Rock The Viper
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“How are you Peppa? I thought you would be a little more upset but it seems like you can't keep the smile off your face.”
“Oh god, really? I'm upset! Of course I am! My place was trashed and I can't explain to you the feelings that come with that. But something happened last night and it was great, well, it was hot but scares the crap out of me.”
“Please tell me it involves a man? Oh my god is it one of Viper?”
“Err well ...oh god...OK its Noah and Juan.” And I put my hands over my face to try and stop the blush I feel appearing.
I swear she nearly crashed the car as I feel it swerve, “What both of them? At the same time?!”
“Will you watch the road! You will get us killed before any of that happens. I will explain everything when we find somewhere to sit and talk.”
“Wow Peppa, I can't wait to hear this story.”
We find a small café. I know we aren’t going to get any shopping done till I explain myself. When we are settled and have our drinks in front of us, I start to tell Monica what happened that Friday night in the pub about the break in at the flat and how Viper and myself are now staying with Noah, and finally about what happened last night. She didn't say anything for what felt like ages, she would open her mouth and then close it again.
“Cat got your tongue Monica?” I laugh.
“I’m ... I ...Wow.”
“Yeah, you could say that, and I know you will want to know if I'm going to let things happen between the three of us. The answer to that is, I don't know. I’m scared Monica, I’m scared to give myself to someone who is a known womanizer. And then there's Juan. Why would he want to be with me when he will have girls throwing themselves at him when he goes on tour? But I can't help the connection that is there between us, it's powerful and when we are together it feels so right.”
She stares at me wide eyed and shakes her head as if to clear her thoughts, “I don't know what to say Peppa, but I can tell you, if it was me, I would be straight in there and enjoying those hot sexy men. Especially if it was Cruz, and I could include Saul in that too.”
I throw my head back and laugh, “I'm sure Cruz wouldn't say no to that. Come on, let's go and shop till we drop, and we are starting at the Ann Summers shop, I need some bra's.”
It felt good to talk to someone about it. I knew Monica wouldn't understand it. I guess it's one of those things you need to go through to know how it feels, but it felt like a weight off my shoulders and the fact that she didn't judge me helped. As we walk away from the café I put my hand on Monica's arm.
“Oh I know what I wanted to ask you, I think Lara is seeing someone. I heard a male voice when I spoke to her on the phone and she is always disappearing. Have you heard anything?
“Err shit, I hope she's not back with him.” I look at her confused. “I heard Eric was let out early.”
I curse under my breath. “Damn, surely she wouldn't go there again would she?”
“I hope not Peppa. That man is bad news.”
I shake off the bad feeling of Lara being back with Eric and enjoy Monica's company and the fun we have shopping.
Two hours later I have everything I need and more. I even brought a few more dresses as both Juan and Noah seemed to like me wearing them. Monica dropped me off and we set up a time for her to come over later so she could snare Cruz, her words not mine, and I found myself locked out.
I knocked on Noah's door and after another three knocks the door was answered by Lara, who rushed past me and muttered something about not sticking around to watch the show. I walked inside and made my way over to the lounge. What I saw ripped my heart in two. Some blonde was wrapped around Noah and was kissing him. I dropped my bags and let out a noise I couldn't put a name to. They both heard me and turned my way. Noah untangles himself from the blonde and takes a step towards me.
He looks at me angrily. “I've been phoning you, you shouldn't have gone out without me.”
I look at the blonde and then back to Noah and shake my head with disgust.
“Oh fuck Peppa! No, please, this isn't what it looks like. Please let me talk to Fay and I will explain everything. Please Peppa, she doesn't mean anything to me.”
The blonde didn't like what Noah had said as her hands go on her hips and she says, “Excuse me, I don't mean anything?”
He turns back to look at her. “Shut up Fay.”
He walks over to me and tries to take my hand in his but I slap it away.
“Peppa...”
I don't let him finish. I pick my bags up and make my way to my room. I hear arguing as I get to the door. I open the door in time. I rush to the toilet and throw up and then the waterfall of tears start. Deep down I knew it was going to happen but I didn't think it was going to be this soon.
I take a shower as I smell of vomit and I put on Juan's T-shirt. I curl up on the bed and I want to die. I hate that I had already given Noah a piece of my heart because I knew now that it wasn't only him that could break it. I also had to deal with the thought that Juan could too, then where would that leave me.
A knock comes at the door, “Peppa, can I come in please? We really need to talk.”
I ignore him and hope he will go away. I want to swear at him to tell him to leave me alone but what am I supposed to do it's his house, his room, his bed.
I hear the door being opened, but I don't look in that direction, “Peppa Please.”
I feel the bed dip and then silence. I break that silence by asking, “Why?”
I hear him sigh, “Fay is an Air stewardess. She comes home every four months or so and comes over for sex. We have or had a sort of friends with benefits relationship. I had forgotten about her, as it's been a long time since I’ve seen her. And because that was all our relationship was, Sex. I'm not in love with her, I never have been. It's over, I ended it.”
I still don't look at him. “Isn't that what I am Noah, a friend with benefits?”
“No Peppa, you are so much more than that. I know what you saw must have hurt you and it's my fault. I take full responsibility for that. When she came in and hugged and kissed me it felt wrong. I knew it wasn't what I wanted any more. It's you Peppa. I haven't looked or been with anyone since things changed between us. I want you Peppa, no one else but you.”
I let out a huff. “You really think you can change your womanizing ways for me Noah? I knew it was going to happen, but really, this soon? Do you have any idea how much this hurts?”
“Yeah, I know how much it hurts, as I’m hurting myself right now. Is there anything I can say or do to make you trust me?” He gets off the bed and starts pacing. “Do you know what I told Fay? I told her I had found someone I wanted to spend my life with. I told her I was in love with you. I have never been in love Peppa. I asked for the key back and said I was sorry.”
Through a sob I say, “She had a key?”
He shouts back at me, “Yes she had a key! Fuck Peppa! If you want a key, you can have one, you can move in with me if you like! Peppa did you not hear what I just said?”
I don't answer him. I don't know what to say.
Noah calmly says to me, “I don't know what you want me to say, you don't trust or believe me?” And with that I hear him walk to the door open it and leave.
I turn over so I'm flat on my back and stare up at the ceiling. The door bursts open and slams shut. I jump and lift my head to watch Noah stalk his way over to me. He climbs on the bed on all fours. I don't have time to move before he looms over me, his hands placed either side of my head. I look up into his beautiful face and see the pain and turmoil there. He continues to watch me as I do him, his eyes fully concentrating on my mouth.
“You love me?”
He closes his eyes for a second, then makes eye contact with me again.
“Yes, I love you, I know it’s fast and I really don't understand it, especially with Juan involved too. But I can't help the way I feel. It's not going to be easy for the three of us Peppa, but I want to make it work. The
only woman in my life who I want to be with is you, no one can hold a candle to you.”
I shake my head with disbelief. “I'm not that special Noah.”
“Yes, you are to me, and Juan too.” He lowers his head and places a kiss on my lips and whispers into them, “Let me in Peppa.”
I can't think straight as he deepens the kiss. I know we need to talk more but right now I open to let him in.
My hands go around his neck and I run my fingers through his hair, then they work their way down his back, stroking and caressing along the way. They come to rest on his tight ass, I squeeze him a little, which causes him to break away from my mouth and we both take deep breaths for air. He pushes his lower half into mine and I feel how hard he is and swallow my pleasure. He runs a finger over my lips and a frown appears on his face.
“I know Juan isn't here but will you let me have this time with you? You and me, unless you want to stop what is happening here?”
I smile up at him, “I like that it’s you and me.” And I bring his mouth back to mine.
He pulls back and asks an important question, “Do we need protection?”
I shake my head. “No, I'm on the pill, so we are good to go.” And he ravages my mouth.
He runs his hands all over my body driving me crazy, as I do the same to him. I reach the hem of his shirt and pull it over his head. My hands explore his muscular torso, his muscles are rock hard and I want to use my tongue to explore the dips and curves of his six pack. I start to unbutton his jeans but he stops me and tells me he will do it. He jumps from the bed and quickly releases himself from the constraints of his jeans. While he does this I lift Juan's T-shirt over my head and throw it at Noah. He catches it and laughs, then drops it to the floor. He crawls back on the bed and places himself over me as he forces my body to lay back down with his.
My body reacts to his touch. I'm a ball of liquid fire. He places kisses along my neck down my collar bone and on my breasts. I jerk when he takes my nipple in his mouth and sucks, which causes him to vibrate a groan around it and leaves me gasping for more. His hand pushes my thighs open wider for him and he kisses his way down, his fingers find my clit and he rubs. A moan leaves my mouth with his name on it and as I look down, his eyes meet mine and I feel him smile and he takes one long lick of my pussy. The sensation causes me to grind myself on his mouth and I buckle when he sucks my clit. Moan after moan leaves me after he works me up to a frenzy. I'm so close. I need to cum. “Noah please.”
He laughs and stops what he is doing which makes me groan out another please. He smiles up at me as he makes his way back up my body licking it this time. He finds my mouth and takes my breath away with a bone melting clashing of our tongues. “Tell me you want me Peppa, I need to hear you say you want me inside of you.”
Breathlessly I say, “Noah, I'm dying for you to be inside me, I want you, I want all of you.”
I feel him position himself against my opening and he pushes inside, I arch my back and in one quick thrust he's fully in. He stills and waits for me to catch my breath. He lowers his head and rests it on mine and asks, “Are you ok?”
I nod my head yes, I can't get the words to come out, and I slowly move myself away from his dick and then move back down. We both make a noise that is full of lust and need. I continue the torture of riding him, he hasn't moved yet but with one hard downward movement from me he shouts fuck out into the air and starts to move in and out of me. He puts one of my legs over his shoulder and continues to pound in and out. He twists his hips, which makes his dick hit my G-spot, and another, “Oh God”, leaves my lips.
He doesn't let up, he pushes inside me harder and harder, “I feel you tightening around me Peppa. Cum for me sweetheart.”
And after another relentless couple of thrusts my body rips apart and a powerful orgasm flows through me. I hear my name being said into my neck as Noah lets his rip through him.
I close my eyes and feel him place a kiss on my forehead. His weight lifts off of me and he places himself to my side, while still holding me. I open my eyes and see his are closed, so I close mine again and feel myself drift off to sleep in the arms of the man who says he loves me.
A loud knocking on the door wakes me up and I sit up straight as my eyes adjust to the darkness of the room. I feel a hand at my back and Noah sits up next me. The knocking comes again then Lara's voice, “Peppa have you seen Noah? I can't find him anywhere.”
I open my mouth but Noah beats me to it, “I'm in here with Peppa. What do you want Lara?”
I turn to Noah shocked, “What did you say that for?”
Lara's voice comes again, “I need to borrow some money?”
Noah gets off the bed and turns the lamp on he shouts out to Lara, “Give my five minutes and I will meet you in my office.”
The answer that comes back makes me groan and not in a good way, “I knew it! You're fucking her aren’t you? Bloody hell Noah really? Can't you keep it in your pants for five minutes?” And I hear the click click of her heels as she walks away.
I look over at Noah who has his jeans half way up his legs and by the look I'm giving him he should know I'm not happy.
“There are five of us who live in this house Peppa. I'm not going to hide my feelings for you. I want them all to know, so if that means my sister knowing then so be it.”
He crawls back on the bed takes my face in his hands and kisses me, but it doesn't last long before he gets off and walks to the door. He turns back to face me and says, “Get dressed I will make us something to eat.” He looks at his watch then back at me. “Everyone will be up.”
I ask him, “What is the time anyway?”
“6.40pm”
“Damn, Monica is coming over in less than an hour.” I get of the bed and walk over to the bathroom.
I hear the door open and Noah voice calls to me, “Peppa, I could get used to seeing that sight every day.”
I look down at myself and know he is checking me out and I smile and carry on into the bathroom.
When I've showered, brushed my teeth and hair, I put on a new dress that I bought today. It's a halter neck in red and falls to my knees. A thrill goes through me as I decide to wear no underwear and I felt a little naughty. I head to the kitchen where I find Monica talking to Noah. The look he gives me excites me. I walk over and hug Monica, “You’re early?”
“Yeah I couldn't wait to get over here.” She winks at me.
I look at Noah as he scoops some pasta on two plates. “Where is everyone?”
“Lara went out, said she was meeting friends.” I looked over at Monica with raised eyebrows and thought, let’s hope she is with friends and not Eric.
“And the lads are out but should be back soon. Now eat and then we can relax for the night and have some fun.”
“I'm going to go in the lounge while you eat, is it ok if I help myself to a drink please Noah?”
“Sure Monica, help yourself we won't be long.”
Noah walks around the counter and sits down on the stool next to me and we tuck into the pasta. He finishes before me and watches me eat. “I want to make sure we are ok after this afternoon? And that you know I meant every word I said.”
“I think we need to talk more about it, it hurts thinking that you might do that to me again.”
“Do what to you?” I didn't hear Juan enter and jumped slightly when he spoke.
I held a hand to my heart as I look over at him. “Bloody hell Juan, you scared me.”
He walks over and stands in front of me and bends down and steals a quick kiss from my lips. He doesn't sound happy when he turns to Noah and says, “What did you do Noah?”
Noah runs a hand through his hair, “Fuck, let me explain before you go all macho on me.”
I decide to leave them to it. I get up and stand between them. I turn to Juan and kiss him, “Listen to what he has to say and I don't want him to have another black eye thank you. We all need to sit down at some point and discuss this.” I say as I point
between the three of us.
I turn to Noah and kiss him too, “I'm going to go and keep Monica company.” I point to them both this time as I move away, “Behave, and I will be waiting for you both in the lounge.”
As I walk out the door I hear Juan demand, “You better start explaining.”
As I walk into the lounge, Monica is sitting on the sofa. I make myself a drink and turn back to join her. I take a step forward and then I freeze on the spot. Cruz, Saul and the person who walks into the room with them causes this reaction. Cruz looks at Monica like he wants to eat her and smiles then looks back at me, “Look who we found at the front door.”
Jacob looks me up and down with his famous sneer that I have grown to hate, “Can you guess where I have been this afternoon Peppa?” He waits for me to say something. “What nothing to say, bitch?”
I don't know what to say to him and I recoil at being called a bitch. I look over at Monica who is sitting wide mouthed looking back at me. I lower my head, I can't look at Jacob.
“Hang on a minute Jacob. Don't talk to her like that.” Saul moves closer to me.
“Why? You fucking her too? I guess that’s why you're staying here, right Peppa? As you're fucking Noah and whoever else. Lads, I wouldn't bother she isn't anything special.”
I nearly choke with anger. I lift my head to look at him. I notice Monica move. She walks right up to Jacob, “You bastard.” And raises her hand to hit him but he grabs it before she can strike him.
Cruz is quickly in Jacobs face, “I suggest you let her hand go.”
Jacob looks at Cruz and shrugs his shoulder and let's Monica's hand go and Cruz walks her to the other side of the room.
He looks at me like I repulse him. “I spent hours this afternoon being interviewed by the Police because of you. Luckily, I had an alibi for that afternoon. You honestly think I would do something like that?”