Apollonius (The Oldest Living Vampire Saga)

by Joseph Duncan

  Sex, for Apollonius, was a difficult thing at first. Until now he had only known the brutality of Laevinus and Domitianus, the urgent gropings of his fellow slaves. His first few encounters were at the baths, with older men. He offered himself to them as if he were still a slave, submitting to their grasping desires without thought to his own pleasure, for that was all he knew of sex, and he wondered afterwards why everyone spent so much time in pursuit of it. It was hardly worth the bother!

  And then he chanced upon a young man named Cassius Regillensis, and for the first time in his life he became the pursuer rather than the pursued.

  Cassius was Apollonius’s age, slim, muscular, handsome, blond. In fact, Cassius bore a striking resemblance to the gladiator Russus, whom Apollonius had been so infatuated with the previous year. He met the young man in the baths and struck up a conversation. He was certain Cassius was sexually interested in him by the way the boy stared at him, the language of his body, but Cassius was shy. He was also the son of a quaestor and was frightened of embarrassing his ambitious father.

  But Apollonius wanted him, and he wouldn’t be discouraged. Finally, while sailing together one afternoon, Cassius submitted. They made love in the floor of the boat, out in the middle of the sea, made love three times before they returned to dock, sunburnt and exhausted.

  For months after that, they were inseparable. They spent every waking moment together, even slept together once in Apollonius’s bed. It was a joy to wake with Cassius’s head lying on his chest, but the boy’s father was furious when he returned home, and forbade his son to see Apollonius again. Not long after that, the man was offered a position in Rome. He moved and took his family with him. Apollonius was heartbroken.

  “Have you been with a woman yet?” Gon asked him one evening, as the boy moped about the library.

  “What? A woman? No!” Apollonius sputtered, blushing furiously.

  It mortified him that the magician should ask him about his sexual habits. In Roman society, there was no shame for men to have sex with other men-- so long as they assumed the masculine role. Apollonius’s behavior at the baths was putting his virtue at risk, and his affair with the quaestor’s son had not helped his reputation either, even though he had been the dominant partner. Cassius was the freeborn son of a patrician politician, and thus Apollonius’s equal, not a slave or a prostitute or someone who was socially beneath him, all fair game for a hard Roman cock needing release. The boy knew he was in danger of being labeled a sissy, but women were an enigma to him, a frightening unknown.

  Gon set aside his book and rose. “Come. Get dressed. We are going to a brothel tonight.”

  He took Apollonius to the finest brothel in Pompeii, an establishment called the House of Psyche. There, he purchased a room for them for the entire night, the nicest room they had, one outfitted with the biggest bed that Apollonius had seen in his life. Gon engaged the brothel’s two loveliest prostitutes, a Pompeian named Dione and an Egyptian named Anouke. Dione was a voluptuous beauty with long red ringlets of hair. Anouke was slim and small-breasted and dark of skin, with long, thick, course black hair. They climbed onto the big bed with Apollonius and his adopted father, their movements sinuous and seductive, but the boy found he was much too anxious to rise to the occasion. It took much wine, and quite a lot of encouragement from the women, before the rind of ice began to thaw from his cock.

  “Be gentle with him,” Gon said to the prostitutes. “It is his first time with a woman.” And to Apollonius: “Don’t be discouraged, Paulo. Every man is nervous the first time he lies with a woman.”

  “I see you’re not shy!” Dione cried, spying the magician’s excitement.

  Gon grinned. “My little soldier knows well his duties for the night.”

  “Little?” Dione snorted. “I’ve seen no better example of false modesty on a man!”

  The sight of Gon frolicking with the women finally stirred the boy to lust. He joined the three, and spent the rest of the night immolating his memories—his rapes in the employ of Laevinus, his shameful conduct in the public baths, even Cassius—on the pyre of exquisite experience.

  They did everything that two men and two women can do on a bed. They coupled separately. They coupled together. Gon and Apollonius even took them each at the same time, their organs squeezed tightly together inside them, Gon’s fat icicle of a cock thrusting right alongside his. When they left the next morning, Apollonius was so exhausted he could barely walk, and sitting was completely out of the question. He went to bed and slept the whole day through, cupping his throbbing testicles in both hands.

  It was the only time his master accompanied him to the brothels. “It is dangerous for me to copulate with mortal women,” he explained the next evening, when Apollonius wanted to return to the House of Psyche. “My desire for mortal blood is much more powerful than my desire for carnal pleasure, as it will be with you when I have given you the living blood. I only sought to introduce you to the finer pleasures of sex, so that your worldly experiences are more complete than they otherwise would have been. Once I give you the blood, Paulo, there is no undoing it, and you will not enjoy the act of love as you do now. Think on it tonight, and decide if you want to forsake the one for the other.”

  He thought about it. Every night that week, and the week again that followed. He thought about it every time he went to the House of Psyche. In Anouke’s tender embraces, he felt the first nigglings of doubt, and those doubts grew with each new partner he took there. When he lay with the maidens of the House of Psyche, he did not fear death, nor think about the past. How could he fear death when he died each night in their arms? Sometimes two or three times in one night! How could he brood about the past when these new memories burned so brightly in his thoughts?

  Gon seemed quite amused by his new preoccupation with women, but he did not condemn the boy, and he was, as always, generous with his coins, so that Apollonius had money enough to buy the company of any woman that he desired.

  And then one night, as he was stumbling home from the House of Psyche, a familiar voice called out to him from a doorway:

  “Hail, Paulo!”

  It was a man’s voice. A familiar one, too. Paulo stopped and turned toward the voice, and saw two men departing a wine seller’s shop. One of the men, the larger of the two, was unfamiliar to him, but he knew the other. It was one of the older men he had dallied with in the forum baths. A patrician named Junius Sisenna. A vacationer from Rome, he’d claimed. What was worse, the man was attired in the purple-trimmed toga of a senator.

  Apollonius hadn’t realized the man was a senator! He’d been naked at the time, of course. They both had. His only thought, when he gave his ass to the man, was that he had a kind face-- and he was gentle with the boy! He had stroked his back and thighs most tenderly, telling Apollonius how handsome he was, how fine of form, how tight and hot.

  The man did not look so kindly now. His face was puffy and red from drink, and he had the bright rheumy eyes of a mad dog. The senator turned to his companion and said in a mocking tone, “This is the one I told you about, Camillus! This is the tart from the baths with the insatiable ass!”

  His companion laughed, looking at Paulo appraisingly. He was a tall, skinny, horse-faced man with dark hair and the robes of a rich pleb. “Is that right?” he said. “Maybe I can satisfy his hungry ass. What do you say, boy? Want to join me in the alley and grab your ankles for old Camillus? You’ll think you’ve been ravaged by Jupiter himself!”

  Apollonius spoke before he thought. “I think you remember it wrong, Junius. It wasn’t I who bent and offered ass to you, but the other way around. The way I remember it, you squealed like a little girl when I shoved it in. Said it liked to split your furry cunt in half.”

  They gawped at him a second, so stunned by the insult their minds had trouble digesting it, and then they rushed at him.

  Apollonius turned to run, but he was drunker than he realized. His legs tangled together and he sprawled forward into t
he street. Before he could clamber to his feet, the big one named Camillus seized him roughly under the arms and hauled him up.

  “I’ll give you a cunt!” Junius spat, brandishing a dagger, and then he stabbed Apollonius in the lower abdomen.

  They dropped the boy as he howled, pelted away through the dark.

  It happened so quickly Apollonius had trouble believing it had even transpired at all, that he had just been murdered by a couple of drunken perverts. He forced himself to remove his hand from the wound, gawped at the blood dripping from his palm. He felt like he was having a bad dream. This must be how Russus had felt when the trident slammed home in his chest. This must be how his father had felt when Domitianus stabbed him in the heart. He felt small and alone. He wanted his mother-- but, of course, his mother was dead.

  Like he would be, soon.

  And then he remembered what the magician had said to him:

  “If you require my assistance, you need only shout my name, my true name, which is Gon, and I will awaken and fly to your aid.”

  He drew a deep breath, the wound in his belly throbbing, and screamed: “Gooooonnn!”

  How far from home was he? He wasn’t sure. He was somewhere near Capua Gate, he believed. Was that too far for the magician to hear him? He covered the wound with his hand again, trying to staunch the flow of blood, hoping the magician would make good on his promise.

  “Gooooonnn!”

  His cries had drawn the wine seller from his shop. The man blinked at him then ducked out of sight, slamming the door shut.

  Apollonius felt weak and breathless. The pool of blood beneath him was sinking into the dusty paving stones quicker than it could spread.

  The earth, like his master, was always thirsty for living blood.

  “Gooooonnn!” he cried.

  From some second floor apartment, an annoyed male voice yelled, “Die already, damn you!” and a woman laughed.

  His master, the magician, landed in a crouch beside him.

  “What have you done now?” he sighed.

  “I insulted a Roman,” Apollonius choked, so happy to see the magician his eyes teared up. He reached for his adopted father with bloody hands, and Gon flinched away from him. “I’m dying, father,” he moaned. “He stabbed me in the belly. I am dying.”

  “Barely,” Gon said, his face unusually stern, and then he swept the boy into his arms. “Calm yourself, Paulo. You’re going to be all right.”

  “Can you save me? Am I going to live?” the young man babbled, putting his arms around his savior’s shoulders.

  “You are not going to die,” Gon said. “Though you might wish you had. Come, let us mount Vesuvius. I know a little cave where I can give you the blood. I suppose we’ll do it tonight, before you do manage to kill yourself somehow.”

  He glanced around to make sure no one was watching, then jumped to the rooftops and carried the boy from the city.

  He leapt the city walls and crossed the sere countryside, headed for the great forested pyramid that was Vesuvius. The journey was not a long one, as they took it in leaps and bounds. They passed the orchards and farms that blanketed the lower slopes of the mountain, flying ever upward until they were passing over little more than low, wind-sculpted trees and withered grass. It had been a hot summer with little rain and the flora of the mountain’s summit had baked to a crisp in the sun.

  They came to a cave. Gon bore him inside.

  “Why can’t we do this at home?” Apollonius sobbed, clutching the magician in the darkness. “I do not like this place. It is as black as the Styx.”

  “We can’t do this at home because you will scream,” Gon said, putting the boy down.

  The floor of the cavern was rough and stony. He smelled sulphur and dirt and the coppery tang of his own blood.

  “First I will heal your injury,” the magician said, “and then I will give you the Strix.”

  “Will it hurt very badly?”

  “Yes. It will be the worst pain you’ve every felt.”

  “Why did you tell me that?” the boy cried. “I’m frightened enough as it is!”

  “Just lie back,” Gon said with a chuckle.

  Apollonius did as he was told. He flinched as his master tore open his tunic where the blade had cut it, baring his lower abdomen, and then the magician made a hawking sound, as men do before they spit in the street. A moment later, the magician’s fingers passed across the wound in his belly, smearing some cold, sticky substance upon it. He yelped as Gon massaged the icy fluid on his skin, then howled as the magician poked a finger into his wound.

  “What are you doing?” he wailed.

  “Quiet! I do what I must to heal this injury. The dagger plunged deep.”

  After a moment, the boy felt his wound begin to itch. It grew warm and began to throb. The sensation of warmth penetrated his stomach, spread through his bowels. He felt giddy. The pain began to abate.

  “Better?” Gon asked.

  “Yes, the pain is fading.”

  “Good. You will live.”

  “Are you going to do it now?” the boy asked. “Are you going to give me the blood?”

  “Yes, only tell me again that you want it. Tell me that you’re sure of it. Your mortal life will pass away, Apollonius, and all your mortal pleasures with it. You will never enjoy mortal food again. You will never father children. You will be the last of your line.”

  Apollonius thought on it. He thought of his mother and father. He thought of Russus, slipping on a cabbage leaf. He thought of the man from the baths, sticking his blade in his belly.

  “Yes, I want it,” Apollonius gasped.

  “So be it,” the magician said.

  Flos Vendit

  The magician had spoken truthfully. The pain was bad.

  After the living blood had turned his heart to ice, the pain bloomed inside him like a frost-limned flower, growing and growing until it was greater than the whole world, the whole universe, and then it clasped him in its glacial petals. It enfolded him, smothered him, froze him to the marrow. He lost all sense of himself to the pain. He was pain and voice and that was all. Like a babe, still dripping from his mother’s womb, he shrieked.

  The cave where he was remade was like a womb in many ways. Lightless. Insulating. In its embrace he felt his flesh grow cold and hard. He felt his eyeteeth slide from his gums, bits of enamel crumbling away so that they were pointed and had a razor’s edge. His stomach cramped sickeningly, and he rolled onto his side and vomited. He vomited until his stomach was completely empty, and then the other end of his digestive tract voided. His bladder emptied in a gush of warm fluid. He sobbed in humiliation. He had not soiled himself since he was a babe.

  Hearing his anguish, his master said, “Do not be ashamed. It is just the Strix ridding your flesh of its mortal freight. It happens to us all.”

  His eyes burned, and the darkness began to ebb. He realized he could make out the details of the cave’s interior, dim, grainy, but growing ever brighter. He was assaulted by odors: shit and piss, the wine and food he had vomited, half-digested and mixed with bile.

  Pain lanced through him again, this time in his bones, and he writhed in agony as the living blood flowed through his marrow, devouring the living tissue in them, hollowing them out.

  “How much longer?” he gasped.

  But his master could only say, “I do not know.”

  Pain, and then more pain, but finally it ended. He emerged from his mountain womb a trembling, newborn thing. He stood upon the eastern slope of Vesuvius, blinking out upon the world like it was a fresh creation, a strange new world that he had never seen before.

  In fact, it was he who was newly minted. The world was still the world. Only he had changed.

  “I can see… everything,” Apollonius whispered. He looked down on Pompeii with eyes that caught the starlight and held it, like glimmering water in two cupped hands. His transformation had taken nearly a full day. It was good that his master had carried him to the mountai
n. His screams would have frightened the servants to death. Half the city would have heard him.

  The magician stood behind him, looking at the young man. His face bore an expression of satisfaction and relief, tinged with guilt and a modicum of sadness.

  “All of your senses should be fantastically amplified,” he said. “Sight, smell, hearing, taste.” He reached out and placed his hand on the boy’s bare shoulder. “Touch.”

  Apollonius shivered at the contact. His father’s brief touch ignited a lightning storm of sensation. He could even feel the whorls on the older man’s fingertips. He turned with a wondering smile, stroked the magician’s cheek, his glinting brown hair.

  “Your form is a revelation,” he said, cocking his head to one side. “Your skin has such an interesting quality. I never noticed...” He touched his own face then, his cheekbone and lips. He looked down at his belly, where the man from the baths had stabbed him. There was no sign of injury on the smooth white expanse of his flesh—just the curling blond hair that fuzzed his lower belly. There was not even a scar. An instant later, he was distracted by the chattering of a bird. Dawn was approaching, and the birds were rousing to greet the new day.

  “I can smell them down there, the people of Pompeii,” he said after he had listen, fascinated, to the birdsong for a little while. He thrust out his tongue, licking the air like a snake. “I can even taste them!” He flinched back then, and looked at his master with an anxious expression.

  “Your senses are still emerging. They can overwhelm if you are not careful of them,” the magician said. “You must insulate yourself, make a wall of your will and only pass what sensations you are interested in experiencing. Try to push the rest away from your thoughts. Make a fortress of your mind, like the city down below.”