The Secret's Out (Hawks MC: Caroline Springs Charter, #1)

by Lila Rose

  “Just gonna change.” he smiled.

  Before Josie’s fog could clear, I was over to that bed and hoping on it. “How you doin’, sweetheart?” I asked and lay down on the side closest to the door.

  She didn’t answer, too in the zone. Her body was controlling what she was feelin’. So instead, she reached for me, her arm curving around my neck and pulling me down so our lips met. She kissed me and again my dick was hard in seconds. It wanted in her, but I had bad news for him because we weren’t goin’ there. This was about pleasuring her and nothin’ more. I’d already got off that night. It was Josie’s turn.

  The bed dipped on Josie’s other side, lettin’ me know Pick was back. I looked up to see he was also only wearing a pair of black boxers.

  “Precious,” he said. I shifted back so she could turn to him. “Are you wet, baby?”

  “Y-yes,” she stuttered.

  “Can I feel?”

  Christ. Yes.

  “I-I...”

  “It’s okay, sweetheart. If you don’t like it or anything in any way, just let us know, yeah?”

  She nodded slowly. I sent a chin lift to Pick before my lips went to her neck. She arched for me and while she was distracted by feelin’ my lips upon her, I lifted her tee up past her stomach and chest. Her handful of breasts were covered in her red lacy see-through bra. My dick jerked under my boxers because as I gently smothered her in kisses, I watched her boobs rise and fall rapidly. Red was my favourite colour on her pale skin.

  Josie tilted her head back, her eyes closed tightly. I watched as Pick kissed her stomach and then his fingers trailed up her thigh still covered in her jeans. I stared intently as he undid her button and slowly slid down the zipper on her jeans, all while I kept her mind from going there with my lips, tongue and teeth. Once he had the zipper all the way down, he looked up and met my gaze. Fuck, we were both excited about this part. I could see Pick’s erection pressing against his boxers like mine was.

  Moving my lips down to her chest, just above her breast, so I could watch more closely. Pick licked his lips. Yeah, fucker, I wanted a taste of her as well. His hand slowly slid between the gap her jeans made...and that was when she froze.

  Chapter Eleven

  Pick

  Dammit. Her mind had just caught up with her body. As soon as I felt her body tense up when my fingers touched the outer part of her soaked pussy’s lips, I removed them. Billy went up to his elbows to look down at her. She had a hand flung over her eyes. Before we got the chance to say anything, she moved, scooting up the bed until her back hit the headboard.

  “I-I’m sorry, so sorry.” Her words were laced with sadness.

  Eli moved up next to her where I stayed halfway down, only getting to my knees. “Why are you sorry, sweetheart?” Eli asked gently.

  “I ruined it.”

  “No, babe, you didn’t.” He smiled down at her and took her hand. “Could you, maybe tell us what happened in that beautiful head of yours?”

  With her free hand, she quickly pulled down her tee and then placed her hand over her eyes, while she shook her head back and forth. Fuck, her bottom lip trembled and I wanted to punch a fuckin’ dead guy for fuckin’ her mind up.

  “Precious, you’re safe with us and, baby, you can tell us anything.” I laid a hand on her bare foot. She flinched.

  Clenching my jaw before I yelled the house down, I moved my hand away from her. She shifted her hand away from her face. Her eyes wide, she reached out to me, and I took her outstretched hand in mine.

  “I-I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to flinch. I’m sorry. Goodness, I’m so sorry. I enjoyed everything that was happening, but then my mind took me back there. It took me to that room.” Her hand went over her mouth.

  “Sweetheart. What happened in that room? Babe, we need to know so we don’t do something that will freak you out again,” Eli asked.

  She nodded her understanding, only said nothing. She looked from me to Billy and back again. Then her eyes glanced over the bedding. She sucked in a breath. “He would come in and he would...he did things to me. He would...he’d say nothing except—” She bit down hard on her bottom lip to keep it from trembling. Billy dropped her hand to move his to her mouth. She let up biting as he ran his thumb over her lip again and again.

  She smiled sadly up at him and then her eyes went back to the bed. Was she ashamed to look at us when she spoke of her fucked-up times? She shouldn’t feel the need to hide her gorgeous eyes from us. We needed her to know that.

  “I had to call him daddy when...when he was in me. Every time he’d roughly put his...um, his fingers in me and then he’d rip my clothes from my body and take me.”

  “Motherfuckin’ cunt,” Billy hissed.

  Glaring at Billy to control his wayward anger, he gave me a nod. Even though on the inside fury blazed a trail through my own veins. His nostrils flared again and again. I knew what he was thinkin’ ‘cause I was thinkin’ the same thing. We wanted a chance to kill the fucker again. At least his life was snubbed out by my own hands.

  “Sweetheart, what...what he did will never happen with us. When Pick put his hands down your pants, did that set you off?”

  She nodded.

  Christ. I’d made her go back there. I caused it and that gutted me.

  With what I’d been through, I should have known better. We should have talked before anything like that happened. But we were caught up in the moment and hell, I never would have thought something like seein’ Billy and me together like that would have started it. At the time, all I could think about was Billy’s body gettin’ me off and then to know Josie, our girl, was watchin’ us and likin’ it... I was crazed to please her in that way, by just havin’ her watch us.

  Fuck, I was the one to bring back her hell.

  My hand fell from hers and I went to climb off the bed. I couldn’t take being in there knowing I brought back the memory of her abuser.

  “Caden,” Josie cried out. I turned to face her. All of her fear disappeared as she glared at me. Instead, she was pissed about something. I would have laughed if I wasn’t feelin’ sorry for myself. “Don’t you dare leave.”

  “Baby, it’s okay. I should have known better. We should have talked through the things that could set you off before jumping the gun and doin’ it.” I wiped my hand down my face. “You need some rest. Billy should stay in here for the night with you, precious. In case...hell, in case any nightmares come from what I’d done.”

  “No!” she snapped and got to her knees. “I-ah, okay, I’m going to say this.” Her cheeks tinted pink. “I liked what was going on. I...I wanted something more to happen. I-I still do, I’m not used to feeling my body react like that. But, um, maybe...I don’t know, maybe I could remove my clothes first?”

  Holy shit.

  Billy’s head shot to me. Mine to him and we stared at each other. Had we heard right?

  “I don’t want him,” she snarled with her lip raised and all, fuck it was cute, “to come between the three of us.”

  “But, sweetheart—” Billy started.

  “No, please. Please don’t stop this from happening.”

  “I don’t think we should—” I began.

  However, no matter what I was about to say, Josie wasn’t going to listen. To prove her point, she whipped her tee from her body and threw it to the floor.

  “Ah...” Billy started and then snapped his mouth shut when she stood on the bed and slid her jeans down her legs.

  “There,” she stated happily with her hands on her hips. “Now my mind can’t freak out...but, um, is, ah would it be okay if I left my panties on?”

  I threw my hands in the air and shook my head. “Sure.” I was at a loss for words. Josie stood in front of us in red lacy see-fuckin’-through panties and bra.

  Nope, there went her bra.

  “Wow.” She smiled. “I’ve never felt so...”

  “Sexy?” Billy growled.

  “Gorgeous?” I offered with a smirk because there w
as our shy, sweet Josie standing before us in nothing but panties. Did I mention they were see-through?

  “No, but thank you.” She blushed and sat on the bed, her legs crossed in front of her and I wanted to rip them apart to take in her scent. “I was going to say freeing. Maybe I should walk around virtually naked more often.”

  Fuckin’ Billy, his hand shot straight up in the air. “I agree,” he yelled. “As long as no one else sees you,” he added and I nodded.

  “Okay then,” she teased. Her gaze swung to me and then I was a goner. “Caden, please come back to bed.” If her blush didn’t deepen and dip to her chest, I would have sworn our girl wasn’t embarrassed by letting her inner minx out.

  “Hell yeah.” I grinned and crawled on to the bed at the end. “Are you sure—”

  She interrupted with, “I promise to let you know if something’s happening up here.” She touched her finger to her temple.

  Nodding, I looked to Billy who was still leaning against the headboard and then to Josie. “Go sit on Billy’s lap, baby.” Billy looked at me with a question in his eyes, but I ignored it. Hopefully, my plan would work and our girl will find her mind too occupied to go anywhere unwanted.

  Josie pushed her hair from her face and then to one shoulder. I waited to see if she would listen and then winked at her when she started to move. She got to her knees and knee walked toward an eager looking Billy.

  “Come here, sweetheart.” Billy smiled, his arms wide and legs straight out on front of himself. Josie giggled and sat sideways on his legs. His arms surrounded her waist and he kissed her temple then neck. He palmed her naked breasts and she wiggled on his lap. I was sure he’d be back to havin’ a hard-on with the way she was movin’ on his groin.

  However, I wanted to join in on the fun as well. “Josie,” I said.

  “Hmm,” was her response because already she was back to feelin’ what Billy’s mouth was doin’ to her.

  “Baby, face my way,” I ordered with a gruff voice.

  Billy looked up, so her head turned toward me. “Move around and face me, precious.”

  She nodded and shifted around, her legs went to either side of Billy’s.

  “Eli,” she gasped.

  “Yeah, sweetheart, you’re makin’ me so fuckin’ hard,” he groaned and bit down on her shoulder. Through hooded eyes, she looked up at me and smiled. I just bet she was wondering what was gonna happen next.

  She didn’t have to wonder for long. I crept up closer on my knees. “Bend your legs, baby and put your feet to the bed.”

  “Christ, yes.” Billy grinned. He knew what I was up to.

  She hesitated for a second and then bent her knees, spreading her legs more, to each side of Billy’s legs. Her pussy was on full view now and I could see through the lace she was drenched.

  Josie leaned her head back against Billy’s shoulder while both his hands toyed with each breast. She was a tit girl, loving the caresses, and could probably get off from having her tits played with.

  “Baby, you’re so wet for us,” I hissed. “I’m gonna touch you there, okay? It’s just us here, precious, no need to be scared. But if you don’t like anything I’m doin’, just say so, yeah?”

  “Y-yes, Caden.” Fuck, her voice dripped in lust.

  Leaning forward on my knees with one hand to the bed, I gently and slowly cupped her sex. “So hot, baby, so hot and beautiful.” When she didn’t freak, I applied more pressure to two fingers and rubbed harder against her.

  “Oh,” she panted, closing her eyes. “T-that feels nice...I-I’ve never felt that before down there.”

  Christ, did the fuckhead do nothing for her but get off himself?

  Billy, wondering the same thing, asked, “Sweetheart, you ever touched yourself down there and came from it?”

  “Huh?”

  Billy met my gaze. Her answer was enough. Motherfuckin’ Christ, she’d never come before. Ever.

  My male pride wanted me to pound against my chest at the thought I was gonna be the first one to make her climax.

  “Babe,” Billy growled in her ear as he tweaked her nipples causing her hips to grind down and up. “We’re gonna make you feel so good.”

  “Yes,” she whispered.

  “Precious, I need to move your panties aside, but you’ll keep them on, is that okay?”

  “Uh-huh,” she said with a nod.

  Licking my lips, finding myself so fuckin’ keen to taste her, I reached to the side of her panties and tugged them over. She still had her eyes closed, so I wanted to surprise her with my next move. Moving my knees apart to each side of Billy’s feet, I got to my elbows and then leaned in. First, while Billy watched, I drew in her scent.

  Fuck. She smelt delicious.

  Testing, I stuck out my tongue and took my first lick from bottom to top. Her eyes sprung open and stared down at me.

  “Caden,” she whispered unsure.

  “Just relax, sweetheart, and feel it,” Billy encouraged.

  While keeping her gaze, I leaned in again and tongued her clit. She nearly jumped off Billy’s lap, but he had a hold of her.

  “I, oh, ah.” She didn’t know what to say.

  Again, I went back to her clit and wiggled my tongue against it. She squirmed on Billy’s lap and from the way his head was thrown back against the headboard, her arse was rubbin’ his dick the right way.

  Her scent was gettin’ to me, driving me crazy, and I wanted more.

  So I took it.

  I sucked, nipped and tongued up and down, side to side, all while she panted and fucked my face. When her hand slid into my hair and pushed down, I groaned against her and she let out a mew of sounds. My hand slid into my boxers and I palmed my dick. I was that fuckin’ hard it wasn’t gonna take me long to come.

  “Caden, oh, God, Eli. Something...stop, something’s happening to me.”

  I couldn’t stop. I didn’t want to. I wanted her to have her pleasure, to feel her release.

  Thank fuck Billy wanted it as well. “Just go with it, Josie. Come on his face. Look at him, babe. He wants it. Just let it go. Ah, shit, babe, you’re gonna make me come again from the way you’re movin’ over my dick. Yeah, sweetheart, like that, ah, yeah, Josie. Let him eat you out while I watch. Fuck, shit. I’m gonna come. Keep movin’ just like that, yeah...fuck yeah, babe.” Billy grunted through his release and I groaned as my hand pumped out mine into my boxers.

  Josie stilled and then her back arched. “C-Caden,” she cried and forced my head harder onto her pussy. As soon as I slid two fingers inside, her walls clenched down around them milking my fingers as I took my last few licks.

  Josie slumped back against Billy looking sedated. I wiped across my mouth with the back of my hand before I leaned forward to touch my lips against hers.

  She slowly blinked her eyes open. Her hand reached up to cup my cheek. “I think I’ve been missing out on a lot.”

  Billy and I chuckled. “Yeah, precious, but now you have us.”

  Billy ran his hands over her stomach and sides before adding, “And anytime you wanna free the tension from your body, Pick and I are more than willing.”

  She giggled and then yawned behind her hand. “Our girl needs some sleep,” I said.

  “Hmm,” she uttered, her eyes already drooping.

  Billy slid her off him and she curled to her side. “Love you, guys,” she mumbled. Even though I didn’t think she knew what she just said, we heard it and we fuckin’ loved it. My chest warmed. I wanted to reach out and take her into my arms. I wanted to slide my dick into heaven...but not yet.Billy got up from the bed, his eyes soft on our woman. Her words had also affected him. “I’m gonna clean up and crash in Parker’s bed. You sleep next to her tonight.”

  My head went back. “You sure...we could all fit.”

  “Nah, man. I’ll take her bed tomorrow night. Don’t want to crowd her in case she...”

  Got fucked-up dreams.

  “Good thinkin’, brother. S’all cool with me, whatever
you want.” And I honestly meant that. We worked well together and I was looking forward to seeing what the future would bring.

  After I cleaned myself up again, I went back into Josie’s bedroom. She was already deeply asleep. So when I climbed in behind her, shifting her so the blanket was over us instead of under her, she stayed asleep. I curled my arm around her waist and even in her sleep she snuggled her back into me.

  Yeah. My future was definitely lookin’ up. If anything came to ruin it, fuck it up, there’d be hell to pay.

  Chapter Twelve

  Josie

  A warm, heavy weight was across my waist when I woke. Holding my breath, I started to feel panic, until I slowly glanced behind me to find Caden’s sleeping form. My whole body sagged in relief and then thoughts of last night flooded my memory.

  Goodness.

  I’d fallen asleep right after...

  My cheeks heated.

  No one’s head had been down there. No one. And the way Caden and Eli made me feel was like nothing I had ever felt in my whole life. I wanted to feel that again and again and again.

  They cherished my body. The way their hands, mouths, skin felt against or on mine was beautifully erotic.

  Goodness. Heat bloomed in the pit of my stomach at the thought. I wanted that tingling feeling to intensify like it had last night.

  I wonder...

  Could I touch myself down there and do what I had to do before Caden woke?

  I wasn’t sure, but my body wanted me to have a go. Moving my hand from Caden’s arm, I drifted it down slowly so I wouldn’t startle Caden awake. I was still in my panties, so I slid my hand under and was so close to touching that Caden’s voice piercing the quiet room made me jump.

  “Precious, let me take care of you,” was growled behind me.

  My heart nearly beat out of my chest. My stilled hand trembled when I felt Caden’s arm move from my waist and down straight into my panties where my hand was still frozen.