The Secret's Out (Hawks MC: Caroline Springs Charter, #1)

by Lila Rose

  Crap. It wasn’t the time for a conversation. I was about to blow my load.

  “Yeah, ah, fuck, yeah,” I groaned when she ran her thumb over the tip of my nob.

  “Eli, I really need something.”

  “Tell me,” I asked on a growl. If she wanted anything, I would give it to her.

  “I would like,”—she squeezed my cock—“this inside me.”

  Shaking my head, I thought, again, that I was hearing things...or was I dreamin’?

  “Please?” she begged in a soft voice.

  “Sweetheart, you sure?”

  “Yes.”

  “Ah, I-I...” Crap, I was stutterin’. “Do you want Pick in here as well?”

  She ran her hand up my stomach, lettin’ go of my cock before she said, “Do you think he should be?”

  “Maybe.” Honestly, I was leaning toward yes. I knew what I’d want in that situation. If it were Josie’s first time with one of us, I’d want to be there to see it and watch her through it. “Yes,” I said and quickly climbed out of the bed, turning on the bedside light. “Be back in a tick.” I smiled over my shoulder while pulling my boxers back up. Opening the door, I stepped out, praying I didn’t run into Simone. We really needed a place to ourselves. I walked down the hall and without knockin’, I opened the door to Pick.

  Already knowing he probably wasn’t sleepin’, I found him sitting on the bed, already in boxers while thumbing through his pictures on his phone. Probably lookin’ at the ones we’d taken with Josie over the last month or so.

  Stepping in, I closed the door behind me. Caden sat up quickly. “She okay?”

  “Yeah, brother. But, ah, fuck, okay she wants to fuck.”

  He blinked slowly and then hissed, “Say what now?”

  “She wants to have sex and now. We thought you’d wanna be there for it.”

  “Fuck, yes.” Caden grinned and got off the bed. He had the door open in a second and was back in Josie’s room in the next second. Hell, I wasn’t far behind.

  “Caden,” I heard Josie say and I just fuckin’ knew it’d be with a smile.

  “Shift over to the middle, precious,” Caden ordered.

  Once she was situated and Caden had already hopped in beside her, I quickly followed suit. On my side, up on my elbow, I looked down at Josie to see her cheeks red like her hair. “Babe, we need to know, you on the pill?”

  “Yes.”

  “I’m clean,” I provided and looked to Caden.

  “Hey, you’re running the show. I’m just here to watch. But if you wanna fuckin’ know, I’m clean also.”

  “Now we got that out...” I grinned down at Josie.

  “Are we going to turn off the light?” Josie asked.

  “Hell no, baby,” Caden said. “We wanna see you. But you okay with that?”

  “I think so,” she said with a shy smile.

  “You ain’t, you tell us, yeah?” She nodded. “Caden, how about you get her ready while I pay close attention to her mouth?”

  “Sounds good to me.” He smiled.

  “Josie,” I whispered. Her head turned to me and I claimed her lips with mine. My tongue came out to rub against her lips. She opened for me and touched her tongue with mine. Then, it got heated. She moaned against my lips as I thrust my cock against her hip. I opened my eyes enough to see Caden kissin’ her stomach while his fingers played with her bare pussy, panties no longer in sight.

  Removin’ my mouth from hers, I trailed tender kisses down her neck, over her collarbone and to her chest. Then I pulled back and growled, “Pick, up here.” I got to my knees and Pick moved up the bed to start kissin’ Josie. “Babe, spread,” I ordered with a hand on her thigh.

  Jesus, I was fuckin’ excited to get inside her. It was like openin’ the best fuckin’ Christmas present when you were a kid. I moved between her legs, but sat back on my calves to watch Pick and Josie enjoyin’ each other. Pick was playin’ with her bare tits and Josie, fuck, she had her hand down his boxers.

  I didn’t have to feel to know she was primed ready to go...but fuck, I was a guy, ‘course I still had to get my fingers on her sweet pussy. She jumped and tore her lips away from Caden when she felt the first gentle swipe of two fingers against her pussy lips. She was soaked.

  “You want me inside you, babe?”

  She bit her bottom lip and nodded.

  “You want to stop, any-fuckin’-time at all, you tell me.”

  “Okay, Eli.” She smiled shyly and there was her blush. I loved when her cheeks tinted for us.

  Leaning down, I kissed her mound before kissing my way up her stomach to her breast. There I sucked in her erect nipple and gently applied pressure with my teeth. She moaned and grabbed the back of my head. However, I shook it off and leaned over her, my hands on the bed, my arms straight. “Spread further, sweetheart.” She did. I took one hand off the bed and palmed my cock, lining it up with her, then thought better of it and rubbed the tip of my dick up and down, teasing her with it.

  “Eli, please,” she begged, her legs spreading further, wanting and waiting for me to enter.

  Smirking up at her, she glared, got to her elbows so she could look down at us. She wasn’t the only one though. A silent Caden, also got to one elbow and then hissed through clenched teeth when he saw I stopped playing and slowly started to push my way inside her fuckin’ tight, wet pussy.

  “You okay, Josie?” I asked even though it was a strain not to just pump all my cock inside her.

  She looked from our bodies joinin’ together up to me and smiled. “Yes, Eli.” I slid more in and she moaned. “I’m more than all right,” she said, flopping her upper half back down to the bed. “Th-that, it feels good. Better than good.” Jesus, the way she was talkin’ I couldn’t help myself. I thrust all the way in. “Oh, God, more,” she cried.

  “Fuckin’ beautiful,” Caden voiced before he tore his eyes away from my cock now gliding in and out of Josie’s soaked pussy, faster and faster, to me where he smiled. He then turned again to look down at Josie and his smile went bigger, brighter, when he saw her head thrown back in the moment.

  “She feels, so good, Cade,” I groaned.

  “I bet she does. And she’s ours.”

  “Fuck yes,” I hissed low.

  “Caden,” Josie cried. “Kiss me, please.” She didn’t have to ask twice. Caden fell upon her lips with his own and ravaged them while I slid in and out of fuckin’ heaven.

  Shit. My balls were creepin’ up, I was gonna blow my load soon, but I needed our girl to come first. I wanted to feel it all around my cock.

  Lifting a hand from the bed, I pressed a thumb on her clit and moved it up and down twice before she exploded on a cry. Her mouth came away from Caden’s. Her hands fisted the sheets and she brought her hips up to meet mine as her walls tightened around my cock, drawing the cum from my body.

  “Ah, yes. Fuck,” I yelled as my cum filled her sweet pussy.

  Holy shit, she was still comin’.

  I pulled my cock free. Josie mewed her complaint at losing me but I growled at Caden, “Get up there, brother, she’s still comin’.”

  Quickly, I moved outta the way, laying down next to Josie as her body shuddered and Caden climbed between her legs and thrust his cock straight inside her. She screamed out in ecstasy as Caden kept up his pursuit of pumping hard into her.

  “Christ, the best, our girl is the fuckin’ best,” Caden barked deeply.

  “Oh, yeah, brother.” I smiled. “She stopped comin’?”

  “Hell, no. She’s so tight, so fuckin’ beautiful.”

  “Oh, God, Eli...”

  “Ride it out, babe, ride it out on Caden’s cock.”

  “Yes,” she yelled.

  Caden groaned and then grunted. He stilled for a second before pumpin’ faster and I knew he was comin’. I knew the face he pulled when he came.

  Both of them. Fuckin’ beautiful and mine.

  Caden had no choice but to collapse down on top of Josie. He was exhaus
ted just like I was, but especially our girl. Never had I seen a woman come that hard and long in my whole fuckin’ life.

  Caden rolled to her side. I watched his softening cock slip from her. At least I had a little more energy, so I leaned over the bed, picked up my tee and gently, knowing she’d still be sensitive, wiped our cum from between her legs.

  “Hmm, thank you.” Josie smiled with her eyes closed.

  “Thank you, sweetheart, for trustin’ us, for letting’ us in that gorgeous body,” I said and then threw the soaked tee to the floor.

  “Love you, guys,” she said sleepily.

  “Precious,” Caden moaned and rolled into her, his arm going over her waist. “You’re it for us. You’re our home.”

  He held back from sayin’ it, but what he said was enough for our Josie. She turned her head and kissed his lips before she turned to me. Against her lips, I whispered, “We love you, too, sweetheart, with all our fuckin’ hearts.”

  She slowly blinked her eyes open and smiled brightly. “I have definitely been missing out on so much...but especially in the bedroom.”

  Both Caden and I chuckled.

  “Lucky you have us now, baby,” Caden said.

  “And only ever us,” I growled.

  “Definitely.” She smiled.

  But seriously, right then, I felt like I was the luckiest one to have two people in my life I loved, who were willing to share their lives and love with me.

  Not that I’d ever say anything to Caden. I was a mean motherfucker after all, and we didn’t talk emotions and shit.

  Chapter Fourteen

  Josie

  Something was happening, but I had no clue what it was. Two weeks had passed and something was amiss with my guys. They were still very attentive to me. A smile slipped onto my lips at the thought. Yes, they were very attentive. However, I was getting tired of them mollycoddling me.

  I knew I had to come in strong with a plan of attack to find out what they were hiding. They’d become very clever at distracting me with their bodies, and house hunting. Two days earlier, we had finally, after looking at ten different houses and apartments, decided on an already vacant three-bedroom weatherboard house. It reminded me of Mattie and Julian’s house in Ballarat across from the compound. I even sent a photo of it to my parents. Mum loved it. Dad thought it was too old and needed some work. It was the next day, after classes I turned on my phone and found I had twenty-six messages. All were from my dad and most were pictures of certain types of tools my guys would need to fix our place up. The other pictures were of items of furniture. I’d looked through them all and then decided it was time to call my dad.

  “Baby girl,” he cried cheerfully into the phone when he picked up.

  “Hi, Dad. Can you—”

  “No time to talk, sweetheart. I’m at Ikea. I just found the perfect couch and chair set. They’re bright green. What do you think of that?”

  “Um—”

  “Hmm, maybe not green, I just saw a blue set. Damn, yeah, they look better.”

  “Dad,” I nearly yelled into the phone as I walked to my next class with Eli chuckling at my side.

  “Yes, baby girl?”

  “Why are you looking at furniture for us?”

  “Well, because you’ll need new stuff for your place with your guys. Your mum and I wanted to buy you something for a house warmin’ gift. She said a microwave or a vase, but that shit won’t do for our baby girl. Don’t you worry, I’ll set something up and get it shipped to you and then...you tell those boys of yours to have their crap ready. I’m coming to stay for a while to help on the house.”

  Oh, goodness.

  Even though I was scared of having my dad stay while I lived with two men, a smile slipped onto my lips, because my dad, no matter where I was or what age I was, never got tired of trying to take care of me.

  So I sighed and said into the phone in a loving tone, “Okay, Dad. I’ll let them know.”

  “Love you, baby girl,” he said into the phone.

  “Love you, Dad.” I grinned before hanging up.

  As an added bonus to the house, it wasn’t far from Simone, the uni or the diner. Of course, I still had my reservations about moving in with them, especially when they were hiding something from me, something that was making them tense.

  If it came down to it, I would have to decline the offer of living with them until they trusted I wasn’t the timid, little girl they still saw in me. I wanted to be with them, with everything I was, and that also meant I would do anything for them. If in some way I could help them, I would. No matter the situation. No one was coming between my men and me.

  I just had to show them I was a changed woman. I was stronger and they had played the part to get me that way.

  Yes, I may have been timid and a coward when it came to Cameron and his friends, but back then I felt I had nothing to care for.

  I did now.

  In fact, I had two.

  And it was time they learned I was there for them and I’d risk everything for them.

  “Darlin’, sit the fuck down or you’ll wear a hole in the carpet from all the pacin’.” Dodge smiled from the couch.

  “You got any fizz-pop?” Dallas called from the kitchen. That got me to stop pacing and turn to the direction of the kitchen. Did a bad arse biker just call soda a fizz-pop?

  Fizz-pop.

  “Woman?” Dallas called again and then his frame filled the doorway. “Fizz-pop, you got any at all?”

  The giggle was untameable and once I started, I couldn’t stop. My arm went around my stomach and I bent over laughing.

  “What the fuck’s up with her?” Dallas snapped.

  “Probably hearing the word fizz-pop from your mouth.”

  Wiping my eyes, I looked up to see Dallas shrug and walk back into the kitchen mumbling, “I take that as a no. Bloody women are wacked.”

  “Darlin’, good to see you smile and laugh. Now come sit next to Uncle Dodge and tell him what’s goin’ on in that head of yours.”

  Sighing, I went over to the couch and sat next to him. I was getting to know Dodge and Dallas more, after reuniting with them the morning after my first time with my men. Eli and Caden were sweet the next morning, hugging me and kissing me every chance they got. Though, while I was having breakfast, there had been a knock on the front door. After Caden answered it, he came back in with Dallas and Dodge. I hadn’t been expecting to see them and when they said they were my men for the day, because mine had shit to do for the club, I accepted it without any drama. It had happened two more times since then and, even though I enjoyed Dodge’s humour and Dallas’s surliness, it still put me on edge, because, again, my men were keeping something from me.

  “Dodge?” I started, wringing my hands together on my lap.

  “Yeah?” he asked wearily.

  “I know my guys are up to something, but it’s something they’re keeping from me and I’m starting to feel that it’s something big. Also, I’m pretty sure it has nothing to do with club business else you and Dallas would also be there and I’d be with a prospect here instead. So, my question to you is, do I need to be worried about my men?”

  “Josie, you know I can’t say shit. It’s the brothers’ code.” Stupid bloody code. “Don’t worry, darlin’. Don’t get your panties in a twist about anything.”

  “Why’re you talkin’ about our girl’s panties?” Eli glared from the front door.

  I stood quickly and looked from Eli to behind him. “Where’s Caden?”

  Eli walked in and closed the door. I was in his arms after he took two strides my way. “Babe.” He smiled before his lips touched mine. “He’ll be up in a second. He’s just on the phone with the realtor. They rang.”

  My eyes widened. My hands went to his chest and I pushed, stepping out of his arms.

  Lie.

  Eli had just lied to me.

  “Big fuck up, brother.” Dodge sighed.

  “Josie?”

  “Is it another wom
an? Do you both have some pieces on the side? I know I’m still learning, but I didn’t think I was so bad for you both to seek it out somewhere else.”

  Wasn’t that why lies started? The men were cheating? I’d heard stories about it happening all the time.

  “Sweetheart, what are you fuckin’ talkin’ about?” He reached out.

  I moved back again and then spun, walking even further behind the couch where I stood with my hands on my hips.

  “Y-you just lied to me, Eli.”

  “What? No—”

  “Brother, give it up,” Dallas barked from the kitchen doorway. “Josie has spoken to the realtor. They just rang here.”

  “Fuck,” Eli hissed. He turned his back on me and swore again. His hands ran through his messy hair on top.

  Suddenly, the front door opened and in walked Caden. He looked from Eli to me and his already frowning face deepened. “What’s goin’ on?” he asked in an annoyed tone.

  Eli sighed. “Our girl thinks we’re steppin’ out on her.”

  “What?” Caden barked.

  “You’ve both been hiding something from me and Eli just lied to me. Who were you talking to downstairs, Caden?”

  “The real—”

  “Brother.” Eli winced, shaking his head.

  A snort left me. “Really, you as well? Fine. Just fucking fine,” I yelled and stormed down to the bedroom, slamming the door behind me.

  Swearing was something I never did, but at that time, it felt relevant and also very good. It matched my mood. Tears no longer threatened; instead, I was angry. Why would they choose to lie to me? I thought they wanted it all to work between the three of us. Had I been wrong?

  Stupid men. They made my mind overreact on the cheating part. No, knowing them, they were probably trying to protect me from something. Didn’t they see, with them at my side, I didn’t need to be protected? If it had anything to do with them, I’d want to know, to help. I would want to be there for them.

  But why were they not letting me?

  Goddamn it. Why did it hurt so much when they lied?

  If it were anyone else, I wouldn’t care. I didn’t trust many people like I did Caden and Eli, which was probably why having them lie to me hurt so much. It shredded my heart and put a dent in my trust for them. It made me want to scream and yet vomit. My insides were in turmoil.