Adjunct Lovers

by Liz Crowe

  Table of Contents

  Legal Page

  Title Page

  Book Description

  Dedication

  Trademarks Acknowledgement

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Epilogue

  New Excerpt

  About the Author

  Publisher Page

  Adjunct Lovers

  ISBN # 978-1-78686-246-4

  ©Copyright Liz Crowe 2017

  Cover Art by Posh Gosh ©Copyright June 2017

  Edited by Sue Meadows

  Totally Bound Publishing

  This is a work of fiction. All characters, places and events are from the author’s imagination and should not be confused with fact. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, events or places is purely coincidental.

  All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced in any material form, whether by printing, photocopying, scanning or otherwise without the written permission of the publisher, Totally Bound Publishing.

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  The author and illustrator have asserted their respective rights under the Copyright Designs and Patents Acts 1988 (as amended) to be identified as the author of this book and illustrator of the artwork.

  Published in 2017 by Totally Bound Publishing, Think Tank, Ruston Way, Lincoln, LN6 7FL, UK

  Totally Bound Publishing is a subsidiary of Totally Entwined Group Limited.

  Warning:

  This book contains sexually explicit content which is only suitable for mature readers. This story has a heat rating of Totally Simmering and a Sexometer of 2.

  ADJUNCT LOVERS

  Liz Crowe

  A Brewing Passion Novella

  A brew that brings two lovers full circle.

  When Ross and Elisa open their new business in Detroit, they believe they’ve embarked on a dream life, complete with their beloved, precocious daughter. But owning and running a restaurant is not for the faint of heart and Elle quickly becomes laser-focused and obsessed, while Ross spends his days consulting, or concocting new beers on his pilot system—and wondering why she won’t agree to set a date for their wedding. When their restaurant—named ‘Komfort’ for its focus on the comfort foods of various cultures—is featured on a nationally televised tour of hot new eateries, its popularity shoots into the stratosphere and Elle’s stress level reaches a breaking point.

  Faced with a mutual inability to communicate beyond their robust sex life, Ross issues an ill-considered ultimatum—the restaurant or him. Stunned when she refuses to consider such a ridiculous demand, he’s forced to come to terms with his own selfish tendencies. Hoping to repair the damage he’s done, he concocts a new beer inspired by her, using a recipe for a classic German-style Kölch. He crafts the final product using a special ingredient designed to catch Elle’s attention. It does. But not necessarily the way he’d planned.

  Dedication

  This novella is dedicated to Christa and Ryan Kilpatrick

  Adjunct Lovers is a novella inspired by the brewing of an actual Kölsch with guava at Fiction Beer Company, in Denver, Colorado. It will be available in limited quantities at the brewery’s tap room at 7101 East Colfax Avenue, Denver, CO during the summer of 2017. More information available at www.fictionbeer.com.

  An “Adjunct” is a thing added to something else as a supplementary rather than an essential part.

  Within the language of brewing, the term adjunct has come to imply inferiority, as in “American adjunct lager” and “adjunct-laden macro-brew”. But adjuncts have long held an important role in brewing, and some of today’s most sought-after beers (e.g., Pliny the Elder and Westvleteren 12) include adjuncts. — Beer and Brewing Magazine

  Reinheitsgebot: Also known as the German purity law for beer that states beer is only “beer” if it includes water, barley and hops.

  Trademarks Acknowledgement

  The author acknowledges the trademarked status and trademark owners of the following wordmarks mentioned in this work of fiction:

  Star Wars: The Walt Disney Company

  Yelp: Yelp

  Netflix: Netflix, Inc.

  Disney Channel: The Walt Disney Company

  Montessori: American Montessori Society

  Food Network: Scripps Networks Interactive and Tribune (FN) Cable Ventures Inc.

  Comerica Park: Olympia Entertainment

  EpiPen: Mylan Speciality L.P.

  Chapter One

  “So help me,” Ross muttered under his breath as Elle stomped away from him, the set of her slight shoulders and the sight of her clenched fists a reminder of why he loved her—but at the same time how she’d made him put his own fist through the drywall of their modest Detroit loft that very morning. His shoulders tensed when he averted his gaze from her retreating back. He forced himself to relax by focusing on the pilot system he’d bought, where he’d been busy and content a few minutes ago, working through a new recipe he hoped Austin would let him try on their larger system the following month.

  But his brain was boiling with rage and he gave up after a few minutes spent tinkering with the ingredients. He sat and stared at the three-vessel Brew Magic that he’d treated himself to with his last giant consulting payment. His vision wavered and wobbled then finally settled as his pulse calmed along with his heartbeat. When he reached out to touch one of the stainless steel vessels, it felt cool under his hand. That calmed him further.

  The old theater that he and his fiancé had converted to house the restaurant that he’d dreamed up and she’d agreed to, included a bit of warehouse-style space in back for him to call his brewery, where he would utilize this shiny new toy he’d bought and the mini distilling one he’d ordered. Ross loved it back here. It kept him in tune with the restaurant and yet allowed him plenty of space and quiet where he could concoct to his heart’s content. He spent the days he wasn’t running around the country trying to help hapless breweries get their relative shit together for embarrassingly large sums of money, here—so he could be close to Elle and yet on his own at the same time.

  But lately, he’d begun to doubt the advisability of this arrangement.

  When he checked the time on his phone, still keeping a hand on one of the metal tanks that had been delivered and set up, he heard the sound that never failed to lift his heart and his spirits no matter how shitty his day.

  “Papa! Where are you? What is that? Can I touch it?”

  A small form raced past him, her wild blonde curls barely contained by a pink hair tie. Even with her Star Wars backpack still strapped to her shoulders, the girl shimmied up to the metal platform and stood with her hands braced on two of the vessels, grinning at him. He grinned back, unable to stop himself as the cool breeze of happiness that never failed to suffuse his entire being at the sight of his almost three-year-old daughter went further toward lifting his mood.

  “My sweet,” he said, speaking to her in German, even though she’d begun the conversation in English. “This is Papa’s new pilot brewing system.” He crossed his arms and gave her a fake glare. “Can you tell me what these are for?” He touched each of the three keg-shaped vessels.

  She furrowed her brow, her blue eyes getting serious.

  “Making Papa’s beer,” she declared in perfect German, batting her long lashes at him.

  Ross kept glaring. She sighed and held out her arms to him, tilting her head and giving her best ‘but, Papa’ look.
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  He sighed, but the feel of her tiny body in his arms made him content—no mean feat, considering. She linked her fingers behind his neck, pressed her nose to his then leaned away.

  “Don’t like Frau,” she said in English, in a loud whisper, glancing over Ross’s shoulder at the woman who waited patiently at the back door.

  Ross chuckled and studied the girl’s face—a pure blending of his and Elle’s features if ever he’d seen it. And her attitude was alarmingly the same—a mix of smart, funny, proud, and as stubborn as fifty mules. “You just don’t like it that she won’t let you watch television all day.”

  The girl stuck her lower lip out—way too far for Ross’s strict, German mind.

  “Liesl,” he said, a warning clear in his voice. “You know how I feel about that.”

  She treated him to a teenager-worthy eye roll, which made him shudder in anticipation of that horror show of a life stage. “Don’t like her,” the girl said, still in a stage whisper. With one raised eyebrow, she treated him to another foreshadowing glimpse of his future with her. “Vati,” she said, using the German endearment for ‘Papa’.

  “Don’t Vati me, young lady. I am on to you.” The strict, gray-haired German woman Elle had claimed ‘perfect’ as a nanny for their child intimidated the living shit out of him but he’d agreed that they should raise their children without all the Americanized looseness they believed caused trouble down the road. He gave the woman a small wave and a smile.

  “The child was hungry,” she called across the empty space. “And since it was almost time for me to go I thought I should bring her here, after we spent some time outdoors.”

  He sensed Liesl pulling away from him so he tightened his grip on her, irritated but realizing he had to put on his fatherly show of complicity with the tall, scary, imposing woman.

  “Stop,” he snapped perhaps a little too sharply.

  She frowned and wiggled out of his arms but he snagged her backpack before she could make a break for it. The girl sometimes forgot that, if anything, her mother was even more strict and on the side of the nanny when it came to how she spent her free time. He was the good cop in this equation. But he had to make a point now, to let her know she couldn’t manipulate them. As if Helga, the German Frau-nanny, could be manipulated.

  “Yes, thank you, Frau Poller.” He used her formal name, since she did the same to him and Elle, and only allowed Liesl to use her Christian name in private. When he glanced down at her, he saw that she’d dropped the backpack and was scurrying up a pile of wooden pallets under a line of large windows. He sighed, shrugged at the nanny, then walked over to pluck her down before she pulled the whole lot of them onto herself.

  “Come and say goodbye to Frau Poller, Liesl,” he insisted, putting her down on the concrete floor and giving her a tiny push forward.

  She treated him to a look over her shoulder that only served to remind him how furious he’d been at her mother earlier. He pointed. She trudged across the expanse of floor strewn with packaging material, plastic wrapping and what remained of the wooden crate that had held his new toy.

  Liesl stood in front of her nanny and held out her hand. The woman shook it, then crouched so they were on eye level. They spoke too softly for Ross to hear but he was pleased to note that Liesl gave the woman a quick hug. When she rose and left through the back door it was without another word to him.

  “If I’m a good girl, we’ll make ice cream.”

  “Okay then. You like her now?”

  “Yes,” the girl said matter-of-factly, making her way onto the metal platform again so she could peer at the various valves, connections and other fascinating items on the pilot system. She ran her small fingers over each fitting then stood to meet his eyes. “This only makes a little beers, Papa.”

  “It will let me make small batches, my sweetling,” he said, standing next to her while she gave everything another touch. “That way, if it’s garbage and I have to throw it away, it doesn’t waste too many ingredients.”

  “Garbage?” She put a hand to her chest.

  “Stop flattering me, you little…” He grabbed her and tossed her over his shoulder. As he was reaching for her discarded backpack a door creaked open.

  “Is that my tiny little muffin girl?” Elle sang out into the room.

  The sound of her voice set his pulse racing until he reminded himself of their earlier argument. A sickening combination of embarrassment, fury and frustration made his gut churn. He set his jaw against her and their usual family Friday evening ritual.

  “Is that her? And her handsome Papa?”

  Ross put Liesl down so she could run to her mother but he remained where he was, turning away from them to begin gathering up all the packing detritus. His face was flaming hot and he heard the echo of his heartbeat in his ears but he was so confused about how he felt—other than ill over what he’d said to her—he couldn’t face her.

  Besides, he had work to do. He’d planned to christen the new pilot system with something special, something just for Elisa—or, he supposed, for himself now, considering she wouldn’t even look at him, much less talk to him. He stuffed the garbage into the bin and listened to his little girl chatter away in a fascinating mix of German and English, while already concocting the recipe in his head. This was his favorite moment—the head writing, the creation, the visualization of his next batch of beer, be it a mere ten gallons like this one, or a thousand, or even five thousand gallons.

  He and Elisa had always talked about how much they loved a crisp, clean Kölsch. It was a deceptively complex style, harder to master than it appeared, and one of the purest forms of German brewing other than a Helles, in his not-too-humble opinion. Of course, he had something special and different in mind for his recipe—something that his Elisa would claim to hate but come to love. He was certain of it.

  Or he had been.

  He shook his head at himself, in awe of the freakishly high level of stupidity he’d managed to reveal today. He’d been angry, sure. And he’d allowed it to build in him alongside the confusion about her reluctance regarding setting a damn wedding date. So he’d let his dumb-assery fly free, talking before he’d had a half a chance at considering his words.

  Jesus, but I’m an idiot sometimes.

  He glanced up after about thirty minutes spent making the correct connections and cleaning out the three metal vessels. He wanted to get the brew going tomorrow, first thing. It took at least four weeks to ferment and he preferred to let it rest another week at least, if not two prior to serving it. But the sounds of Liesl’s charming giggle and Elisa’s low mumble of words he couldn’t hear was driving him nuts. With a sigh, he rose and wiped the sweat off his face, deciding he could leave the rest for tomorrow. He’d bring Liesl with him, he decided. It was high time she learned her parents’ craft.

  “Hungry?” Elle asked him while keeping her gaze on the girl in her arms.

  “Do you still have the schnitzel?” He wasn’t sure if she’d changed over the menus yet. They’d determined that rotating the cultures that Komfort featured each month would give them excuses for fresh promotional activity. But even when he thought hard about it, Ross couldn’t recall the last time he’d asked her about the menu, or anything regarding the restaurant. He’d been caught up, resuming his life as the rock star craft brewer, the well-paid consultant who’d swoop in and declare that whatever place had hired him was either in great shape, but for a few tweaks, or in need of a complete overhaul.

  They always listened to him. And paid his fee gratefully.

  It had been a relief, going back to work. Even turning the child over to the terrifying German governess hadn’t been as hard as he’d thought it would be, despite having been her primary caregiver for the first year of her life. Liesl had forced her way into the world several weeks early, leaving them to endure a gut-wrenching week spent staring at her through a plastic barrier until they were allowed to hold her. Once that had happened, once he’d been able to cradle
his baby girl in his arms, she’d begun to thrive and had been released well before the medical types’ best estimates.

  Renovating and preparing to open a damn restaurant while Elisa had been pregnant then opening it while she had still been nursing had been a challenge. But he’d declared himself the keeper of baby Liesl and had enjoyed his time spent with her. That did not change the fact that when he’d returned to his job, it hadn’t been a huge relief.

  “Yes, I’m keeping the schnitzel for a while longer,” Elle said softly, startling him.

  He’d forgotten he’d asked. He put a hand on her shoulder, sensed her stiffen and removed it, shoving it into his jeans pocket. Liesl looked from his face to her mother’s, her lips pursed. He attempted to let go of his own tension, to accept that he was responsible for half of the problem given his admittedly selfish responses about all the time Elisa gave to the restaurant. Not to mention the stupid thing he’d said this morning, right after defiling their drywall with his temper tantrum.

  “Mac and cheese,” Liesl proclaimed, tugging Ross closer. “Family hug.” She put her arms around both of their necks.

  Ross rested his hand in the small of Elisa’s back, grateful for the excuse to touch her for a few seconds, then he let go, unwilling to own his anger, lest it poison what was left of their usual Friday family evening.

  Chapter Two

  “Papa?” Liesl’s voice was subdued as he headed for her bedroom door that night. It hurt his soul to think that she’d been in any way reduced by the fact of that night’s tension-filled dinner. But he was damned if he knew what to do about it.