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Charles and Emma

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by Deborah Heiligman


  And, finally, thank you to Charles and Emma. You two are just the best. I am going to miss you.

  The Darwin Family

  The Wedgwood Family

  Source Notes

  A note about citations: In most cases, quotes from letters, notebook entries, and diary entries have not been altered and appear as originally written. In a few instances, punctuation or spelling was changed very slightly to enhance a reader’ appreciation of the content.

  Please see the Selected Bibliography for full information about the sources listed below.

  Chapter 1: Better Than a Dog

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  “…shape of his head…”Barlow, p. 79

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  The Marry, Not Marry list, which runs throughout this chapter, has been reproduced many times. The original is in the Cambridge Library. You can see the image here: http://darwin-online.org.uk/content/frameset?viewtype=side&itemID=CUL-DAR210.8.2&page-seq=1 You can also look at it in Autobiography, p. 232

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  “…greater store of accurate knowledge”: Darwin Correspondence Project footnote www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-372.html

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  “in horizontal position.”: Porter, p. 997

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  “above all praise” and “a great name…Susan Darwin to Charles-Darwin, November 22, 1835, Darwin Correspondence Project www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-288.html

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  “A man who dares to waste…”: Charles Darwin to Susan Darwin, August 4, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-306.html

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  “Owls. transport mice alive?”: Notebooks, p. 191

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  “How easily does Wolf & Dog cross?”: Notebooks, p. 204

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  “Children have an uncommon pleasure…”: Notebooks, p. 582

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  “sprang up, and waving…”: Voyage, Penguin, p. 171

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  “Where true Love burns…”: Coleridge, Samuel Taylor, “Desire,” published 1834

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  “In Man it has been said, there is instinct…”: Notebooks, p. 172

  Chapter 2: Rat Catching

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  “I do not believe that anyone…”: Autobiography, p. 44

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  “featherbed to catch…”: Life and Letters, Volume 1, p. 513

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  “the number of thoughts…”: Autobiography, p. 25. The quote continues, “…and seem hardly compatible with what physiologists have, I believe, proved about each thought requiring quite an appreciable amount of time.”

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  “to the prayers and not to my…”: Autobiography, p. 25

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  “You care for nothing but shooting…”: Life and Letters, Volume 1, p. 30

  Chapter 3: Conceal Your Doubts

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  “Man in his arrogance…”: Notebooks, p. 300

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  “…acrid fluid, which burnt my tongue”: Life and Letters, Volume 1, p. 43

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  “the man who walks with Henslow”: Autobiography, p. 64

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  “a wild scheme”: Autobiography, p. 228

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  “I have given Uncle Jos…the subject again”: Autobiography, p. 227

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  Uncle Josiah’s answers, “I should not think it would be in any disagreeable…as happens to few”: Autobiography, pp. 229–30

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  “extreme misery thus caused…”: Autobiography, p. 95

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  “Conceal your doubts!”: Autobiography, p. 95

  Chapter 4: Where Doors and Windows Stand Open

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  “Emma’s handwriting…”: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 62

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  “excuse this scrawl…”: Fanny Owen to Charles Darwin, late January 1828, Darwin Correspondence Project www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-38.html

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  “was very pleasant for walking or riding” and the rest of Charles’s description of Maer: Life and Letters, Volume 1, p. 38

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  “I never saw anything pleasanter…all this sounds and is delightful”: journal entries of Emma Caldwell cited in Litchfield, Volume 1, pp. 59–60

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  “I was not the least sure of his feelings…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 5

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  “Fanny Owen has quite the preference…”: Caroline and Catherine to Charles, April 11, 1826, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-31.html

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  “write me one last adieu…”: Fanny Owen to Charles Darwin, December 2, 1831, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-151.html

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  “It may be all very delightful…” and “I am at a loss…”: Charles to Caroline, April 5 & 6, 1832, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-164.html

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  “my love of natural science…”: Autobiography, p. 141

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  “quite weary of it”: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 255

  Chapter 5: Little Miss Slip-Slop

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  “I love Maer much too well…”: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 190

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  “My dear Emma…” to “…we will have another goose”: Charles to Emma, August 7, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-423.html

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  “most radiant in her person‪…”: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 193

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  “I like the Coloes…”: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 117

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  “I marvel at the strength of the girls’ spirits…secure her from selfishness”: Litchfield, Volume I, pp. 134–35

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  “in such a whirl of noise…“: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 161

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  “The whole Theatre was quite full…”: Litchfield, Volume I, pp. 187–88

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  “My dear Fanny and Emma…“: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 201

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  “Emma Woodhouse, handsome, clever, and rich…”: Austen, Emma, p. 1

  Chapter 6: The Next World

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  “The sorrows and distresses of life…”: Malthus, p. 150

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  “On Monday 13th August…” and Emma’s other notes from Fanny’s illness: Healey, pp. 129–30

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  “seemed very ill for two days with vomitings…”: Caroline to Charles, September 12, 1832, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-185.html

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  “At 9 came the fatal attack…”: Litchfield, Volume I, p. 250

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  “Uncle Jos was terribly over come…” to “so intimately connected with her”: Caroline to Charles, September 12 1832, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-185.html

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  “Oh Lord…” and “I feel a sad blank…Worthy of being with her”: Litchfield, Volume I, pp. 250–51

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  “education and environment produce only a small effect…”: Life and Letters, Volume 1, p. 21

  Chapter 7: The Sensation of Fear

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  “My experience of English lovers…”: Raverat, p. 108

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  “There was no difficulty in standing upright, but…”: Voyage, Penguin, p. 228

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  “threw herself on her back, kicked & cried…”: Charles to Susan Darwin, April 1, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-407.html

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  “Children understand before they can talk…put them in—like child”: Notebooks, p. 567

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  “theory by which to work”: Autobiography, p. 120

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  “Oh yo
u materialist!”: Notebooks, p. 291

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  “Fear must be…” and Charles’s other notes on this topic through “…I believe, in Materialism”: Notebooks, p. 532

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  “If one does not marry soon…trust to chance”: Complete Work of Charles Darwin Online, http://darwin-online.org.uk/content/frameset?viewtype=side&itemID=CUL-DAR210.8.2&pageseq=2

  Chapter 8: A Leap

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  “E. says she can perceive sigh…”: Notebooks, p. 584

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  “I went straight into…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 7

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  “too much bewildered…” and “Indeed I was so glad to find…” and Emma’s other descriptions of the event: Litchfield, Volume II, pp. 5–6

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  “The day of days”: http://darwin-online.org.uk/content/frameset?viewtype=side&itemID=CUL-DAR158.1-76&pageseq=30

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  “drawn a prize”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 4

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  “It is very like…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 12

  Chapter 9: A Busy M an

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  “I hardly expected such good fortune…”: Litchfield, Volume II, pp. 2–3

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  “You will be forming theories about me…”: Darwin Correspondence Project www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry492.html

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  “I have the very good…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 1

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  “How truly & warmly…”: Charlotte Langton to Charles Darwin, November 14, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-436.html

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  “It is a marriage which…”: Erasmus Darwin to Charles, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-435.html

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  Everything I have ever heard…from your hands”: Litchfield, Volume II, pp. 9–11

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  “He is the most open…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 6

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  “there was never anyone so lucky…” and Charles’s other words to Emma through “Dearest Emma, good-bye”: Litchfield, Volume II, pp. 3–5

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  “I positively can do nothing…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 13

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  “Jealousy probably originally…”: Notebooks, p. 557

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  “Sexual desire makes saliva…” and Charles’s other notes on this topic: Notebooks, p. 574

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  “Shyness is certainly very much…” and notes on blushing through “…a most modest person”: Notebooks, pp. 577–78

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  “I am so glad he is a busy man”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 6

  Chapter 10: Melancholy Thoughts

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  “My reason tells me that honest…”: Emma to Charles, November 21–22, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-441.html

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  “dressed in good taste…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 9

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  “I bless the railroad…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 7

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  “When I am with you….” and other excerpts from Emma’s letter through “…not at all too dashing”: Emma to Charles, November 21–22, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-441.html

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  “These deeds are done…”: Voyage, Harvard Classics, p. 503

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  “I am sitting with Mamma…”: Emma to Charles November 25, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-444.html

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  “it is not possible to give…”: Voyage, Harvard Classics, p. 34

  Chapter 11: A Whirl of Noise and Motion

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  “I quite agree with you…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 16

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  “I have seen no one for these two days…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 15

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  “whirl of noise and motion…”: Dickens, p. 29

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  “Houses are very scarce…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 13

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  “I suspect conscience, an hereditary…”: Notebooks, p. 600

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  “It does not hurt the conscience…”: Notebooks, p. 572

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  “breathless haste” and “spread the news”: Life and Letters, Volume 1, p. 27

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  “destitute of faith, yet terrified of skepticism”: Carlyle, p. 39

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  “Belief allied to instinct”: Notebooks, p. 602

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  “The emotions of terror & wonder…”: Notebooks, p. 605

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  “When two races of men meet…”: Notebooks, p. 414

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  “It is a beautiful part of my theory…”: Notebooks, p. 416

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  “makes me feel how much…”: Notebooks, p. 540

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  “I quite approve of your plan…”: Emma to Charles, November 30, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-447.html

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  “Some London houses…”: Dickens, p. 8

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  “a front drawing-room with three windows…and “Gower Street is ours…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 18

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  “But why does joy, & OTHER EMOTION…joy & sublimity”: Notebooks, pp. 578–79

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  “I long for the day…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 18

  Chapter 12: Heavy Baggage, Blazing Fires

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  “I take so much pleasure…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 24

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  “I am very sorry to spoil…” and other descriptions of the event through “The little garden is worth its weight in gold” reported in a letter to Emma, Litchfield, Volume II, p. 19

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  “My good old friend Herbert…”: Litchfield, Volume II, pp. 23–24

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  “What passes in a man’s mind…”: Notebooks, p. 579

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  “You will have a few days more time…” through “…corrupting your mind”: Emma to Charles, January 7, 1839, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-485.html

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  “By the way now we seem to be clearing old scores…”: Emma to Charles, January 9, 1839, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-486.html

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  “soon teach me there is greater happiness…” and “I made a very stupid mistake yesterday…“ through “my own dear future wife…”: Charles to Emma, January 20, 1839, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-489.html

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  “I am rather ashamed of writing…“: Emma to Charles, December 30, 1838, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-465.html

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  “Today the Miss Northens are coming very early…”: Emma to Charles, January 20–21, 1839, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-490.html

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  “You need not fear my own dear Charles…”: Emma to Charles, January 23, 1839, Darwin Correspondence Project, www.darwinproject.ac.uk/darwinletters/calendar/entry-492.html

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  “quite cured me” to “…news I have to tell”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 24

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  “We ate our sandwiches…”: ibid, p. 26

  Chapter 13: Definition of Happiness

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  “A thousand thanks to you…”: Litchfield, Volume II, p. 30

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  “Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance…” and “It is better to know as little as possible…”: Austen, Pride and Prejudice, p. 20

 

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