Obediently Yours
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So now I am nice and aroused! LOL. I hope to hear from you again soon, Daddy!
Your Baby Girl,
Siobhan
I shut my computer down after sending the email and head to bed, realizing that it is pretty late. I go to sleep that night with dreams about my Daddy Dom. Not before I take my bath brush, pull my panties down, lean over the bed, and give my bottom cheeks a few good swats. Just like in my fantasy, I imagine Daddy is standing behind me holding the bath brush, telling me that I am naughty and need to be given a punishment spanking. I raise the bath brush high and smack, smack, smack my bottom cheeks. I feel the sting and warmth spread over my butt as I swing and smack, smack, smack again. “Oh it hurts, Daddy,” I say out loud.
I hear Daddy say in my head, “It’s supposed to hurt, little girl. Punishment spankings hurt and are given when you are naughty,” using a deep, dark, and dominant voice.
This simple acted-out scene causes me to have several explosive orgasms. I pull my panties up over my sensitive bottom, put my bath brush back on the dresser, and lie down.
My body totally relaxed, I quickly drift off to sleep, that same deep voice in my head saying, “Good night, baby girl.”
Chapter Two
The next morning, I wake up in a great mood to start a new day. I get to work early and dive into the fifty emails in my work inbox. After an hour of continuous emailing, my mind wanders into my “little zone” as I think about Daddy’s email. It’s interesting that I am already thinking about him as my Daddy. Does this prove that I am a complete deviant or that I am a very lucky woman? I want so badly to log onto my private email and see if he responded. The desire is overwhelming, but I cannot check now. Need to behave. Need to be a grownup woman with grownup responsibilities. Tonight, need to wait until tonight. I grab my grownup to-do list and get to it.
Later that night while sitting at the computer, I open my email and find a response in my inbox.
FROM: DADDY DOM
SUBJECT: RE: GOOD GIRL
Hi My Baby Girl,
I was happy to see your email and even happier that you gave such a detailed account of your fantasies as I asked. I am very pleased that you obeyed your Daddy. I am also pleased that you followed my instructions and called me Daddy. As I told you, it is my expectation going forward and will be one of your rules.
I will put a lot of realism into our role-play, but I will not pressure you to meet deadlines, at least not at this point. I have included a list at the end of this email of questions that I would like for you to answer. Take your time, giving honest and thorough answers. I expect good work from you, little one.
In addition to the questions, I have an assignment for you, baby girl. I want you to go into your bedroom, stand in the corner, lower your pants and panties down to your knees so you are bare-bottomed, and stand still facing the corner for three minutes. I want you to experience what corner time feels like because it is one of the techniques I use, especially for punishment of naughty little girls. In this case, it is not punishment, but merely an opportunity for you to get a sense of what this is really like. Try to immerse yourself in the experience and reflect on how it makes you feel. What are you thinking as you stand in the corner with your panties down to your knees like a naughty little girl? How does it feel to obey a command that your Daddy has given you? I expect a full report when you complete your assignment, including exactly what you were wearing and how it made you feel.
I hope you are having a good day and maybe we can talk later. I am usually online most evenings after 7:00. If you feel comfortable with it, you can request me to accept you as a chat friend on instant chat. If you are not comfortable with it at this point, we can continue to email.
Hugs,
Daddy
P.S. Thanks for the tip about the capsaicin cream. I’ll have to add that as a punishment method for naughty little girls!
QUESTIONS FOR BABYGIRL
1. Describe your bedroom in detail. All of your punishments will occur in your bedroom. Which corner will be designated as your naughty corner?
2. How much privacy do you have?
3. Have you ever been spanked in real life by someone else? Have you ever spanked yourself? What was used/did you use for the spanking? Were you spanked as a little girl or adult?
4. How often do you masturbate? Describe in detail: position during, toys you use, how wet you get, if you cum or not. Have you ever masturbated in public (in a restroom, car, or in front of anyone) or ever on the Internet while chatting?
5. Is your period regular? Do you use pads or tampons? What age were you when you got your first period?
6. Have you ever shaved your pubic area? If so, describe in detail.
7. Have you ever thought of kneeling before your Master? Describe.
8. How do you feel about diaper punishment?
9. What are the themes of your favorite “dirty” stories?
10. Does verbal humiliation/scolding excite you? Describe how.
11. Were you ever sent to the corner before I did it to you in this email?
12. Have you ever had your mouth washed out with soap or been made to print lines as a punishment?
13. Describe in detail your interests with age play—how old do you want to be, types of clothing worn, etc.
14. Give me a complete account of your most arousing Daddy/little girl fantasy.
15. Read this scene and finish it:
I call you from work and order you to prepare for my arrival as usual and to be in position when I arrive home. Preparing for my arrival requires that you shower, wash your hair, shave your legs, armpits, and pussy, put on your baby-doll nightie and your white cotton panties. By 6:00 pm you are to be in position, kneeling at the foot of the bed, head touching the floor, bottom high up in the air facing the door, nightie pulled up to your shoulders, panties at your ankles, and your legs spread as far as your panties will allow.
You hear me drive up and feel both tense and proud hoping I am pleased with you. I come up the stairs, still in my blue suit, and enter the room. Your breathing is now shallow and slow as I walk over to you.
“Wider,” I order and you comply, spreading your legs wider as I reach down and feel your bare pussy. “Spread,” I order and you immediately reach behind you to spread your round bum cheeks. I inspect your rosebud, inserting one of my fingers, knowing that you are blushing bright red as I do so.
Walking to where your head is located, I place my leather shoes at your nose and say, “Kiss.” You immediately comply, kissing the tips of my shoes. “Up,” I order and you rise onto your knees, your face in perfect line with my cock, immediately knowing that I expect you to release it from my pants.
16. Describe how you would suck my cock.
Christ, I need a cold shower now.
I reread Daddy’s very long and arousing email and cannot wait to get started. It is well past 10:00 pm now and I know that I should go to bed and get some sleep. My internal debate rages, but my excitement from Daddy’s email takes over and I decide to complete my corner time assignment.
I walk into the bedroom and see the far corner opposite the door to the room, my “naughty corner.” I take a deep breath and proceed to the corner to complete the assignment Daddy has given me. When finished, I immediately send Daddy an email so I do not forget any details.
FROM: LITTLE SIOBHAN
SUBJECT: RE: CORNER TIME ASSIGNMENT
Dear Daddy,
You gave me an assignment to stand in the corner for three minutes with my panties pulled down so I could feel what corner time is like. I completed this assignment tonight because I simply could not wait to obey you. I wore black slacks and a pair of white panties underneath them with a white bra and a sage green sweater. I went into the bedroom and I set the timer for three minutes. I stood in my naughty corner and pulled my pants and panties down to my knees. I was very self-conscious that my bare bottom was facing the door. I imagined that you were standing across the room from me, watching
me as I stood in the corner in shame with my bare bottom.
I tried to concentrate on how vulnerable and little I felt as I stood there. I realized how incredibly aroused I also felt. I wanted to move my hand between my legs and feel just how aroused I was, but I did not because I wanted to remain still and silent for the full three minutes as you ordered. I am happy to report that I was successful in fulfilling the assignment.
What is most amazing to me about this entire experience is how freeing it is to let someone else do the leading, do the demanding, and have all of the expectations. I do not need to think about the load of laundry that needs to get done, what I want for dinner, or the countless other things that stress me out on a daily basis. I just need to listen to your instructions and obey them. It is freeing on a level that I could not ever realize until I actually experienced it. I am truly amazed at the realism even though we communicate via email.
What is more interesting to me is that I want to obey you. I want you to be pleased with me. I do not want to disappoint you. I understand so much more why one would want to fulfill a submissive role. Actually, it is not fulfilling a role to be submissive. I think I am learning that I am submissive. I just cannot let that side of me show in real life. You are the only one who gets to see this side of me, the side that needs your direction, your rules and structure, your discipline.
I do not have time to answer your questions right now, but I will begin to work on them tomorrow. I put in the request for you to accept me as a chat friend. Perhaps we can instant chat tomorrow. Until then, good night, Daddy.
Butterfly Kisses,
Your Little Siobhan
I log off and close down my computer so I can start getting ready for bed. If I don’t, I will be a cranky girl when that alarm goes off in the morning. I am beyond thrilled with this recent turn of events and I cannot remember when something in my life made me so happy. I loved being told to do corner time, to actually do it, and then to describe how I felt to Daddy. What a thrill with every cell in my body alive. I simply cannot shut my brain down to sleep, so I will just get up and answer Daddy’s questions.
FROM: LITTLE SIOBHAN
SUBJECT: RE: QUESTIONS
Dear Daddy,
I have answered all of your questions below. I have been completely honest with you, hoping you will not think I am too kinky. LOL. Answering these questions has made me so horny and dripping wet. Might have to masturbate before bedtime to release some tension. I hope this is okay with you. ;)
I really worked hard and did my best for you. I hope you are happy with the results. Enjoy!
Butterfly Kisses,
Your little one
ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS FOR BABYGIRL
1. Describe your bedroom in detail. All of your punishments will occur in your bedroom. Which corner will be designated as your naughty corner?
When you walk in the door, the queen-size bed is to my immediate right. There is a big recliner chair in one corner to the left of the bed and a bookcase next to it, a TV on the wall opposite the bed, an elliptical machine on the opposite corner to the right of the bed, and a tall dresser on the far right wall. There is a nightstand on both sides of the bed and a light on the nightstand closest to the door. The room has white walls and pictures of little girls reading. The colors are burgundy and gold. The bed has a bed skirt and two big pillow shams. The bed’s headboard is dark wood. The far corner opposite the door will be my designated naughty corner.
2. How much privacy do you have?
I have lots of privacy given I live alone. I am free to email and chat most evenings and weekends. I take an occasional day off or work from home and am alone all day at those times.
3. Have you ever been spanked in real life by someone else? Have you ever spanked yourself? What was used/did you use for the spanking? Were you spanked as a little girl or adult?
I was spanked as a little girl for real by my mother. She would use her belt on my bottom, but I don’t remember the details anymore. Probably blocked them out. As an adult, I have had love tap spanks from an old boyfriend. Yes, I have spanked myself with my hand, with a ruler, a wooden spoon, and a bath brush. Spanking is a very big turn-on for me.
4. How often do you masturbate? Describe in detail: position during, toys you use, how wet you get, if you cum or not. Have you ever masturbated in public (in a restroom, car, or in front of anyone) or ever on the Internet while chatting?
I masturbate several times per week, sometimes daily. I most prefer lying on my bed, wearing a pull-up, putting my vibrator inside my pull-up pressed up hard against my clitty, and reading stories about strong Daddies who love and discipline their little girls. This makes me very wet and aroused. I always cum with my trusty vibrator. I have rubbed my clitty in a public restroom and a few times when driving at night. I have not masturbated in front of anyone before. The thought of masturbating in front of another person is totally humiliating to me, which, ironically, is also a huge turn-on. I have masturbated a couple of times when chatting on the Internet, during medical exam role-playing.
5. Is your period regular? Do you use pads or tampons? What age were you when you got your first period?
My period is fairly regular, about 27–34 days in between. I use tampons during the day and a pad at night. When it is really heavy (about every fourth or fifth cycle) I have to use a tampon and a pad during the day. I have ruined many panties during these times. I was an early bloomer, nine years old when I got my period for the first time.
6. Have you ever shaved your pubic area? If so, describe in detail.
Yes, I have shaved my pubic hair all off completely and have also shaved just the lips, leaving a triangle at the top of my bush. This is how I most prefer it because it is so scratchy when it grows back in on the top part. I love looking at my naked lips; I think they are pretty. How many women do you know who think they have pretty pussies?
7. Have you ever thought of kneeling before your Master? Describe.
Yes, I have thought about being ordered to my knees in a submissive pose with my Master standing above me, circling around me, examining every inch of me, fondling me. I have also pretended to be collared by my Master. I have a modified dog collar with a ruby jeweled pretty buckle that I use to act out my pretend scene. I get down on my knees naked, with only wrist and ankle cuffs on. I spread my knees and sit back on my legs. I put my arms resting on my legs with my palms up, head lowered, and eyes downcast. I wait in my submissive pose until Master asks me if I will wear my collar and serve Him. He gives me permission to answer and I say, “Yes, Master.” He then collars me and I am ready to serve Him. Usually my pussy is dripping wet after acting out this scene and I always have a hard and intense orgasm after.
8. How do you feel about diaper punishment?
I think about diaper punishment more than anything else in my fantasies. I love the idea of Daddy being upset with me and telling me that he is going to punish me by making me wear a diaper since I act like such a baby. This would be after a sound and painful spanking and corner time. I have also imagined being forced to take a punishment enema, plugged, and put into a diaper. I imagine this would be very painful and hard, but if I were a really bad girl, I would deserve it.
9. What are the themes of your favorite “dirty” stories?
I have a large collection of BDSM books on my Kindle. I love to read Dom/sub stories of all types from the novice sub to the experienced sub in more extreme hardcore BDSM scenes. I also have several medical fetish stories and, of course, lots of baby girl stories.
10. Does verbal humiliation/scolding excite you? Describe how.
Yes, a scolding would be very exciting, humiliating, and embarrassing to me, not to mention arousing. It would be very humiliating to be shamed by my Daddy and would be a very effective punishment, especially if I were told to get on my knees in front of Daddy while he stood over me. A scolding would make me feel like a little girl and as Daddy scolds me, I would feel his disappointment in me and this wou
ld be very emotionally painful to endure.
11. Were you ever sent to the corner before I did it to you?
I have never been made to stand in the corner by anyone until you.
12. Have you ever had your mouth washed out with soap or been made to print lines as a punishment?
I have not ever had my mouth soaped or been made to print lines, but I would imagine that both would be very effective punishments for me since neither sounds too pleasant.
13. Describe in detail your interests with age play—how old do you want to be, types of clothing worn, etc.
I’m not interested in acting like a baby, e.g., baby talk, playing with toys, etc. My fetish is more of a diaper lover with some age regression thrown in. For example, I would like to definitely wear a diaper—actually, several diapers—and pull-ups so that they are nice and thick between my legs and cause me to waddle around. I would want to be made to wear plastic panties over my diapers, making me all hot and sweaty inside. I would want to use diaper cream and baby powder before my diapers are all sealed up nice and snug. I would not be opposed to being forced to wear jammies or to be restricted to certain spaces (e.g., blanket on the floor) like a little one. I have an adult bib that I would wear to be fed. I would drink out of a bottle if you wanted this (do not have one but could get one).