by Weber, David
"And so, ladies and gentlemen, the Terran Federation elected not to spend the lives of millions of humans and millions of our Orion and Ophiuchi and Gormish allies. The Federation elected instead to murder entire worlds with massive bombardments--bombardments very like that of New Boston--" spines stiffened at his quiet words "--because our only other option was to kill them one by one on the surfaces of those planets at the cost of too many of our own."
He paused once more, letting what he'd said sink in, then leaned closer to the pickup.
"All of those arguments were valid, but I was here-- here in this very chamber, in the midst of the debate-- and there was another argument, as well. One that was voiced only in whispers, only by implication, just as it is today. And that argument, ladies and gentlemen, was vengeance."
He hissed the last word, eyes locked on Owens' face across the floor, and saw the other man bite his lip.
"I do not say we could have avoided Directive Eigh-teen. I do not say that we should have avoided it. But I do say, as one who was there, that even if we could have avoided it we would ...not...have...done...so." The slow, spaced words were cut from crystal shards of ice, and the old, blue eyes on the master display screen were colder yet.
"We had too many dead. Hah0 a million Terrans at Medial Station. Eight and a half million at Tannerman. One and a third billion on Lassa's World, a billion more in Codalus. A billion Orions on Tol, another ninety million on Gozal'hira, eight hundred fifty thousand in Chilli-wait. Our military deaths alone were over two million, the Orions' were for worse, and we weren't gods, ladies and gentlemen. We wanted more than an end to die fighting and dying. We wanted vengeance...and we got it.
"Perhaps it was also justice, or at least inevitable. I would like to believe that. I try to believe that. But it was more than justice. Our Ophiuchi allies knew that even before we did it. They refused to participate in die bombardments, and for that refusal some of us called them 'moral cowards'...until die smoke cleared, and we knew it too.
"And so die same Assembly which audiorized Directive Eighteen drafted die Anti-Genocide Prohibition of 2249. Not because it knew it had murdered an entire species when it need not have, but because it was afraid it had. Because it had acted in haste and hatred, and it could never know whedier or not it might have acted differendy. The Prohibition doesn't forbid genocidal attacks, ladies and gendemen. It simply stipulates diat any such future act must be audiorized by a two-dürds majority of düs Assembly. In a very real sense, die blood debt for our own actions is diat die Legislative Assembly must forever more assume--specifically, unequivocally, and inescapably--die responsibility for acting in die same way
"I had hoped," he said very quietly, "to be dead before a second such decision faced this Assembly. Most of my colleagues of that time are. A few of us remain, and when we look out over this floor and hear what is said, we hear ourselves and the ghosts of our dead fellows. We know what those who call for vengeance feel and think, for we have felt and thought those same things.
"But Thebans, ladies and gentlemen, are not Rigelians. They now hold but a single habitable system. We are not speaking of billions of casualties from assaults on planet after planet. And whether they are mad or not, whether their madness would have found a vehicle without the interference of Alois Saint-Just and his fellow survivors or not, the 'religion' which drives diem did come from humanity. Perhaps they are mad, but have humans not shown sufficient religious 'madness' of their own? How many millions have we killed for 'God' in our time? Have we learned from our own bloody past? And if we have, may not the 'mad' Theban race also be capable of learning with time?
'I don't know. But remember this, ladies and gentlemen--on New New Hebrides their Inquisition did not, to the best of our knowledge, kill a single child. Certainly children died in the invasion bombardments, and certainly children died on New Boston, but even when entire New New Hebridan villages were exterminated, the children were first removed. We may call this 'stealing children' if we will. We may call preserving children who know their parents have been slaughtered cruelty, or argue that they did it only to 'brainwash' them. But they spared their lives...and Rigelians would not have."
He paused yet again, then shook his head slowly.
"Ladies and gentlemen, I can't tell you we can safely spare the Theban race. I can't tell you that, because until we reach Thebes, we simply cannot know. But that, ladies and gentlemen, is the purpose of the Prohibition of 2249--to force us to wait, to compel us to discover the truth before we act. And so, with all due respect to Mister Owens, I must ask you to withhold your decision. Wait, ladies and gentlemen. Wait until Admiral Antonov secures control of the Theban System. Wait until we know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that we have no choice and that we are not acting out of vengeance and hatred.
"I am an old man," he repeated softly, "but most of you are not. I have paid my price in guilt and nightmares; you haven't...yet. Perhaps, as I, you will have no choice, but don't, I beg you, rush to pay it. Wait. Watt just a little longer--il not for the Thebans, then for yourselves."
He cut the circuit and bowed his head over his folded hands, and utter silence hovered in the vast chamber. Then an attention bell chimed.
"The Chair," Chantal Duval said softly, "recognizes the Honorable Assemblyman for Fisk."
Yevgeny Owens stood. Anger still burned in his face and determination still stiffened his spine, but there were shadows of ghosts in his eyes, and his voice was very quiet when he spoke.
"Madam Chairman, I withdraw my motion pending the outcome of Admiral Antonov's attack on Thebes."
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CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN At All Costs
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Ivan Antonov walked through the outer reaches of the Thebes System with light-second strides, and occasional asteroids whirled past nim like insects. Not many--the Thebans had had generations to clear away a horizontal segment of the belt, as if it had been sliced across by a war-god's sword, and Antonov walked on a "floor" of artificially-arranged space rubble, while over his head there streamed a like "ceiling." Both held asteroids in a far higher density than anything in nature, but they were principally defined by the regularly spaced giant planetoids that had been forged into fortresses of unthinkable strength. Considerations of weapons' ranges and fields of fire had created that pattern, and the precision of its geometry was almost beautiful, like a decorative tracery worked in the dull silver of dim, reflected sunlight that would have been lovely...save for the mass death it held.
He turned his two-hundred-thousand-kilometer body on its heel and started back toward the warp point, deep in thought. He reached it in a few steps, and the universe wavered, then dissolved, returning him to the human scale of things, facing the small group of people standing against the outer wall of Gosainthan s main nolo tank.
Amazing how good these computer-enhanced simulations have gotten. Of course, this one was Winnie's pride and joy, painstakingly constructed with Lantu's help. He sometimes worried about the day when simulacra this good became commercially available--the sensation could become addictive-----
He shook off the thought and addressed his staff. "I have reviewed all aspects of our operational plan and can find no fault with it--except, of course, that it requires a force level that we don't have entirely in place as yet. Still, the build-up is on schedule, and that will soon change."
"True, Admiral." Lantu crossed his arms behind him as he studied the holo display Antonov had just left and gave the softly buzzing hum of a Theban sigh. "Yet I remain somewhat concerned over the one completely uncertain variable. I wish I knew what the Ministry of Production's done about strikefighter development in light of Redwing. I suspect recent events have lent the project rather more urgency than my own earlier recommendations.
He paused, and his yellow eyes met Antonov's with an almost-twinkle, half-apologetic and half-rueful. The human admiral looked back impassively, but there might have been the ghost of an answering twinkle, the comm
iseration of one professional with a fellow hamstrung by inept, short-sighted superiors. Lantu turned back to the holo with a tiny shrug.
"Of course," he continued wryly, "I haven't exactly been privy to the Synod's decisions since Redwing, so I can only offer the truism that knowing a thing can be done is often half the battle in matters of R and D."
Winnifred Trevayne gave the somewhat annoying sniff that, in her, accompanied absolute certitude about her own conclusions. "I don't entirely share First Admiral
Lantu's worries, sir. Permit me to reiterate my earlier line of reasoning.
"I don't think there can be any doubt that the Thebans have become well aware of the disadvantages imposed by their lack of fighters, but Lorelei's defenders obviously anticipated a desperate defensive action, as proved by their crustal defense and clearly pre-planned ramming attacks. This was natural, given Lorelei's crucial nature and the fact that the best they can possibly hope for against the Federation's mobilized industrial potential is a defensive war. Anyone prepared to expend starships in Kamikaze attacks would certainly have committed fighters to the defense of Lorelei if they'd had them." She glanced at Berenson, who nodded; the intelligence officer had stated simple military sanity.
"We can therefore conclude,' she resumed, all didacticism, "that three months ago, when we took Lorelei, the Thebans did not possess fighters--not, at least, in useful numbers. Given this fact, they cannot possibly have built enough of them, or produced sufficient pilots and launch platforms, to make a difference when our attack goes in next month.'
She stopped and looked around triumphantly, as if challenging anyone to find a flaw in her argument.
"Your logic is impeccable, Commander," Lantu admitted. "But permit me to remind you of the great limitation of logic: your conclusion can be no better than your premises. And one of your premises disturbs me: the assumption that die Church does, indeed, consider itself on the defensive...or, at least, that it did at the time of the Battle of Lorelei."
They all stared at him, speechlessly wondering how die Synod could not so regard itself in die face of its disastrous strategic position. All but Antonov, who looked troubled.
Hannah Avram's feet rested inelegantly on die edge of the conference table as she watched the tactical simulation in die tank. It ended, and she grimaced. Dick had gotten her escort carriers up to sixteen units, and ac-cording to the tank, she'd just lost thirteen of them.
She rose to prowl Haruna's briefing room, fists jammed into her tunic pockets. The problem was, it all depended on the assumptions she fed the computer. // the Thebans followed their own tactical doctrine, and if they didn't know about her tiny carriers, then Antonov's devious ploy should get her into Thebes unscathed. And if she got in unscathed and got beyond shipboard weapon range, her fighters should sting the Shellheads to death, since nothing they had could reach her. If she ran the problem with those assumptions, the computer usually Killed no more than three snips. If she changed any one of them, losses climbed steeply. If she changed any two of them, her command was virtually annihilated.
She came to a stop, frowning down into the tank. Her ships were so small, so fragile, without the shields and armor of fleet carriers. In a way, that ought to help protect them--they shouldn't look like worthwhile targets until they launched--but if anyone did shoot at them, they would certainly die.
Yet she'd gone over Antonov's ops plan again and again, and she couldn't argue with any of its underlying assumptions. Based on what they knew and had observed, it was brilliant. The only thing that could really screw it up was for the Shellheads to surprise them with fighters of their own, and she had to agree with the logic of Commander Trevayne's analysis.
But some deeply-hidden uncertainty nagged at her. Worse, she knew it nagged at Antonov, whether he chose to acknowledge it or not.
"Za vashe zdowvye!"
Kthaara responded with a phonetic approximation of die Russian toast of which he was extremely proud, but Tsuchevsky mumbled his response, clearly preoccupied.
"What is the matter, Paaavaaaal Saairgaaiaavycnhh?" the Orion asked expansively. As always, his spirits had risen with the approach of decisive action. "Are you still worried by that Theban's misgivings?" He gave the chok-ed-off snarl that answered to a human's snort of impatience, tossed off his drink, reached for a refill, then offered die bottle to Tsuchevsky. "Come, Paasssha. Why are you fucking a mairkadif"
It was the first time he'd essayed that particular transliteration, and Tsuchevsky sputtered into his vodka, spilling half of it to Kthaara's loud cry of anguish. But Antonov only allowed himself a brief smile. He hadn't shared the contents of Howard Anderson's latest message with die other two. There was no reason why they should have to share his own frustration at acting under politically-imposed time pressure. Besides, Kthaara wouldn't understand. To him, preparation for battle was an annoying necessity; he would never realty be able to sympathize with a desire for more of it.
The admiral's slight smile vanished and he brooded down into his glass as he contemplated die machinations of that most loathsome of all human sub-species, die politico. There were, he conceded, occasional true statesmen in human history. Unfortunately, their rare appearances only made the lower orders of political life even more disgusting by contrast. Yevgeny Owens might have withdrawn his motion, but Pericles Waldeck had refused to accept defeat. He'd simply shifted to other, less-principled front men to keep die issue alive, and he was taking gradual toll of die anti-override mood (and, Antonov could tell, of Anderson's heahh). The attack could be postponed no longer. It would, as he'd just announced to his staff, commence in ninety-six hours.
Damn all politicians to hell! Antonov shook himself and tossed off his vodka. Cheer up, Vanyat T/üngs could be worse.
The stupendous asteroid fortresses waited, three and a quarter light-hours from die binary star system's GO component. The distance-dimmed light of Thebes A woke spectral gleams from occasional surface domes and sensor arrays, out die fortresses' teedi were hidden at their iron hearts. It had been the work of decades to dear the cosmic rubble of the star's outermost asteroid belt away from the closed warp point, but the largest lumps of debris had been carefully saved when the rest went to the orbital smelters. The huge chunks of rock and metal, most as large or larger than Sol's Ceres or Epsilon Eridani's Mjolnir, had been bored and hollowed to receive their weapons and station-keeping drives, then towed by fleets of tugs to their new positions.
They floated within their own immense minefields, sullen with power, shielded and armored, fit to laugh at armadas. The Sword of Terra's final mobile units--destroyers and light cruisers, supported by a pitiful handful of superdreadnoughts and battle-cruisers, a scattering of captured infidel carriers, and the converted freighter "barges" the Ministry of Production had cobbled up-- hovered behind them, beyond the projected range of the infidels' new weapons, but it was the fortresses which mattered. The smallest of those titans was seven times as powerful as the largest superdreadnought ever built; the biggest was beyond comprehension, its strength graspable only through abstract statistics. Once there'd been no doubt of their ability to smash any attack, but that was before the infidels revealed their warp-capable missiles.
Now construction ships labored furiously, modifying and refitting frantically in light of Lorelei. They couldn't possibly finish all they had to do, and too many of the new systems--the massed batteries of point defense stations and hastily constructed hangar bays--were surface installations, for there was no time to bury them deep, but the engineers and fortress crews had attacked their duties with desperate energy, for the People stood at bay.
The last bastion of the Faith lay behind those forts, and the Holy Messenger's own degenerate race hovered one bare transit away, poised to break through in this dark hour and crush the Faith it had abandoned. Beside such horror as that, clean death in Holy Terra's cause was to be embraced, not feared, for death meant less than nothing when the fate of God Herself rested in their merely mortal hands.
Ivan Antonov's eyes watched the first-wave SBM-HAWKs' cloud of tiny lights reach the warp point, waver slightry on the display, and vanish. Then they turned to the other precise clusters of matching lights, each indicating yet another wave that waited, quiescent.
It was different this time. Each of those waves had not a class of targets, but a single one.
He glanced across the flag bridge at Lantu, standing with Angus MacRory. It hadn't been easy to retrieve the data to permit such precise targeting. No conscious mind--least of all one whose primary concerns had lain in the realms of grand strategy--could hold such a mass of technical minutiae, and adapting the techniques of hypnotic retrieval to a hitherto-unknown race had been a heartbreaking labor. And, of course, however willing he might be, Lantu's subconscious couldn't yield up what it had never known--such as any last-minute refitting the forts might have undergone. But what they now knew should be enough...
Lantu watched a smaller version of the same display through the cloudy veil of his inner eyelids. He forced his face to remain impassive, and he was glad so few humans had yet learned to read Theban body language.
The last of the first wave of lights vanished, and ne closed his outer lids, as well, wishing he'd been able to stay away. Like Fraymak. The colonel had never questioned Lantu's decision, yet he hadn't been able to bring himself to watch the working out of its consequences. But Lantu couldn't not watch. He knew too much about what waited beyond that warp point, knew too many of the officers and men those missiles were about to kill. He had reached an agonizing point of balance, an acceptance of what he must do that had given him the strength to do it...but it was no armor against the nightmares. So now he watched the weapons he had forged for the death of the People's defenders, for to do otherwise would have been one betrayal more than he could make. Angus MacRory never said much; now he said nothing at all, but his hand squeezed Lantu's shoulder. He felt it through his shoulder carapace, but he didn't open his eyes. He only inhaled deeply and reached up to cover it with one four-fingered hand.
