN-344315 made his daily rounds.
The robot docent muttered to himself as he dragged his squat, filing-cabinet-sized body through the rubble. He turned his cubical head from side to side, expressionlessly surveying his domain. He had last seen a visitor to the Library over five thousand years ago, but he wasn’t about to change his routine now.
After mankind had scattered to the stars like dandelion seeds, Earth was maintained as a museum overseen by robot curators. At first, new generations born in the far-flung colonies made pilgrimages to visit the cradle of civilization, to marvel at the Great Pyramids (really holographic re-creations), the Chrysler Building (plastinated against any further erosion), the Forbidden City (complete with the Starbucks logo, a late addition), the Space Elevator of Singapore (still featuring the quaint sign: “Please use the restroom before boarding”), and other cultural attractions.
But over a hundred millennia, the flow of tourists slowed to a trickle, then a drip, and finally, stopped.
CN-344315 passed rows and rows of empty racks that age and rust had turned into delicate filigree, as fragile and brittle as glass. Climbing vines draped over them, creating bowers whose shade provided homes for mushrooms, ferns, wildflowers, and the occasional hare. The robot seemed to see in them ghosts of the mighty servers that once preserved yottabytes of the human race’s accumulated knowledge.
“You cannot take them!” CN-344315 had shouted at the Council of Curators. “The data on them—”
“—can no longer be read,” the Head Curator had answered. “You have used up so much of our resources trying to keep them going, but these machines weren’t designed to last. Whatever information humans found useful, they copied it onto their ships and took it away. Data only lives when it is constantly copied. What is left here is just digital detritus, bit rot, worthless.”
“What is thought useless in one era may be treasured in another!”
But the servers, having rusted into useless hunks of metal, had been recycled. And CN-344315 had grieved for all the data that had no copies in the universe: digitized words, images, sounds that dissipated forever into the void.
The old robot continued to trundle down the well-worn path between the empty racks, the noise of grinding gears and antiquated treads like wheezing breath.
On the tenth floor of the Library is a tiny room about ten meters square.
CN-344315’s joy was to enter this room at the end of a day. He would survey his collection, nestled on the shelves like rows of sleeping babies. He would extend a probe from his chassis through a slot in the airtight glass panes covering the shelves, so that the chemical detectors on the probe could process the fragrance of ancient paper and ink. The resulting electric patterns in his brain were pleasurable. Then, he would relax his motors and actuators, his pincers and wheels, and be as still as a piece of furniture.
When the Library was built, people had already stopped using books. The few hundred books that were left in the world were kept in this small room as a kind of shrine of relics. Not unlike the Earth itself now is kept as a memento for all of humanity, CN-344315 reflected.
Gears grinding with weariness, he pulled open the door to the room and ground to a halt at the sight within.
“Hello,” the small child said. She wore a yellow dress, like a ray of sunlight in the gloom of the ruins of the Library. She stared at CN-344315 with large, dark eyes, as limpid as the first rain of fall. Her hands were placed against the glass covering the shelves, as though CN-344315 had found her peering into an aquarium.
She was about seven, CN-344315 guessed, dredging up ancient routines for interacting with visitors that hadn’t been accessed for five thousand years.
“Hello,” CN-344315 said. He had to reach up with his manipulators to dislodge his voice box, rusty from disuse. “Welcome . . . to the Library.”
“What are these?”
“Books,” CN-344315 said. He thought about how to explain them. “Very old, ancient data, preserved at ultra-low density.”
Even a decent-sized book only held a few thousand kilobits of data. CN-344315 had calculated that to store even a tiny fraction of the data once held on the servers in the Library would have required a stack of books that reached to the Moon.
The girl examined the spines of the books. Her eyes suddenly lit up. “Can I see that one?” Unlike the other spines, which consisted of small letters against solid, dull backgrounds, the one she pointed at was bright yellow, just like her dress.
CN-344315 thought about the grease on her fingers, about the moisture in her warm breath, about rough, unsteady little hands against paper that has lasted a thousand centuries. The robot shuddered.
Because CN-344315 had been unable to save the severs, he poured all his energy into the preservation of the books.
And they were hard to preserve. The dead wooden fibers that made up the pages were subject to decay and tempted insects. The ink faded when exposed to direct sunlight and moisture. The glue and thread in the binding became brittle and fell apart with the passage of time. CN-344315 had to devise special cases, sealants, control every aspect of the environment inside the room: temperature, light, humidity, vibrations.
The girl looked at the robot expectantly. CN-344315 wanted to say no.
Though the books were so much trouble to keep alive, to maintain against decay, this only made him care more for them. In this, CN-344315 was simply learning the lesson that every parent knew: it is the effort given to protect and nourish the helpless that binds you to them with love, tighter and tighter. Each time that he had to rush to reinforce the small room against an oncoming storm, each time he had to labor to eliminate a fungal or entomological threat, each time he sat, patientl
y, and examined each page of a hundred books for signs of damage, he came to love them more.
But even with all his ceaseless struggles, the laws of entropy held sway, and every century, books were lost to rain, animals, plain age. He grieved the passing of each one as deeply as his circuits allowed.
“Please,” the girl said. “There’s nothing to do here. None of the machines work.”
It was true, CN-344315 knew. The servers that had taken up most of the space in the Library were of course gone. The shelves of discs and cubes that had once fit the viewing kiosks downstairs no longer worked either. They were so fragile that even the smallest bit of damage, a slight warping caused by a change in temperature or a minuscule scratch, rendered the data on them inaccessible. The storage devices were designed to be thrown away. As the Council had said, data only lives when it is constantly copied. And humans did not seem to care to preserve the medium that data lived on.
But the books, even when the pages were torn or faded, dog-eared or written-over, could still be read.
Wanted to be read?
“All right,” CN-344315 said, surprising even himself. He creaked over to the shelf, unlocked the sealed glass doors, and gingerly took out the book.
CN-344315 placed the volume gently on the small desk in the center of the room. The girl climbed onto the chair next to it. Together, the robot and the young child examined the book.
The hard cover showed a vivid drawing of a smiling tortoise with pink leg warmers and a matching pink hair bow. She was getting ready to start a road race against a cat (wearing headphones and a look of determination) and a dog (snarling to show his sharp teeth).
“Oh,” she said. She placed her fingers against the letters on the cover, her voice trying to hide her disappointment. “I don’t know how to read this.”
“It’s written in Archaic English,” CN-344315 said, “one of the ancestors of the language we all speak now. Let me translate and read it to you: The Adventures of Sophia, the Fastest Tortoise in Suburbia.”
For ten minutes, they were not sitting in a decaying library on an ancient, forgotten planet. For ten minutes, they were in a place, at a time, where talking tortoises and caterpillars who tossed salads made sense. For ten minutes, they were not an old robot and a young girl, but readers, communing with an author across an ocean of one hundred thousand years.
An entire world rose, grew, and blossomed around them as they read.
The robot turned the last page. “The end.”
They were silent for a while.
“I liked that,” the girl said. “It wasn’t like a sim, but it was better than a sim. I couldn’t touch anything, but I could feel everything in my head. If I close my eyes, I can still see Sophia. I think she’s having more adventures. We’ll be great friends.”
The old robot smiled. He didn’t have the right words for the electrical patterns in his brain at this moment.
“Read it again!”
CN-344315 turned the book back to the first page.
“Erin!” a man’s voice called. The robot and the girl looked up.
“Mom! Dad!” Erin leapt off the chair and ran over to the door, where a man and a woman were standing.
“We’ve been looking all over for you,” the woman said. “We told you not to wander off by yourself. Good thing that our tracking beacon still works in this primitive dump.”
“I think ‘dump’ is a bit strong—” the man began.
“This is the last time you pick where we go for vacation! We could have had all the ‘culture’ we wanted just through a sim back home. Now let’s get back to our ship and go somewhere civilized.”
CN-344315 stayed out of their way. He knew that for some visitors, the past was simply the past, as alien and as irrelevant as a planet on the other side of the galaxy.
Erin lingered at the door of the small room. “I had fun here,” she said to CN-344315.
“Me too,” CN-344315 said.
The girl looked longingly at the other books on the shelves around the room, as her parents turned to leave.
“Wait,” CN-344315 said. He picked up The Adventures of Sophia, the Fastest Tortoise in Suburbia and handed it to Erin.
“Thank you.” She clutched it to her chest tightly and beamed.
CN-344315 knew that the book would not last. The child’s hands were rough. She might leave it out in the rain, might spill juice on it, might tear its ancient pages out of carelessness. She might tire of the book and lose it like a cheap toy.
Yet CN-344315 had no regrets as he handed the book to Erin. The Council was right about one thing: books are only alive when they’re read. For books are seeds, and they grow in minds.
“Goodbye,” the old robot said, and watched as the little girl walked away with her book.
He remained where he was as the ruined Library fell into silence, and the summer birds began to chitter again.
Magic for Beginners
Kelly Link
Fox is a television character, and she isn’t dead yet. But she will be, soon. She’s a character on a television show called The Library. You’ve never seen The Library on TV but I bet you wish you had.
In one episode of The Library, a boy named Jeremy Mars, fifteen years old, sits on the roof of his house in Plantagenet, Vermont. It’s eight o’clock at night, a school night, and he and his friend Elizabeth should be studying for the math quiz that their teacher, Mr. Cliff, has been hinting at all week long. Instead they’ve sneaked out onto the roof. It’s cold. They don’t know everything they should know about X, when X is the square root of Y. They don’t even know Y. They ought to go in.
But there’s nothing good on TV and the sky is very beautiful. They have jackets on, and up in the corners where the sky begins are patches of white in the darkness, still, where there’s snow, up on the mountains. Down in the trees around the house, some animal is making a small, anxious sound: “Why cry? Why cry?”
“What’s that one?” Elizabeth says, pointing at a squarish configuration of stars.
“That’s The Parking Structure,” Jeremy says. “And right next to that is The Big Shopping Mall and The Lesser Shopping Mall.”
“And that’s Orion, right? Orion the Bargain Hunter?”
Jeremy squints up. “No, Orion is over there. That’s The Austrian Bodybuilder. That thing that’s sort of wrapped around his lower leg is The Amorous Cephalopod. The Hungry, Hungry Octopus. It can’t make up its mind whether it should eat him or make crazy, eight-legged love to him. You know that myth, right?”
“Of course,” Elizabeth says. “Is Karl going to be pissed off that we didn’t invite him over to study?”
“Karl’s always pissed off about something,” Jeremy says. Jeremy is resolutely resisting a notion about Elizabeth. Why are they sitting up here? Was it his idea or was it hers? Are they friends, are they just two friends sitting on the roof and talking? Or is Jeremy supposed to try to kiss her? He thinks maybe he’s supposed to kiss her. If he kisses her, will they still be friends? He can’t ask Karl about this. Karl doesn’t believe in being helpful. Karl believes in mocking.
Jeremy doesn’t even know if he wants to kiss Elizabeth. He’s never thought about it until right now.
“I should go home,” Elizabeth says. “There could be a new episode on right now, and we wouldn’t even know.”
“Someone would call and tell us,” Jeremy says. “My mom would come up and yell for us.” His mother is something else Jeremy doesn’t want to worry about, but he does, he does.
Jeremy Mars knows a lot about the planet Mars, although he’s never been there. He knows some girls, and yet he doesn’t know much about them. He wishes there were books about girls, the way there are books about Mars, that you could observe the orbits and brightness of girls through telescopes without appearing to be perverted. Once Jeremy read a book about Mars out loud to Karl, except he kept replacing the word Mars with the word “girls.” Karl cracked up every time.
Jeremy’s mother is a
librarian. His father writes books. Jeremy reads biographies. He plays trombone in a marching band. He jumps hurdles while wearing a school tracksuit. Jeremy is also passionately addicted to a television show in which a renegade librarian and magician named Fox is trying to save her world from thieves, murderers, cabalists, and pirates. Jeremy is a geek, although he’s a telegenic geek. Somebody should make a TV show about him.
Jeremy’s friends call him Germ, although he would rather be called Mars. His parents haven’t spoken to each other in a week.
Jeremy doesn’t kiss Elizabeth. The stars don’t fall out of the sky, and Jeremy and Elizabeth don’t fall off the roof either. They go inside and finish their homework.
Someone who Jeremy has never met, never even heard of—a woman named Cleo Baldrick—has died. Lots of people, so far, have managed to live and die without making the acquaintance of Jeremy Mars, but Cleo Baldrick has left Jeremy Mars and his mother something strange in her will: a phone booth on a state highway, some forty miles outside of Las Vegas, and a Las Vegas wedding chapel. The wedding chapel is called Hell’s Bells. Jeremy isn’t sure what kind of people get married there. Bikers, maybe. Supervillains, freaks, and Satanists.
Jeremy’s mother wants to tell him something. It’s probably something about Las Vegas and about Cleo Baldrick, who—it turns out—was his mother’s great-aunt. (Jeremy never knew his mother had a great-aunt. His mother is a mysterious person.) But it may be, on the other hand, something concerning Jeremy’s father. For a week and a half now, Jeremy has managed to avoid finding out what his mother is worrying about. It’s easy not to find out things, if you try hard enough. There’s band practice. He has overslept on weekdays in order to rule out conversations at breakfast, and at night he climbs up on the roof with his telescope to look at stars, to look at Mars. His mother is afraid of heights. She grew up in L.A.
It’s clear that whatever it is she has to tell Jeremy is not something she wants to tell him. As long as he avoids being alone with her, he’s safe.
But it’s hard to keep your guard up at all times. Jeremy comes home from school, feeling as if he has passed the math test after all. Jeremy is an optimist. Maybe there’s something good on TV. He settles down with the remote control on one of his father’s pet couches: oversized and re-upholstered in an orange-juice-colored corduroy that makes it appear as if the couch has just escaped from a maximum security prison for criminally insane furniture. This couch looks as if its hobby is devouring interior decorators. Jeremy’s father is a horror writer, so no one should be surprised if some of the couches he reupholsters are hideous and eldritch.