F#ckGirl (F#ckGirl #1)

by Sheila Michelle

“Not much, I admit. Except that he’s friends with Carson, and they do go to the same school.”

  “Does he have a girlfriend?”

  “I don’t know and I didn’t ask,” Felicity replied with a grin. “Like I always say, if he does then that’s on his conscience about what we did last night, not mine.”

  “Yeah, of course it is. So why am I getting the feeling that the two of you did more than just smoke weed and drink alcohol?”

  “Of course we did more than that! We had some great sex, but I couldn’t tell my mom that!” Felicity said with a laugh.

  Erin chuckled. “Well, I’m glad you’re fine and I have your purse at home; I forgot to bring it here. But we’re not going back to Moves tonight. Let’s just stay here or you can come over my house.”

  “On a Saturday night? It’s a must that we’re there! Look what happened last night! That was fun!”

  “Not for me it wasn’t, Felicity! I didn’t know where the fuck you were! I mean, one minute you tell me you’re getting another drink from Carson and then I don’t see you until now!”

  “Well, that won’t happen again. It’s just that Carson and Max were talking when I walked up to him, and Carson said that Max had some of the best weed and you know I haven’t smoked any in over six months so I wanted to see what kind he had, so Max took me out to his car. I was gonna call you and tell you, but that weed was so good and so was the alcohol that I just forgot. Sorry, Erin.”

  “Well, all of that shit makes you forget a lot of shit, Felicity. And I don’t know why the hell Carson didn’t tell me that you were with one of his friends smoking weed and drinking!”

  “Because I told him that I would tell you,” Felicity lied.

  Erin shook her head. “Well, if we’re gonna sneak back to Moves tonight — and I’m saying sneak back because you know you’re not supposed to be going there — then I’m gonna go home and get some rest since I didn’t sleep at all last night worrying about your fuck-girl ass!”

  Felicity laughed. “You don’t ever have to worry about me, you know that! So go on home and get rested for tonight!”

  Erin sighed. “Okay, Felicity.”

  They hugged, and Erin left the room.

  As Erin drove home, she thought about whether or not she should go along with Felicity to Moves when she knew that Felicity’s mom told her that she wasn’t allowed to go back there. As she sat at a stoplight, an unexplained feeling overcame her. The light turned green, and it took someone to honk at her to make her go.

  Chapter 16

  Felicity sat on her bed wearing pink plaid pajama pants with a matching solid pink short-sleeve tee as she stared at her parents while they told her what their plans were for tonight.

  “Now, Felicity. You know you’re not supposed to be going to Moves tonight, but we said that it was okay if Erin wanted to stop by, but no guys,” Todd said.

  Felicity grinned. “No problem.”

  “Also, you don’t have to worry about babysitting Mallory and Mason because they’re both sleeping over at their best friend’s houses,” Catherine said.

  “Thank God,” Felicity said with a grin.

  “That’s not nice, Felicity,” Todd said.

  “I’m not tryin’ to be mean. It’s just that I’m glad to have the house all to myself for tonight,” Felicity replied.

  “At least until midnight,” Catherine said. “We may even try to be back by then, but if we’re not, then one of us will call or text you.”

  “Cool. I’ll be here,” Felicity said. “Since it’s raining outside, it’ll be nice for me and Erin to watch a scary movie or something.”

  “You can do whatever you want except invite guys over,” Todd said. He looked at his watch. “We better get going, Catherine,” he told her. He looked at Felicity. “Felicity, we just want you to take a break from Moves for a while, okay? You know we don’t mind you going there and even agreed to go back on our word about not letting you go back there since that was the first time that you went too far last night.”

  Not far enough, Felicity thought. “I know, Dad. I don’t need a second lecture about it. Erin and I were talking about taking a break from there for about a week now, so there’s no better time to do it than now.”

  “Glad to hear it,” Todd said. “We’ll see you later.”

  “And we’ll call or text you if we don’t think we’ll be home by midnight,” Catherine said.

  Felicity picked up a book. “Okay. You two have fun.”

  “Bye, Felicity,” they said.

  “Bye,” Felicity replied with a grin.

  When her parents left her room, she dropped the book, walked to her window and waited to see them leave. She looked over across the street through the pouring rain at Taylor’s bedroom window. The light to his room was off.

  Minutes later, she watched as her parents backed out of the garage and out of the driveway, and then drove down the street. She checked the time; it was a little bit after seven o’clock. She went over to her vanity set and sat down to put her makeup on and fix her hair. She took off her pajamas and put on her sexy black lace tee with a wide scoop neckline and cap sleeves, and then slipped on her skinny jeans and black platform heels. She got on her phone and called Erin. “Okay, Erin. I’m ready to go.”

  Several minutes later, Erin drove them through the pouring rain to where Felicity knew she had no business being at tonight, Moves. “It’s raining so fuckin’ hard!” she said, as she drove slower than normal. “Are you sure you wanna go here tonight? I don’t know how many people are gonna be there since it’s raining so hard.”

  “Oh, come on, Erin. It’s rain, not snow and ice. Where my parents are from, they had to deal with snow for almost more than half the year. That’s why we ended up here in Las Vegas. The only snow I know of is up in the mountains.”

  “Don’t forget the snow we had that one morning our junior year that actually made its way down here! You were so scared to drive that I had to come and get you to take you to school!” Erin laughed.

  Felicity laughed. “Yeah, you’re right! And that’s because you’re a better driver than I am! I definitely saw that day why my parents moved out here when I was only two years old!”

  “You sure did!” Erin replied with a laugh.

  “Well, I should tell you that Max is bringing more weed to Moves tonight. When I was at his house, he said his dealer was bringing in another supply of it for him, so if you want some, let me know,” Felicity said with a grin.

  “No thanks,” Erin said. “I didn’t like the way it made me feel after that one time when I tried it at that party six months back that you dragged me to. And you better think twice about having a few puffs yourself because you know you’re not supposed to be coming here.”

  Felicity grinned. “Well, we’re only gonna stay a few hours. My parents said that they will call or text me if they’re gonna stay out past midnight. They’re going to dinner with some friends from out of town and then they said that they’re all going to a concert after that has a lot of performers, so I don’t know what time they’ll be back.”

  “Well, you better be on high alert for their calls or texts, Felicity, so my suggestion is not to get high tonight or drunk.”

  Felicity laughed. “I can’t promise that!”

  They finally arrived at Moves about ten minutes later than they normally did. It was still raining hard, but the parking lot was already packed with cars even though there was no line outside.

  “I guess they’re not letting anyone wait outside,” Felicity said. “And they shouldn’t in this rain.”

  Erin slowly drove around the parking lot for a space with the windshield wipers on full speed as the rain continued to come down hard. “I don’t see any parking spaces.”

  “Well, drop me off at the front since the entryway is completely covered,” Felicity told her.

  Erin glared at her. “And you expect me to circle around here trying to find a space?”

  “It’s your car,” Feli
city replied with a grin.

  “Yeah, but you wanted to come here!” Erin snapped back.

  “I didn’t know it was gonna be raining this hard today, Erin. Do you have an umbrella?”

  “Do you?” Erin asked.

  “Yeah, I do . . . but it’s at home,” Felicity replied with a grin. “That’s why I wore a jacket with a hood on it, but I don’t need it now!” She took off the jacket.

  Erin pulled up to the front of the club where it was completely dry. “Get out!” she said with a grin. “And yeah, I have an umbrella.”

  “See you inside!” Felicity replied, and then got out of the car, shut the door, walked towards the club and inside without having her ID checked, unlike the few people who were standing in line as they waited for a bouncer to check theirs. She also didn’t have to pay the $10 cover charge.

  As she walked through the club over to her reserved table for her and Erin, she saw how it was just as crowded as it was the night before . . . and it was complete déjà vu that some of the people that she’d caused fuckery to were also here tonight as well! She sat down at her table as she noticed Sloan with his friends as they sat at a table that faced the dance floor. She looked out on the dance floor and saw Jay dancing with Stacia. And Stacia was looking hot once again as she wore a beautiful teal blue long-sleeve blouse and black leather pants with a slight flare. Her long, thick high ponytail swished from side to side as she danced like no one was watching. She wears too much fuckin’ makeup — just like a tranny, she thought, as she glared at her.

  Minutes later, Erin walked over to the table and sat down. “Damn, I already see a lot of people from our school that’s here; it’s almost just like last night!”

  “Yeah, I noticed them when I walked in here and sat down. There must not be anything to do tonight as well,” Felicity said. She looked all around her. “Where’s Carson? I want a drink.”

  “And I hope you don’t want one with alcohol,” Erin said.

  “Do you want one?” Felicity asked.

  Erin shrugged. “I don’t know. Something didn’t seem right about that drink last night, Felicity. I felt that I was drugged for some reason. I didn’t wanna say anything to you about it.”

  Felicity stared at her. “Why would someone wanna drug your drink, Erin? You haven’t done anything to anyone. Maybe it was just the bad headache that you had. And look at the weather outside? Don’t you usually get bad headaches before rain comes?”

  “Sometimes,” Erin replied. “But I just can’t get my mind off of the fact that the drink tasted strange. I know there’s no alcohol served in here, but my soda had a funny taste to it; I can’t explain it.”

  “Well, maybe it was a bad soda, Erin. I’ve had a lot of sodas that were bad and tasted like club soda or something funny-tasting like that. Do you just want some water?”

  “Yeah, that’s fine. But tell them I want bottled water that’s sealed,” Erin replied.

  “Okay, will do,” Felicity said. She got up and texted Carson about drinks.

  “Where are you going?” Erin asked.

  “To meet Carson by the bar since I just texted him about getting us drinks,” Felicity replied, and then got up and left the table. She looked at her phone and noticed how Carson hadn’t responded to her. She continued to take in the atmosphere and was still surprised to see that it was almost an exact repeat of last night, and that the only difference was that everyone was wearing something different. She winked and flirted with guys that she’d seen here before, as well as ones that she’d never seen before. She then passed a group of six girls who were sitting at a table.

  “Go, fuck girl! Go, fuck girl!” half of the girls chanted.

  Felicity looked at them as the whole table stared back at her as they all laughed. Yeah, fuck you, haters! Ugly cunts! she thought, as she continued to walk to the bar, but didn’t want to say anything directly to them that would cause trouble because she knew she shouldn’t have been here tonight, plus, she knew she was outnumbered even though she was with Erin.

  Several minutes later, Felicity came back with a bottle of water for Erin and a soda for herself. “Sorry that took so long.”

  “Thanks,” Erin said, as she unscrewed the cap on her water. She took a sip. “This tastes good. Did you tell Carson that I think someone drugged my drink last night?”

  “No, because I didn’t see him. He didn’t respond to my texts, either. Maybe he’s not here tonight since he’s been here every night that we’ve been here,” Felicity said, as she looked around for him. “And I don’t see Max, either.”

  “They obviously haven’t gotten here yet. But I don’t want you going off with Max tonight,” Erin said. “Remember, you’re not even supposed to be here tonight.”

  Felicity grinned. “Well, if I go off with him, it’s only off to his car in the parking lot for some alcohol and weed—”

  “Felicity!” Erin said.

  “What?” Felicity replied with a grin.

  “I’m trying to keep you out of trouble! I already feel guilty about bringing you here tonight when I know I shouldn’t have! Look, I think we better go now.”

  Felicity looked at Erin as if she was crazy. “Are you fuckin’ kidding me, Erin? We just got here! I’m not going anywhere until I at least dance and interact with people, and you need to do the same.”

  “I honestly don’t feel like it,” Erin replied. “I’m more worried about you getting back home before your parents do.”

  Felicity grinned as she looked at her phone to see if either one of her parents had called or texted her; they hadn’t. “Well, no word from them right now. Don’t worry, the minute they call or text me to say that they’re either headed home or they’re gonna be out longer, I’ll let you know.”

  Erin nodded with a slight smile. “So, are you gonna talk to Sloan tonight?” she asked with a grin.

  “Nope,” Felicity replied.

  “Why not? You did last night.”

  “Because he was dancing with Willow and he knows I hate her.”

  Erin looked at her. “Um, Felicity. I don’t know what to tell you, but when I was sitting in my car watching people as they walked out of here last night when it was closed, I saw Sloan and Willow leave together.”

  “That son of a bitch!” Felicity angrily replied.

  “Don’t get mad, Felicity. You said that you didn’t wanna have anything to do with him, and now you have a reason to still wanna keep to that.”

  “Well, I’ll fix him for this shit!” Felicity said, and then got up out of her seat.

  “Felicity, now don’t go fucking with him, okay? You know you’re not supposed to be here in the first place, so the last thing you need is to get into some trouble.”

  “I’m not gonna get into any trouble, Erin. I came here to have fun like the way I always do, and I’m tired of sitting around so I’m going out there to dance by myself,” Felicity said. She walked away from the table towards the dance floor and up on the stage. Right away, she attracted guys to her who wanted to dance with her.

  Erin slightly smiled as she stayed in her seat and watched Felicity, and she noticed how more guys were crowding around her, hoping for their chance to dance with her. Felicity stayed at the front of the stage as she continued to dance as if these guys weren’t trying to get her to dance with them. She looked away from Felicity for a second and saw Carson walk by with a guy she’d never seen before. That must be Max, she thought. “CARSON!” she yelled, and tried to wave him over to her, but it appeared to her as if he didn’t see her, but she could’ve sworn that he had. She looked back up to the stage and saw Felicity still in the front of it dancing, but now a guy who she’d never seen here before was holding her from behind. She shook her head and as she did, she noticed how this guy let go of her and another guy had his fun dancing with her, while other guys danced and stood around as if they were waiting for their turn. “I don’t like the look of this,” she mumbled, and then got up and made her way through the crowd towards Feli
city when suddenly, a guy that she’d never seen here before stepped in her way.

  “Wanna dance?” he asked.

  Erin looked up at the stage and noticed how Felicity seemed to have been behind someone now, while a group of guys still stood all around her as they tried their best to dance with her, and waited for their individual chance to grind her from behind. “Um, sure,” she said.

  The guy led her out to the floor, and they began to dance as she faced Felicity, but now she couldn’t see her at all. “What’s your name?”

  “Erin,” she replied, as she still looked up at the stage since she couldn’t see Felicity anymore. “Um, I’m gonna have to—”

  “I’m Clem,” he replied with a smile, cutting her off.

  Suddenly, she noticed that the crowd began to sway from side to side on the stage, and a fight erupted!

  “FELICITY!” Erin said, as she broke away from Clem and tried to get to the stage where she was, but she kept being pushed farther and farther back where she ended up off of the dance floor and nowhere near the stage. She looked frantic as she looked around as it seemed as if she was still getting pushed back even more. She locked eyes with Clem; he made his way over to her.

  “Let me take you to somewhere safe while they get everything sorted out,” he suggested.

  “I need to see if my friend Felicity is okay! She was up on that stage when that fight broke out!” Erin said in a panic.

  “She is,” he assured her. “Come with me.”

  She looked back at the stage as she reluctantly went with Clem to an area of the club where it was safe. She got on her phone and called Felicity; there was no answer. “Come on, Felicity! Don’t start this shit with me again!” she said.

  Twenty minutes later, as she still stood in the same place waiting for Clem to tell her that it was okay for her to walk around the club again, she looked down at her texts as one came in from Felicity. Damn! That was wild! I’m ready 2 go. She didn’t wait for Clem to come get her as she immediately got up and went back out into the main area of the club. As she looked around for Felicity just in case she came back inside, she noticed that even though it was still crowded, she didn’t see any of the people that she went to school with or the ones that she didn’t go to school with like Jay. As she walked towards the exit to leave, she noticed how Stacia was wearing a black blouse instead of the teal blue one that she had on earlier. She thought about it for a second, and then left the club to meet Felicity outside. She looked all around her and didn’t see Felicity in sight. She got out her phone and texted her. Where R U? You don’t wanna get in trouble! She waited for her text to come in. My parents called me and told me that they’re not gonna be home by midnight so that means I can be out longer. I’ll get a ride from Max or Sloan, she texted back. She let out a deep sigh as she shook her head and then texted her back. Okay, Felicity. Call me when you get home.