Mine (Winterburg Book 1)

by Linz VonC

  He spoke so calmly it frightened me. Luke’s hands pulled at Cal’s, as he struggled to breathe.

  "Cal, let him go, let him go!" I screamed, pulling at his arms desperately.

  Cal threw him onto the bonnet. "Get the fuck away from us."

  Luke sat up, gasping for breath. He stared at me in horror.

  "You chose this? This fucking monster?"

  He slid off the bonnet and started to walk away.

  "Oh and Luke," called Cal, "She's not frigid, not in the slightest." he smirked as Luke’s face fell.

  "But you said, Gretch, you said..."

  Cal stood in front of me, his eyes glittering dangerously as he glared at me.

  "Get in the car. Now." He barked, his voice shaking with anger as he guided my arm to the passenger door. Tears fell down my face, as I gulped, noticing Cal’s eye had started to swell and blood was trickling from his lip. He slammed my door shut, moving to the driver’s side in record speed. I gazed at his wounds, my hand at my mouth as he shook his head dismissively.

  "I'm ok." He snapped as I put my hand to his face. "So you kissed him?"

  He slammed his hand on the steering wheel, turning to face me. "He kissed you, and you fucking kissed him back? You are MINE." He roared.

  Tears fell down my face as I reached for him, despite my terror.

  "I did it because I am used to it! It's a shit reason but it is the truth. I felt NOTHING Cal, and I knew I was doing the right thing leaving him."

  He started the ignition and the car screeched away, causing me to fall into the side of the door. He looked at me in alarm and I held my hand up.

  "I'm ok..." I mutter.

  "Don't ever kiss anyone else, ever again. Those lips are mine, you belong to me."

  His voice was husky, and despite the dark tone in his voice, my body felt alive with passion. I should have felt worried, scared or wary but all I felt was content. We drove to his house in silence. As we walked in we saw Alice at the kitchen table drinking a glass of white wine.

  "Cal! Honey what happened!"

  She barely glanced at me as I followed him in, exhausted from the day. I quickly sent a text to my Mom, telling her I was studying with Cal and that I would be home later. It wasn't far from the truth, not really. Cal reassured his Mom he was ok and he held his hand out to me.

  "Gretchen is...not with Luke anymore."

  Alice gazed at him, her green eyes seeming to mirror his.

  "Is that what this is? You had a fight with your cousin over Gretchen?"

  I put my head down in shame. Cal ran his hands through his hair.

  "She is with me now."

  His mother looked over at me.

  "I see. Well if you are happy, I'm happy. But try not to cause any more trouble with your cousin. I'm sure he is hurting quite a bit losing a beautiful girl such as yourself Gretchen."

  I blushed as I smiled. "Thank you Alice. Cal is...amazing."

  She nodded as she saw the two of us exchange a look.

  "But we really do have a project to work on. So we will go and do that now if that's ok."

  Cal muttered and pulled my hand towards the stairs.

  His mother sat back down and drained her glass of wine.

  'I hope that girl knows what she is doing.' She muttered to herself, massaging her temples.

  We walked into his room, and he pulled me over to the bed. I kissed him carefully, avoiding his split lip as best as I could.

  "I'm so sorry he hit you." I whispered, my mouth close to his.

  He licked his lip, wincing slightly as he shrugged.

  "It’s ok, you are worth it."

  He stared at me as he ran his hands through my curls and down my body. He continued to kiss me, lying me down on his bed, his hair falling into my eyes.

  "I really want you. All of you..." He whispered.

  I allowed myself to relax into his arms, unable to fight my body’s desire anymore.

  "Cal I haven't...I haven't done this before." I stammered as I felt my hands shake with my nerves.

  He stopped and stared at me, frozen temporarily.

  "Really? You've never slept with anyone?"

  He was in total disbelief. I shook my head, biting my lip. His eyes moved to my mouth, before he sat back and exhaled.

  "I'm not going to make you do anything you don't want to do. I can always have a cold shower you know." He smiled at me, then grimaced as his lip let out fresh blood. I leaned forward and kissed him.

  "I don't want to wait. I want to be with you in every way possible..."

  He pulled me onto his lap.

  "I'm not gonna lie, I really find it difficult being with you and not being able to completely fuck you the way I want to."

  I sucked in my breath as he began to slide my top over my shoulders, kissing me softly as I closed my eyes with delight.

  'So do it then.' I breathed, terrified of what was about to happen, but at the same time feeling incredibly sure it was what I wanted. He was the most beautiful man inside and out, and not fucking him felt wrong. He gazed at me.

  'You're perfect Gretchen, honest to fucking god. I have never felt this way, ever. But there are some things you need to know about me.....'

  I raised my fingers to his mouth and said, ' This first. Therapy after yeah?'

  He laughed then, climbing onto the bed with me, kissing me so hard I could taste his blood in my mouth.

  His mouth was on mine, his tongue dancing deliciously with mine as I felt myself moan against him. His fingers moved slowly under my top, dancing against my skin as he gazed at me, his head moving down so his lips could meet the skin now cold without his fingers. I looked down, seeing his mop of blonde hair resting on my stomach as he trailed kisses down to the tip of my jeans. He looked up at me as he loosened the buttons, hearing me gasp with anticipation. I was beyond nervous, but it was because his beauty made me that way. His manly presence left me awe, after years of dealing with mere boys. He may be the same age, but for some reason he was worlds apart. His lips kissed the bare skin left behind from the waistband of my jeans that he had slid down, ever so slightly. My breathing hitched as he sat up on his knees, tugging my jeans off slowly as he discarded them on the floor.

  His gaze swept up my thighs, settling on my underwear which I feared was revealing far too much of my core. He pulled off his t shirt, dropping it to the floor as my breathing increased; my lungs gasped for air as I studied his perfect form. He sank to his knees, his mouth littering soft kisses on my inner thighs as air inhaled sharply. I'd done this before with Luke, and it wasn't something I'd ever enjoyed. But he continued, his fingers lacking with mine as he moved further up to my core, sliding my underwear down my thighs as he smirked at me.

  "Let me do this, and I promise you'll enjoy it." He murmured confidently, as I sank back into the bed, my fingers gripping the sheets as he suddenly buried his head in between my thighs. His tongue slid expertly between my folds as I felt myself shudder with delight. I bit my lip as he sucked on my clit, his finger ever so softly moving around the entrance to my core as I clenched instinctively.

  "Relax baby. I can stop anytime you want me to."

  His breath on my exposed core made me tingle and shiver, as he suddenly slid his finger softly inside of me, muttering under his breath.

  "I won't last with you."

  I arched my back as he moved his mouth against me, my body bucking against him as he reduced me to a wreck. Every time I felt close, he stopped, kissing me softly.

  "Cal, I'm ready." I gasped, pulling him up to me, his throbbing cock pressing against my wet slit as I began to shiver in delight.

  "Oh I don't know if you are, Raven." He murmured against me, his lips suddenly on my neck as I felt him grab something from the bedside table. I kissed him, noting the taste of me on his tongue as he shifted me carefully beneath him. His breathing was heavy as he lifted the condom packet for me to see.

  "Are you absolutely sure?"

  "Cal, please." I begged as h
e tore it open with his teeth, pulling out the condom as I watched him roll it onto his alarmingly large cock.

  "I can stop, anytime." He murmured again, as I nodded. I was part terrified, part desperate to feel him inside of me, when I felt it press against me. I bit my lip as I arched back, sucking in a breath. He continued to move slowly, gazing at me as I tried to ignore the agonising pain. Where was the pleasure everyone spoke of?

  "Baby, it will hurt. It will feel better soon, I swear. Do you want me to stop?" He whispered as he held himself up on his forearms, gazing at me intensely as I shook my head.

  "No. Just do it the way you think." I managed.

  He nodded, his mouth on mine as he kissed me, moving slowly inside of me as my body tried to accommodate his size, the walls stretching around him as I saw him bite his lip as though it was causing him pain too.

  "Ok, it's in, all the way. I'll go as slow as I can."

  As he moved inside of me I gripped his back, as the pain began to subside, replaced by an insanely pleasurable feeling. Combined with his delicious kisses and his voice in my ear, I began to see what all the fuss was about.

  "Oh god, Cal, yes." I moaned, as he laughed softly against me.

  "Sshh, you've still gotta be quiet."

  It was then that as my pain subsided, he began to pick up pace, making me moan so loudly he covered my mouth with his.

  "I swear, I won't last if you keep moaning like that."

  I didn't care, my fingers digging into his back as he groaned, leaning up to watch his cock slide in and out of me slowly.

  "You're insane, Gretchen."

  I lifted my legs around him as he buried himself deeply inside of me, my hands clawing at him as he finally lost himself. His body was slick with sweat as his finger slid down to my core, massaging my sweet spot as I covered my own mouth from crying out as I felt my body spasm in a way I had never experienced before.

  "Cal." I moaned as he seemed to halt for a minute, holding his breath before he gasped loudly, letting out groans as he seemed to shudder between my thighs. Had he come? I lay completely still, as I heard him chuckle softly in my ear.

  "Are you ok? I'll take it out now, real slowly."

  I gazed at him as he moved from within me, leaving me feeling totally empty. How had I ever felt complete before? He stood up, handing me some tissues as he smiled.

  "You're incredibly wet."

  I cringed, pushing the tissue between my thighs as I felt the intense wetness. I panicked when I saw blood on the tissue, but it was combined with a lot of my own juices that I didn't worry too much.

  "It’s normal to bleed. Don't panic." He said softly, walking over to me as he helped slide my underwear back up, rubbing his hands on my thighs as he gazed at me.

  "Are you alright? How was it?"

  I sat up, pushing my hair out of my eyes as I stared at him.

  "Are you for real right now? That was... mind-blowing. How many girls have you been with exactly?' I exclaimed as his eyes widened.

  "It’s irrelevant." He said dismissively as I frowned.

  "Why is it?" I demanded, as he held my gaze.

  "Because now none exist. It's only you. I've got a feeling you're gonna be my forever."

  Chapter 7

  I felt like everyone would see there was something different about me. Did I look different? I certainly felt different. I felt like a woman. I'm so glad I didn't do it with anyone else. Cal was perfect, in every way. He took his time, continually asking me if I was ok throughout. I have never felt yearning like it before. I almost got angry with how slow he was making us go. But then he took it to a different level entirely, and I felt as though those final moments were out of this world. If I thought I wanted him before, it was nothing compared to the way I felt for him now. I leaned on my side and smiled at him.

  "I don't suppose we can do more of that...." I whispered.

  He looked over at me, his hair messy. "Come here." He pulled me close to him. "I fucking adore you."

  I pulled the duvet close to my chin, snuggling closer to him.

  "I don't ever want to go home." I murmured. I buried my face into his neck, inhaling the delicious smell of his aftershave. He sat up and looked down at me.

  "Finish school first, then we will be together. Properly."

  I gazed up at him. "You serious?"

  "You make me want to be a better person Gretchen. You make me wish I could rewind my life and do things differently."

  He rubbed his head and seemed to be lost in thought.

  "Rewind your life how?" I asked, my fingers trailing down his chest.

  He sighed. "I've done some unsavoury things babe. With some pretty nasty people. I would never want you to get involved with any of that, ever."

  He seemed so angry, his jaw clenched as he thought. I felt scared, not of him, but of what he had done. I sat up, pulling the duvet around me for modesty, my dark curls spilling over my shoulder.

  "Do you wanna tell me about it?"

  He shook his head.

  "Not today. Today has been pretty strange as it is. But we just made it spectacular didn't we?"

  I blushed and held his gaze.

  "Yeah we did."

  I reached over and grabbed my phone out of my bag. I had a text from my Mom asking me what time I was due home. I groaned and Cal looked at me with exasperation.

  "What now?"

  "No it's cool, just my mom wanting me home soon."

  He laced his fingers through mine.

  "Until tomorrow then?" He whispered softly.

  I stood and dressed quickly, still feeling odd about him seeing me completely naked. He watched me sliding my jeans back on. I stared at his tanned body and remembered my legs wrapped around it less than ten minutes earlier. He caught me staring.

  "Want me to walk you home like this or shall I get dressed fully?"

  He winked at me and I giggled.

  'You might cause quite a stir walking around like that."

  He walked over to me and kissed me slowly. It felt different, more intense, more passion.

  "I really don't want you to go." He muttered. 'How long we got left of school?!"

  I met his gaze and I bit my lip.

  "Don't keep biting those lips, Raven. It’s my job."

  My heart thudded in my chest.

  "You don't have to walk me home you know." I said half-heartedly.

  He didn't respond other than to roll his eyes at me. We made our way downstairs and thankfully no one was in. I had an image of his mother glaring at me like she knew what we had done. To be fair, if anyone was in, surely they would have heard it, I smirked to myself. He held my hand and walked me home. He waited at the end of the drive until I blew him a kiss from the front door and closed it. I leaned against the door and breathed in the delicious smell of casserole.

  "Mmm, something smells good."

  I dropped my bag down on the stairs and walked into the kitchen where my mom stood over the stove.

  "Hey stranger! I feel like I barely see you these days. Where have you been?"

  I was so nervous she would look at me and just KNOW. I shrugged.

  "I have been with Cal, studying remember?''

  She put down the spoon and looked over at me with interest.

  "So, this Cal..."

  She raised her eyebrows, clearly wanting me to elaborate. I couldn't stop smiling.

  "He's really nice mom, he's new in town. They don't live far from us."

  She nodded. "I see. Does this Cal have anything to do with you falling out of love with Luke?" I stopped and stared at her.

  "Oh! Erm, maybe a little..."

  She wiped her hands on a towel and frowned at me.

  "Are we going to get to meet Cal?"

  I rolled my eyes and headed towards the stairs.

  "Yeah of course, not sure when though. I'm just going to shower."

  I pulled my phone out and saw a text from Rosie.

  The Rink, tomorrow night, girls ONLY.X


  I texted her back happily.

  Yes, thank you. Just what I needed. Hope you are ok, lots to tell you... ;)

  She immediately replied with a;