Surviving For Tomorrow (Demented MC: Quitman Chapter Book 1)

by Vera Quinn

  “Rebel, please, I need you to take away the bad. Please make love to me.” My girl needs me. I don’t even hesitate. My cock is damn hard from just her words. I reach down and lift my shirt over her head, and her tits are amazing. They are real and firm with beautiful pink nipples. I put one in my mouth and lavish it with the attention my baby needs.

  I run my tongue over the tip and nip on it playfully. Gracie’s back is coming off the bed, and she is moaning. The little sounds coming from her have me wanting to plunge my cock in her hard and fast, but I know she needs more before I do that. I give her other nipple the same attention, and then I start kissing my way slowly down her stomach. Nipping and kissing my way down. I need a taste of my baby. My cock is so hard it is painful, and I feel the pre-cum at the tip. This woman is going to kill me, but I will die a happy man.

  I kiss my way down to her core, and I inhale to smell her essence. She smells so damn good. I widen her legs and spread her out. I look in her eyes, and she is lost in her passion. I settle comfortably between her legs and kiss the inside of her thigh and trail small soft kisses to the crease of her leg, and I suck the sensitive skin into my mouth, suck softly and then lick it lightly. I do the other side so slowly and softly.

  She arches her back more sharply, and I know where she wants my tongue, and I don’t make her wait. I run the tip of my tongue on her swollen clit. I flick it two or three times, and she is moaning and trying to wiggle herself so I will give her more. I run my finger down her slit. She is so wet and ready. My cock is throbbing from need, and I am trying to be patient, but I am not a patient man. Still, I have to know this is what she wants.

  “Are you sure Gracie, because if we do this, you are mine. There is no going back. It would be hard for me to stop but I will if you are not sure.” I barely hear her response, but it is enough.

  “Rebel I need you, please. I need you, and I want you. Yes, please.” It is like music to my ears.

  “Gracie, when we are in bed you call me Antonio. That’s the name I want you screaming when you come. Do you have it, babe?” My voice is heavy with need.

  “Antonio, please, make love to me.” She doesn’t have to ask me twice. I wish I could be slow, but I know that is not happening. I don’t give her a warning. I go down on her and suck her clit into my mouth. I suck and lick. I put one finger into her pussy, and she is so tight and so wet that I put in the second one. I am working them in and out slowly while I am devouring her like a starving man.

  She arches her back completely off the bed and grabs my head and is grinding my face into her pussy. My fingers are going slowly, but my tongue is working fiercely. I feel the start of her orgasm, and that is when I speed up the strokes of my fingers, and I start sucking on her clit. I feel the spasms as she comes all over my face. She grinds her pussy into my face, and I love it. I will have her smell on me. As soon as the spasms start to subside my patience is gone and I have to have her.

  “Gracie, this is not going to be slow or sweet. I have to have you, and it is going to be hard and fast. I’m going to fuck my pussy.” That’s all I can get out. I make my way up her body and line my cock up with her pussy, and I slide in. I could have cum right then.

  She is so tight, hot, and wet. Pure heaven. “You’re going to come again Gracie and this time you are going to scream my name. I want everyone to know you are mine and your screams are going to tell them.”

  Her eyes never leave mine. I wait for her eyes to show me she is accustomed to my size and I start fucking her at a pace that has my heart beating out of my chest. I pull almost all the way out and slam back in. It feels too damn good. The sensation has me biting down on the inside of my cheek, so I don’t go off before my baby has hers again. “Your pussy is so damn tight, babe. It feels like heaven.” I feel her pussy greedily milking my cock. She is close again. “Your pussy is so greedy. Damn, it is milking me. It wants me to give it my cum.” I feel her second orgasm beginning. Damn, my baby likes me talking dirty to her. She pulls me closer so she can reach my neck and when she starts sucking I can’t take it anymore, and I start plunging deep and hard. She falls back on the bed.

  “Antonio, I’m coming. Oh shit.” That little bit of talk from her is all it takes. I feel it working up my spine. One more thrust and I am shooting everything I have deep inside Gracie’s tight pussy. My pussy. I know I should have worn a condom, but I didn’t want anything between us. She is mine, and nothing will ever be between us again. I roll us on our sides and pull her to me.

  “Babe, that was amazing. You are never leaving me. You are mine now and everyone here should now that now.” I smile at her, and she has a terrified look on her face. I laugh. My baby is shy now. I slide out of her, and I guess she just realizes we didn’t use a condom.

  “You didn’t use protection. I’m not on birth control. Everything I’ve ever tried has had bad side effects, so I’m not on anything.” She has a look of shock and being completely terrified.

  “Gracie, I told you that you are mine. Do you trust me?” She looks in my eyes.

  “I trust you Rebel, but Shelby isn’t even two yet. I’ll go to the doctor and try to get something I haven’t tried yet.” I look at her, and I guess I can give her a little time, but we can’t go back now.

  “I’m good with that, but we are going to talk about this again. You are going to be pregnant with our child before too long. I’ll give you a little time.” That puts a smile on her face.

  I go to the bathroom and bring back a wet rag so she can clean herself, but I find myself do something I have never done before in my life. I pull back the covers, and I clean her myself. I try to be gentle. I know since it has been so long since she has had sex that she has to be sore. She winces a little when I wipe her. I take the rag back in the bathroom to my dirty clothes basket. It’ll be a little while before I can be back inside her, but there are other things that can keep us busy. I make my way back to the bed and pull her into my side. She snuggles in and runs her down my chest. “What happened, babe? Did you have a dream?”

  “I was dreaming that Kendall was chasing me with a bat he kept behind our front door. He has done it before but this time I kept hearing Shelby crying but I couldn’t find her. As he was trying to hit me, I was frantically looking for Shelby because I thought he had hurt her. I was so scared, and I was just so tired of running.” I hug her a little tighter.

  “I have you, Gracie. You and Shelby both. I know you are a package deal and I accept that responsibility. You are both mine and that makes you both Demented Revengers now and no one fucks with what is ours. Do you understand that? Every one of my brothers would lay down their life for you. That’s what we do for family. Now get some sleep. Morning is going to be here before you know it and we will go and get Shelby from Ma. Ma is going to be very happy when we tell her you are mine.”

  I kiss Gracie and hold her naked body close to mine. I have never been this happy. Everything I have ever wanted is lying right beside me. Gracie closes her eyes and soon she is breathing evenly, and I know she is sound asleep. I am one lucky son of a bitch. I am just about to shut my eyes to get some sleep, but I hear my phone going off. I slide off the bed the easiest way I can so I don’t wake Gracie up. I see the number, and I see it is Lingo. This early in the morning it can’t be good. “Yeah, this better be good.”

  “Spinner is in the hospital. Not life threatening. It was a through and through. We need back-up. Both prospects are dead. So are Bushman and one of their prospects. We were ambushed at a drop. Gunny is losing it. One of the prospects was his oldest son, Chris.” Damn. Chris had just turned twenty.

  “We’ll be there around eight. I’m coming to clean house and get this shit handled. Be ready, and brother, stay safe until then.” Damn. I will have to get in touch with the prospects’ families, but first thing first.

  I send off a group text. Brothers need to get their shit and get here now. I put my phone down and kiss Gracie’s head. I just got Gracie to trust me, and now I have to go. S
he might as well be broken in now. This is my life.

  I get in the shower and let the hot water take away some of my worries. I get out and get the shit I need to take with me. I take my guns out of my safe in the closet. I make sure they are all loaded and grab my extra ammo.

  My bag is packed, and I put it over by the door. I go back and kiss Gracie. “Babe, wake up for just a minute then you can get back to sleep.” She opens her eyes, but I can tell she is not completely awake.

  “My brothers are in some trouble, and I have to go to Houston and get them home. I’ll be back as soon as I can, babe.” I kiss her, and she responds, but I know she is not going to remember this, so I write her a note and leave it beside the bed on the night table. I kiss her one more time and make my way to the main room of the clubhouse.

  The brothers are already making their way in and I see the club girls have gotten coffee made and someone is cooking some breakfast. I put my bag down and make my way into the kitchen for some coffee, and then I go back to the main room. I sit at the bar, and I see Salty come in. I motion him over to me. “You’re staying here with Cue Ball, Tip, and two prospects. Make sure my woman and kid are taken care of. Ma, too. Gracie is sleeping in my room, and when she wakes up, she will want to go home. Get one of the prospects to take her in my truck. The first sign of any trouble you get them three back to this clubhouse, and I don’t care if you have to tie them up to keep them here. Do you understand?” Salty has a smirk on his face. All the brothers have made their way to us, and they are all listening and waiting for an update on Spinner.

  “Are you claiming Gracie?” Salty asks. I might as well clear this up now.

  “Everybody listening?” I look around, and all eyes are on me. “Gracie is my ol’ lady, and soon she will be my wife. Shelby is my daughter. They are mine, and they are Demented Revengers. Does everyone understand? As soon as we get back, we will have a party to celebrate.”

  I hear a gasp, and I see Jade has heard everything and she looks pissed. I do what I do best. I turn into an asshole. “Did you get that Jade? Gracie is my ol’ lady. That means you will pull your weight around here or get out. You have anything to say about it?” I watch her and wait. Yep, she is going to be trouble. Don’t have time to deal with her ass right now. I turn back to my brothers.

  “Spinner was shot but not life threatening. Both prospects are dead. We’ll have a memorial when this shit is over. Gunny’s son Chris was prospecting for him, and he was killed. Gunny is losing his shit. We are going to ride hard and then handle everything thrown at us and get back home. Any questions?”

  No one is speaking up. “Then let’s kick rocks. We needed to be there an hour ago.” I look at Jade again, and I see the hurt in her eyes, but there is nothing I can do about it. I have always been straight with her. I nod at Salty, and we are out of here. My mind has to be on club business now, or some of us won’t be coming back.

  Chapter 10

  Gracie

  I wake up with an aching in my core. I feel a tongue circling my clit, and I think Rebel really has talent with that tongue of his but then I feel a hand on my leg and there is no way that is Rebel. It’s too small and soft. I shriek and jump up and fall straight on my ass on the floor and pull whoever is under that cover with me.

  I pull the cover off, and there is that Jade woman. I jump to my feet, but I am still completely naked. I grab one of Rebel’s shirts on the floor and pull it over my head. I am scrambling to find my panties. I don’t even remember losing them last night. “What the hell do you think you are doing? Where’s Rebel?” I yell at her.

  “Calm down, honey. You didn’t like my tongue? You’ll get used to me. Rebel sent me in here to keep you company until he gets back. None of the guys can touch you, but since we will be sharing Rebel, he wants us to get used to each other while he is gone. Come on, sweetie. You’ll like my tongue while Rebel fucks you in the ass and I’ll teach you exactly how to eat my pussy just the way I like it. He knows you are inexperienced and he wants me to teach you while he is gone.” Jade says while trying to touch me.

  “I am not into women, and I do not share. I don’t know what Rebel is thinking, but this is not happening.” I am trying to back away from Jade. I don’t like to fight. I don’t think violence settles anything, but if this woman does not back away from me, I am going to lay her out.

  “Rebel will get rid of you if you don’t do as he asks. We all share. Didn’t he tell you? Do you really think you could satisfy Rebel by yourself? He has a very insatiable sexual appetite, and he likes it all and a wide variety of women. Trust when he is on the road he will be fucking any club girl that climbs on his lap or spreads her legs for him and he is one fine fuck, and all the girls know.” What the hell did I get myself into? Jade looks like she is proud of herself. I have had enough.

  “Get the hell out until I am dressed, and then you can have him. I am out of here. I’ll get someone to take me home.” I am so furious.

  “I’ll let the prospect know you’ll be ready to leave soon.” Jade watches me, but she walks out with just a t-shirt on with no panties and no bra. I could never be that way. I will not be that way. I go and lock the door when she leaves. I am gathering my clothes up when I hear my phone going off. I look for my jean shorts I had on the day before, and I see it is Audie.

  “Hello.” I hear the concern in Audie’s voice.

  “Gracie, you need to get here. Tell Rebel to bring you home. I have been trying to call his phone, and he doesn’t answer.” I am trying to think where Rebel might be but then I have a fuzzy memory of Rebel telling me something about Houston. Her next words make me freeze. “Mrs. Giles is here, and she wants you and Shelby. I sent her away, but she said she is coming back and she had some bodyguards with her. I had to call Kaden to come over here, but he says you need to get home. Gladys and Charlie are here with me.” I can’t even comprehend what she is saying, but the momma in me kicks in.

  “A prospect is bringing me home. Will you get her things together so I can go home as soon as I get there? I need to call Mr. Lemons and speak to him.” I get it all out, but my heart is beating a mile a minute. I get my clothes all on, and I wait for Audie to answer me.

  “I will. She left you a letter and she is really upset. She said her son might sign his rights away, but Shelby is her granddaughter, so she is taking her to raise.”

  I knew everything was going too smooth and now I have Rebel and this Jade to deal with. No, I won’t deal with them. If I am not enough for Rebel, then he doesn’t need me. What am I thinking? I have to just get out of here and get to my daughter. I open the door, and when I get to the bar I don’t see Jade anywhere, but I see Salty and I see a prospect, or I think that is what he is, Tim. Yes, Tim is his name.

  “I need to get to Audie’s. I have trouble with Shelby’s grandmother. Can one of you take me or do I need to call Kaden?” Salty looks at me like I am crazy.

  “We got you, babe. We don’t call the law around here. Rebel already said you would need a ride this morning.” That’s all I can take. First Rebel sends Jade into his bed with me, and now he left me so someone else can take me home.

  “You can tell Rebel I won’t be back. I just need that ride now, please.” I feel like I am about to cry but Tim finally comes out from behind the bar, and I follow him out. Texting on my phone as I go.

  Mr. Lemons is up and ready to talk. I text him everything I know, and he said he would get some phone calls made. The ride home isn’t that long, but it seems like it takes forever.

  I run into Audie’s, and there is Audie, Gladys, and Charlie. Shelby is playing, not even aware what is going on around her. I go to her and give her a hug and a kiss. I take the letter from Audie and gather all of Shelby’s things up. I hug Audie, Gladys, and Charlie says he is walking me home. Kaden had been there and said he would be back if we had any problems.

  Once I am inside my house, I make sure everything is locked up, and I put Shelby in her bed with some toys. Fortunately, I have not
put her in the toddler bed that I had bought yet, so I know she’ll be safe while I shower away last night and this morning.

  I let the water run as hot as I can stand it and I cry. I cry for what I thought I had with Rebel, I cry for the humiliation I felt this morning and finding Jade in bed with me, I cry for everything I have been through, I cry for the friends I know I am going to have to leave behind, and I cry for this loneliness taking over my soul. I let it all out because I will not have this luxury for a long time to come.

  When the water finally runs cold, I get out and dry off. When I go to check on Shelby, she is asleep hugging her rag doll to her. She is so sweet and innocent. I get dressed and read the letter.

  Mrs. Giles wants Shelby, full custody, and me to walk away or she is coming after me legally. I can’t fight her. I don’t have the money. Legal help takes too much.

  I kiss Shelby’s head and get my phone and text Mr. Lemons. It’s not long until I have an answer. No paperwork that he knows of has been filed. I make a quick decision. No paperwork means legally I am okay. If they can’t find me, then they can’t file.

  I’d be leaving everything I have accomplished. I hate it. I have done nothing wrong, but I don’t have the money for a legal battle. The Giles’ can. I won’t lose my daughter to that cold family. Mind made up. I drag out our bags. The first thing being the money I have hidden for just this type of emergency. All our important papers. Shelby’s baby book. Next, clothes for all weather.

  I go out to the garage and put the bag in my car. I do all this with each bag, making sure I leave nothing out that is a necessity. Next, I get my laptop out and download everything to flash drives then delete everything else. I write out a note to leave on the table.