His to Take (She's Mine Book 1)

by Stella Noir

  I wanted to consume her. I wanted her to be part of me. Every moment that my mouth was on hers my need for her expanded until I was completely overwhelmed with desire. This little girl that felt like a doll in my arms had more power inside her than anyone I had ever encountered in my life. I was consumed by her and by the way she made me feel.

  I picked Brooklyn up and she wrapped her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. She looked down at me with the most beautiful smile on her face I had ever seen. The glow in her eyes was glorious and the fact that it was directed at me, that she was smiling because of me, made me ecstatic. I carried her up the stairs, then threw her down onto the bed when out of the blue the fear kicked in again.

  “What’s the matter, Adrian? Is everything okay?” she asked as she looked up at me.

  I stood there for a moment, not knowing what to say. I didn’t want to treat her like all the other girls but I didn’t know what else to do. That’s all I had ever known. The desire inside of me to dominate her was overwhelming. I clenched my fists and almost turned and left the room when I was stopped by her words.

  “Tell me what you want me to do. I want you to tell me, Adrian.”

  “You might not like it,” I said as I took a step closer to her and swallowed hard.

  “You don’t know that,” she said as she held my gaze. “I want to please you.”

  That was all I needed to hear.

  “Take off your clothes.”

  I watched her as she removed her dress, then her bra and finally she slowly slid her black panties down her thighs then tossed them to the floor with her foot. There was an intense push and pull inside of me. I wanted to grab her and wrap my arms around her and devour her but I also wanted to watch her squirm. I wanted her to worship me and I wanted to see in her eyes the desire for my complete control.

  There was a part of me that was still worried about scaring her, but that fear was fading fast. All I could see was Brooklyn. All I could think was Brooklyn. And all I could feel inside me was a growing need to make her mine.

  “Spread your legs.”

  She did as she was told and I watched as her puffy lips parted and her pussy was offered up to me. I knelt down at the edge of the bed and wrapped my lips around her big toe, then kissed my way up the inside of her leg, all the while never taking my eyes off of hers. She shuddered when my tongue flicked the sensitive skin behind her knee and her breathing grew heavy and rapid as my lips traveled up the inside of her thigh.

  As I approach the fine hair of her beautiful blonde cunt, the musky smell overwhelmed me.

  “I want you to touch yourself. Spread your lips wide and slide your fingers inside your wet hole,” I said as I stood up and started to undo the buttons on my shirt. She hesitated for a moment, but then her eyes filled with desire to please me. Slowly her right hand made its way down her belly and through her soft, fine hair, then two of her fingers disappeared completely.

  I took off the rest of my clothes as I watched her wet fingers sliding in and out of her pussy then I got up on the bed, grabbed both of her legs and pushed them up and over her so that her feet were on either side of her head. Then I lifted her ass up and held it in the air while I lowered my mouth down over both of her holes. I licked and sucked on every inch of that musky space in between her legs, forcing my tongue into every crevice and hole I could find.

  Brooklyn moaned and called out my name and I watched her from above as she lost herself. I continued to alternate between sucking on her clit and swirling my tongue up and down and around the space in between her folds until I could tell that she was right on the edge. I lowered her hips down onto the bed and entered her with one swift movement.

  Her back arched and her head twisted back and to the side as she screamed my name. Her eyes flew open with every thrust as I pounded into her and I watched the expression of shock fade into ecstasy.

  Her moans started out quiet and deep but with every thrust of my cock that I plunged deeper and harder inside her, the sounds coming out of her grew in intensity. She wrapped her legs around my waist and grabbed my ass with her hands and pushed me in harder and deeper until that moment when everything stopped.

  Her eyes flew open and she looked up at me like she was about to say something but instead her entire body started to convulse underneath me and then her eyes closed again. Her body was heaving underneath me in rhythm with the pulsating grip that held onto my cock and her legs held me like a vice.

  I felt my orgasm coming from deep inside me. The sensation poured throughout my body as I was flooded with the feeling of release. I called out her name over and over as the shudders lessened and our movements slowed.

  After I came inside her, I felt her body go limp underneath me. Her legs and arms fell away from my body and her head dropped to the side. I pulled the comforter around us and watched her as she lay there with the most beautifully peaceful look on her face that I had ever seen in my life. She was so calm and still that I almost thought she had stopped breathing and after almost a minute I touched her face to make sure that there wasn’t anything wrong.

  When I did she took in a deep breath and slowly opened her eyes and when she saw my face it lit up with a smile that amazed me. Every time she smiled at me I thought it couldn’t possibly get any better but there didn’t seem to be any end to the brightness inside of her.

  I hadn’t expected my experience with Brooklyn to be like that at all. I was so afraid of my past and my desires that I thought I had to be a completely different person in order for her to want to have anything to do with me. I still wanted to be in control. I still wanted to bend her and dominate her but I was starting to realize that there was no one way to control. A look could be just as commanding as a fist or just as acquiescing as a word.

  The look in her eyes told me everything I had wanted to hear for so long. That she wanted to please me. And once our bodies came together and I could see how every touch of mine affected her, I was overwhelmed with all the other sensations that I had been missing from every other girl I had ever fucked in my life.

  Everything was different with Brooklyn.

  Brooklyn

  When I opened my eyes and Adrian was there, I felt a rush of ecstasy flood through me. I still couldn’t believe what he told me. That he loved me. It was something I had hoped for in the farthest parts of my mind. The idea was too scary for me to think about, not only because I had wanted it so badly for so long, but also because it felt insane to want someone with Adrian’s past. It was too scary to admit to myself how I still felt about him after everything I knew.

  For seven years of my life I had been in love with this man and now I finally knew that he felt the same way about me.

  “Adrian, that was … I can’t even … you’re amazing,” I said with a silly grin plastered across my face. I could tell that he was happy too because he couldn’t wipe the silly grin off his face either.

  “It was amazing for me too, Brooklyn. You have no idea,” he said as he touched my face. “I was so afraid that I was going to hurt you or scare you. And I was also afraid that I wasn’t going to be able to …”

  “Be able to what?” I asked after a long pause.

  “That I wasn’t gonna be able to go through with any of it. I feel so fucked up, Brooklyn. I feel like I don’t even know what it is that I want anymore. I’ve been down in those caverns for half my life and I don’t even know if that’s me or if maybe there’s something else inside me that I’ve never even let myself experience. I just don’t know. It’s scary for me to be with you. To have feelings for someone that I’m … making love to.”

  “Well, you didn’t hurt me or scare me. I loved every minute of it. I loved the feeling of you being in control and I loved more than anything that I could make you happy,” I said as I ran my fingers up Adrian’s arm and to the top of his shoulder.

  “You’re so strong,” I said in almost a whisper as my fingers ran back down across the curves of his biceps. “I love you
r arms.”

  “My arms? That’s a little disappointing,” he said with a smile.

  “Well, I love everything about you, Adrian, but your arms … they just make me feel so safe,” I said as I curled up to him and gently touched my lips to his. It was so strange to think that I felt safe in Adrian’s arms. Actually, now that I was in his arms it felt strange that I would have ever felt anything but safe in them.

  He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him and I couldn’t help but let out a little moan. He kissed my forehead and we both started to drift off to sleep but I was jolted awake when I felt Adrian’s entire body jump underneath me.

  “What the hell?” He said as he sat up in bed.

  “What’s the matter?”

  “A car just pulled up outside,” he said as he walked over to the window and pulled the curtains to one side.

  “You gotta be fucking kidding me. My father is here. He never comes over to my house without calling. In fact, I don’t remember the last time he came over here. I usually meet with him in his office across the courtyard. This is not good,” he said as he pulled his clothes on. “You’d better get dressed. I don’t like this.”

  “What do you mean? Do you think he’ll take me away?” I asked as I started to panic. I knew this day was coming. I could feel it. I’d wanted so badly to believe that Adrian could get me out of here, but his father really scared me and I didn’t want either of us to get hurt.

  “No, I won’t let him do that. Just stay here,” he said as he left the room.

  I got up and looked out the window and watched a distinguished looking man with salt and pepper hair get out of the back of a black limousine. He looked up at the window and I jumped away, hoping he hadn’t seen me. I couldn’t believe he had looked right up to this window as if he already knew I was here.

  I wanted to run down the stairs and tell Adrian that this wasn’t a good idea. That we needed to hide and then leave after his father was gone. I was so afraid for both of us. I knew he was trying to get money together to make sure I had enough to live off of, but I would have happily lived in a grass hut on a beach with him if it meant that we were both safe, and were together.

  I quickly put my clothes on and waited. I could hear yelling coming from downstairs and I screamed when the huge man who had brought me here kicked the door in. Adrian’s father walked into the room after him and looked like he was ready to kill me right then.

  Adrian

  The front door opened just as I reached the bottom stair in the entryway and my father walked in and shut the door behind him.

  “What’s going on?” I asked as I walked towards him. “What are you doing here?”

  “Is that any way to greet your father?” he asked with a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. In fact, his stare chilled me to the bone. “I heard we might have a little bit of a problem.”

  “What do you mean? What kind of problem?”

  “Don’t play games with me, Adrian. Do we have a problem? I’m not going to ask you again.”

  “I’m not aware of any problem,” I said, not backing down.

  “Where’s the transaction I’m having you handle? The Pierce girl,” he asked as he slowly walked in a circle around me.

  “Her name is Brooklyn. And she’s not a transaction, she’s a human being,” I said as I turned my head to follow his movements.

  “That’s exactly what I thought,” he said with a laugh. “She’s got you wrapped around her little finger, doesn’t she? Okay, what does she want?”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Well, obviously she’s trying to manipulate you to get something. Maybe she’s trying to get on your good side so that you let her go. Or has she asked you for money? They always want money.”

  “No, Dad it’s nothing like that. I’m taking care of her, all right? I’m just going about things a little differently than with the others.”

  “Differently how? From what I understand, she’s been living in the house with you. That’s pretty goddamned different if you ask me.”

  “I’m taking care of it. That’s all you need to know.”

  “Don’t you dare tell me what I do and don’t need to know, son,” he said as he rushed toward me and grabbed the collar of my shirt. “I’ve had a feeling for a while now that you haven’t been as interested in the training end of the business and I let it slide because you’re very good at networking and keeping our clients happy. You’re a member of this family that people naturally trust, which is just as valuable as being feared.

  But I’m very disappointed in what you’ve let happen here. I’ve been grooming you to take over and I need to know that you’re going to come through on this. That you are going to do your job and that I can trust you. That I can hand everything over to you when the time comes. I thought I could trust you but now I’m not so sure.

  I’m going to have to start grooming Lucas to take over even though he’s never been able to show as much restraint as you. And in this business restraint is just as valuable and powerful as force.”

  I couldn’t have cared less if my father told me he was making me the janitor at that point, I was done with the business and as far as I was concerned Lucas could have it. I just had to figure out a way to stall him until I could get Brooklyn out of there safely.

  “I still don’t see why this account is so important. Why can’t we show a little leniency on this one? Or get the money out of his estate. There are other ways to do this besides ruining someone’s life who isn’t even responsible.”

  “What the hell is wrong with you, Adrian. You know how we do things. You know how important it is for us to set an example to everyone. We absolutely cannot let any of our accounts slide. John Price owes us an enormous amount of money and he has nothing in his estate that even comes close to what his daughter is worth to us now. We are going to get our money back one way or another. It’s how we survive. It’s how our family has survived for generations.”

  “Don’t give me that bullshit. We have enough money in investments in offshore accounts to not only keep four more generations of Bellinis afloat but to keep them living in the lap of luxury. We don’t need the goddamned money anymore. We have so much money we don’t even know what to do with all of it. We each have our own private jets and garages full of cars and limos. We have estates in ten different countries and fully manned luxury yachts to sail around the world in indefinitely. And you’re telling me that we need to collect money from this man to survive? It’s fucking ridiculous.”

  “Are you questioning my authority, Adrian? Are you questioning what I’m telling you to do? Because if you are you’d better be very careful. You don’t want to wind up out on the street when I have every member of the Italian mafia in my back pocket. Oh, you think you’re gonna run to New York? Good luck trying to find a cop there that isn’t on the payroll of one of the companies we work with.

  The same goes for Dublin and Bucharest and Hong Kong. Go ahead and try to find a place where this family doesn’t have ties, where this family’s name isn’t feared. If you’re blacklisted, you will have nowhere to go and nowhere to hide.

  So don’t even think about fucking with me, Adrian. This is the family business and you’re family. Now shape the fuck up and train that little bitch. If I don’t see some movement in the right direction soon she’s not even going home to see her father. She’s getting shipped straight to fucking Siberia where she’ll be chained up in the basement of the goddamn prison with a sign over her pussy that says “fuck me” in Russian. Do you hear what I’m telling you?”

  “Yes.”

  “Yes, what?”

  “Yes, sir,” I said, my eyes burning a hole in the floor in front of me.

  “Look, son, I don’t want there to be any bad blood between us,” he said as he put his hand on my arm. “I know what it’s like when one of the girls seems special. I’ve been there. But they’re all the same, Adrian. One girl is just like the next.

  T
hey’re completely interchangeable and eventually they just become one giant pain in the ass. You’ll figure that out one day and then you’ll regret ever having given me shit over this. And I swear to God we will laugh about it,” he said as he patted my arm.

  “But this transaction is important. I told you that. I fucking told you that from the very beginning, Adrian. So just get this shit done and then you can find yourself a nice girl, all right? I’ll even help you. There are plenty of girls that are just as beautiful as the Pierce girl, even more beautiful. Now go put her back in the training grounds.”

  I stared at the floor without moving. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I couldn’t bring myself to put Brooklyn back down there. Not after all the promises I had made her and after everything that had just happened between us.

  “Adrian, did you hear me? Go get the goddamned transaction and put her where she belongs!”

  “I’ll do it! What do you want from me? I’ll do it! Just go and I’ll take care of it!”

  “Who the hell do you think you’re talking to? I don’t want that little slut walking around my house for one more second, now go up there and get her right now!”

  “This is my house! Isn’t there a single thing in my life that belongs to me? Or is everything, including my cock, the property of the goddamned family. This is fucking ridiculous!”

  “No, what’s ridiculous is how you’re behaving. I don’t think you have any idea how much trouble you’re in right now,” he said as he walked to the front door and opened it. He motioned something to the driver then turned and started up the stairs.

  “When I get my hands on that little bitch you’re going to wish you had kept your mouth shut, Adrian.”

  “Where the hell do you think you’re going?” I yelled as I followed him up the stairs. “Just leave her the fuck alone. Why is she so goddamned important?”

  “Why don’t you ask John Pierce that question if you’re so curious. I’m sure he could tell you a thing or two,” he said as he turned and glared at me. I could see the hatred in his eyes and I knew this wasn’t going to end well. Just then that asshole Mario pushed me aside and the two of them went up to the second floor. When they got to Brooklyn’s room Mario kicked the door in and I heard Brooklyn scream.