by Lady Lissa
Mr. Peterson was our school counselor and he was a pretty good listener but this is not something I wanted to speak with him about; it was too personal and I felt way too stupid.
“I can’t talk to Mr. Peterson about this, it’s too personal!” she said.
“He might be able to help you in some way,” I said.
“No thanks, I rather talk to you,” she said.
“We better get to class before they count us absent,” I said.
We made our way to class and I hoped that she would find a way to get through this. We had been through a lot together and now we were going through our pregnancies together. She was in her seventh months while I was five and a half months. Our baby’s daddies were best friends and so were we so I hoped that she and Ant could find a way to work through their issues.
I don’t know what I would have done if Christian had treated me that way. I sat in class and thought about how much I loved him and our baby. I rubbed my growing belly as our baby moved around. I wanted to know the sex of the baby but didn’t want to find out until Christian was able to attend the ultrasound appointment with me.
When school was over I walked to the front of the building to wait for my bus to come and pick me up. I was getting tired riding the bus but my mom sure wasn’t gonna let me drive her car to school and she always had some excuse as to why she couldn’t drop me. Nae was also waiting for her bus so I sat with her and we talked about how our day went. While sitting with her my phone vibrated and when I checked the screen it said I had a new message from Christian. I immediately opened it and it said “I love and miss you.” I was so happy that I started to smile and Nae looked at me like she was pissed at me for being happy. This is exactly why I felt she needed to talk to someone else; all she did was complain about Ant and I could never share my happiness about my own man.
“What are you smiling like that for?” she asked while rubbing her belly.
“Oh nothing,” I said but I know that she knew I was lying because I couldn’t stop smiling.
“Oh so we keeping secrets now Mel?” she asked.
“No, I just don’t want you trippin’!” I said.
“Oh, so now I’m trippin’?” she asked.
“You know I didn’t mean anything by it Nae. I just got a message from Christian, that’s all,” I said.
“What did he say?” she prodded.
“He just said he loves and misses me,” I beamed.
“Well that’s nice,” she said but I could tell by the expression on her face that she was pissed.
“Nae why do you do that?” I asked unable to avoid this conversation any longer.
“Why do I do what?” she asked.
“Why do you get all uptight when I mention Christian? I know that you and Ant are going through something but why can’t you be happy for me? Why can’t you support me the way I’ve been here for you?” I asked.
“You’re buggin’! I am happy for you! Look, doesn’t this face look happy?” she asked as she plastered on a fake smile.
Before I could answer her bus pulled up and she stood up and said, “I’ll talk to you later.”
I prayed that this friendship could be saved because I loved Shaniqua like a sister but the way she had been treating me lately was just not right. I have always been there for her and now when she’s going through all this I’m still trying to be here for her, but she hasn’t been there for me. Her issues with Ant are making her bitter towards me because Christian wants to be here for me. I just didn’t get it.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN- ANTOINE
I was finally home after being on the water for three long months. I didn’t really mind though because it allowed me the time I needed to face the issues I needed to deal with concerning Shaniqua. I had my mom come pick me up because I wanted to surprise Megan since she didn’t know exactly when I was coming home. We had a partial conversation while I was away and even though I knew what she was asking I wasn’t ready to discuss Shaniqua with her so I pretended I couldn’t hear her and hung up on her. She couldn’t really get mad at me if we had a bad signal right?
Once I took a shower I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom because that’s all she was talking about on the ride home. I didn’t sweat it though because I got paid really well while I was away and the almost eight grand in my account proved that. I withdrew $1500 because I planned to give my mom one grand and keep the other five hundred for myself. I was gonna go see Meagan soon because to my surprise I had missed her ass a lot; more than I thought I would and hoped that she wasn’t still trying to discuss Shaniqua when I saw her.
I gave my mom the grand when I got home and she immediately called her friend Shirley from around the corner to see if she wanted to go to Harrah’s Casino. I just shook my head at her because I had given her that money for her bills and she couldn’t wait to spend it at the casino. I didn’t say anything to her about it though; let her enjoy herself.
I hit up Megan and after a couple of rings she finally answered.
“Hello,” she answered.
“Hey Baby, what you up to?” I asked.
“What do you want Ant?” she asked with an agitated voice.
“What do you mean what do I want? I’m home and I missed you Girl!” I said.
“I missed you too but we really need to talk; do you wanna come here or you want me to go there?” she asked.
“I’ll come to you,” I said.
“I’ll text you my address then,” she said and hung up without even saying goodbye.
Damn she sounded mad! When I was offshore she was tryna tell me some shit about Shaniqua and her mom but I went out there so I could get away from their asses, so I sure didn’t wanna hear about them. I don’t have time for this bullshit and Shaniqua knew what the deal was; her mom should have taken her to the doctor to get the pill. It’s her mom’s fault she was pregnant, not mine!
I arrived at Megan’s house and thought damn she had a nice crib! I knew she was doing well for herself but I didn’t know she was doing this good. Anyway I hoped after I gave her the flowers and she saw how good I looked and smelled, she would mellow out a little. A nigga can hope right? I rang her doorbell and waited for her to answer.
She opened the door and I greeted her with a smile but got a scowl from her in return. I passed by her giving her a kiss on the cheek since she wanted to act like that and put the vase with the flowers on her table. She closed the door and looked at me with her arms crossed over her chest.
“What’s wrong with you? I thought you’d be happy to see me!” I said getting a little attitude myself. I had missed her ass but I didn’t come over here for all this shit. She could miss me with that bullshit.
“Ant we need to talk about some shit that happened while you were gone,” she said with her lips all pouty.
“We can talk about anything you want, after you greet your man properly. I been gone for three long months and I missed you Boo,” I said as I pulled her to me for a hug. She acted like she wanted me to let her go but once I grabbed that ass and pressed my lips against hers she forgot all about being mad. She wrapped her arms around me as we kissed, our tongues doing the tango in each other’s mouths. I stroked her back a couple of times but my hands went back to her ass because she had a fat ass.
“Ummmmm! Now that’s what I’m talkin’ bout!” I said as we parted lips.
She smiled a little and said, “I did miss you, thanks for the flowers. They’re beautiful!”
“Not as beautiful as you though,” I said pouring the sweetness on real thick.
She smiled and said, “We still need to talk though Ant.”
I pulled her behind me as I went to sit on the sofa. I pulled her so she could sit on my lap and tell me what was so important. But when she sat down I immediately felt the feelings leave my legs as they began to feel numb. Yea, she’s a lil thick but dayyyuuuummmm, a nigga couldn’t feel his legs!
“Maybe you should sit right beside me so I could look into your
eyes,” I said not wanting to hurt her feelings.
She removed herself from my legs and sat on the sofa beside me. Oh my God! I still couldn’t feel my legs! I hope she didn’t paralyze my ass! As I turned my attention to her I tried to bring the feelings back in my legs.
“What do you wanna talk about?” I asked looking at her.
“I went to the doctor the other day and ran into your lil baby mama and her mom. Why didn’t you tell me that you had gotten some lil young girl pregnant?” she asked.
“Dayyuumm Girl, you just gon believe everything you hear? I don’t even hear you giving me the benefit of the doubt or nothing! You just automatically believe everything you hear huh?” I asked.
“I’m sorry but they just knew too much about you for this to be made up! So tell me what happened, is she having your baby?” Megan asked.
“Okay I did meet the lil chick a while back, but I ain’t fucked her! Do you know how young she is? I’m about to be 21 years old in like three days so do you really think I’d go around fuckin’ some lil high school teenie bopper?” I asked.
“Well she and her mom were adamant that you were the father of her baby. So if you didn’t sleep with her, why are they pointing the finger at you?” she asked.
“Hell if I know! Maybe because I work offshore and they chasing paper and tryna throw shade on a nigga! Maybe they just wanna keep you away from me! I bet you didn’t even think about that shit huh?” I asked.
“But they didn’t know anything about us. I found out about you from the conversation they were having about you while we were all sitting in the waiting room. She said that y’all loved each other and that you were going to take care of her and y’alls baby!” she said.
“Well I already explained myself and I don’t feel the need to discuss it anymore. I missed you and I need to feel my dick inside you Baby,” I said moving closer to her on the sofa now that I could finally feel my legs again.
“But Ant,” she protested.
“C’mon nah I said it ain’t my kid and I don’t wanna discuss the shit anymore!” I yelled just a little too loud for a nigga that was tryna get in her panties.
The look on her face let me know that she was hurt by my tone of voice but she needed to know that I was done talking about that shit.
“Look, I’m sorry for yelling but I missed you and I just wanna make love to my woman. Is that so bad?” I asked as I pressed my lips against hers and began to fondle her breasts. I noticed that her breasts had gotten a little rounder since the last time I saw her. I lifted her shirt and pushed up her bra as I took one of her breast in my mouth. I licked her nipple and sucked on it as I tried to get her sweatpants off. I put my hand in her panties and stuck three fingers in her pussy working them all around in there. Soon I felt her body shudder and my fingers were sticky. I looked her in the eyes and licked my fingers, every last one.
“Take off your clothes Baby and show your man how much you missed him,” I said as I began to remove my clothes.
I had all my clothes off and she was taking her sweet time with her own so I hurriedly pulled her pants off and threw her down on the sofa. I climbed on top of her and pushed my dick inside her with one huge thrust as she cried out. I put her thick legs on my shoulders and power drove my dick into her like a madman. I had been gone three months and I needed to feel her softness on me. Her pussy was so tight and wet and her body was so soft. I don’t usually date thick girls but I really enjoyed fuckin’ Megan. I watched my dick drive in and out of her fat pussy as she went crazy.
“You missed me Baby?” I asked.
“Yes, I missed you so much!” she cried.
“I missed you too and that fat pussy!” I said.
I was about to cum but I didn’t want to do that so soon so I pulled my dick out and stuck my face in between her big wet thighs. I licked and sucked her pearl as she moaned and fucked my face. I stuck those three fingers back inside her big pound cake and drove her crazy. When she nutted on my fingers again I said, “Turn that big ass over!”
She got off the sofa and I moved the coffee table to make room for us to get on the floor. I didn’t want us to break her sofa because I was fixin’ to go in hard. She got on the floor on her hands and knees and I rammed my dick inside her pussy from behind. She immediately let out a scream and I saw her juices on my dick again. I thought about how much she must have missed me to be cumming so much. I smiled at the thought as I pounded her pussy from behind while smacking her big fat ass. She had a fat ass but it wasn’t full of dimples and shit; it was round and firm. As I watched her big ass bounce on my dick I caught hold of her waist and slammed harder inside of her.
“Oh that’s it Baby, hit my spot right there!” she yelled.
“You love that dick? Tell me you love ma dick!” I ordered.
“I love your dick Baby!” she screamed.
She began throwing her pussy at me hard and I loved that shit.
“That’s right Girl, throw that pussy at me!” I ordered as she continued throwing it at me.
I lifted her ass cheeks so I could get in deeper and I was fucking the shit outta her and hitting that G-spot as she cried out in pain and pleasure. Finally I let my nut come out and I just threw one more deep thrust inside her grinding my dick hard into her vaginal walls. She began to tremble as she came and I smacked her ass one last time.
I removed my dick from her pussy and sat on the carpeted floor.
“Whew! Damn Girl you got some good pussy!” I said.
She just lay on the carpet trying to catch her breath. I knew it would be a while before she got up from her spot so I went in search of her bathroom so I could take a quick shower. When I finished taking my shower, I got dressed and came out to the living room to find Megan asleep on the floor right where I left her ass. I figured since she was sleeping she wouldn’t mind if I left for a bit, so I grabbed my keys and left to go holla at my boys. Shine was still offshore but I could go kick back a few with Luke.
When I pulled up to Luke’s place his girl was leaving to go to work. She looked at me like I was a piece of meat and I knew she wanted some of this dick but I wasn’t bout to fuck ma boy’s chick; that would have definitely been breaking the code. Luke and I had been hanging for the past three years, ever since Shine introduced us and he was cool people. As she continued to look at me I heard Luke say, “Don’t yo ass have to be at work?”
She smiled and slid behind the wheel of her car and left.
“Wassup Man?” I asked giving my nigga some dap as I walked in.
“Nothin’ much Dawg! Did you just get back?” he asked.
“Yea a few hours ago, so what’s been up?” I asked.
“Nothin’, been chillin’ since you and Shine was both on the damn water! How long you gon be home for?” he asked.
“Probably for a month or so,” I responded.
“Cool, so what you got going on later?” he asked.
“Tryna get into something yo! Came holla at you to see what you was up to but look like you puttin’ me out!” I said.
“Nah Man, nothin’ like that but this lil honey from 5th Ward asked me to come through so that’s what I was finna do. Homegurl is fine as fuck yo!” Luke said.
“Oh alright then handle ya business Man, I’ll hit you up later,” I said as we dapped it up again and we both walked out.
I got in my car and stopped by the store to get a fill up when I saw this cute lil chocolate honey eyeing me. I went in and paid for my gas and when I came out she was standing by my car. The first thing I thought was damn she thirsty but it wasn’t nothing a nigga won’t do to quench a thirsty bitch’s thirst.
“Can I help you?” I asked as I maneuvered around her to get to the gas tank and pump.
“Um, is your name Antoine?” she asked.
“Who wants to know?” I asked while sticking the gas pump in the tank and pressing the regular gas.
“Taylor, so is your name Antoine?” she asked again.
“Maybe, why do you
need to know that Taylor?” I asked her.
“Well I overheard this girl at school named Shaniqua talkin’ and she said that you were packing a big dick and you knew how to work it. I was just wondering if she was telling the truth?” she asked while licking her lips and twirling her hair around her finger.
I couldn’t believe this chick had just propositioned me to fuck! What the hell was up with these lil girls and their lil hot asses? But being that I had just came in from offshore where I spent the last three months masturbating while watching porn flicks, I was not fixin’ to pass no pussy up.
“And if she was?” I asked replacing the gas pump.
“I wanna find out,” she said.
“Look I’m not in the habit of going around giving this dick to just anybody,” I said.
“Are you really gonna just pass up my tight, wet pussy?” she asked lifting her skirt to show me she wasn’t wearing panties.
My eyes almost busted out of my head as I stood there looking at her lil chocolate mound. I guess I could spare a few minutes.
“My parents are at the casino for at least another four hours so we can go to my house. I don’t live far from here,” she said.
“Who you here with?” I asked.
“I walked; I told you I don’t live far from here,” she said.
“Aiight, hop in!” I said as she jumped in the passenger seat of my car.
She directed me to her house and in less than ten minutes we were there. She jumped out the car and bounced up the steps to unlock the door. As I made my way to the front door I took a look around making sure no one saw me go inside her house.
“C’mon Silly!” she said dragging me down the hall to her room once she closed the front door.
As I looked around her room it was decorated for a little girl, all pink and fluffy and shit. I almost turned around and walked out until she began pulling after my pants.
Before I could ask the question that was about to escape my lips she was on her knees pulling my dick from my pants. She gasped at the size of it and stroked it long and hard. As it began to come to life she wrapped her lips around it and began to suck on it. I was surprised at how good and experienced she was; almost as if she had been sucking dick her whole life. I moaned as she sucked and wet my dick up real good. I grabbed her head and began to pump my dick inside her mouth fast causing her to choke on it a couple of times. When I felt it was wet enough I lifted her in the air as she let out a little squeal of pleasure.
