F#ckGirl (F#ckGirl #1)

by Sheila Michelle

  Erin laughed. “Neither would I! But there’s no proof that it was him that originally posted it, Felicity. Maybe you should talk to Joe and Reamer about it.”

  “Oh, don’t worry, I will!” Felicity promised.

  “You need to tell me right now if it was Joe who originally posted this pic of the two of us kissing or you’re never gonna get kissed by me again!” Felicity threatened Reamer, as she stood in his bedroom after school. She told Erin that the picture of her and Reamer kissing was the only reason why she was seeing him after school today.

  Reamer sighed as he sat on his bed. “Sorry, Felicity. But I didn’t even know that Joe took the picture of you kissing me; I didn’t know until after you left and he showed me. I told him to send it to me and he did — why wouldn’t I want it? But I wanted it for me to enjoy looking at and not to post.”

  “Well, one of you posted it, and I’m not gonna stress myself out about it anymore because it’s out there forever now. Oh, and you better tell your fat little ex that she better not come after me in the hall like that again or I’m gonna beat all of that blubber off of her!”

  He grinned. “Sorry she did that, baby. And that picture of the two of us kissing was what sparked her to run after you in the hall like that. I was told that she’d just received it, then, she looked up and saw you staring at her, and combined with me quitting her on Friday, she just lost it. I admit that I was wrong to have kissed you while I was still with her, but that’s why I quit her because she does have a temper and always got mad over stupid shit, but I have to admit that this was something that was worth her getting mad over. Like I told Joe, we weren’t getting along that well lately anyway, so I feel that you finally talking to me was perfect timing and seems like it was meant to be.”

  She sighed. “Reamer. We don’t even know each other like that. I think you should just give it some time before you wanna jump right into another relationship with someone else. You know, that bitch really embarrassed me by chasing me down the hall like some fuckin’ fat maniac. Like I told Erin, I didn’t think her fat ass could run that fast.”

  He chuckled. “Me neither. She’s never ran that fast for anything when I was with her.”

  They laughed.

  He extended out his hands. “Come here.”

  She smiled as she walked over to him. She sat on his bed with him.

  He put his arm around her. “Is it okay if we kiss now since no one can see us and I’m not with Audrey anymore?”

  “Of course,” she replied.

  They started kissing.

  “Can I ask you something?” she asked in between kisses.

  “What is it?” he asked.

  “Are you a virgin?”

  He chuckled. “Of course not. But can I ask you something?”

  “Ask me anything.”

  “Are you really a fuck girl?”

  She abruptly stopped kissing him. She glared at him. “Are you a fuck boy?”

  “Hell naw, I’m not!” he replied, as he slightly laughed. “I was just asking because you know a lot of people say that about you, Felicity. I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt by wanting to get to know you more and not listening to what other people said, but you’re showing me that you’re just not interested in wanting to get to know me more, whether it’s just to be friends or more than that. I just wanted to hear it from you myself if you’re really like what people say you are.”

  “I think you should really mind your own fuckin’ business, that’s what I really think!” she said, as she got up off of his bed. “Are you gonna go through your whole life believing every fuckin’ thing you see and hear about someone, huh? Don’t you have a fuckin’ mind of your own?!”

  “Yeah, I do! That’s why I quit Audrey for you because I thought I may have had a chance with you that you haven’t given any other guy except Sloan!”

  “And Sloan was lucky that he was my boyfriend, remember that! And in terms of Audrey, you better not have told her that I told you to break up with her for me because if you did then you’re just as bad as all of the rest of the guys out there!”

  He sat on his bed as he looked down at his floor. “I didn’t tell her anything like that, Felicity,” he honestly said. “Look, I’m sorry I asked you that, okay? Can we just forget about it?”

  She stared at him. “I don’t know, Reamer. I thought you really liked me. If you really like someone then you wouldn’t ask them a question like that because you already know the answer to it. So in knowing that, I don’t know why you’ll like any girl that you think is a fuck girl.”

  He nodded. “You’re right. I don’t think you’re a fuck girl because I wouldn’t have wanted to get to know you more, and I especially wouldn’t have quit Audrey for a fuck girl.”

  She grinned. “Exactly. That sounds more like it. So, let’s get to know each other a little more, shall we?”

  He smiled big! “I have no objections to that!”

  They began kissing again.

  “Any sex requests?” she asked him.

  He smiled even bigger! “Yeah, as a matter of fact, I do have one.”

  “And what’ll that be?”

  “I love being jerked off,” he said with a sly grin.

  She laughed. “Don’t you all?”

  “Yeah, we do! We need a set of beautiful hands once in a while!” he said with a laugh.

  She laughed again. “Well, prepare yourself to be very pleased by these beautiful hands!”

  “I like the sound of that!” he said. He unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down and off, as well as his underwear.

  “WOW, you’re a great size! You’re much bigger than Sloan! I love that!” she said.

  “Really? Damn, thanks! That’s really a compliment coming from you,” he said, as he was truly flattered.

  He sat in the chair at his desk as she got in front of him, kneeled down, and began giving him the best hand job she’d ever given any guy while she talked dirty to him. His sounds that echoed throughout the room and house spoke for itself at just how much she pleased him to the absolute fullest.

  She got up off of her knees. “I never disappoint, remember that.”

  He laughed. “No, you don’t!”

  “Glad to hear it. Where’s your bathroom?”

  “Down the hall to your left,” he replied with a smile.

  “Thanks,” she said, and then left the room to go to the bathroom.

  Twenty minutes had gone by, and Reamer laid in his bed naked with his eyes closed. He was in a deep sleep. He opened them and noticed how Felicity still wasn’t out of the bathroom. He got up out of his bed and went to the bathroom. He knocked on the door. “Felicity? Are you okay in there?” There was no answer. He twisted the doorknob and it opened to no one being in the bathroom. “Felicity! Where are you?” he asked, as he looked inside every room and then went downstairs and went outside. Her car was gone. He sighed as he shook his head, and went back inside of his house.

  He walked into his bedroom. His phone rang. “Hey, man, what’s up?”

  “Not much, man. So, is she still there?” Joe asked.

  “Naw, she’s gone. She just left, man, and didn’t even tell me that she was leaving.”

  Joe sighed. “What did I tell you about her, man? She’s the ultimate fuck girl. She doesn’t give a fuck about anyone but herself. We both know what kind of girl she is, hell, everyone knows. Did you at least fuck her?”

  Reamer paused. “Yeah, I did, man,” he lied. “She also jerked me off.”

  “Damn, man! So how was it?”

  “Pretty good, man. She also gave me head, too, and that was great! Now I know how Allen and Sloan feel, and a ton of other guys, too” Reamer lied.

  “Yeah, a whole lotta other guys. Dude, seriously, I hope you still don’t wanna have anything serious to do with her since she played fuck and run with you.”

  Reamer laughed. “Yeah, she did, but I think she’s still misunderstood. Everyone deserves a chance to be understood fo
r the person they really are. I think Felicity is just confused right now on who she really is.”

  “I don’t think she’s confused at all, man. I think she knows exactly who she is, and exactly what she’s doing and loves doing it. There are just girls that are like her, man. They can’t be reasoned with and they’re not worth having anything serious with, and they know it. Maybe in the future she’ll change, but I seriously doubt that. She’s the type that in about ten, twenty years will be married to some rich, old man but still dressing like a slut while toting around a bunch of kids she never wanted to have and always wanting attention and flirting with other men in the process. Mark my words, man.”

  Reamer sighed. “Well, I hope that’s not the case, but that’s what it’s shaping up to look like when it comes to her. But I still like her, man.”

  Joe sighed. “Suit yourself, man. But honestly, if it was between Felicity and Audrey that you had to choose between, I would choose Audrey.”

  “For real, man? Well, I don’t believe Audrey wants me back, and I definitely don’t want her back. I think I have a chance at getting Felicity to really like me, man. I just need more time at it.”

  Joe sighed. “I think you’re wasting your time, man, seriously. There’s a lot of other girls out there who aren’t fuck girls. Those are the girls that you need to try and get to know, not girls like Felicity that you wouldn’t take home to meet your parents. Leave those girls like Felicity at school, the mall, parties, clubs, and especially on social media.”

  “Yeah, I agree, man,” Reamer said with a slight chuckle. But he was still stuck on Felicity and was determined to get her to see him the way he sees her.

  Chapter 12

  Later on that night, as Felicity posed in her new pajamas consisting of a white tank top with a plunging neckline and silk pink boy shorts with colorful flowers on them that exposed more of her butt than covered it, she turned around as she stared in Betty, her selfie mirror, and took pictures of herself. Suddenly, there was a knock on her door. She dropped her phone on her bed. “Just a sec!” she said, as she hurried to put on a pair of dark purple terry pajama pants with a wide leg, and then pulled the matching long-sleeve pajama top over her head. She opened her door to her parents staring at her. “What?”

  “How come you didn’t tell us that you and Sloan broke up?” Catherine asked.

  Felicity sighed. “Because I didn’t think it was important,” she replied.

  “Why would you think it wasn’t important to tell us, Felicity?” Todd asked.

  “Why would it be important? He broke up with me, okay? I was ashamed to tell you both that. It’s over between us and I don’t want him back, either, and he knows that,” Felicity replied, but she didn’t tell them that she tried to get him to take her back because of the trouble she was getting herself into with girls like Jackie and Willow, as well as guys like Allen and Taylor.

  Her parents walked into her room. Catherine sat at Felicity’s desk while Todd sat on the hot pink quilted ottoman sprinkled in clear crystals.

  “Tell us why he broke up with you, Felicity,” Catherine demanded.

  “Why, Mom? Does it matter now? We’re not together anymore and that’s the end of it,” Felicity said.

  “You weren’t cheating on him, were you?” Todd asked.

  “Of course not, Dad,” Felicity lied. “You should be asking him did he cheat on me because I know he has. I’m the one who should’ve broke up with him.”

  Her parents looked at each other.

  “Look, Felicity, we both know it’s hard to talk about a breakup, especially when you’re the one that was dumped. But if you ever wanna talk about it to us, you know we’ll listen,” Catherine said.

  Felicity smiled. “I know you both will. Don’t worry, I’m not all depressed and suicidal about him breaking up with me, okay? I’m fine. I know that’s why you’re both in here.”

  “Are you sure?” Todd asked, but with a slight grin.

  “Dad! Yes, I’m sure. I’m over him,” Felicity said.

  “Okay, we believe you, honey,” Catherine said. “We’ll leave you alone about him. But remember what we said about talking to us if you start feeling down about it because you can, especially if he ends up with someone else sooner than you think.”

  “I seriously doubt that,” Felicity said.

  “Good night, Felicity,” her parents said.

  “Good night,” Felicity said with a smile. She shut her door behind them, locked it, and then removed her cover-up pajamas, as she called them. She got back in front of Betty and resumed her selfies. She was interrupted once again, but this time it was by a phone call. She looked at her phone and saw that it was Sloan! “Speaking of the devil! I don’t believe this!” she said. She touched the ANSWER button. “Hey, bae! This is quite a surprise. What’s up?”

  “Hey, Felicity. I didn’t call you to argue with you, okay? I just want you to know that right now.”

  “Okay, I don’t wanna argue, either. So, what’s with the unexpected phone call? You know my parents were just in here minutes ago asking me how come I didn’t tell them about you breaking up with me?”

  “Really? How come you didn’t tell them?”

  “Because you know you want me back, bae,” she said, trying to put on her soft, sweet and sexy voice. “And I want you back.”

  Sloan sighed. “Felicity. You know that we don’t get along. There’s no reason for us to get back together and you know it.”

  “Yes, there is. I know you would not have quit Willow for me if it wasn’t for me having something special. Bae, I feel that I still have something special; we have something special. I just think that we should start all over again and forget about everything that’s happened in the past.”

  “Felicity, I can’t forget about everything that’s happened in the past when we were together and when I broke up with you. How can I forget about how much you cheated on me when we were together and just fucked with guy’s minds? You know, always telling them how good they looked and flirting even though you were with me? Huh? And don’t forget about sleeping with Allen the same day I broke up with you and then posting a pic of you in his bed wearing a T-shirt of his? C’mon, Felicity. And now this recent shit with you screwing with Taylor when you know he’s with Hunter, and even more recent with you kissing Reamer Miller while he was sitting in his car at a restaurant? You haven’t said one word to that dude in the almost four years that we’ve been at school. Did you really tell him to quit Audrey?”

  “NO!” she barked, “I DIDN’T! He’s fuckin’ lying when it comes to that! It was just a kiss and he wanted more than what it was ever gonna be. I didn’t even wanna talk to him after that night, but he practically begged me to give him my number so I did so he would just leave me the fuck alone. I didn’t wanna be with him like that, but he kept bugging me. He can have that little fat bitch back, and I don’t appreciate her running after me like I stole him from her, either, and I told him that!”

  “Have you slept with him?”

  “Fuck no, I haven’t slept with him, Sloan! What? You think I sleep with every fuckin’ guy that looks at me?”

  He kept quiet since he didn’t want to comment on her response. “Well, have you had a little fun with him, Felicity? Besides the kiss that you gave him on Friday night? You know, if we’re gonna get back together, I think the first thing that you need to be is honest and open with me.”

  “You’re really considering us getting back together?”

  “I’ve thought about it,” he replied.

  She sighed. “Okay, I did see Reamer at his house after school today, but ONLY because I wanted to talk to him more about him telling Audrey that he quit her for me and as a result, Audrey came after me thinking that I probably told him to tell her that.”

  “Okay, so, did you do anything sexual with him?”

  “No, I didn’t,” she lied.

  He sighed. “Felicity . . .”

  “Okay! Okay! I jerked him off, but that’
s it! And he had a really fuckin’ small dick — nowhere near the size of yours, bae. He needs to take some fuckin’ male enhancement pills or something because he’s just too skinny and his dick is so small that I couldn’t even see it when I had my hand around it while I was jerking him off, and I have beautiful small hands!” she laughed.

  He chuckled. “That’s bad, Felicity.”

  “Well, it’s the truth!” she said, as she laughed even harder. “But seriously, I just want him to leave me the fuck alone. He’s trying to become my boyfriend and there’s no way in hell I would want him as a boyfriend. You’re the only man for me, bae, and I mean that.”

  He sighed. “Well, Felicity, I’m gonna have to sleep on this, okay?”

  “Don’t sleep on it for too long!” she laughed.

  “Bye, Felicity,” he said.

  “Bye, bae,” she replied.

  Sloan hung up with her as he shook his head. “Hey, man, are you still there?” he said to Reamer!

  Reamer sighed. “Yeah, man, I’m still here,” he replied, with a sound in his voice that clearly showed how distraught he was at what he’d heard with his own ears. Although he knew that Felicity was telling the truth to Sloan about how she didn’t tell him to quit Audrey for her, he heard for himself how she truly felt about him all along.

  “Well, you heard her with your own ears, man. This is why I agreed to call her to let you hear for yourself the way she feels about guys in general. She doesn’t care about them,” Sloan said.