Moving On (Dominant Devils Mc Book 1)

by H. M. Stewart

  I began to let the tears flow at his words. This man is too good to be true. He doesn't realize that he has been doing that since the day he arrived. He is the one, next to Madison and Athena, that spoils her the most. She's had him, along with all the rest of the roughnecks, wrapped right around her little pinkie finger since the day she was born. I can only imagine what will happen when she gets older. She'll be running the place by the time she's five. The thought makes me weep a little more.

  "Don't cry baby. I'm not saying this to upset you. We will go at your pace but I need you to know that little girl will always be mine."

  "These are happy tears dumb ass. Thank you for loving both of us. I know in my heart that you’ll stand by what you say. I see it every day when you’re with her. She is one lucky little girl to have you."

  "Right on! Glad your stubborn ass is willing to admit that. From the looks you were having a few minutes ago I figured we’d be here all day before I could convince you otherwise. Don’t ever doubt my feelings for you or our little girl. That shit doesn’t sit well with me.”

  Well, fuck! Now I feel like the asshole. “I won’t. I promise you I will never doubt your love for us.”

  “Now on to my next topic, our living arrangements. I know you love this house," he says to me as fear of what he's about to say takes over me. "Let me finish before you start jumping to conclusions and shit. Remember no doubting me woman,” he told me while looking at me for a sign of agreement before moving on. I couldn’t find words so he got a nod. That’s all he was getting at the moment. He must have been okay with it because he carried on.

  “As I was saying I know you love this house and I have no intention of leaving this place. I want to build our family here, but we will be sharing the same room. I'll let you decide which room you would like to keep, yours or mine. When the time comes and our family grows we'll add on if we have too but you and I are one now. That means one love, one life, and one bedroom."

  Okay, so I wasn’t expecting that. At the mention of the house, I was expecting him to lay into me about living in another man’s dream home. When the declaration of wanting to stay here but just in the same room came from his lips a thought instantly popped in my head. "Okay. If that's the case, you'll probably get a little upset with my suggestion then."

  "I won't get mad I promise. Tell me what you’re thinking and I'll do whatever in my power to make it happen," he promised me.

  "Well, I was thinking that maybe you and I should take the room downstairs. It's the only room that has its own bathroom attached and it's much larger than either of ours. I know Madison wouldn't mind moving to one of our rooms so we would have someone close to Tivie's room. I'd also like to offer the other room to Avery when she returns with Madison in the next few weeks. Maybe if she has somewhere to stay without all the business of the club rolling around she might want to come home more often or even forever. It would be good for everyone."

  "It sounds good to me. Once we get a shower and pick our little diva up we'll get started on moving in there today. We can set the pack and play up in there with us until Madison gets back home. Or we can even offer for Athena to move down there instead."

  I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him to me. I placed soft sweet kisses on his lips in between my words. "Thank you, baby," we kissed, "I appreciate everything you do for us," and we kissed again, "you’re too good to me." Before I could say another word Zeus jumps up startling me. "Zeus you scared the shit out of me."

  "We need to get up and moving you little siren. If I stay in that bed while you’re kissing me like that, I'm going to bury my cock to the hilt in that glorious pussy again before getting a shower. Now get your sexy ass up out of that bed and join me in the shower. That way I can fuck you then wash you up. Two birds one stone and it gets us out of here faster to get my little girl from her Nanna," he said with a sly grin on his face.

  Damn, I like the way my man thinks. I climbed out of bed and walked past him to the door. Before I could reach for the knob his hand smacks my left ass cheek causing me to stop in my tracks. "That my little vixen was thinking I would ever keep things from you. The next one is for you imagining me having kids with anyone but your fine ass. The third and final one will be for calling me Zeus while in our bedroom."

  Just as he explained I received two more smacks on my ass making my pussy grow wet with need for him. I think I could get used to this. I've heard Izzy talk about being spanked and how much she enjoys it but I’ve yet to experience it. It may just become one of my favorite bedroom activities. I like when my man gets all alpha on me. I stand still, waiting to see if he would give me more than three. He leans over my shoulder and begins kissing my neck as he quietly speaks to me. "You are my woman, my old lady, my future wife, but when we are here in our room you are my lover. You are the only one who’s allowed to call me by my real name and expect you to do so when we’re in our room. When we’re outside these walls you may refer to me as Zeus but when we’re here in alone in our room you will call me Hart or I will spank that ass. You feel me, yeah?"

  I shivered at the threat of that. I really like the thought of that and apparently he does too. With him at my back, I could feel his cock begin to grow. "Oh, I feel ya. I understand, but I will hold you to that promise. Lord knows I might slip up from time to time just to get you to spank me, lover."

  "If we weren't pressed for time I'd show you how I can turn your plump ass several shades of red. Now get your ass moving to the bathroom so we can get ourselves together. I’ve got club shit to tend to, but I want to get our girl before I get wrapped up in business for the rest of the day."

  I led the way to the bathroom where he took me again against the shower wall. Thank god for my man his stamina. A girl could definitely get used to all the attention. This man will be the death of me in more ways than one that's for damn sure. Death by orgasm, what a wonderful way to go!

  Once we stepped out of the shower I left him in the bathroom to shave while I went back to the bedroom to get myself ready for the day. I had plans of spending a lazy day with my baby girl. I dressed comfortably in a pair of yoga pants and an oversized hoodie. I was just pulling my hair up in a sloppy bun when Hart made his way back into my room. I licked my lips at the sight of the god-like man before me. This man was mine, all mine! In three strides of his long ass legs, he was standing directly in front of me wrapping me in his arms.

  "You ready to go pick our girl up baby?"

  "Yeah, I'm pretty sure she's missing both of us like crazy. Lord knows even at the tender age of one she gets overwhelmed by all things Queenie. Let's go save our girl from her Nanna."

  Hart stepped back taking my hand in his leading me out of the bedroom. Still, hand in hand, we walked down the stairs through the house and out the door. We both walked over to the side by side and climbed in. Not sure what happened to my Tahoe after the events of the days before. Looks like I would be borrowing vehicles until it was returned. I really could care less. Right now I wanted hugs and sloppy kisses from my little girl. We made our quick trip through the woods over to the complex where I noticed my mother’s car already parked in the gravel lot. Looks like I won’t be needing to borrow anyone's vehicle. I’ll just ask my mother to use hers if need be.

  Part of me wanted to jump off the ATV even before it stopped but I managed to wait until he had parked. I stepped out of the ATV and waited for Zeus to join me taking his hand as we made our way in the clubhouse. When we walked in no one was even moving around yet with the exception of the prospect behind the bar leaving the place deserted. Seems that everyone was still sleeping off the last few days.

  I waved to prospect Aaron as I went towards the hall housing the doors for the dorm rooms. Walking down the hall I could hear everyone that was beginning to stir. I could hear showers running, muffled conversations and moans of passion as I made my way down the hall where the four spare rooms were. Even though I wasn't sure which room my mother and daughter would be in I stopped behind the
third door I came too. The sound of cartoons coming from the television was a good clue that my little girl was behind the door. I knocked twice before quietly turning the knob to open the door. My mother lay sleeping in the bed with my daughter tucked protectively by her side. Octavia lay next to her Nanna while watching some cartoon on the television. My hopes of letting my mother sleep went right out the window when my little girl squealed, "Momma!"

  Tivie began to squirm trying to break free of her Nanna's hold. I quickly snatched her up leaving my mother half asleep in the bed she was sharing with my daughter. Once I had my little girl in my arms I turned back to Zeus standing in the door frame. With my daughter in my arms, we left my mother to fall back asleep. The three of us made our way into the clubhouse kitchen in search of breakfast. Zeus went straight to the cupboard getting two coffee mugs and a bowl.

  "Why don't you take our girl and get her in the high chair. I'll get her cereal and our coffee's ready," Zeus said before placing a kiss on my forehead then to Octavia's chubby cheek.

  "Okay babe. Yell if you need me." I began walking to the closet in the corner of the bar to retrieve the high chair. I sat Tivie on her feet while I dragged the high chair out from the small closet. Once I had the high chair free of the clutter I moved it over to one of the tables in the bar area just feet away. I turned back to pick my little girl up only to find she had vanished. The little diva was a sneaky one liking to play hide-an-seek regularly. I looked around the room checking under furniture and behind the bar not finding one trace of her. As I made my way back towards the kitchen I stopped to eavesdrop on a mostly one-sided conversation between my daughter and the man who stole my heart.

  "Are you hiding from mommy baby girl," Zeus asked as my daughter babbled her response back. "I thought so, little one. Let's get your cereal baby. I know you’re hungry and mommy misses you like crazy. Daddy misses you too. Don't be mad at daddy but after we have breakfast daddy will be caught up here for the rest of the day. Hopefully, I'll be home to eat dinner with you and mommy tonight. I love you little girl." I stood in awe as my daughter stared at him like she understood every word he just said before she pulled the pacifier out of her mouth to place a sloppy kiss on his cheek.

  When I heard Zeus' feet begin to move towards me I quickly ran back to the table in the bar, I didn't want to get caught listening in. I made it back to the high chair removing the tray just in time for Zeus to plop Tivie in place. Once she was settled in her seat with her breakfast I sat down to enjoy my coffee. Sitting in between my daughter and my man I felt a wash of peace come over me. In that moment, I knew my future would include both of them and I couldn't be happier. For the first time in a long time, I could feel myself getting excited for what was to come.

  Just as we were settling in with light conversation the door to the clubhouse burst open. My eyes did a double take at the three faces making their way through the door. Two of them I had known since I was born. The third couldn't be much older than a five and was a spitting image of Avery but those blue eyes I would know anywhere. Those deep blue eyes were the mark of an O'Shea. I stood in silence as I looked at a very shaken Madison holding a battered Avery next to her side while the little boy clung Avery's leg.

  I broke my stare at the three in front of me to turn back to Zeus. Without words, I let him know he needed to round up the family. Something big is going on and the shit is going to hit the fan. Zeus began getting up from the chair to make his move when Madison's voice stopped him.

  "Zeus please no. I promised her I would get her cleaned up before having to face everyone. Please call Doc and have him meet us over at the house. We need to get checked over before we fill everyone in on what happened last night."

  "If Axle finds out that you're here and I didn't tell him it's going to be my ass C.B. you know that," Zeus said calmly. There would be hell to pay if he didn’t alert his president not only because of his sister’s return but also about the blonde blast from the past that just stumbled in. He was going to lose his shit when he sees what I see. One look at that little boy and I now know why Avery has been gone for so long. She better get ready to do some explaining or I would willing beat her ass for keeping a child from his father. The only thing keeping me from passing judgment right now is the fact that Madison is standing beside her defending her. If Madison’s crazy ass was helping her something tells me there’s a reason for Avery’s secret. I’ll make sure to pull Madison aside as soon as we get over to the house.

  "Yes, I know and I’m begging you to just give us a few hours. If he sees her like this your president is going to go off the chain before anything gets explained. Not to mention I don’t need to deal with Wall’s shit on top of it. We’ve had a long fucking night and what seems like a longer trip here. We're whole, just a little bruised and shaken. Let us get cleaned up before the over protective assholes swoop in. I promise you we won’t disappear; we just need to pull our shit together." She must know how torn Zeus was because she continued to plead with him. I stood and made my way over to Zeus to whisper in his ear.

  "I know what you’re supposed to do baby, but I'm asking you to give me time to get them over to the house and freshened up before their attacked with questions. Doc is Avery's father. He's going to need to check them over anyway. Just give them time for him to meet us at the house before you wake the devils."

  Zeus said nothing just gave me a slight nod as he pulled his phone out of his pocket to make the call to Doc. I turned back to our unexpected guest to speak. "Madison get them out to the side by side while I grab Tivie. We'll get you guys over there before all hell breaks loose. Everyone is stirring and if you don’t want anyone to know you’re here we gotta get out of here now,” I said before focusing my next words to very alone. “Avery I can see looking in the eyes of that little boy you've got more to tell then just what the three of you endured last night. I hope like hell there’s reason you kept your little secret but even we can’t help you for the wrath that will come."

  Madison nodded her head in agreement as she turned the lot of them around and back out the door. I sent up a silent prayer for peace. Peace I knew that would only come if we were granted a miracle. Axle will take one look at that cute little boy and know why Avery has stayed away. I just hope that he keeps his shit in check or I have no doubt Avery will be running again. From the looks of her, whoever has been fucking with the club, managed to find her. If they found her once they'll find her again. She needs a safe place and support. I only hope that place is here.

  Coming Soon….

  Coming Home

  Axle & Avery’s story

  Chapter One

  Avery

  I was sitting on the tour bus with Hunter asleep in my arms. I should be napping right along with him yet here I sit holding a sleeping toddler dreaming of what was. The last few days I've found myself lost in thoughts of the life I left behind almost five years ago more often than not. I missed my family like something fierce but I'm not quite ready to explain Hunter to everyone. No one has a clue that I had a kid a little over seven months after I high tailed it in the middle of the night. I know my mother will be over the moon but not sure what everyone else will have to say. It killed me not to spill the beans when I spoke to dad two nights ago. I wanted so bad to tell him but it's not really something that should be said over the phone. The urge to come clean is killing me but it will soon be put to bed. I promised to go home for a visit as soon as the tour is over. My visit home will ultimately depend on Axle's reaction. Not knowing how he would react to seeing his son for the first time is what has kept me away for so long. I keep telling myself that he wouldn't want a kid. When we use to sit up and talk about our dreams he made it very clear he had no intention of doing the family thing until much later in life.

  Hunter began to stir in my arms. A look at the clock let me know he'd had been asleep for over two hours. Damn time flies when your deep in thought. Looks like no nap for me before tonight's show.

  Speaking of which
I need to get little man fed. Trevor will be here soon to keep an eye on him while I go for sound check. Trevor's not only my favorite roadie but also my favorite babysitter. He's been my rock for over four years now. Hell he's the reason I got the chance with the band in the first place. We happened to run into each other literally at a show I was able to attend back when I was lending my voice to cartoons and commercials. He was a roadie for the band even then. He's the one who introduced me to Layla, the lead singer, which lead to my audition for backup vocals.

  After getting quite drunk off of tequila one night I confided my life's history in just one sitting. He knows about my family including the man I love. Trevor knows how I split in the middle of the night without a trace to make my way to Hollywood only to find out I was pregnant two months after arriving. I filled him in on how I worked my ass off waitressing at night, what I later found out was his mother’s bar, while I auditioned religiously during the day. I'm not sure why but he took a liking to me that night and we've been stuck like glue ever since. He keeps an eye out for Hunter and I like the big brother I never had. Hell the three of us get mistaken for a happy little family more often than not. The problem with that is a big one. Trevor is one fine specimen of man but he bats for the same team if you get my drift. He is very masculine but gay as they come.

  Just then bus door opened and in walked Trevor looking exhausted. The roadies are always the first up when we roll in. They’ve got the task of setting everything up while the rest of us get to sleep in. Today was no different except the truck carrying the equipment had a flat just as we hit the Florida line coming from Alabama last night. This put everyone behind but, as they say “the show must go on”. When we finally rolled into the venue everyone was scrambling to get the stage set and the band’s equipment in place. Normally Trevor had had time for lunch and a nap before he sits with Hunter while I go to sound check.