Strangers

by David Moody

  ‘What are you doing, Scott? I nearly crippled myself just then.’

  ‘What’s it look like I’m doing?’

  He didn’t give her time to answer, just swung a sledgehammer at the wall between the kitchen and dining room. It hit with a deep thud which resonated throughout the entire house. Everything in the kitchen shook. It snowed with dust. She dived for the still wet washing-up on the draining board, re-wiping and shoving plates and dishes into cupboards, cringing as the sledgehammer hit again. And again. And again.

  She covered up what she could, then waited in the doorway for him to stop, watching the knee-level hole in the wall getting bigger and bigger. Already there were mounds of plaster and broken brick on either side.

  ‘What?’ he said, panting with effort, pausing for breath.

  ‘You pick your moments.’

  ‘Don’t talk to me like that.’

  ‘Well I’ve tried being tactful and that doesn’t seem to work. I thought we were going to wait a while.’

  ‘This needs doing.’

  He turned his back on her, adjusted his safety goggles, then swung the sledgehammer again. Three more hits and he stopped, conscious she was still there and still watching.

  ‘What’s your problem?’

  She just looked at him, seething. ‘A bit of notice would have been nice.’

  ‘I told you, this is the most important job. This needs doing first.’

  ‘I thought we were waiting,’ she said again.

  ‘Waiting for what?’

  ‘Waiting to get back on our feet, to get some cash behind us again. I thought you’d at least wait until we’d finished unpacking.’ She peered through the hole. ‘The carpet in the dining room’s ruined.’

  ‘We were gonna change it anyway.’

  ‘That’s not the point. We can’t afford to change it, not yet. You know that. We talked about it.’

  Three more hits. After the third strike Scott waited for the dust to settle.

  ‘I don’t know what your problem is,’ he said.

  ‘Where do you want me to start? Summer’s over, Scott. With a bloody great hole in the wall we’ll lose the heat.’

  ‘Not when I’ve finished.’

  ‘But you said it would take weeks.’

  ‘Let me get on with it then. I don’t know why you’re being so cranky, love. I’m doing this for us.’

  ‘If you were doing it for us, you wouldn’t be doing it now.’

  ‘It’ll be worth it.’

  ‘How many times have I heard that before?’

  ‘I mean it.’

  ‘You always mean it. This is the central part of the house, Scott. How am I supposed to cook meals in the middle of a building site?’

  ‘You’re exaggerating. It won’t be that bad.’

  ‘You try it then.’

  He looked at her again, face more serious. ‘I’m at work all day. Cooking isn’t my job.’

  She swallowed hard. ‘It isn’t my job either, but I do it because we need to eat. Same as all the cleaning I do, and the laundry and everything else.’

  ‘Damn right too. You’re sitting at home all day anyway,’ he said, lifting the sledgehammer to start again. ‘You’d be bored otherwise.’ Michelle bit her lip. He just looked at her, waiting for a response, but knowing he wouldn’t get one. ‘Oh well, I’ve started now. Can’t leave it like this, can I?’ He swung once more, then stopped again. She was still there. ‘Well?’

  ‘Why do you keep doing this to me, Scott?’

  ‘Keep doing what? I don’t know what you’re on about.’

  ‘You keep undermining me, taking away the little control I’ve still got.’

  ‘Now you’re just talking rubbish. You’re paranoid, love.’

  ‘I’m not. You put the house on the market without consulting me, made an offer on this place without me even seeing so much as a picture. You do it on purpose, don’t you?’

  He turned his back on her and started hammering on the wall with more force than before.

  #

  Another hour and he was knackered. He had to stop. He stood back and admired what he’d done. He’d made good progress, managing to knock a roughly door-shaped hole through into the dining room. He’d cleared some of the rubble too, but he’d have to finish the rest after work tomorrow. If only Michelle could see things the way he did. She just didn’t share his vision, always thinking about things in boring, practical, day-to-day terms. You need to take chances from time to time, he kept telling her. She was the one who was always banging on about wanting them all to eat together in the dining room eventually. Well, now she could carry their food straight through from the kitchen.

  She was back again, hovering in the doorway. ‘Looks the business, doesn’t it?’ he said, but she didn’t seem to hear him. ‘What’s up with you now?’

  ‘Have you seen Tammy?’

  ‘No, why?’

  ‘She’s gone.’

  ‘What do you mean, gone?’

  ‘What do you think I mean? She’s not here.’

  ‘Well have you tried her phone?’

  ‘She’s not answering.’

  ‘She must have said something. She’ll have told Phoebe.’

  ‘Phoebe’s been in with me and George for the last hour.’

  ‘But she must have said something?’

  ‘If you really want to know, last time I spoke to her she said she was sick of your bloody noise and she wanted out.’

  ‘When was that?’

  ‘Just after you started knocking hell out of the house.’

  ‘And you didn’t think to say anything? Bloody hell.’

  Scott kicked his bucket of tools into the corner of the kitchen and grabbed his jacket.

  ‘Where are you going?’ Michelle asked.

  ‘Where do you think? I’ll go and look for her.’

  ‘All due respect, I think it’d be better if I—’

  ‘I’ll go. Keep trying her mobile. Let me know if you hear from her. Wait here in case she comes back.’

  ‘What else am I supposed to do?’ she said as he barged past her.

  Scott ran out to the car and drove towards Thussock. It seemed the most likely place for her to have gone. The sun was out, but it wasn’t a particularly warm afternoon, so he couldn’t imagine her wanting to walk out in the open for too long. If he didn’t find her in town, he decided, he’d follow the road around the back of the house and loop around the fracking site.

  The road ahead and behind was empty. He could see most of the way into town and there was no sign of any pedestrians or other traffic, let alone Tammy. Thussock was quiet at the best of times, and this afternoon it was dead. A bloody ghost town.

  #

  They’d been so busy fighting and knocking shit out of the kitchen that neither Mum or Scott had heard her tell them she was going out with Heather, Jamie and Sean. Screw ‘em, Tammy thought. If they can’t be bothered with me, I can’t be bothered with them. She thought it strange how her perspective had changed overnight. Yesterday the idea of hanging around outside the community hall hadn’t appealed in the slightest, but being here today was a blessed relief, infinitely preferable to being in that bloody house with those bloody people.

  ‘That your dad?’ Jamie asked, watching the Zafira disappear into town at speed.

  ‘Step-dad,’ Tammy corrected him quickly, staring until she was sure he was out of sight.

  ‘He out looking for you?’

  ‘Probably.’

  ‘Should you tell someone you’re here?’ Heather asked.

  ‘Can’t be bothered,’ Tammy immediately replied. ‘Might do them some good.’

  ‘What?’

  ‘Might make them sit up and listen if I’m not there.’

  ‘You reckon?’

  ‘Probably not. They’re not interested in me. It’s frigging stupid, I don’t wanna be here, and I don’t think they even want me here. Doesn’t make any sense.’

  ‘I can relate to that,’ Heather
said.

  Tammy leant against the frame of the swing without a seat, listening to the endless emptiness of Thussock. ‘So is this really all there is to do around here?’

  ‘Pretty much,’ Heather said, checking her phone.

  ‘Drink, Tam?’ Jamie asked, and he took a small bottle of vodka from his inside coat pocket. She took it from him, unscrewed the lid, and knocked back a large slug. ‘Jeez, careful.’

  ‘I’m used to it,’ she told him, and she was.

  ‘It’s not that, I just don’t want you neckin’ it all.’

  Tammy took another gulp then passed the bottle back. ‘I’ve been drinking this stuff for years. Takes the edge off. My mum would go mental if she knew.’

  ‘Aye, aye,’ Jamie said, walking to the furthest edge of the tarmac play area. ‘Here he comes.’

  Joel was speeding towards them on his bike, his thin sports jacket splayed out behind like a superhero’s cape. He skidded to a halt in front of the swings, his back wheel churning up dust.

  ‘Wassup with you?’ Jamie asked.

  Joel struggled to breathe. ‘Another one,’ he panted.

  ‘Another what?’

  ‘Body.’

  ‘Grow up, Joel,’ Heather said. Joel shook his head furiously.

  ‘I swear, Hev, they found another body. Dead woman, this time.’

  ‘Where?’

  ‘Alderman Avenue. Right by your place. Neighbour found her this morning.’

  ‘Who?’ Tammy asked.

  ‘Angela sumthin’.’

  ‘No idea,’ Jamie said, but Heather knew who he was talking about.

  ‘She that woman with the weird name? Polish or sumthin’? The prossie?’

  ‘That’s her,’ Joel said.

  ‘So what happened?’ Jamie asked

  ‘Like that girl your dad found,’ he replied, looking at Tammy.

  ‘Step-dad.’

  ‘Whatever. Anyway, Mark says she was all fucked up like someone’d been messin’ with her. Fucking sicko if y’ask me.’

  ‘Who’s Mark?’

  ‘My mum’s boyfriend. I trust him, though. He don’t usually lie to me, not about stuff like this.’

  ‘Stuff like this? You make it sound as if it happens all the time here.’

  ‘Only since you got here,’ he said without thinking. ‘Shit. Sorry. Didn’t mean to say you was involved or nothin’...’

  ‘I’m not.’

  ‘I don’t get it,’ Heather said.

  ‘Don’t get what?’ Tammy asked.

  ‘People were sayin’ Ken Potter killed that girl at his house then he did himself in.’

  ‘So?’

  ‘So if this Angela whatever-her-name-was is fresh—’

  ‘Fresh?’ Tammy said, puzzled.

  ‘If she’s only just been cut up, then maybe Potter didn’t do it?’

  #

  Bored of hanging around with the boys, Tammy and Heather later walked arm in arm along a footpath which ran parallel with the high street, tucked out of sight behind the buildings. To their left; open space, green and empty. To the right; the backs of shops and offices, wheelie-bins and cluttered yard spaces. Tammy hadn’t been down here before. With all the talk of murders and perverts round here, she thought they were taking an unnecessary risk. But it was worth it. Being hidden down here meant Scott would stand less chance of finding her.

  They talked about nothing of any importance, and that suited both of them. A sudden stench took Tammy by surprise. ‘What’s that smell? That’s horrible.’

  ‘The brewery,’ Heather explained. ‘You get used to it. Depends which way the wind’s blowing. Sometimes in summer the whole bloody town stinks like that for days.’

  ‘Great. Just when I thought things couldn’t get any better.’

  The footpath dipped. A narrow metal footbridge crossed a small stream, then the path climbed again. They passed a bench under a lamppost, another popular place for hanging out, it seemed. Most of the seat’s struts were broken, the worn grass littered with cigarette butts. A wire-mesh waste bin was a third full of beer cans and bottles. The footpath curved right then ran parallel with a grey stone wall. ‘There’s a cut through in a minute,’ Heather said, checking her phone again. ‘Brings us out by the Co-op.’

  Tammy followed her down a dingy alleyway. They emerged at the far end of the high street, close to the supermarket. Heather made straight for the shop. ‘I’ll wait out here for you,’ Tammy said.

  ‘You sure?’

  ‘I’m sure. I’ve got no cash.’

  ‘Right then. Back in a sec.’

  Tammy had been waiting at the side of the road for less than a minute when a car – just about the only car she’d seen apart from Scott’s – screeched to a halt in front of her. She’d seen it before. She’d seen the driver before too. Bloody creep. He wound down his window and leant across to talk to her. ‘You all right out here, love?’

  ‘I’m fine,’ she answered quickly. ‘And I’m not your love.’

  ‘Let me give you a lift home.’

  ‘No, thanks. Mum said never to accept lifts from strangers.’

  He laughed then licked his lips. ‘That’s the thing, though, I’m no stranger. I know your mother. I met her this Friday just gone. She was at my house. My name’s Dez.’

  ‘Bullshit.’

  ‘I swear, that’s my name!’ he said, grinning at her now.

  ‘You know what I mean. You don’t know my mum. You saw me with her last week.’

  ‘It’s true, I tell ye. Come on, sweetie, let me give you a lift back. Looks like it’s gonna rain.’

  ‘Do you think I’m fucking stupid?’

  ‘I think you’ve a fucking foul mouth on ye.’

  ‘Leave me alone. Bloody creep.’

  ‘Ah, come on... don’t be like that.’

  Tammy started to walk away. Dez followed in the car, crawling alongside the pavement, making her feel even more uncomfortable than she already did, like she was on the game. ‘Will you just piss off?’ she hissed at him.

  ‘I’m just lookin’ out for you is all,’ he said. ‘You can’t be too careful these days. I hear there’s been more trouble down on the estate.’

  She stopped walking and bent down to talk to him, leaning into the window like the hooker he obviously thought – or hoped – she was. Thank Christ for those two slugs of vodka, she thought, Dutch courage. ‘Did you not get the message? Fuck off and leave me alone!’

  She caught his eye – watching him watching her – and it made her feel sick. The way he looked her up and down, lingering too long on all the places he shouldn’t, licking his lips like she imagined he wanted to lick her... she’d had blokes back home who were way out of this lame fucker’s league; blokes with money and style, not some washed-up hillbilly prick in a grubby football tee and a knackered old car. ‘Last chance,’ he said, not giving up. ‘Like I said, just looking out for you.’

  And then it struck her, and she pushed herself away from the car and staggered back. Was it him? Was he the one? Was this the sick bastard who’d done all the killing...?

  ‘Did you not hear the lady, Dezzie? Leave her alone or I’ll have a word with your Jackie when I see her next.’

  Tammy spun around and saw a young man behind her. He was tall and relatively good looking by Thussock’s low standards, and he had his arm around Heather. She turned back when the pervert in the car sped away, his knackered exhaust filling the air with ugly noise. ‘This is Chez,’ Heather said, introducing him.

  ‘Hope you didn’t mind me butting in,’ Chez said. ‘That Dez is a frigging idiot. Fuck knows why Jackie puts up with him.’

  ‘I was fine,’ Tammy replied, indignant. ‘But thanks, anyway.’

  ‘You related to Scott?’

  ‘Unfortunately. He’s my step-dad. Why, you know him?’

  ‘I work with him at Barry’s yard.’

  ‘Lucky you.’

  The conversation stalled. Chez and Heather exchanged less than subtle glances and
Tammy knew what was coming. ‘Look, Tam,’ Heather said, ‘I’m going to head back to Chez’s for a while. Do you mind?’

  ‘You’re welcome to come,’ Chez said quickly, but it was pretty obvious she wasn’t.

  ‘No, I’m fine. I’ll head home in a while.’ Then she remembered something. ‘Is there a phone box around here? My mobile’s crap and I want to try and call my dad.’

  ‘Everybody’s mobile signal is shite here,’ Chez said. ‘You not got a phone at home?’

  ‘Don’t want everybody listening in.’

  ‘Fair enough. The nearest phone box is the only phone box. It’s by the café. You know it?’

  Of course she knew it. It dawned on her that she’d been staring at the damn thing through the café window yesterday while they’d been eating. ‘I know it. Thanks.’

  ‘Sure you’ll be okay, Tam?’

  ‘I’m sure.’

  ‘See you at school tomorrow?’

  ‘Yep. See you then.’

  Tammy watched the two of them drift away. They had a complete lack of urgency about them, like it didn’t matter where they were going or how long it took to get there. The way they walked across the main road without even bothering to check for traffic seemed to perfectly sum up the listless pointlessness of life in Thussock.

  Tammy found the phone box without any problems, glad to be doing something positive at last, not just hanging around. This call was going to be difficult, but she was resigned to that. Hearing Dad’s voice would only emphasise how far from him she was but she had to do it. She needed reassurance that the old world she’d left behind still existed and that, maybe, she had a chance of getting back there. It felt like a fucked-up version of the Wizard of Oz, like she was stuck here trying to get back to Kansas. The place was full of munchkins, witches and other oddballs all right, but there was no yellow brick road running through the middle of this shit-hole.

  She checked her pocket for change. Jeez, this felt so antiquated. She couldn’t remember when she’d last needed to use a phone box to make a call. Finding enough loose coins had been an ordeal in itself. She did all her shopping online or used her bank card, rarely ever used cash. In the end she’d helped herself to a handful of silver and a couple of pound coins from the change pot Mum and Scott kept on the kitchen windowsill. Scott had been so busy knocking seven shades of shit out of the wall he hadn’t even heard her take it.