Fortress of Ice

by C. J. Cherryh

  “More than the one?”

  “More than the one. And he’s been terribly scared for her.”

  “Damnation.”

  “So send someone to bring him back! To tell him it was all a lie!”

  “He’s on his way. He should go.”

  “Papa!”

  “But I’d not have him riding away with no saddle, taking that damned message for the truth, either. I am entirely at fault here. If he’s afoot, we shall find him. And I count on you,” his father said, lifting a fi nger, “to remain here, dutifully, attending Festival as you should, being a very model of good behavior. I’ll ride after him myself, beg his pardon, and ask him to come back to us this summer, when you may go to the lodge, hunt, do what you like. May I count on you?”

  He had never heard of his father apologizing. Ever. For the king to ride off and miss the last ceremonies of Festival was no small thing. He nodded solemnly. “Yes. Yes, Papa.” He hadn’t used that word in the last year. But this was his papa talking, now, the man who had used to carry him on his back.

  It was his papa, not the king, who was going after Otter, and who stood the best chance of finding him. “Tell him . . . tell him I’ll see him this summer, and I’d have done something to stop him if I’d known.”

  “I’m sure you would have,” his father said, and stood up and hugged him, and rang for the Guard. “Get my cloak, get my horse, get an escort. Now!”

  “My lord king,” the answer was, and things happened quickly from that point.

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  Aewyn could only trudge back to his room, his troubled guard shadowing him. He wanted to turn and shout at them unreasonably to go away and do something useful, but they had to be there. He was the heir, and the Prince’s Guard always had to be there, for the rest of his life, no matter what he wanted.

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  stableboys scurried, the stablemaster protested he had authorized no use of a horse, and sent some feckless boy to take inventory, great loving gods! inventory in the tack room, as if that mended matters, or as if he had time to hear it. But a halter was missing from the stall nearest, and no one could fi nd it.

  “Mind your doors, man, mind your gates and fences, now that the horse and the boy are missing!” Cefwyn seized Anfar’s reins from the trembling stableboy and hauled himself into the saddle. He had not waited to arm. He had no helm, no lance, only a mail shirt his bodyguard had brought with them and which he had donned, waiting for his horse and his guards’ horses to be saddled.

  “My lord king,” the stablemaster called up to ask, “shall I send to His Grace?”

  “Do that,” he said shortly. His brother needed to know: he was in charge in his absence. He had already ordered a message to Idrys, to get out on the search, too, and have the escort that should have taken the boy on to Henas’amef find other horses and get onto his track, too: he had just taken the horses, for his own personal guard.

  With that, he turned Anfar’s head and rode out into the snowy courtyard, and on toward the gates, his bodyguard scrambling to keep up with him.

  It was Marhanen temper that blazed past the gate - guards and damned them for lazy dogs; it was a more patient frame of mind that rode through the feckless traffic of his city streets, taking a reasonable pace on snow -

  packed cobbles and in among ordinary walkers.

  But he had words for the keepers of the southern gate.

  “Did you note a boy go through, probably in a hooded cloak? A boy afoot?”

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  doing exactly what he had found them doing: warming themselves in the guardhouse and having jam on toast.

  “There will be one man on watch outside hereafter, no matter the weather: one man at least will be out in the elements, come flood, come ice, come all the heavens falling, day or night, to the end of time, and I want a list of those that come and go, for all time to come, at this and every gate, damn you!”

  He was ultimately the gate - guards’ master, no less than his brother the duke of Guelessar, and if he had berated the stablemaster for his easy ways, twice caught, now he berated himself for slack, peacetime policy with the city gates here and elsewhere about the realm— it was peace: it had been peace for a decade and more: people had gotten fat and easy. And the burden his order for name - taking imposed on honest citizens might not be temper-ate or even wise, now that the gate was open and the horse and the boy were gone, but he had the most unwelcome feeling that the easy times were in jeopardy. He would leave it to Efanor to make sense of it, once the guards had remembered their jobs were not sinecures, even in peacetime. Efanor, once shown an error, mended it.

  Efanor had attended the boy in sanctuary, and discovered his distress, and tried to protect him, when the king, under public witness, could not touch his own son. Who must have been terrified beyond anything he showed.

  Would he had taken a different course. Would he had never agreed to leave the boy believing that damned message for any length of time, nothing so long as an hour, which he had hoped was only enough time to deceive Brother Trassin and see him out the door. All through the boy’s visit, he had left Otter to Aewyn, thinking the world at peace. He had feared too much attention from him might frighten the boy, or, at the other extreme, encourage too much presumption of favor.

  Now he had fractured the peace, high and wide.

  Now, please the gods he might find the boy still at the pasture, still trying to get up on that tall beast, but he doubted it. Otter was no great fi ghter, but he was agile, and clearly no moss grew on that lad once he had formed an intention to move.

  He only hoped the horse might simply slip the boy softly into a snowbank and take off for his home fields. He hoped, in the whiteness ahead, to see a cloaked figure afoot and coming toward them, dashed in his hopes of escape or doggedly headed toward Amefel afoot.

  But when he came to the byroad that led off to the Darkbrook pastures, tracks in the snow showed a boy going in and a horse coming out onto the main road.

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  No need to divert off the road to the pasture lane and back. The condition of the tracks showed a passage old enough, but not buried: they had to move. The horse in question had only a boy’s weight to carry, and the horse, a piebald gelding, an accidental breeding of one of his own mares, was nevertheless strong, fast, and surefooted on bad ground.

  Did the boy have any food with him, for him or the horse? Had he taken more than a cloak for cover? The snow, whipped off the ground by the wind, made a disobliging veil across the road, blurring all distant sight, making too great a haste reckless indeed. He put Anfar to all the speed he dared, and his guard rattled around him.

  But what had he asked himself before this, when luck had seemed to favor the boy and when he eluded searchers and found ordinarily compe-tent men sheltered in the gatehouse, in an uncommonly strong spate of snow?

  Simple bad luck?

  He dared not assume it was.

  They followed the track until it merged with that of local farm carts and foot traffic, and lost itself, near Pany Well. The sun sank, colored red, in the magic - ridden west.

  “Your Majesty,” Paras said then, the captain of his bodyguard, riding close. “There’s no catching him. His horse has no weight to carry.”

  He didn’t look at the man. Temper boiled just below the surface, the hateful Marhanen temper, which broke things and did wild things that only added fuel to anger.

  He breathed once, twice, three times before he simply turned Anfar’s head toward Guelemara, and his guard swung in about him.

  Well, he said to himself, staring straight between Anfar’s ears, no question where he’s gone, and if more than luck aims him, no question he’ll get there sa
fely.

  Follow him? Gossip enough attends him. Everything I do is marked and noticed, parsed and interpreted, and gossiped from here to Olmern.

  And what can I do now? What’s fit to give a boy, to pay for the hellish ride he’ll have had?

  Favor for the grandmother he loves? That she already has. That she would have, regardless.

  A message? More cold words on paper?

  I’ll ride out myself before too many days, he thought, when this racket dies down. I owe the boy far more than any letter.

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  on a road otherwise deserted, at the snow - choked bottom of a hill where their outward passage had already broken the drift.

  Idrys, wrapped in a hooded cloak, saluted him, and asked no foolish questions. The boy was not with them. They were exhausted and out of sorts in their meeting.

  “Two men will go on to Lord Crissand,” Cefwyn said, saying nothing about the message that had started this journey. “Send a man on. This message for Lord Crissand: treat my son as a guest in your province, treat his man as mine, treat his grandmother as a woman I favor. Protect them against hostile influences by any means necessary, and supply them with whatever comforts they may lack. And the messengers will visit my son’s house and say this: your father and brother send their love. You will visit us again come summer, when we hope for a quieter season. All the house regrets your leaving. Must I repeat it?”

  The skills of a courier would have made it sure, word for word and with no variance, but, “Aye, my lord king,” Idrys’ lieutenant said, out of the dark.

  “I shall remember it.”

  Idrys’ men did not promise what they could not perform, not twice. He nodded, stripped off his glove, and gave the man a lesser ring, the one he used for messages. Cold fingers transferred it: a warm bare hand closed solidly on it, across the moving gap between Anfar and the other horse.

  “If you should overtake the boy on the road,” Cefwyn said, “do not attempt to bring him back against his will. Tell him his part of the message, escort him safely to his grandmother’s house, then deliver the message to Lord Crissand before you come back. Find out what the grandmother may need and personally see she has it.”

  “Yes, Your Majesty.”

  Two of the Dragon Guard rode off into the night. Cefwyn said not a word as Idrys and two others of his men turned about to ride with them.

  Silence persisted another few moments.

  “A clever boy,” Idrys said.

  “He is that,” Cefwyn muttered. “And your damned message went awry.

  It went greatly awry, Crow!”

  “It went half an hour early. Trassin heard the gossip in the kitchen from a horse groom, and came upstairs to the Guard offi ce, looking for the message, before it went the path we intended. He took it and flew right to the boy.”

  “So were you at all tracking him?”

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  this missive to the boy— and cometlike, blazed to the Quinaltine in great agitation. This indeed, we attended, attempting to get a man to report from inside the Quinaltine. The watcher upstairs had gone downstairs on his track; another was summoned to go back to the room and assure the boy’s safety.

  The boy had left. That man left to report to me. His Highness arrived and went to you.”

  “Would you had let Trassin go and brought the boy to me. Damn it all.

  Damn my own complaisance. I may have an enemy in my own son.”

  “You already have an enemy, my lord king. His mother continues alive, of all the Aswydds that were. And the boy evidently managed to leave the room in the scant few moments my men upstairs had followed Trassin downstairs. Downstairs, one of my men, realizing pursuit of the monk had drawn two men from upstairs and from the eastern door, and fearing that the monk might have done the boy violence, hurried upstairs— which left no one watching the lower hall. He found the room vacant and went to the west hall to inquire of the Prince’s Guard, who had not seen him at the Prince’s door or on the stairs. The Prince then heard the report— hence there, and to you, and meanwhile my men had gone down to report to me— while the boy was eluding our precautions at the stable and also at the gates, likely the Guelesfort’s western gate, a miraculous single step ahead of our inquiries all the way. We did not hear about the horse in pasture until one of my men consulted the stablemaster. But that was after you had left, my lord king.”

  It was not in Master Crow to apologize. He came within a hair of it this time.

  “It was not the advice I had, Crow. It was my taking it. I lied to my son. I never liked it. I should never have done it. And damn the man! What has he told the Holy Father, do you know?”

  “That the boy attacked him.”

  “Attacked him? Our Otter? Never!”

  Idrys asked darkly, “Will you tolerate this teller of tales?”

  “Nothing to provoke His Holiness, Crow. Leave him to Efanor. For now.

  This will be silenced. Or I shall take other measures.”

  “My lord king.”

  He knew Idrys; Idrys knew his ways. The arguments between them were old, the disagreements frequent, but they did not long revisit things done and beyond recall, like the untidy chance of a horse groom in the kitchen.

  Or the chance of a boy choosing exactly the right moment to duck down a stairway or out a door.

  It was exactly the sort of luck that had attended them for days, was it not?

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  For a time after that exchange, the creak of saddle leather and slight jin-gle of armor was all the sound about them. There was nothing left to do, Cefwyn thought, but what Idrys’ very trustworthy men were now doing, going on to Amefel and being sure the horse did not throw the boy and leave him afoot. There was no hope left of his fi nding the boy tonight. Nor was there any hope of amends to the boy for the lie. There was only a long, cold ride home from here, and an explanation to his wife and to his son. Sometimes, trying to do justice, trying to balance one need against another, the king of Ylesuin missed the mark very badly. And this was beyond bad luck.

  His hand, still bare, sought the inside of his shirt, where Tristen’s medallion lay, warm against his chest, hidden from all sight.

  Keep him safe, he wished, like a prayer, but not to any god. I’ve tried so long to keep from doing wrong with the boy. I kept my distance this season to let the boys manage for themselves. I tried to bring him onto the rolls, into public view, where people could see he’s such a well - favored boy. I tried to do well for him. And now plainly I’ve not done the right thing. Nothing I’ve done in years has gone this badly amiss.

  Keep him safe.

  Keep all of us safe from whatever’s afoot in this business. Something surely is.

  Sometimes, when he thought of Tristen, he felt a comforting warmth, a sense someone was listening.

  Tonight the warmth failed and faded, and he put the glove on quickly, numb to the bone.

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  festival ended, thank the gods, in such an unprecedented glut of charitable bread and ale that the city reeled homeward in much better humor.

  Street preachers found no audience in a driving snow. Bread and ale had appeased the populace, Brother Trassin had dropped from sight and hearing, apparently withdrawn to cloistered service for his health, and the Holy Father, miraculously recovered from his fever, approached the royal precincts to be appeased with gold.

  “The hell he will!” was Cefwyn’s initial response: he had had perhaps an hour of sleep before services, had missed breakfast in favor of that hour, had had to confess failure to his son, and was still in no good humor; but Efanor bent near the kingly ear, and whispered, “The stone has stayed clean the while, and the scratches on the altar are diminished.”


  “Conveniently!”

  “The Holy Father has declared a miracle and declared the omen por-tended the imminent fall of a cleric the Holy Father rightly despises. It’s all gone to religious debate between the Holy Father and the street preachers, brother. It’s to the good of us all, not least the boy, who’s quietly written down in the book as blessed, for anyone to see, and the Holy Father has declared him— Guelen.”

  “Give him a hundredweight for his masonwork,” Cefwyn said sourly, wishing it were within his prerogatives to hang Brother Trassin. “And his cloistered spy. Guelen, for the gods’ sake!”

  “Guelen. But still bastard.”

  The old man approached. Cefwyn summoned up a smile and a gracious word as the Patriarch came to pay his respects, in this first royal audience of the new year.

  “Your Majesty,” the old man said, and bowed. Cefwyn took his hand and kissed his cheek.

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  standing, and Cefwyn, on his throne, and facing more petitioners and a headache, leaned his head against the angry young brow.

  “Don’t hate those who serve you, boy. Shape them with skill or be rid of them.”

  “I wish you’d be rid of him,” his son said. “He’s to blame for this. He might even have done the scratches. I know he sent Trassin.”

  “And has apologized and will not transgress again against your brother.

  He has written him down Guelen, not Amefin. Should we appoint a new man, to make new mistakes? We shall just have to find an honor for your brother, a good Guelen title.”

  “It wasn’t a mistake,” Aewyn said glumly, “and he’s not our friend.”

  “Good lad.” Cefwyn kissed his son’s convenient brow and pressed his arm. “But we know what he did and have that to hold over him when we need. Keep his sins in mind. They’re as good as coin.”

  “Otter’s not Guelen. He won’t want to be Guelen. He’s Amefin, and he likes being that.”