Venus

by Jane Feather

  Her eyes focused, and she saw he was laughing at her. “Am I to live here alone?” she managed to ask, still unable to grasp the idea of so much space for one person.

  “I’m hoping I may be a frequent visitor,” he said quizzically, unfastening the clasp of her cloak.

  “Y-yes, of course, sir,” replied Polly, hearing how absurdly polite and formal she sounded, unable to blame Nick for the ready laughter brimming in the emerald eyes. “Shall … shall you be staying tonight?”

  “Well now.” He pulled pensively at his chin, “If I were issued an invitation, I just might be induced to accept it. It being such a dreadful night, you understand? Blizzard threatening …”

  Her lips twitched. Peeping up at him through her lashes, she swept him a deep curtsy, sinking to her heel, one toe delicately pointed. “I do beg you will take shelter in my humble abode, my lord. I should never rest easy if I thought you were out in such a storm.”

  “I shall be eternally grateful, madame.” A magnificent leg returned her salutation, and Polly, assailed by giggles, lost her balance and collapsed with an undignified thump on the floor. Nick picked her up. “What a lamentable performance,” he chided. “I thought I had taught you to execute a curtsy with more decorum.” Drawing her into his embrace, he pushed up her chin, consuming that ravishing countenance with his gaze, feeling her pliancy under his hands, seeing the image of her body in the eye of memory.

  “I want you.” The naked hunger in his eyes and voice sent laughter scuttling to the four corners of the bedchamber. Then the sound of footsteps next door, the smells of roasting mutton, Goodwife Benson’s cheery summons to table, broke into the charmed circle. “Anticipation must again whet the appetite,” he said with a rueful smile. “And you will be the better for your supper. Lovemaking on an empty belly leaves something to be desired.” He ushered her into the parlor, where a roast of mutton steamed enticingly upon the sideboard and a platter of oysters sat upon the table, ready opened, glistening pearly gray in the candlelight.

  He held her chair for her, unfolded a linen napkin on her lap, poured wine into her cup, then took his place opposite. For all the ease of their past companionship it was the first time that she had sat at table in his company. There had never been any question before but that matters between them would be conducted on the terms of tutor and pupil, master and servant. Now Polly felt unaccountably nervous, as if these present attentions were awarded mistakenly and should have had some other recipient than a Newgate brat of unknown parentage. Then she remembered that she was an actor, that she could be whomsoever she pleased. She raised her glass in salutation, her eyelashes fluttering, lips curving delicately.

  Nick, absorbing the full impact of this breathtaking performance, was in little doubt as to its cause. He raised his own glass. “Masterly,” he approved. “You know well how to adapt to unfamiliar circumstances. It is a talent that will stand you in good stead in the next weeks.”

  Polly sucked an oyster from its craggy shell. The intensity had quite gone out of the occasion. His lordship was speaking in the easy tones he habitually employed, as if those words of passion had not been spoken with such urgency such a short time before. It ensured that she was able to devote her full attention to her supper; under the benign influence of good food, good wine, warmth, and undemanding companionship, all apprehension left her.

  Nicholas noted her gradual relaxation with satisfaction. He was far from such a state himself, although his companion could not possibly guess from his manner at the effort he was exerting to keep his ardor under bridle. It was of the utmost importance to him that the true initiation of this exquisite creature should bear no relation to the brutalities she had endured in the past. He remembered only too clearly her piteous plea that he not hurt her that first evening, when, with the resignation of the accustomed victim, she had ceased her struggles, surrendering herself to whatever new yet inevitable horror awaited her. Tonight she would experience only gentleness as he led her along the sweet paths of pleasure. There would be time enough later for the glorious rough and tumble of lust’s urgencies.

  He selected a Katharine pear from the fruit bowl. It was a fruit beloved of King Charles and his queen; one, it was to be assumed, never before tasted by the girl who should, if all went according to plan, shortly find herself moving in those exalted circles. He peeled the fruit, quartered it neatly, and laid it upon her plate, remembering pragmatically that he had not yet educated her palate for that role, and must do so. The reminder, for some reason, cast a bleak shadow. It was the second time the concerns of the conspirator had intruded in such unwelcome fashion when he wished only to think of a loving seduction.

  “My thanks.” She smiled with a hint of shyness as she took the offering. “Seldom have I enjoyed such a supper.”

  “That was my intention,” he replied softly, rising and coming ’round the table.

  She turned in her chair to look up at him as he came to stand beside her. “Is it time?”

  The forthright question took him completely aback, until he realized that it was only what he should have expected. Seduction rituals would be quite unknown to this maid, whose depths of experience were on the one hand vast, and on the other pathetically spare. “Finish your pear,” he said, beginning to unpin her hair.

  The heavy, honeyed mass tumbled about her shoulders, and he amused himself by running his fingers through its richness, gathering it at the nape of her neck, twisting it into a thick knot as he bent his head to brush his lips over the fragile column thus revealed. Polly shivered deliciously and found the sensation incompatible with the stolid consumption of fruit. She laid the pear back on the platter, allowing her head to bend beneath the pressure of his mouth, the firm smoothing of his tongue in the groove of her neck.

  He cupped the rounded edges of her shoulders, slid his hands forward to mold the shape of her breasts beneath her gown, rubbing gently with his thumbs until he felt the hardening as her nipples rose to press against the fine wool of her kirtle. Polly gave a startled gasp and moved her hands instinctively to cover his, whether to keep them at work or to push them aside was not clear to herself or to Nick.

  “Come.” He pulled her chair out from the table, drew her to her feet, turning her to face him. “There are things I would show you.” The pure fire of passion flamed behind the bright green gaze, but his mouth was soft, his hands gentle as he cupped her face and kissed her. Her eyes remained riveted on the face so close to hers, as if only thus could she be certain of missing no nuance of feeling. The mouth against hers curved, and his fingertips brushed her eyelids closed before moving beneath the fall of hair to trace the perfect outline of her ears. Her body tautened beneath the caress, and his little fingers, in instant response, moved enticingly within the shell-like contours as his tongue ran over her lips, demanding entrance. Her lips parted for him, her tongue joining in a tentative dance with his.

  Slowly he raised his head, licked the tip of her nose, a salute that brought the hazel eyes wide open in surprise. “Do not look so astonished, moppet,” he said on a husky murmur. “Before very much longer, I shall taste every morsel of your sweetness, drain the last honeyed drop from your body.”

  Polly did not know what the words meant, knew only that the soft promise brought pinpricks of fire darting across the entire surface of her skin, a liquid fulness in her loins, a weakness in her belly. She shivered against him, and her hands moved to her bodice. “Should I take off my clothes now?”

  Nick took her hands, holding them away from her body. She was so ingenuously matter-of-fact. He smiled, shaking his head.

  “Not this time, my flower. That is a pleasure I wish to take for myself, and in the taking would give to you.”

  He appeared to be talking in riddles, Polly thought, but they were riddles whose solution seemed redolent with promise, so she made no demur as he led her into the bedchamber, closing the parlor door behind them with a definitive click. He drew her over to the fire and set the tapestry screen b
etween its heat and the window, shielding the flame from the snow-laden drafts fingering their way through every crack between frame and glass. He moved the candlesticks from the tiring table, placing them at either end of the mantel, so that they threw their soft light onto the hearth, where Polly stood tremulous, watching these preparations, wondering what they presaged.

  “Now.” He took off his coat of green broadcloth, and the close-fitting doublet of ivory satin. He came toward her with a lithe, springing step, the gleam in his eyes and the luster of his auburn head caught by the mingled golden glows of fire and candle. “Now we may begin.”

  The bodice of her kirtle came unlaced. Polly found herself looking down at his deft fingers as they flew at their work, the square emerald on his left hand, the intricate gold signet ring on his right, winking in the light. He slipped the open bodice off her shoulders, stroking her upper arms as he did so before moving his hands again to her breasts, hidden now by only the fine cotton of her smock. Her breath was coming too fast to catch, and she could feel her skin misting with a light sweat that had nothing to do with the heat of the fire. He stretched the material taut over the soft hillocks so that the pink and pearl of her skin showed against the white, and the deep rose of her nipples stood out, sharply peaked. Polly felt more naked than she had ever felt, even when she had stood before him completely unclothed.

  With the same deftness, he unhooked her smock. It followeda the path of her kirtle to cluster at her waist, baring her upper body for the touch of his eyes and fingers. She could feel the fire’s heat now, and the heat that was spreading from her belly, moistening the deep recess of her body, melting her joints and sinews. He held her breasts, one in each palm, as he kissed her again, but this time with greater demand, his fingers lifting her nipples as his tongue probed the velvet cavern of her mouth. Then his hands moved to grasp her waist, his head bent to take their place on her breasts. Polly whimpered with an inexpressible delight as his teeth nibbled their rosy crowns, his lips tugged, setting up a chain of sensations in her belly and between her thighs so that she moaned again and moved between the hands spanning the indentation of her waist.

  His tongue dipped into her bosom’s cleft, then trailed upward, painting fire in the hollow of her throat as her head fell back, offering the soft vulnerability. Her own hands gripped his upper arms, fingers curling against the cambric of his shirt, feeling the heat of his skin, the hard ridge of muscle. She found that the material prevented the contact that she now desired, her fingers, hasty, fumbling in their eagerness, tugged at the buttons of his shirt until they flew apart and she was able to push it aside, her breasts now pressing against his bare chest.

  Nick inhaled sharply at this independence. He had not expected it, had expected her to remain passive as he aroused her, obedient to his orchestration for this first time, at least. It was a most welcome surprise. He drew back to look down at her. Her eyes were heavy and languorous, her skin damp and flushed with excitement, those peerless breasts proudly outthrust, grazing his chest.

  Holding her gaze, he moved to untangle the wadded material at her waist, loosening her kirtle so that it fell to her ankles. The top of her smock hung over the waistband of her petticoat, and it required the attention of eyes as well as hands to unfasten the latter. He pushed both garments off her hips, his hands sliding, lingering over the curves thus revealed. Polly quivered as the heat of the fire licked her bared skin, and passion’s flame flared in the emerald eyes riveted to her body, clad now only in her stockings and garters and leather pumps. He dropped to his knees to unfasten her garters and roll down her stockings, lifted each foot in turn as he eased them into nakedness.

  Still kneeling, he ran his hands up the straight, clean length of leg to hold her hips as he kissed her belly. She jumped against him, and his grip tightened, holding her steady for the nuzzling caress of his mouth, for his dipping tongue exploring the tight bud of her navel. Convulsively, her fingers twisted in the long auburn curls that fell over his shoulders, whispered against the skin of her abdomen. But when his fingers moved, parting the soft, golden fleece at the apex of her thighs, slipping into the moist, secret furrow, she started with a small cry of protest, pulling on his head.

  He looked up, seeing the panicky flutter in those huge eyes, the quiver of her soft mouth. Slowly he rose to his feet. “You must trust me,” he said, and there was quiet, calculated reproof in his voice. “I will bring you only pleasure, I swear it.”

  She hung her head in sudden embarrassment, but Nick caught her chin, forcing her to meet his eye. “Do you believe that I will not hurt you?” She nodded, knowing it to be the truth. “And do you believe that there is no shame in what is about to happen? None for you and none for me?”

  There could be none, Polly thought; not when such wonder filled her at his touch, when she felt such a powerful wanting; not when his eyes held such a tenderness, softening his own wanting—a hungry longing that she could read as clearly as her own.

  “No shame,” she said, and reached a hand to touch his lips. He lifted her then, carrying her to the bed, holding her strongly against one upraised knee as he pulled back the coverlet before laying her down upon the cambric sheet. He leaned over her, his arms braced on either side of her body, and licked the tip of her nose again so that she wriggled deliciously. The tip of his tongue explored her face, moistening her eyelids, her cheeks, tantalizing, sweetly playful at the corners of her mouth, nuzzling into the deep cleft of her chin. The hard bulge of his awakened manhood pressed against her thigh, and when he drew her hand down, guiding it to feel the power throbbing against the constraint of his breeches, she made no resistance, but her eyes widened at the thought of that power entering the narrow, unviolated portal to her body.

  Nick stood up to remove his hose and breeches, and Polly gazed upon the shaft, springing erect from the curly nest at the base of his concave belly. “Stand up,” he instructed softly, reaching a hand to help her as she got off the bed. “Hold me. You will not be frightened when you are acquainted with me in this way.” Again he guided her hand as she stood in front of him. She enclosed the pulsing root in her hand, feeling it hard yet pliant, the blood throbbing in the ridged veins against her palm. With her other hand, she touched the dark, flat buttons of his nipples, and Nick threw his head back on an exhalation of pleasure; his eyes closed as she continued to stroke him, tentatively at first, then with increasing confidence as she saw his pleasure and learned her own. His hands moved ’round to her buttocks, cradling the firm roundness as he drew her against him, so that his manhood pulsed strongly against her belly. He held her like that, until she leaned into him of her own accord, her legs parting in a natural movement indicative of the readiness of desire.

  “Lie on the bed now,” he whispered, easing her backward, turning her so that she lay again looking up at him, no awkwardness now, just unvarnished need in her eyes. “If I am not to hurt you,” he said, stretching himself beside her, “I must learn something of you.” He moved aside a heavy swatch of hair that concealed her breast, taking her nipple between his lips again as he stroked, long and languorously, down her length, feeling her relaxation under the almost hypnotic caress. This time her thighs parted for his probing fingers, which opened her gently, entered her to seek and find what he sought. Her hips arched involuntarily at this invasion. Her body tightened against the alien presence, but he gentled her with a soft word against her mouth, and proceeded inexorably to bring her to the edge of delight with the skillful play of his fingers.

  Polly felt the curling spiral tighten in her belly; her hips lifted and moved, responding to the rhythm of the presence within. Her head moved restlessly on the coverlet; hot blood surged through her veins, and that part of her body she had thought of as peculiarly her own responded to another’s possession. With an incoherent cry, she took her release in the only way possible, the muscles of thigh and buttocks tightening around his hand as the juices of arousal flowed sweet and her body opened in joy.

  N
ick swung himself across her supine body, stopping her mouth with his own as he guided his surging flesh within the still-pulsating gate. He knew now how deeply lodged was her maidenhead, and, with one determined thrust, plunged to her core. Her eyes opened, wide with shock, but in the aftermath of climax her muscles were capable of no resistance and the moment passed, to be remembered only as the briefest spark of an irrelevant pain.

  She looked up at him as he hung over her, raking her face for knowledge as he moved himself within, slow and easy now until she picked up the rhythm. She smiled suddenly. It was such a wonderful smile, so expressive of surprise and delight, that he laughed joyously.

  “I did not think it possible for you to be more beautiful,” he said with soft wonder. “But never have I seen such glorious radiance. I will take you now into a world outside this one, if you will give yourself into my charge.”

  “Gladly,” she returned, her eyes locking with his as he took them both to the outermost edge of bliss, to hover in a timeless, sensate universe until the ultimate could no longer be held at bay, and they slipped over the edge, into the beyond.

  Polly came back to a sense of the world around her very slowly. She opened her eyes to find Nick, propped on one elbow, smiling down at her. He brushed a lock of hair from her forehead and kissed her.” It appears that you are an apt pupil in everything, moppet.”

  “I do not think,” Polly said consideringly, “that I could have done otherwise than I did, sir. Matters seemed to take care of themselves.” Her eyes twinkled roguishly. “For which I must thank you, I suspect.”

  “You may thank me by using my name. I have asked you to do so once already this day.” His fingers traced the curve of her mouth.

  “I have a lamentable memory, Nicholas.” She sucked his finger into her mouth, curling her tongue, tasting the slight saltiness.

  “Then you had best set about improving it,” he retorted, running his free hand down her body in a leisurely caress, smoothing over the fine turn of a hip, one long damask-toned thigh, cupping the curve of her knee. She had the most beautiful knees; but then, it would be ridiculous for such perfection to be marred, even by something as insignificant as a knee, Nick reflected dreamily. Her body shifted in lazy response to the caress, and a bright smear of blood showed on her inner thigh.