by Weber, David
He stood and leaned against the bulkhead, searching the velvet blackness for a way to evade what he knew must be, but there was no answer. There would be none. The price Second Fleet had paid for Lorelei would pale into insignificance beside the price of Thebes.
He paced slowly, hands folded behind him, massive head bent forward. The far end of Charon's Ferry was a closed warp point. Unlike an open warp point, the gravity tides of a closed point were negligible. Even something as small as a deep-space mine could sit almost directly atop one, and the minefields the Thebans had erected to defend their system beggared anything Ivan Antonov had ever dreamed of facing.
And behind the mines were the fortresses. Not OWPs, but asteroid fortresses--gargantuan constructs, massively armed, impossibly shielded, and fitted with enough point defense to degrade even SBMHAWK bombardments. Dozens of them guarded that warp point. Enough SBMHAWKs could deal even with them, but he didn't have enough. He wouldn't have enough for months, and if Howard Anderson's letters from Old Terra were correct, he didn't have months.
A soft tone asked admittance, and he turned and opened the hatch, watching impassively as Kthaara'zar-tnan entered his cabin. The midnight-black Orion looked more like Death incarnate than ever, and Antonov studied his slit-pupilled eyes as Kthaara sat at a gesture.
"Well?" the human asked quietly.
"I have studied the intelligence analysis," Kthaara replied equally quietly. "I stiff do not share your concern for the Thebans, Ivaaan Nikolaaaaivychhh, for the Zheeerükou'valkhannaieee do not think that way, but you and your warriors are Human. You cannot fight with honor if you act contrary to your honor. I accept that. But, clan brother, I do not see how such defenses may be broken in the time you say you have."
"Nor do I," Antonov rumbled, "but I have to find one. And there's only one person who may be able to find it for me."
"It goes against all I know and feel," Kthaara growled, and his ears flattened. "Thebans are chofaki, and you ask me to trust the very chofak who murdered my khanhaku."
"Kthaara Kornazhovich," Antonov said very softly, "the Orions are a warrior race. Has no Orion ever acted dishonorably believing he acted with honor?"
Kthaara was silent for a long, long moment, and then his ears twitched unwilling assent.
"I believe in Admiral Lantu's honor," Antonov said simply. "He did his duty as he understood it--as he had been taught to understand it--just as I have and just as you have. And when he discovered the truth, he had the courage to act against the honor he had been taught." The admiral turned back to his view port, and his deep, rumbling voice was low. "I don't know if / could have done that, Kthaara. To turn my back on all I was ever taught, to reject the faith in which I was reared, simply because my own integrity told me it was wrong?" He shook his head. "Lantu is no chofak."
"You ask too much of me." Kthaara's claws kneaded die arms of his chair. "I cannot admit that while my khanhaku lies unavenged."
"Then I won't ask you to. But will you at least sit in on my conversations with him? Will you listen to what he says? I've never admitted helplessness, and I'm not quite prepared to do so now...but I feel very, very close to it. Help me find an answer. Even--" Antonov turned from die port and met Kthaara's eyes once more "--from Lantu."
Two very different pairs of eyes locked for a brief eternity, and dien Kthaara's ears twitched assent once more.
"I just don't know, Admiral Antonov." Lantu ran a four-fingered hand over his cranial carapace, staring down into die holo tank at die defensive schematic he and Winnifred Trevayne had constructed. "I helped design those defenses to stop any direat I could envision-- I never expected I'd be trying to break through diem!"
"I understand, Admiral.' Antonov raised his own eyes from die display. "We can break diem, but it will take time, and our losses will be heavy. Commodore Tsuchev-sky and I have studied die projections at length. Against diese defenses, we anticipate virtually one hundred percent losses among our first four assault groups, losses of at least eighty percent in die next diree, and perhaps forty percent for die remainder of die fleet. We simply do not have sufficient units to sustain such casualties and carry through to victory. We can build them...but it will take over a year."
Lantu shivered at the unspoken warning in the human's tone. A year. A year for Thebes to buud additional ships and strengthen its defenses still further. A year for humanity's entirely understandable thirst for vengeance to harden into a fixed policy. And when that policy collided with the casualties Second Fleet would suffer...
"It's the mines," he muttered, wheeling abruptly from the tank. He folded his arms behind him, frowning at the deck. "The mines. You could deal with the fortresses with enough SBMHAWKs."
"True." Antonov watched the Theban pace. He could almost feel the intensity of Lantu's thoughts, and when he glanced at Kthaara he saw the glimmer of what might someday become sympathy in the Orion's eyes. "If it were an open warp point--if we had even the smallest space to deploy free of mine attack--" He stopped himself with a Slavic shrug.
"I know." Lantu paced faster on his stumpy legs, then stopped dead. His head came up, eyes unfocused, and then he whirled, back to the display, and amber fire flickered in his stare.
"If you could break through the mines, Admiral Antonov," he asked slowly, "how long would it take you to prepare your assault?'
' Three months for repairs and to absorb and train new construction already en route from Galloway's World," Antonov rumbled, watching the Theban alertly. "But it will take at least a month longer for sufficient new SBMHAWKs to reach us. I would estimate four months. Commodore?"
He glanced at Tsuchevsky, and the chief of staff nodded. He was watching Lantu just as closely as his admiral.
"I see." Lantu rocked on his broad feet, nodding to himself. Then he looked up into Antonov's ga/e. "In that case, Admiral Antonov, I think I've found a way to get you into the system."
Ivan Antonov sat before the pickup, recording his message, and his eyes were intent.
'I trust him, Howard," he rumbled. "I have to. No one who meant to betray us would have given us the data he has, and certainly he wouldn't have come up with an idea like this. It's not one we could afford to use often, but it's brilliant--and so simple I don't understand why we never thought of it.
'I know you're no longer Minister of War Production, but I need you to sena me every tramp freighter you can find. Get them here as quickly as you can, even if you have to tow them on tractors between warp points. They don't have to be much---just big enough to be warp-capable. With them and enough SBMHAWKs, I am confident of our ability to break into Thebes.
"I recognize the stakes, and I will do my best, but even with the freighters and SBMHAWKs, Second Fleet will require at least four months to prepare the assault. It simply is not humanly possible to do it more quickly, and you must restrain the Assembly while we do. I don't know how--I'm no politician, thank God--but you have to."
He stared into the pickup, and his broad, powerful face was granite.
"Buy me some time, Howard. Do it any way you can, but buy me some time!"
Caitrin MacDougall walked slowly down the hall, wondering how her mother had survived five pregnancies. Her own was well advanced, and she hated what it was doing to her figure almost as much as she loved feeling the unborn iniant stir. Knowing a new life was taking form within her was worth every backache, every swollen ankle, every moment of totally unanticipated yet seemingly inescapable morning sickness...but that didn't mean she liked those other things.
"Hello, Caitrin," a wistful voice greeted her as the door at the end of the hall opened.
"Hi, Hanat."
Hanat held the old-fashioned door for her, and Caitrin sank gratefully into an over-stuffed chair. It was going to be hell to climb out of, but she chose to enjoy its comfort rather than think about that.
The slender Theban woman sat in a chair sized to her tiny stature, like a child sitting at Caitrin's feet, but Caitrin no longer felt like a kindergarten
teacher. She'd come to know--and like--Hanat, and though Hanat tried to hide it, Caitrin knew how it hurt to spend her time under virtual house arrest. Yet there was no choice, for Hanat had been Lantu's personal secretary. Her fellow Thebans would have torn her limb from limb--literally-- for his "treason," and she would have fared equally badly at the hands of any number of New Hebridans. Virtually every family had deaths to mourn, and the population as a whole had yet to learn how Lantu had fought to reduce die death toll. Even many of those who knew didn't really believe it. And so, in superb if bitter irony, Hanat's only true friend on New Hebrides was not merely a human but the Resistance's second in command!
"How are you, Caitrin?" Hanat asked, folding her hands in her lap with the calm dignity which was like a physical extension of her personality.
Fine...I think. This little monster"--Caitrin rubbed her swollen abdomen gently--"has excellent potential as a soccer star, judging by last night's antics. But aside from that, I'm doing fine."
"Good." Hanat's inner lids lowered, and her voice was soft. "I envy you."
Caitrin nibbled on an index finger, studying the top of Hanat's cranial carapace as she bowed over Her hands.
"I got a message chip from Angus last night," she said after a moment. A long one, for him. I think there were at least ten complete sentences." Hanat laughed, and Caitrin grinned. She loved the sound of Hanat's laughter. It was very human and yet utterly alien, a silver sound totally in keeping with the Theban's elfin appearance.
"He says die admiral is fine. In fact"--Hanat looked up quickly--"he and Colonel Fravmak are working with Admiral Antonov's planning staff.'
"Oh, dear," Hanat said softly, folded hands twisting about one another in distress.
"Hanat." Caitrin leaned forward, capturing one of the slender hands despite a half-hearted attempt to escape. "You know he has to."
"Yes." Hanat looked down at the five-fingered hand clasping hers. "But I know what it's costing him, too."
"Just tell me if it's none of my business, Caitrin said gently, "but why don't you ever write him?"
"Because he hasn't written me. It's not seemly for a Theban woman to write a man who hasn't written her."
"Somehow I don't see you as overly burdened by tradition, Hanat."
"I suppose not." Hanat laughed again, sadly, at Cai-trin's wry tone. "But he hasn't written on purpose...that's why I can't write him."
"Why not? If I'd waited for Angus to say something, we'd've died of old age! Of course, he's not exactly the verbal type, but the principle's the same."
"No, it isn't." Hanat's voice was so soft Caitrin had to strain to hear her. "Lantu loves me--I know he does, and he knows I know--but he won't admit it. Because--" she looked up, and tears spilled slowly down her cheeks "--he doesn't think he's coming back to me, Caitrin. He thinks he's going to die. Perhaps he even wants to. That's why I envy you and Angus so."
Caitrin bit her lip, staring into that tear-streaked alien face. Then she opened her arms...and Hanat burrowed into them and wept convulsively.
"...outrage, Madam Speaker! This wanton bloodshed--this slaughter wreaked against helpless civilians-- sets the Thebans beyond the pale! Fanaticism must not be allowed to cloak butchery with any semblance of excuse."
Yevgeny Owens paused, and a soft rumble of agreement filled in the space. It was strongest from die LibProgs,
Anderson noted--not surprisingly, since Owens was Wai-deck's handpicked hatchet man--but a disturbing amount of it came from Erika Van Smitt's Liberal [Democrats. And, he admitted unhappily, from his own Conservatives. He made himself sit still, folded hands resting on the head of his cane, and waited.
"Madam Speaker," Owens resumed more quietly, "tins isn't the first time humanity has met racial insanity, nor the first time we've paid a price for meeting it. I remind this Assembly that few political leaders of the time could believe the truth about the Rigelians, either. We are told the Thebans have committed these unspeakable atrocities--have resorted to torture, to the murder of parents in order to steal and 'convert' their children, to the coldblooded execution of entire towns and villages as 'reprisals' against men and women fighting only to protect their world and people--in the name of religion. Of a religion, Madam Speaker, which deifies the very planet upon which we stand. And, we are told, that religion was concocted by humans in direct violation of the Edict of 2097.
"Perhaps it was, but what rational species could have accepted such a preposterous proposition? What rational species capable of interstellar travel, with all the knowledge of the universe that implies, could trufy believe such arrant nonsense?"
Owens paused again, and this time there was only silence.
"I do not accept humanity's responsibility for this insanity," he finally continued, very softly. "We cannot hold ourselves accountable for the madness of another species, and only a species which is mad could wage 'holy war' against the race which first gave them the blessings of technology in die name of some half-baked agglomeration of pseudo-religious maunderings. But even if humanity is responsible for the unintentional creation of this menace, for providing a race of interstellar sociopaths with the weapons of modem warfare and mass destruction, that does not change the situation we now face. Indeed, if such is the case, are we not confronted by an added dimension of obligation? If our species has, in any way, however unintentionally, helped create the crisis we face, it becomes our responsibility to face and accept whatever its final resolution demands of us.
"Madam Speaker, Ladies and Gentlemen of the Assembly, this matter cannot be settled on die basis of what we would like to be true. It can be resolved only on the basis of what is true, and the Thebans have proven their irrationality. Events on New New Hebrides and New Boston have proven their murderousness. The most recent Battle of Lorelei has proven their fanaticism. And when a murderous fanatic actively seeks martyrdom, when he is not merely willing but eager to die for his cause, then the only defense is to help him find the death he seeks."
The silence was icy as Owens paused a final time, and his eyes swept the Assembly's members from the huge screen behind the Speaker's podium.
"And, Madam Speaker," he finished quietly, "what is true of an individual is a hundred times more true of an entire race of fanatics armed with starships and nuclear weapons. Not merely our own satiety but mat of the Galaxy itself requires that we override the Prohibition of 2249, and I now move that we so do."
He sat, and Anderson ground his teeth. Owens believed what he'd said; that was what made him so damnably convincing...and why Waldeck had chosen him to lead the LibProgs on this issue.
Anderson drew a deep breath and pressed his call key.
"The Chair recognizes President Emeritus Howard Anderson," Chantal Duval said, and he started to rise as his image replaced Owens', then changed his mind. His legs' aching unsteadiness was growing worse, and it made him look feeble at a time when he must show no sign of weakness, allow no suggestion that he spoke from senility rather than clear-minded logic.
"Madam Speaker, Ladies and Gentlemen of the Assembly." He was pleased his voice still sounded strong, at least. "Mister Owens argues that the Thebans are :
He argues, in effect, that humanity simply provided a vehicle through which that madness might express itself--that if it were not for 'the Faith of Holy Terra' they would have found some other madness to spur their actions. And he argues most cogently that we cannot make decisions on the basis of what we wish were true but only on the basis of what is true."
He paused for just a moment, then shook his head.
"He is, of course, correct." A shiver of surprise ran through the Assembly at his admission. "The worst mistake any governing body can possibly make is to allow hopes and expectations to twist its perception of reality. But, ladies and gentlemen, I must tell you that I have already seen this governing body do precisely that. Not simply once, but many times."
Feet shifted in a soft susurration of sound, and he smiled thinly.
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dies and gentlemen. I am an old man--a very old man, whom some of you call 'senile'--who has watched the Terran Federation grow and change for over a century. Over a century, ladies and gentlemen. I've served it as a naval officer, as president, and now as a member of this Assembly, and I have seen it prove the heights to which all the best in humanity may aspire. I have seen the Federation resist aggression. Ive seen it suffer terrible losses and fight through to victory. I have seen it extend the values we hold dear to its member worlds and forge the community of Man across the stars.
"But I have also seen terrible, terrible mistakes. Mistakes made in this very chamber, with the highest of purposes and the most noble of intentions. Mistakes made by good and compassionate people as often as by those less good and more unscrupulous." Across the chamber from him, Pericles Waldeck stiffened angrily, but his face was expressionless.
"Ladies and gentlemen, in 2246 this Assembly made one of those terrible mistakes. It made it for the highest of moral reasons--and for the most base. It elected to endorse the decision embodied in Grand Fleet Head-quarters ^Directive Eighteen, authorizing genocidal attacks on the civilian populations of the Rigelian Protectorate."
The silence was absolute as his wise old eyes swept the chamber.
"We had no choice," Anderson said softly. "That was what we told ourselves. The Rigelians were insane, we said. There were too many worlds of them, and they fought too fanatically. Every Rigelian regarded himself or herself as an expendable asset, and no more honorable end existed for him or her than to die attempting to destroy any being who challenged the supremacy of the Rigelian race. Conquest was virtually impossible; occupation forces would of necessity have been insupportably huge. The casualties we'd already suffered--casualties thousands of times greater than those we have suffered in this war--would have been multiplied a thousand-fold again had we sought to invade those worlds...and in the end, we would have had to kill them all anyway.
