by Lady Lissa
“What?” I asked.
“Are you crying because you’re happy or not?” he asked.
“Are you happy Christian?” I asked.
“Yes! I know this wasn’t planned but I could never be unhappy about a gift brought to us from God. This happened because it was meant to happen,” he said as he leaned in and pressed his soft lips against mine. I held on to this wonderful man that I had in my life, the father of my unborn baby and thanked God for sending me a real man.
“How far along are you?” he asked.
“Fourteen weeks, three and a half months,” I said smiling at him.
Nothing in the world could have prepared me for his reaction. He was actually happy about our baby. He wanted to have a baby with me.
“I love you Caramel,” he said and it was like music to my ears.
“I love you too Christian. I was so scared to tell you,” I said through happy tears.
“Is everything okay?” our waitress asked.
“Yes, can we just get the check please?” Christian asked and she went to get our check.
Christian paid our tab and we left hand in hand. When we got to his car he kissed me like he’s never kissed me before. While our other kisses were lust filled and rushed this one was soft and sensual. We got in the car and he drove towards the direction of his house.
When we made it to his house we couldn’t keep our hands off each other as we kissed hungrily. He led the way to his room and began undressing me and I undressed him. He lay me on the bed, spread my legs and put his face between my legs as he began to feast on my snack cake. I began to grind my hips into his mouth as he brought me to my first climax. My body shuddered as I moaned and cried out his name.
He lay on his back and we did the 69 position for what seemed like forever. As I sucked his dick he dipped his fingers into my cake and touched my G-spot making me cum instantly. I sucked and stroked and sucked and stroked his pipe until he came and I swallowed all his juices. I had never ever in my whole life performed this act on any man but love makes you do crazy things. As much as I thought I loved Scooby I guess I didn’t really love him at all since he never got this kind of special attention from me while we were dating. I went to the bathroom to rinse my mouth and gurgle with mouthwash and when I returned to the bedroom Christian was waiting for me with his dick standing straight up.
I climbed in the bed and straddled my man taking all of his dick inside me. We held each other and kissed as he made love to me for the first time. He stroked long and deep inside me as we continued to kiss. He removed his lips from mine and began to suck my breasts and my neck. Up until now he had never sucked on my neck or tried to leave a mark and I didn’t question him. I figured he never wanted to mark me up because we weren’t in a real relationship but now that we were having a baby maybe things had changed for him.
As he pumped harder inside me I screamed his name; I couldn’t help it because he was hitting my pussy in all the right places. When I felt my orgasm reaching the surface, I grinded my hips hard into his pelvis as he squeezed my breasts and we locked eyes.
“Arrrrgggghhhh! I love you Baby!” I screamed.
“I love you too Baby now turn that ass over,” Shine said as I got on all fours. He positioned himself behind me and inserted his dick inside me as he grabbed my hips and pushed his dick in and out. This was a wonderful feeling I had never experienced not even with Scooby.
He brought me to new heights as he hit my pussy from the back while rubbing my clit with his other hand. I didn’t know sex with a man you loved could feel this good. I felt my knees turning to pudding as he lifted my ass cheeks and went in deeper. Soon after we both came and collapsed next to each other in his bed. He wrapped one arm around my shoulder as I lay on it and put his other hand on my belly. I had just a little hint of a bump, certainly nothing I would have thought was a baby growing inside me.
“I love you Mel and I promise to be there for you and to take care of our baby,” he said as he rubbed my stomach.
“I was so scared to tell you because I didn’t know how you would react. After what happened between Shaniqua and Antoine I didn’t know what to think when it came to us,” I said.
“What happened between them could never happen to us because I’m a man. All this here is mine that I worked hard for. I never had a dad growing up because he’s in prison for armed robbery and murder. My mom took care of me and my brothers by herself and I promised myself that if I had a kid, I would be the kind of dad I wish I had,” Christian said.
“You and Antoine are so close yet so different,” I said as I stroked his chest.
“We’ve been friends since the first day of school and we’ve managed to maintain our friendship through a lot of his bullshit because he refuses to grow up. That’s my boy and I’d never wish anything bad on him but I wish he would get his act together before it’s too late,” he said.
“Do you know he ran out on Shaniqua and her mom when they told him that she was pregnant? She’s been calling him every day since and he hasn’t responded once. Why would he do that?” I asked.
“Well I don’t know but I can tell you that he’s been offshore for the past three weeks. He probably couldn’t answer even if he wanted to because we usually don’t have service out there. I hope that my boy works it out with her though at least for their kid’s sake,” he said.
“So you both work for the same company right?” I asked.
“Yea speaking of which, I gotta head back Tuesday,” he said.
“Awww! How long will you be gone Bae?” I asked.
“For like three months; we always stay out between twelve to sixteen weeks at a time,” he explained.
“Bae that’s a long time! Can’t you go for a couple of weeks?” I pouted.
“We are having a baby you know? If there’s one thing I know about kids is that they are expensive to care for. Food, diapers and all that other stuff like clothes, carseats, strollers, I need to work to support y’all,” he said.
“Yea I know and I appreciate you stepping up for us,” I said as I kissed him.
“Oh yea, you appreciate me huh? Show me how much you miss me,” he said stroking his already hard dick.
I opened my mouth and started sucking and stroking as he moaned and pumped his dick in my mouth. He began kissing me hard and next thing I know we’re going at it like rabbits again. I loved this man so much and as he punished my pussy with that big dick I moaned and screamed his name over and over again. After we were done with our love session we got dressed so he could bring me home because I knew my mom would be waiting for me.
“Can you come over tomorrow so we can tell my mom?” I asked.
“Yea I will, what time?” he asked.
“After church, I guess around one. I think we should tell her together because when you come back I’ll be almost seven months and I want her to know that you will be here for me,” I said.
“No problem, text me when you make it home. Now let’s get you home before your mom calls the cops and reports you missing,” we laughed and then he took me home.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN- MEGAN
Ant had been gone for almost two months and I missed him so much. I heard from him every once in a while because when he was on that water he hardly had service. I think since he had been gone I had spoken to him only twice and it didn’t take long before the line went dead. I hadn’t been feeling well for the past couple weeks and decided to go to the doctor for what I assumed was some lil stomach virus I couldn’t shake.
I signed in and had a seat in the waiting room. While I was sitting in the waiting room I overheard a girl talking to her mom and it put me on edge a bit.
“I told you that fuckin’ boy wasn’t gonna be there for you and that baby! Antoine ain’t nothing but a nigga out there playing games!” her mom said.
“Mom he does loves me! I spoke to Caramel and she said that Shine told her that Ant is offshore and that might be why I haven’t been able to reach him. You’
ll see, he will take care of us,” the young girl said.
When I looked at her stomach she looked to be about six months pregnant. I wondered what she was doing her in this office because my doctor was a general practitioner, not an obstetrician. The nurse called a Shirley Castle and the older woman went to the back office so I guess the girl was there to keep her mom company. As she rubbed her stomach she smiled as the baby moved about.
She saw me watching and asked, “What the fuck you lookin’ at?”
“I was just wondering how far along you were and I apologize if I was staring,” I said.
“How far I am is noneya because unless this is your baby, you need not worry about it,” the young girl said with an attitude.
“Can I ask you something please?” I asked.
“What the fuck could you possibly have to ask me? Do you know me or something?” she asked.
“No I’m sorry for eavesdropping but I overheard you and your mom talking about someone named Antoine. I was just wondering if he was your baby’s daddy?” I asked.
“What’s it to ya?” she asked staring at me like I had lost my mind.
“I have a boyfriend named Antoine but we call him Ant and he works offshore too. He has a friend named Shine also and that’s why I asked,” I said.
“Hold up! What the fuck you just say?” she asked.
“I said I have a boyfriend named Antoine,” I said again.
“Don’t mean he’s my Antoine! They must have a lotta Antoine’s out here; this ah big ass city yea!” the girl said.
“You’re right, but what if it is the same man?” I asked.
“What does he look like?” she asked.
“About six one, brown skin, and he has a diamond grill in his mouth. Oh yea and he drives a 2012 Monte Carlo, a blue one,” I said.
All of a sudden her face turned up as if she were fighting back tears. I didn’t mean to upset her but I wanted to know if Ant was indeed her baby’s daddy. I wanted to feel bad for her but after the way she just mouthed off to me I wasn’t fixin’ to apologize for how she felt.
The nurse called my name to the back and I stood up and went through the door. After my vitals were taken the nurse gave me a cup and asked for a urine sample. I went to the bathroom and peed in the cup. I brought the cup back out after having written my name on it and handed the sample to the nurse. She led me to the exam room where I sat and waited for my doctor to enter.
After waiting 25 minutes Dr. Mason entered the room and reviewed my chart. She asked, “How long has it been since your last period?”
“A couple of months ago but my cycle has always been irregular so that’s nothing new,” I said with a nervous laugh.
“Any other symptoms besides vomiting in the morning; any dizziness, fatigue, increase in appetite?” she asked.
“Well I’ve always been tired, my job is very tedious. I did have a lil dizzy spell a couple of times but assumed it was because of stress. Why all the questions? Is it something serious?” I asked getting nervous.
“Well nothing life threatening but your urine sample shows that you’re pregnant!” she stated.
I almost fell off the exam table. Did she just say that I was pregnant?
“Did you just say I’m pregnant?” I asked taking a huge gulp as I waited for her response.
“Yes and if it’s been about two months since your last cycle, my guess is that you’re almost two months pregnant. I am going to refer you to Dr. Young who is one of the best OB/GYN doctors in the area. He can schedule you an ultrasound but you have to wait until your fourth month for that. So what I am going to give you is a prescription for prenatal vitamins and my receptionist will call you when the appointment with Dr. Young has been made,” Dr. Mason said handing me the prescription and the chart.
I walked out of the exam room in a daze and approached the counter. I handed the receptionist my chart and she told me that she would contact me with the appointment. When I walked out the into the waiting room area the girl was still sitting there with the older woman. I heard the girl say, “That’s her! That’s the fat bitch that said she was Ant’s girlfriend,” right before I walked out. I had no idea they had been sitting there waiting for me until I heard the older woman call out to me.
“Hey! Hey you!” I heard the woman calling behind me but I pretended I didn’t hear her ass; hey was for horses so she had me fucked up.
“Excuse me! Damn Girl, I know damn well you hear me talking to you!” the woman yelled.
Against my better judgment I turned around to face the duo. I saw the young girl holding her stomach and looking as though she still wanted to cry.
“May I help you?” I asked.
“Yea my daughter told me that you have a boyfriend named Antoine, is that true?” she asked.
“Yes Ma’am,” I answered.
“So you and she have the same boyfriend?” she asked.
“I don’t know that Ma’am. For all I know my man and her man may not even be the same dude and she asked me how he look and,” before I had a chance to finish my sentence the young girl cut me off.
“I didn’t ask you shit! You the one was asking me all dem questions cuz you was ear hustlin’ and shit!” she cried.
“I apologized for eavesdropping, it’s just that when I heard the names Ant and Shine it caught my attention,” I said.
“So how long y’all been dating or sleeping together, whatever y’all doing?” the woman asked.
“My boyfriend and I have been dating almost three months,” I said.
“Why would Ant want you when he has me? He don’t even like fat chicks!” the young girl said.
“Shut the hell up Shaniqua!” the older woman told the young girl.
Turning her attention back to me she asked, “Have you spoken to your boyfriend since he been offshore?”
“Yes Ma’am but only a couple times though because it’s hard for them to get a signal out on the water,” I said.
I was getting sick of answering this woman’s questions but because I didn’t want any trouble from them I kept my comments to myself.
“Do you know when he will be back?” the older woman asked.
“Sometime next month,” I said.
“Well you tell him that his baby mama needs to see him and he better have some fuckin’ money to help support his kid!” she said.
“Okay,” I said.
I turned to walk to my car, taking a deep breath for being able to keep a level head and not pop off. When I opened the door to my car I heard the young girl say, “He don’t want you Fat Bitch! He was just using your ass! He don’t even fuck with fat chicks!”
I don’t know what was wrong with this young girl because I wasn’t fat in the least. I was thick but never fat but I guess to a lil skinny bitch like her, I was fat. I couldn’t wait to talk to Ant and ask him about this shit. This couldn’t be true that he has a baby on the way with that lil immature chick. And to top it off I had just found out that I was pregnant too. This couldn’t be true!
CHAPTER FIFTEEN- CARAMEL
When Christian and I told my mom that I was pregnant a month ago she wasn’t happy about it but she wasn’t mad either. Because Christian stood up and told her that he loved me and wanted to be there to support me with the baby, she took it well. I was now five months pregnant and making it through my senior year in high school. My eighteenth birthday was in two months and I was definitely looking forward to that. I would have the best birthday present because Christian would be coming back home.
When I saw Shaniqua at school waddling towards me that day I just knew from the look on her face that there was more drama in her neck of the woods. I was so happy that Christian hadn’t acted the way Ant did but I couldn’t share my happiness with her because she was so bitter.
“What’s up Girl and why you look like somebody stole your good shoes?” I laughed.
“You are never going to believe this! Yesterday I went with my mom to the doctor and I ran into this chick th
at was sitting in the waiting room. She told me that Ant is her man!” Shaniqua said.
“What?” I asked.
“Yea she had overheard my mom and I talking about Ant so when they called my mom to the back she started asking me questions,” she explained.
“What kinda questions?” I asked.
“Questions like did I say Ant was my baby daddy, was Shine his friend, did he drive a blue Monte Carlo, shit like that! I cannot believe he’s been cheating on me!” she cried.
“Well maybe you shouldn’t jump to conclusions; you should just talk to him about it,” I suggested.
“How can I talk to him when he won’t even answer my calls or text messages?” she asked.
“Well he is offshore Nae so I’m sure he doesn’t have any service. I know that Christian has been out there for a couple of months and I haven’t spoken to him that much,” I said.
“But you two have spoken right?” she asked.
“Well yea! He calls when he has service to check on me and the baby,” I said and as soon as the words escaped my mouth and I saw the look on her face, I regretted saying them.
“I’m sorry Nae, I just meant,” I was saying but she cut me off.
“Don’t apologize! At least your man is taking care of you and is happy about your baby. My man has been running ever since he found out. He is supposed to come back in a couple of days according to his “girlfriend” but do you think he’ll call to check on me? He won’t, he hasn’t called since I told him!” she cried and I held my friend because I could feel her pain.
Shaniqua and I had been friends for a long time and when she hurt, I hurt. I never wanted her to suffer like this and hoped that when she and Ant got together he would be a good man to her. I wasn’t going to feel bad that my man was standing by me and hers wasn’t but I felt bad for what she was going through. Why couldn’t we both have gotten good men that day? Here she was seven months pregnant and her man was cheating on her.
“Maybe you should talk with Mr. Peterson about what’s going on,” I suggested.
