by RC, Steph
“Ana…I have a good reason for leaving you like this. I know there is nothing I can say now to make you forgive me but trust me, I never stopped loving you. I never stopped thinking about you. You have no idea how sorry I am for how things turned out.”
I know it is wrong but the next thing I do is to grab her into my arms and kiss her. To my surprise, she is not fighting me anymore. Her lips are so hungry for mine. I get so hard that I think I am going to explode. I forgot how good it felt to feel her small body pressed to mine. How amazing it felt to have those soft lips drinking in my soul. I don’t know exactly how long the kiss lasted. She stopped suddenly and she slapped me again. Next, she turned around and left to join her guests.
These were the exact words I dreamt every night that he would say. In my dreams, the next thing I would do was to jump into his arms and kiss him. I couldn’t do that in real life though no matter how much I desired him. He was much bigger than I remember. He must have worked out and I would lie if I would say that I don’t like it. The one that broke my heart was a boy and this was a man. A hot man but he was still the same in a way. The same traitor who destroyed my life and almost made me lose it.
I hit him as hard as I can. I let my rage wash over him. This anger was somewhere deep inside me and I carried it for all these years. It was my secret and now I was letting it all out. I never hated someone as much as I hated him that moment. He should had been my husband now. He should had made this day the happiest of my life. No woman should settle for comfort and friendship. It was all his fault…
The next thing I know, I pulls me really close. So close that I can feel how hard he was. He wanted me and I would lie if I would say that my panties weren’t wet. It was strange because I hated him and I desired him at the same time. When he kissed me, I simply melted into him. I cannot believe he just did that.
Yet again, I forgot who I was dealing with. Damian was never one to follow the rules. He probably didn’t care that I was a married woman now. He wanted me and he was taking me. This was one of the reason why I always loved him. I don’t know how long it takes me to find the strength to stop the kiss but eventually I do. Unfortunately, I have around 50 people and my new husband waiting for me in front of the church. They are all ready for the wedding party. All I want to do is to run away with Damian.
Even now, after all this time, and without even knowing why he left, I am hoping for him to ask me to run away with him. I am almost sure that I would just climb on his motorcycle and leave the town forever. He doesn’t do that…I don’t know what I was thinking. He probably never really loved me. If he did he could never just leave like that without an explanation.
Before I leave, I turn around and ask:
“Are you back for good?”
“Yes.”
I don’t know why I even asked this. It didn’t really matter because I just married a wonderful man and I had to be faithful to him. When he said that he was back for good, I could not help but get excited. This meant at least that it wasn’t the last time I was going to see him. That was at least something…
Even if I could not be with the man I loved, I could at least see him from time to time. I could see him by accident at the local supermarket or at the movie theater. I could love him in silence.
“Where did you disappear honey? I thought you run off on me!” Said my husband smiling.
He was obviously joking but he has no idea how close from the truth he is. I don’t know how he would react when he finds out that Damian is back. I hope that he will still trust me. He knows what type of woman I am. No matter how much I love him, I would never cheat. That kiss was a mistake and he took me by surprise. It would never happen again.
We all drive to the party venue but my mind is still with Damian. I cannot believe what just happen. I have butterflies in my stomach again. While this is normal for a young bride, I think the butterflies should be for the man you marry. Unfortunately, this was not my case. There was no reason to feel guilty about though. Jack knew exactly how I felt before I married him.
I will probably never get over Damian and it was something I had to live with. I cannot wait for the party to be over so I can climb into bed and sleep. I want to dream about him. Jack and I never had sex and never will. This was our agreement. I could never give my body to a man I didn’t love. I married him because he was my best friend and it was something he wanted.
I didn’t want to be alone because this was the scariest thing for me. I was terrified that if he would leave me, I would get back to that dark place. I needed my best friend and if marriage was what it took to keep him in my life, so be it.
Now that the love of my life is back, I am starting to doubt if we made the right decision. But then again, of course we did. I shouldn’t let myself hope for love. Damian could never change. He changed his body maybe but deep inside he must be the same old jerk.
The next day, I am walking on the streets, trying to see how many things changed since I left. Not much apparently… I am also hoping to find a job. I am quite good fixing motorcycles and cars so I enter an auto shop. To my surprise, the owner is no other than Jack.
“I heard you were back.” He said obviously not too happy about it.
Next thing I know, he punches me in the face and warns me to stay away from his wife.
“She is mine now!”
I hit him back and after we both calm down, he asks me if I already have a job. I cannot believe he is willing to hire me. My guess is that his intentions aren’t exactly selfless. He probably wants to keep an eye on me. Right now that is okay with me. I really need a job if I am going to pay rent and live in the city. I want to be able to see Ana almost every day even if it is from a distance. I also have to provide for my little boy. He deserves a steady life and I am going to give it to him. He should have at least one good parent.
Adam, my son, is starting school now and I need to register him at the local school. I am shocked to see Ana teaching there. She is going to be my son’s teacher and I didn’t even have the chance to tell her that I am a father now. I can see the shock in her eyes but she quickly tries to hide it. She should know better than to try to hide her emotions from me. She talks a little to Adam and I am surprised to see that he already likes her. Adam is usually very shy around strangers.
Before I leave the classroom, I whisper to Anna:
“Meet me tonight at 8 at our place. I need to explain it all to you. I know it is too late but you deserve to know everything.”
“Okay.”
I cannot believe I just agreed to see him. His son is five year old so it doesn’t take a genius to know that he cheated on me and then left me for another woman. I wonder why I am even going to meet him. What else could he tell me to make this any less worse? I know though that I will never stop wondering if I don’t listen to his story. I need to know everything. Like he said, I deserve to know.
I am having dinner with Jack and I keep checking my watch. I need to go soon to meet Damian and my heart is pumping. I already told him that I am meeting a friend and he believed me. As soon as I get in the park were we used to meet years ago, I know that whatever he will tell me it won’t matter.
My love for him will always be the same. He tries to kiss me again but this time I stop him. He tells me everything and I listen with interest. When he ends his story, all the pieces of the puzzle fall into place and I understand why he had to do what he did. Sure, he cheated on me on night, but I can forgive that. He had to leave me for his little boy.
That was something that I understood and the strange thing was that it made me love him even more. I could not stop feeling sorry for little Adam. I always wanted a child of my own and I could not imagine how a woman could use her child like that. Now that I knew everything, I also realized that I wanted to be with him. The wedding was a big mistake and I wanted an annulment.
I told him that I wanted to be with him and I wanted to be a mother for his child. For the first time ever, I saw tears in hi
s eyes. We made love right there, under the clear sky. When I told Jack about my wish to leave him and be with Damian, he stormed out of the house.
I knew he was going to Damian so I called to warn him. I followed him too and I got at Damian’s house at the same time.
Damian called the police because he didn’t want his little boy to assist to any violence between him and another person. It was the right thing to do. I stayed at his house and from that night on, I never left.
Obsession: A Bad Boy’s Story
As a teenager, he was never very good with girls. His skinny body did not give him very much self-confidence and he never had the courage to approach a girl to ask her out for a date. A couple of years later, he discovered weightlifting and fitness and he made a passion out if it. In a matter of months, his body started changing and from an awkward skinny teenager he became a handsome man with a hot muscled body.
Tyler knew that he was good looking and that he could probably have any woman he wanted. He had no problem talking to women now but the strange thing was that he didn’t need to ask them out. They were the ones pursuing him and he loved it. He also started a successful chain of fitness gyms and he became a billionaire.
His new found success with women made him a little cocky and he believed that he could just play with them whenever he was bored. This meant of course that he made some women really angry. This was the case with Amanda. She thought that she was in a serious relationship with Tyler when she found out that he was sleeping around.
At first, Amanda didn’t confront him about it. She was not going to give him the satisfaction of seeing her cry. She needed to make him feel bad and all she could think about was a revenge plan. She was not very tall and she had a slim body. Therefore, physical violence was not an option for her. She had to do something to make him feel humiliated.
What she knew for sure about him was that he loved sex and excitement. She invited him to a restaurant for a romantic dinner. During dessert, she started to play with him under the table. This turned him on and when he suggested to ask for the note and hurry home to have sex, she asked him why they had to wait until they got home. His eyes widened when he heard this. She gave him a naughty smile and went to the bathroom.
He followed her a minute later and she asked him to take all his clothes off. She watched him getting undressed and then she took all his clothes and left him there naked. He could not believe what was happening to him. At first, Tyler hoped that was just a bad joke and he waited for her to come back with his clothes.
An hour later, he knew that he had to find a solution to leave that restaurant. The only thing he could think of was putting toilet paper around his middle to cover his naughty parts. Obviously, all the people from the restaurant started laughing and pointing at him. One of them even called the police and he was escorted by a police officer.
He was arrested for public indecency and he had to call a friend to come bail him out. His friend Mike couldn’t stop laughing when he saw him. Tyler told him what happened over the phone but Mike just had to see it with his own eyes. Of course he took some photos of him too.
Tyler was humiliated but at the same time he was intrigued. He could see that Amanda was different from all the women he used to date. After the restaurant incident, he tried to call her but she didn’t want to answer the phone anymore. Amanda assumed that he just called to scream at her for what she did to him.
She also knew that he was not the right man for her. Tyler was charming and good looking but she needed a man that could make her feel safe. She could not spend all her time checking on him and being scared that he is cheating on her. Unfortunately, it was not easy ignoring him because she already had strong feelings for him.
For the next couple of weeks, Tyler tried very hard to get her back. He knew that she was the right woman for him. He felt bad that he realized that so late. After many tries, he finally gave up looking for her. It was a fine difference between trying to convince her that he loved her and stalking.
Tyler started to date a lot of women again. He hoped that by getting back to his old life, he will be able to forget Amanda. This was around the same time she realized that she missed her monthly cycle. She hurried to the doctor hoping it was just a coincidence. The doctor let her know that she was pregnant.
Amanda always wanted to have a baby but the timing could not be any worse. She was in love with a bad boy who obviously loved to sleep around. Lately he called her and tried to convince her that he loved her but it was impossible for Amanda to believe this.
Now she was single and pregnant and she had no idea what to do next. Her maternal instinct was already very strong and she knew that she could never give up on her baby. Amanda decided to be a single mother and never to tell Tyler about the pregnancy. She took this decision because she knew he was a billionaire and she didn’t want him to believe that she got pregnant on purpose for his money.
In the meantime, Tyler found himself a new girlfriend and he decided to change. Her name was Larisa and she was hot but he could not say that he was in love with her. He was still going to bed thinking at Amanda and waking up with her in his mind. His experience with her made him change too. He decided to change from a bad boy into a good man that any woman would want for a husband.
Lately he was even thinking that becoming a father could be something he might want. What was the point of all the work and the money he was earning if he didn’t have a child to inherit everything? It was almost like all his success in life was for nothing.
A couple of months went by and Larisa was already pressuring him to make a commitment. Her dream was to marry him but all he could give her for now was a ring and a proposal to move in together. It was less than she was hoping for but she was going to take it for now. Her biggest fear was that there were so many women just waiting around the corner to put their hands on a rich and good looking man like Tyler.
Just after they moved in together, he met Amanda again by accident. He was so happy to see her again that he could feel his heart pumping really hard. His initial excitement quickly disappeared when he saw her round belly. He was sad thinking that she was probably married and pregnant with another man. This meant that any chance he had was now gone. Surprisingly, she didn’t avoid him. Amanda talked to him as if he was an old friend and she smiled. Her smile made him feel warm inside.
They decided to get lunch together and before the day was over, he knew that she was still very much in his heart. He asked her who was the lucky man and she looked confused. It took her a minute to understand that he believed she was pregnant with another man’s baby. When she told him that he was the father, she had no idea what reaction he would have.
To her surprise, he looked like he just won the lottery. She never saw him looking so happy. He told her about his new girlfriend and she asked him to do whatever he felt. The last thing she wanted was to put pressure on him with her pregnancy. If he chose to be with her she wanted it to be out of pure love.
He told her that he never stopped loving her and that he was ready to become her husband. She agreed immediately. As expected, breaking up with his current girlfriend was a pleasant experience but it had to be done. He could finally be with the love of his life.
The Heart of a Werewolf Shapeshifter
In a world that belonged to the humans, it was difficult for a shapeshifter to have a normal life. Simple things that people took for granted were almost impossible for a shifter to achieve. For example, no one would rent a house or give a job to a shifter. There were some small exceptions but in general, werewolf shifters were seen as evil creatures and everybody kept their distance from them.
In order to get whatever they wanted, some shifters had to hide their true identity. This was usually done by wearing sunglasses. All shifters had grey eyes. They were incredibly attractive and it was easy for them to make people fall in love. Some shifters were using their seduction powers to achieve whatever goals they had.
Once they go
t to love them, humans had almost no power and they usually obeyed all their orders. To avoid this, humans educated their children to always stay away from werewolf shifters. If by any chance they met one of them, they had avoid looking them in the eyes. Their power of seductions was in their grey eyes. It wasn’t some kind of magical power. It was simply because people couldn’t resist their beauty.
Even though people believed shapeshifters were evil, this was true for all of them. Unfortunately, very few people were willing to give them a chance. One of those people was Amy. She believed that anybody deserved a chance. Just like there were some bad apples among humans, the same was the case for shapeshifters. This is how she got to have as a best friend a male shifter. His name was Denis and he was a rebel. Because he loved to seduce women and just have fun with them, Amy always joked and called him a bad boy. What she didn’t know was the fact that Denis was in love with her.
She assumed that he was not the relationship type and that all he wanted was to sleep with as many women as possible. She had no idea that he did all this because he could not have the one woman he loved. He could not have her because he was scared to confess his feelings to her. She was the only friend he had and ever since he lost his parents, Amy was also his family.
