The Battlefield Series 3: Trusting Love (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Dixie Lynn Dwyer

  “You’re safe with us. Always,” Milton said and she closed her eyes the moment his lips touched her bare shoulder and neck.

  She forced the memories of the attack by Collin and Steven out of her head. They had no place here. Not with her and these men. She opened her eyes and lifted higher so she could get into a better position to kiss Nevin. In her peripheral vision she saw Jack and Jesse watching and surprisingly, it turned her on.

  “Your pace, Carina. You’re in control,” Nevin whispered and she felt relieved, scared, but totally aroused. She wanted so much. She was tired of pushing these men away when they made her feel so good, so right and safe.

  She pressed her lips to Nevin’s and explored. She cupped his cheeks and moved over him, pushing one thigh between his legs. She tightened only a moment when she felt his palm over her lower back and then to her ass, shifting her slightly. He moaned into her mouth, giving her more confidence in being in control of this kiss, this moment with Nevin and his brothers. So when a second set of hands began to caress up her calf and then over her ass squeezing, she didn’t panic, instead she moaned into Nevin’s mouth.

  She was feeling so out of control she thought maybe she was being too brazen and needed to slow things down. As she pulled from Nevin’s mouth he opened his eyes just as she did and he smiled. Then his eyes moved slightly to look over her shoulder.

  “I think my brothers need some kisses, too.”

  She turned to look at Milton and he leaned over, ran his hand along her waist as she shifted the other way and she kissed him. Now she was on her back, running her fingers through Milton’s hair as she kissed him and he pressed over her slightly. She lifted her leg up and he released her lips and smiled softly. Then she felt the palm moving along her ankle and inner thigh. She glanced down and there was Jesse.

  Milton moved to the side and Jesse crawled right up between her legs, spreading her thighs wider as she ran her fingers through his hair and waited for him to get close enough to kiss. He lifted up and then gave her a wink right before he kissed her.

  Jesse let her lead, and she took her time, focused on the scent of his cologne, the feel of Jesse’s muscles and knowing that the others were close by. It helped her to get through that uneasy feeling of having a man between her legs with his weight weighing down on her. These were all big men. Muscular, capable men. That thought had her slowing down the kiss just as Jesse’s hand cupped her breasts and she felt his thumb smooth over her nipple.

  Her lips parted as she released his.

  “Jesse,” she whispered.

  He held her gaze and she absorbed those dark, sexy eyes of his, the black whiskers growing along his chin and jaw that made him look rugged and sexy. He had an ultimate fighter kind of body. Thin, fit, muscles with mega definition.

  “I love your body, and I’m so happy to be here with you right now,” Jesse told her then leaned down and kissed the bridge of her nose.

  She smiled as he eased up and then she looked at the edge of the bed. Jack was kneeling there with his hands on his thighs, his feet tucked underneath him and such a serious expression it made her feel like her heart skipped a beat.

  She lifted up, and the others gave her room to kneel. She smoothed out her skirt and stared at him.

  “Jack?”

  “If I remind you of him, of them, then I don’t want to ruin this,” he said to her and swallowed hard. She immediately shook her head and crawled to him and then knelt in front of him. She placed her hands on his shoulders.

  “No, it was just the uniform, and me being silly. I know you’re not like them,” she said to him.

  He reached out and ran a palm along her hip, pulling her closer.

  “How do you know? How can you be sure that the fact I’m law enforcement and a soldier, and my brothers soldiers, won’t make you hold back and fear us? I don’t want you to fear me, baby,” he said softly and tears filled her eyes.

  “I don’t want to fear you either. I’m here right now, aren’t I? I’m trying, Jack. I’m so scared I’m shaking, but I’m trying.”

  He licked his lower lip and once again she realized just like his brothers he was giving her the lead, and letting her make the moves. She stared up into his dark brown eyes and then lifted up to kiss his lips. When their lips met, everything was perfect. She kissed four men one after the next, she let them care for her, stroke her, and she wanted more. As Jack began to lower her back down to the bed, she shifted her legs and he slid between them. She ran her fingers through his hair as he deepened the kiss. He shifted lightly to the right and that’s when she felt the palm of his hand slide up her thigh under her skirt to her hip.

  He pressed his tongue deeper and she moaned into his mouth. She was turned on, feeling ready to push her new-found courage a little further. So when he lifted up and ran a finger along the thin string of her panties and then her groin, she didn’t stop him. She gripped his shoulders.

  When their lips parted, his expression as still firm as he stroked her groin gently.

  “Feel good?” he asked in a whisper.

  She nodded.

  “You’re not scared?”

  “No.”

  He gave a small smile and then licked his lower lip.

  “Good.”

  He moved that thick digit closer to her mound and she tilted her hips up in response to his teasing. “More?” he asked her. Then leaned closer and kissed her lips. She shifted her pussy closer to his finger, giving him her response. When she felt his finger smooth over her clit and then press lower, she moaned into his mouth.

  Back and forth he teased her pussy and her juices immediately flowed. As his finger slid slightly into her cunt she gasped and held on to him.

  He released her lips.

  “Want me to stop?” he asked. He was being so patient. Tears stung her eyes, her mind tried to bring back her fears and make her resist the comfort, the arousal, the purity of this moment with Jack and she wouldn’t let it.

  “Don’t stop, Jack. It feels good,” she whispered.

  Jack slid his finger deeper and immediately began to stroke her cunt. In and out he brought her arousal higher and higher.

  “So giving and beautiful. We’ll never hurt you, honey. We’ll always take our time,” Nevin said to her. She glanced at him, could see the arousal in his eyes and in Jesse’s, who were next to one another and watching Jack finger her cunt. That look in their eyes did her in and she felt her core tighten and then she came.

  The bed dipped and Jack moved a little to the side, and Milton took Jack’s place. She locked onto Milton’s eyes as he moved between her legs and placed his hands on her ankles. He stroked her calves.

  “Are you okay for more?” he asked and she knew what he wanted to do. She nodded her head and he and Jack pulled down her panties. Immediately her skirt lifted to her waist and Milton lay down between her legs and she felt his warm breath caress her folds.

  In and out she breathed through the anxiety, the nervousness, and fears, but they were minimal. Her men were taking them all away and replacing them with pure, sincere care.

  When she felt his finger stroking her, she looked down to see him staring at her pussy. He licked his lips and then stuck his tongue out and began to taste her. Again her body reacted and she gasped.

  Jack cupped her cheeks.

  “You’re so brave and sweet. Let us pleasure you tonight, honey. Let us take their touch, the pain they caused away, and replace it with something beautiful and whole.”

  She moaned softly as Milton’s ministrations had her thrusting her hips upward and him sucking her clit harder.

  She kissed Jack deeply and then felt Milton’s tongue lick her from cunt to anus and then back and forth over and over again. When he added a finger to her pussy and then one to her ass, she lost it.

  She pulled from Jack’s mouth and cried out her release.

  Milton sucked harder and harder then pulled fingers from both holes and sucked some more. It was pure torture and pleasure combi
ned.

  As she came down from her orgasm she felt Milton’s lips kissing along her inner groin all the way down to behind her knees. Jack smiled and she knew she must look like a total bag of mush right now.

  “Our turn,” Nevin said and Jesse rubbed his hands together.

  “Oh, yeah,” Jesse said and Milton chuckled.

  “She tastes incredible,” Milton told them and leaned up to kiss her on the mouth as Jack moved out of the way. She could taste herself on his tongue as he ravished her mouth and she squeezed him to her chest. He nipped her skin and she gasped. “Milton.”

  He winked.

  “Jesse and Nevin are waiting.”

  Jesse immediately took his place and then leaned over her to smile.

  “Thank you, for taking the first step and for letting us in. You won’t regret it, sweetie,” he said and kissed her sweetly.

  When he released her lips, Nevin was there.

  “Feel okay?” he asked.

  She stared at the town doctor, the handsome sexy soldier who wanted her to be his woman. She felt a series of goose bumps and sort of giddiness inside of her. These four men were incredible. As he leaned closer Jesse began to kiss along her inner thighs. She shivered with anticipation. She was shocked she was letting them do this to her, yet it felt so right.

  “You’re strong, and gorgeous, and we’re going to take good care of you. I promise, Carina,” Nevin told her then kissed her.

  She reached up and ran her fingers through his thick, black hair. She tightened up as Jesse used his thumbs to spread her pussy lips and then licked along her sensitive flesh.

  It didn’t take long for those feelings of arousal and need to come, to begin filling her body, making her moan and rock her hips.

  When Jesse alternated tongue and fingers she pulled from Nevin’s lips and cried out her first small release. Nevin’s mouth moved along her neck and then her throat to her breast. Her blouse was open and he maneuvered between her breasts and then licked inside of the cup, making her push her chest against his mouth. Up and down she shifted, thrusting her needy cunt against Jesse’s mouth and fingers and then pushing her breast upward against Nevin’s mouth.

  She felt Nevin’s hand move between her breasts and then the clip come undone. Her breasts were released from the bra but her blouse was still buttoned.

  “Oh, God, please don’t stop. Don’t stop,” she cried out as Nevin undid the rest of the buttons, releasing her breasts.

  “Sweet mother,” Jack exclaimed from the side of the bed and then Nevin suckled a nipple into his mouth and feasted on one breast.

  The bed dipped and Jack moved in to take a taste of her other breast. Three men feasted on her and Milton needed to join in, too. He caressed the hair from her cheeks and forehead then leaned over. “You’re a goddess, baby. So incredible,” he said and kissed her on the mouth. She felt her pussy swell as Jesse fingered her cunt then nipped her clit. Nevin and Jack tugged on her nipples and then suckled more of her breasts into their mouths. It was all too much.

  She pulled from Milton’s lips and cried out her release.

  Jesse slurped and suckled her cream as Jack and Nevin continued to feast on her breasts until they had their fill.

  As they all settled down, they took care of her. They spread kisses against her mound, her inner thighs, her belly and breasts and then each of them kissed her one after the next and said thank you. All she kept thinking was that this was a dream and she should be thanking them. After all, because of this connection and attraction, she actually felt ready to give love a chance and let these four men into her heart and her body fully.

  * * * *

  “Are you hungry? Milton and I made some dinner,” Jesse asked Carina. He couldn’t stop touching her. He ran his palm along her ankle and calf then up under her skirt. Back and forth he caressed her as she lay on her side facing Jack.

  Milton caressed her back and Nevin sat up and looked at his cell phone.

  “You cooked dinner while I slept?” she asked and sat up.

  Jesse glanced at Milton and gave her a wink.

  “We weren’t leaving you. Not with how you were feeling,” Jesse told her.

  “You’re our responsibility now,” Milton added.

  Her face changed and she seemed a little upset at his words. She looked away and worried her bottom lip.

  “Carina?” Jesse said her name.

  “I get it. The whole guardian thing, right?” she asked.

  Now that Carina explained about what happened to her, Jesse realized he and his brothers really needed to show her how special she was to them.

  “Not because of the guardianship, but because we want you to be our woman. We need to show you how life will be as you accept us as your men. It means we’ll take care of you and provide for you,” Milton said.

  “Protect you,” Jack added.

  “Why do you want me?” she asked and her cheeks turned a nice shade of red.

  “For so many reasons. Like how you make us feel. How we can’t seem to think of anyone or anything else but being with you, seeing you, being able to proclaim that you belong to us and we belong to you,” Jesse told her.

  She smiled.

  “You make it sound so amazing, so possible,” she replied.

  “It is possible. Tonight, being here with us, letting down your guard enough to let us love you only shows a small amount of what this relationship will someday be,” Milton stated.

  Jesse took her hand and they clasped fingers.

  “I didn’t think I could ever feel happy, or remotely close to it,” Carina told them.

  Nevin leaned over and caressed her hip.

  “We understand how big of a chance you’re taking on us, on a relationship like this.”

  “But I was okay just now. I pushed the bad memories away and focused on the four of you. On how good you make me feel. How safe I am when you all surround me,” she admitted.

  “That’s a good thing, baby. You’re always safe with us,” Jack said to her.

  She was quiet and Jesse worried.

  She reached up and caressed Jack’s cheek.

  “I went to see Cesar today.”

  Jesse looked at Nevin but he remained straight faced.

  “Did it help?” Jack asked.

  “Yes, it did. I told him all about what happened, and my fears. He told me to trust you and your brothers and to accept your guardianship.”

  Jack smiled and pressed closer to kiss her lips. Her hand moved from his face to his chest and then he released her lips.

  “Smart man,” he said and she gave a small smile.

  “I trust him to steer me right. Repose hasn’t done anything to make me question the town or those in charge. In fact, I more than likely would be in a bad situation if I hadn’t come here.”

  Nevin touched her shoulder. She looked at him.

  “Can you tell us about your fears? About what you think may be going on in that town you grew up in?”

  She brought Jack’s hand to her belly and let it lay flat there while Jesse still held her other hand.

  She exhaled and then started to explain.

  “So Steven never let on to wanting a ménage relationship?” Jesse asked. She shook her head.

  She started telling them about the rumors, and about hunting parties and women on display. She also mentioned the town officials and sheriff, and their involvement in corruption. Everything she explained were things she could have misconstrued, or maybe read into. Yet Jesse felt like there was something there. A quick glance at Nevin, who was squinting and straight faced, validated Jesse’s feelings.

  “You never noticed anything growing up there? No other men took an interest in you?” Nevin asked.

  “Plenty of guys asked me out. My grandparents were strict though. They lived on the edge of town, kept to themselves, and it wasn’t until I was in high school that I met Steven. The other town people, the older men were very nice, and it seemed like the typical town where people knew
one another and said hello. Like I said, my grandparents were pretty protective.”

  “How did you meet Steven?” Jack asked.

  She swallowed hard. Jesse could tell she was getting upset at the questions.

  “I first met him one night when my friends and I snuck out to a party a few towns over. He noticed me right away. We started talking and I knew he was older, but my friends pushed me to talk with him more. They all thought he was good looking. I actually blew him off.”

  “Why?” Milton asked her.

  “I don’t know, I think it was a combination of my inexperience and this sensation like he was trouble, or I was in over my head.”

  “But you wound up going out with him?” Jesse asked.

  “No, I left the party when my friend drank too much. I wound up having to drive them all home. The next day when I was driving my friend’s car back to her house, I got pulled over by a police officer. I panicked because I didn’t know where Sally left her documents and then hoped everything was up to date. When the cop came to my door it was Steven. I was shocked.”

  “Did he seem shocked?” Nevin asked.

  She thought about it a moment. Jesse felt his gut clench.

  She shook her head. “Steven was never caught off guard or shocked at anything. He was always in charge, always steps ahead. Even when I would panic about exams and finals in college, he calmed me down and helped me to see how prepared I actually was. He was a rock.”

  Jesse got some really bad gut feelings about this guy, this situation and about how far in advance Steven had spotted Carina and chose to do the things he did. It seemed to him that Steven was a predator. Carina never saw any of the danger coming. It made him have more questions and feel sick and angry.

  “How did your grandparents feel about Steven?” Nevin asked.

  “They didn’t like him and were super surprised to find out I was dating him.”

  “You stayed with him anyway?” Milton asked.

  She looked at Milton. Jesse was shocked when she sat up and started getting off the bed.