Beach of Bones (Empath Book 1)

by Dawn Peers

  “There is nothing else wrong with her, sir. She’s healthy. Strong, even. It’s just her head.”

  “It makes no sense. I’ve not heard of anything like this.”

  The men waited in silence, Quinn’s breath coming slow and steady, until Elias returned with Sammah’s journal. Sammah snatched the massive yellowed volume and flung it down on the nearest patch of bare table. A bowl of poultice fell to the floor. Maertn bit back a cry of indignation. It had taken him hours to prepare. That was time he would not be getting back.

  Sammah didn’t care. He wasn’t paying attention to anyone else around him now. He flipped through each page, pursing his lips and reading occasional words to himself out loud. When his eyes scanned over something of interest he noticeably paused, before moving on to the next page. After what seemed like an age, he punched the book in victory.

  “Yes! I knew it. I knew it was something different.”

  He gestured Maertn over and thumbed down at the page. “This is wrong with her! She can be healed, I know it, but only you can do it.”

  “What’s wrong with her?”

  Sammah caught himself. Paling a little he snapped the book shut and clutched it to his chest. Maertn was taken aback. Elias unfolded his arms, standing to attention at the odd reaction of his master.

  “It’s…complex. An illness. Her parents…they had the same ailments. I recalled this, took note of it when I first found her. I was told all about it. There is a cure, and it can only be a healer of the highest order that can help her. If you can save her now Maertn, I will make sure that you replace Torran before the year is out. Not just as a reward. But because you will have shown the skill to deserve the post. Now here.”

  Sammah tossed the journal to Elias, who caught it clumsily. Sammah tugged Maertn back to Quinn. She still hadn’t moved.

  “I don’t understand. She’s not in any danger. Anyone could put their hand on her heart and feel it beating strong.”

  “It’s not a malaise of the body, Maertn. It’s in the mind. You’d already given me half the answer, spirits praise you boy that you put me on the right path. You remember what you said, that before, when her mind felt like clouds, and you blew them away?”

  Maertn nodded dumbly. “You’ve already saved her, this very problem, more than once before. You just didn’t know it. This time, it’s the same problem, it’s just…stronger. Harder. How did it feel again? Place your hands on her. What do you sense?”

  Maertn did as he asked. Quinn still felt cold. Inside, there was a cool sphere that his hands cusped neatly. He told Sammah as much.

  “Before, you imagined blowing away the cloud. This time, I want you to imagine heating up that sphere.”

  Maertn made a confused face, opening his eyes to look down on Sammah. “What?”

  “Exactly what I said. Your hands, they’re warmer than her skin, aren’t they?”

  “Well, yes.”

  “Then imagine they are heating that sphere. Quickly. We don’t have much time left.”

  Maertn placed his hands on Quinn’s temples and, without any confidence, did as Sammah asked. He tried to concentrate on how cold she felt, and how warm he was. He imagined that heat going from him and through to her. After ten heartbeats, he felt the sphere respond under his touch. It was starting to yield. He was stunned. How had Sammah known this would work? What was written in that journal? How was he even doing this? This wasn’t normal healing.

  As his mind wandered, he felt the sphere solidify again. He cursed himself for being twice a fool, for letting himself get distracted when Quinn’s life was in the balance. He redoubled his efforts, sweat beading his brow as he unconsciously raised his own body temperature to give force to his healing efforts. The sphere began to break down.

  Sammah didn’t interrupt. Sammah wasn’t even breathing; he was holding a deep lungful of air, desperate to see a response on the pallid face of Quinn.

  When she stirred, groaning in pain, both men cried out in relief. Maertn bit back a sob. It didn’t matter at that point she was in pain; at least she was making noise. Sammah knew that after his accident, that boy had never uttered another word.

  Maertn shifted his hands from Quinn’s temples to her forehead, smoothing his thumb across it gently and soothingly. Sammah was stunned beyond words. He was doing all the right things without even knowing it. The lad was marvellous, truly naturally gifted. Quinn started muttering. Both men hushed her at the same time.

  “You’re not well Quinn. You’ve had quite the fright. You need to rest. Maertn will look after you. As soon as you’re well enough to move, he’ll bring you back to your quarters. You’ll not be working again until the full moon, and I’ll make sure Ross knows it.”

  Sammah left. He didn’t know if Quinn had understood his words, but Maertn had heard them clearly enough and would follow his instructions to the letter. He had a lot of work to do before Quinn was allowed to roam the castle again. He had known it, though he had perhaps been denying it. Both Quinn and Maertn were well beyond childhood now. Maertn was already considered an adult, and Quinn was not far behind him. They were becoming stronger. He had to act fast if he wanted to keep them within his control.

  18

  Quinn woke to three things. A phenomenal headache, the odd feeling of trying to figure out how she got back in to her bed, and a pleasantly surprising at feeling all of the tiredness behind her eyes gone. She didn’t open her eyes. She heard someone else breathing. Quinn wondered why she couldn’t feel them. Perhaps they were asleep. Perhaps it was Sammah. Then the door opened, and she heard Maertn’s voice whisper into the quiet.

  “How is she?”

  To Quinn’s astonishment, Sirah responded. “I don’t know. She hasn’t woken up yet. She’s barely even moved. Are you sure you healed her right?”

  Quinn bristled at the accusation against Maertn’s unquestionable abilities. Whatever had been wrong with her, Maertn had fixed that. But there was more. Unless Sammah had morphed into Sirah, she hadn’t been able to feel the vicious woman in the room. She couldn’t feel anything coming from Maertn either. She had expected to be bombarded with worry. Tentatively, she stretched her mind out. In the same way she used to try to focus her attention away from people to try to block their emotions out, she reached out to try to feel what was actually there.

  Quinn immediately pulled back when her mind reached Maertn. There was indeed emotion there, but it was stronger and deeper than she had felt before. Even more significantly, as soon as she drew back, the emotion went. She had a choice on what she could feel. This was amazing. She couldn’t keep quiet, not with the excitement that began hammering in her chest. Hoping to look and sound convincing, though with very little experience at play-acting, she feigned stretching, and the yawn some people affected when they first woke up.

  Maertn dashed to her side. Sirah stretched and got up from her seat lazily. Quinn reached out to her and recoiled with a squeal at the malice she felt there, actually whimpering in fright. Maertn hushed her, wringing a rag and placing it on her forehead. She was grateful for the soothing cold, though it didn’t dampen her anger at what she had felt within Sirah. What had she actually done to deserve such malice from this woman?

  No matter. She reached out to Maertn again and was soothed by what she found. She sank her eyes shut again and let herself be tended in relaxed silence. Such a rare luxury! Swinging back to reality before she fell asleep, she tapped in to Maertn’s gentle words.

  “You fainted on the parade grounds. They’re saying all sorts around the castle. Don’t let them get to you Quinn, you know what they’re all like.” She did, she knew exactly what each and every one of them thought of her, not that she would let Maertn know that. “You’re not to work. Sammah had Ross pinned up against the wall telling him. Well, not physically. But Ross was scared, and I’ve never seen him back away from any man like he did from Sammah. We were petrified, Quinn. We thought we’d lost you.”

  Quinn fluttered her eyes open again, h
oping she made a convincing job of it. Sounding hoarse however wasn’t a problem; her throat was dry and cracked so her voice, when it did come, was croaky and barely audible.

  “What was wrong with me?”

  “What do you remember?”

  She remembered the searing agony as soon as she had gotten near the men. What had they been doing? Training? Swordplay? What had hit her with such force that it had caused her to pass out?

  “I don’t remember much. I was coming to see you. I couldn’t sleep. I was coming to get a valerian draught. I left through the back halls. You know I hate to go through the main gardens. When I got to the yard there were men there. They were doing…training. It looked like training. There was so much noise, and I think I heard some shouting.” She had to get creative with her lies at this point. Not her strongest skill. “It was so noisy and dusty. Overwhelming. Maybe that was it. The heat and the dust, the shock, it all got to me. That’s all. Please. Water?”

  “Oh spirits, I’m sorry Quinn, here.”

  He lifted a wooden bowl, ready and full of water, and pushed it to her lips. He tipped it, so little sips spilled onto her dry lips. Quinn glanced a look at him, then concentrated on Sirah, who stood at the end of the bed with her arms crossed. The snake-like woman wore a lopsided smile. She looked like she didn’t believe a single word Quinn had just said. Unsurprising. Maertn was a simple and trusting man. He would believe almost anything said to him in earnest.

  “They think you were scared of the noise, child. They think you fainted out of fright. Did you faint out of fright, little girl?”

  Quinn had to fight down the urge to jump out of bed and throttle the arrogant woman. That would be foolish. She couldn’t fight. Sirah could. Sirah had been in the wars. Not many, and not at the front lines, but she had been there. She could sit with the veterans and exchange tales. Her body was still lean and lithe, her arms still taut with small muscles. Sirah kept herself in shape. Quinn had bodyguards. They were not a match for each other.

  Sirah sensed this surge and decline. Her smirk grew.

  “What’s the matter, little girl? Need me to get your papa?”

  “Get out, Sirah.”

  Sammah stood in the doorway. He did not look pleased. Sirah scuttled off. If she hadn’t been mistaken, Quinn had heard her hiss. She reached out, hoping to feel what was in the woman’s mind, but Sirah was too fast, practically sprinting out of the room, and within seconds, she was out of Quinn’s tenuous new reach. Maertn rose to follow, but Sammah waved him down.

  “Stay, lad. She’s only here because of you.”

  Without reaching out, Quinn felt the swell of pride from Maertn. So, she wasn’t completely healed of her immunity to the feelings of others. She licked her lips, adrenalin coursing through her body at the thought of what she might now be able to do. Standing right there at the end of the bed, could she finally reach out to Sammah?

  She lay back down, feigning the need to sleep again. Sighing, she tried to sound breathless. “My head hurts so much. Maertn, please, do you have anything to burn, to take away the pain?”

  Maertn nodded, all quiet efficiency, and left to get the herbs she needed. Sammah took the opportunity to sit down by the head of the bed. He even took one of her hands in to both of his. They enveloped her small fist. She looked incredibly pale by comparison. Quinn thought then, she hadn’t been this physically close to Sammah for a long time. Not to feel his skin. His palms were oddly smooth. For some reason, this made her want to recoil. She didn’t. That wouldn’t do. He still had to believe her devotion to him, complete and utter in its naivety.

  Tentatively, concentrating on the vile heat emanating from his hands, Quinn reached out. She had thought she was being subtle, undetectable. Quinn knew that she had never been able to feel him before, and she had no idea what to expect now. She didn’t know what she had hoped. Whatever she had or had not expected, what she did get she did not want. The pain she had felt in the courtyard paled in comparison. This time her body was set on fire. Every inch of her skin burned with a white heat, tingling, hot and angry and impossible to douse. As she screamed, aware this time, and carnal with agony, Sammah leapt back. Quinn arched off the bed as Sammah nursed his hand, as if he, too, had been scorched.

  Maertn hammered through the door between the pair of them, the look of utter terror on his face showing he hadn’t known what to expect. Confusion quickly replaced this. He looked between Sammah and Quinn, before deciding where he was truly needed. He threw himself on the screaming figure, again terrified at the noises she made, at how anyone could be in so much anguish without showing any wounds. Quinn did not bear any signs of a natural illness.

  Slowly, the screaming stopped. A crowd had gathered outside their door. Yvette and Grainne were at the front. There jaws were agape, but as they saw that Quinn seemed fine, within Maertn flopped on to her, they started pointing and tittering.

  “If that’s how the lasses react when you get in to bed with them it’s no wonder no one wants to visit you at night.”

  Grainne sniggered at her own wit. Maertn leapt off the bed and, scowling, slammed the door shut in their faces. It was opened again seconds later, and Maertn found himself rounding on a man no less than the king himself.

  Vance shut the door calmly behind himself. Maertn backed in to a corner, petrified. This was the closest he had ever been to their ruler. He might even have to speak to him. If he’d brought himself over to this side of the castle, it would not be a good conversation.

  Quinn was panting, though thankfully, she had stopped screaming. She appeared to be asleep again. Without asking, Maertn went to her and placed his hands on her head. The same illness hadn’t returned. There was nothing there. She had not regressed; was not ill. So why had she been screaming?

  “Sammah. I hear your charges have been causing quite the stir today. One of them has died horribly, not only once in my courtyard, but apparently again just now in her own bed. What is going on?"

  Sammah wrung his hands. A sign of humble embarrassment, he knew.

  “Ah, your highness, I must apologise. We have been experimenting with some complex herb lore. Its art has so far only been practised in Sha’sek and I’m afraid with Torran being so old and behind the times, young Maertn has taken it upon himself to find better ways to heal your people.”

  Maertn went hot with horror as the eyes of both Sammah and the king fell on to him. His hands shot from Quinn’s head to his sides as he stood stiffly, trying not to look utterly guilty at something he was reasonably sure he hadn’t done.

  Vance looked unconvinced, but with Quinn lying there, now apparently in a peaceful sleep, and with such a simple tale, he didn’t feel inclined to delve too deeply into the baron’s matters.

  “Ah well, yes, I’ve heard stories about Torran’s issues. Perhaps his skills are declining with age, but I don’t hold with this experimentation, not on my people, no matter who their master is.”

  Vance eyed Sammah severely. “If I hear any more of this—specifically if I hear anything else from this girl’s mouth,” Vance jabbed an accusatory finger at Quinn, “and I hear it’s because you’ve been dosing her with potions, I will hold you to account, baron. I may even have to report you to your brother. You’re a good, quiet man Sammah. Don’t let my opinion of you start to change.” Vance’s eyes flicked to Maertn, but no admonishment came. The king left.

  “Is her illness back?” Sammah’s voice was tight, and Maertn could only shake his head in response, not trusting his voice. Sammah glared at the lad and left in silence. Maertn thought that perhaps his cheeks had reddened a little, maybe his shoulders had slouched slightly from their usual rigid poise. So. Sammah was not immune to the laws of the court.

  19

  Maertn moved his duties to his quarters, and stayed with Quinn until she woke. Torran was wary of him now, after being thrown out of his own workshop by Elias. Maertn didn’t suppose he had to report to his old master anymore. The way Vance had spoken of him, Maertn wo
uld probably be the master before long.

  When Quinn stirred Maertn was ready with the water this time. After he had allowed her to silently drink her fill, he grabbed a bowl of soup he had been keeping warm in a bracket over a candle flame he usually reserved for heating his poultices. She took the liquid gratefully. He was slow and gentle, not wanting to give her so much that she took ill. It had been two days since she’d eaten.

  The pair of vipers, Yvette and Grainne, had been past a number of times. They had been shooed away on each occasion, but like a bad odour, they kept coming back. It had been a few hours since their last visit. They were due another one, in and around their duties. Let them come. If they thought they were enhancing their embittered little lives by poking fun at Maertn and Quinn, and if they thought their blunt little barbs were causing any damage, they were severely mistaken. After he was sure Quinn had both drunk and eaten enough, he helped her to sit up. Only then did he let her speak.

  “What happened to you?”

  His question was simple. It should have been harmless. She took one look in to his big, open, caring eyes and burst in to tears.

  20

  If Maertn had known just how hard Quinn clung on to his concern and love, he would have been mortified. As the sobs wracked her body she used him, taking the consoling love from her friend and wrapping it around her broken body, her ripped mind and her throbbing heart. What she had felt in Sammah was torture. She didn’t know how she could look him in the eye after that.

  He had told her for so long that she was different, and he had been the only one that could help her and guide her. Well of course she was different, that didn’t take much guessing. How did Sammah know how to help her? The answer was simple. He was just like her. No wonder she couldn’t feel him before. So why could she feel him now? She thanked all the spirits that she suddenly had control over who she felt. What if that pain bombarded her, and she had no defence against it? Surely she would die.