Love Like Sky

by Leslie C. Youngblood

  Copyright © 2018 by Leslie C. Youngblood

  Cover art © 2018 by Vashti Harrison

  Designed by Marci Senders

  Cover design by Marci Senders

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  ISBN 978-1-368-04117-1

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  To my brother, Samuel C. Griffin, and all of those who are smiling on us from above.

  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  1. The Whole Shebang

  2. Love Like Sky

  3. Snoop Tattler

  4. Swear To Josh

  5. “Can I Go To Nikki’s, Please?”

  6. Snoring Boring

  7. Kept Back Kevin Jenkins

  8. It’s All My Fault

  9. If You’re Going, I’m Going, Too

  10. Vendetta Against Vegetables

  11. ‘Cause I’m Her Big Sister

  12. This Is Where We Left Her

  13. Forever 21

  14. Lu Lu To Me

  15. Queen Of Pac-Man

  16. You’re A Faker

  17. Nobody’s 100%

  18. Not Scared Of Nothing

  19. Kissing Bandit

  20. For Real?

  21. Boga-What

  22. Wouldn’t It Be Perfect?

  23. A Special RSVP

  24. A Rock And A Hard Place

  25. Beyonce Better Watch Out

  26. Someone’s Coming!

  27. Corny Kids’ Party

  28. Straight Up To Heaven

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  “Ooh, watch me, watch me. Ooh, watch me, watch me,” I sang as I finished the Nae Nae, and Peaches clapped. No one was hardly even doing that dance anymore, or the Dougie, but Peaches still liked for me to do ’em. They were her favorites.

  “Dance some more, G-baby,” Peaches yelled.

  “Let me catch my breath first. That was the third time.” I flopped down next to her on my bed, worn out.

  Being a big sister was hard work. I was dancing the Nae Nae and the Dougie darn near every day. Sorta like I was on Grandma Sugar’s favorite show, Dancing with the Stars, except I was dancing in pajamas and my bare feet.

  And if all that wasn’t enough, I let Peaches sleep in my room, when she had her very own. She only ever wanted to go in her room to feed her goldfish, Girl. Guess I can’t blame her, my room was pretty spiffy. I picked out everything in my favorite color—lilac, which is like purple with milk in it.

  It’s not like I had much else to do since Mama got remarried and we moved out here to Snellville, Georgia. It don’t even sound like a place kids should live unless they want to collect bugs. When we were in Atlanta, my best friend, Nikki, and I went to the mall every weekend. There were more singers, rappers, and other famous people at Lenox mall during Christmas than I could name. But not one in Snaily Snellville.

  Like Nikki always said: “Zip. Zero. Zilch.”

  I thought one cool thing about Mama marrying our new stepdaddy, Frank, and moving us out here would be that I’d have a big sister; that’s something that even Nikki doesn’t have. Her situation isn’t as bad as all that, though, because she has a big brother, Jevon. Sure, he teases her and makes her do his housework, but Nikki can still go to him if she needs help. Even though Mama says I can always talk to her, she means Mama stuff, like if someone is bullying me, or if a teacher is mean. Not like how to kiss a boy, or when it’s time to sneak a few cotton balls in my bra, ’cause Nikki says I’m flat as a pancake.

  It don’t even seem like we got a spanking-new big stepsister right across the hall. We’ve been together in our new house for six months, and she’s never invited me into her room—never even seen her door open all the way. She left it cracked once, just enough for me to see a zillion cheerleading and gymnastics trophies in there.

  “Look, G-baby, I’m jumping like Tangie!” Peaches hopped up and down, using my other bed as a trampoline. Funny thing is that neither one of us had ever seen Tangie jump in real life, just in videos Frank liked to show us sometimes.

  “Stop that before you break your neck. And you’re making too much noise.”

  “Can’t nobody hear me,” she said. “Can I ask you somethin’, G-baby?”

  “What?”

  “Do you think Tangie don’t like us ’cause her real sister’s in heaven?”

  That question almost knocked me off the bed. Took me a minute to figure out what to say, since I’m supposed to have all the answers. That’s what it means to be a big sister, and why I want one of my very own. I’d have to share her with Peaches, like my room, but that’s fine with me.

  “Remember when we first met Frank and you cried because he wasn’t Daddy?”

  “Uh-huh.”

  “Well, Tangie might feel a little like that. She doesn’t intentionally not like us, but she misses her own sister.”

  “Will she like us one day?”

  “Maybe. It might take longer than it took for us to like Frank.”

  “Why?”

  “Umm, ’cause she’s a teenager, and like Mama says, ‘she has a mind of her own.’”

  “We share minds, G-baby?”

  “No, everybody got their separate minds…but when you get to be a teenager it works differently.”

  “You’ll be a teenager soon?”

  “Yep, in two years, I’ll be thirteen.”

  “Will you have a mind of your own, too?”

  “I guess.”

  “You’ll still love me?”

  “Not if you keep jumping on the bed, I won’t,” I said, trying to sound serious.

  A second later she crash-landed on the floor and made a huge bang, because she’s chunky for six. I’m kinda tall and skinny, what Mama calls “a beanpole.” The school nurse said I was fifty-three inches, that’s almost five feet. Mama says I’m bound to sprout up past that at any moment.

  You don’t have to study long to tell we’re sisters. We both got Mama’s dark brown eyes and dime-size dimples, but Mama said we’re “double fudge-dipped,” like our real daddy.

  Just then, Mama opened the door and stepped into my room. Last night, we put gel on Mama’s hair, then twirled it around spongy rods. After that she covered it with a silk scarf. Now her hair was big and curly around her face, and it made her look like an angel.

  She had on pink lip gloss, and her eyelashes were as long as a baby doll’s. Frank calls Mama his “cinnamon beauty.”

  “G-baby, Peaches, what are you two doing in here?”

  “Nuttin’,” Peaches fibbed, scrambling up off the floor.

  “Too loud to be nuttin’. You two behave yourself. Frank and I are getting ready to leave.” Mama kissed me on the cheek, then Peaches.

  I sniffed. “Red Door!”

  “You are a little bloodhound.” Mama kissed me again. She has a dresser full of fancy perfume bottles. I can always tell which one she’s wearing.

  Peaches hugged Mama. “I knew it, too.”

  “No, you didn’t,” I said. Peaches is always trying to get in on something.

  “Did so!”

  “Fooling with you two gonna make us late for our date night,” Mama said, as she tickled Peaches.

  Mama didn’t start that date-night business until she read President Obama and the First Lady had ’em. When Mama explained it, she said they’re like “mini honeymoon
s.” Now, once a month, sometimes twice, she and Frank get dressed up, and go out to dinner and a movie. Sometimes they even go dancing.

  Mama calls those nights “the whole shebang.” But I bet when Malia and Sasha lived in the White House, they weren’t stuck in their rooms while their parents were out doing “the whole shebang.” I wondered if, when Malia was a little girl, did she ever want a big sister?

  “Katrina…” Frank called, his keys jingling as he jogged up the steps. His voice is deeper than Daddy’s. Grandma Sugar said he sounds like Barry White. Frank used to be a marine and likes to be on time for everything.

  A few seconds later he was at the door dressed in his favorite navy-blue sports jacket and tan pants. He’d shaved and was in shape like a soldier, unlike Daddy who’d slap his belly and say, “This here is evidence of good living.”

  “If you two behave yourselves, we might bring home doggie bags,” Frank said.

  Peaches’s eyes lit up. “Chocolate cake?”

  “That’s your favorite, isn’t it?” Frank said.

  “G-baby’s, too.” Peaches pointed at me.

  Frank held up two fingers. “Couple doggie bags it is.” He palmed my head and then Peaches’s.

  That’s his way of hugging us.

  “We’re leaving, Tangie,” he shouted on his way downstairs.

  “Yeah, okay!” she yelled without opening her door.

  “We’ll be home before midnight.” Mama blew us kisses and walked out the door.

  I folded my arms. “Mama?”

  “Yes, G-baby?” She stepped back in.

  My words stuck in my throat.

  “What is it, honey?”

  “You think if you and Daddy had date nights, you’d still be married?” I asked. Mama and Daddy divorced three years ago. She and Frank have been married close to one.

  Mama unfolded my arms. “Oh, sweetie. It wasn’t one thing that could have fixed your daddy and me. If it was, we would’ve done it. Understand?”

  “Yeah, I guess.”

  “But grown-ups who’ve been married before learn from mistakes and try to get it right the next time.”

  “Is Daddy coming to see us soon like you said, Mama?” Peaches asked.

  Now I really felt bad for saying anything. Sometimes most of my dancing was to make Peaches get used to the fact that we were in what Mama called a “blended family” and there I had to go talking about Daddy.

  “I’m sure he will, baby.”

  I glanced at Mama’s hands to make sure she wasn’t crossing her fingers behind her back.

  Mama planted a kiss on Peaches’s forehead, then gave me a big hug. I sniffed her perfume and wasn’t sure it was Red Door. She could be fibbing about Daddy calling, too.

  When Mama and Daddy first tried to explain it, Mama said sometimes grown-ups “fall out of love.” The best I can figure it: love is just a big old bed. When you’re not happy, you fall out of it.

  When I heard Frank toot his horn twice, I ran to the window and watched them drive off. Frank’s minivan was the only thing moving outside. Some houses had lights on, but there was no other sign anyone was home, not even a dog barking. When we lived in College Park in Atlanta, if you stared outside long enough, you were bound to see someone opening a window, closing a curtain, or coming out to sit on the porch. This whole entire neighborhood seemed to have an eight o’clock curfew.

  As I stood there, I plotted how I could get Tangie out of her room.

  “Think he’ll call tonight?” Peaches asked.

  “I doubt it,” I snapped, though I didn’t mean to. “Who knows, maybe.”

  “G-baby?”

  “Yeah?”

  “Do you still love Daddy?”

  “Of course. That’s a silly question,” I said as quickly as I could.

  Peaches went back to jumping on my bed. All the jumping made her ponytails come loose. She had two thick puffs of hair on both sides of her head, with butterfly barrettes hanging on.

  Before I could work out anything close to a way to talk to Tangie, she called “Dinner!” from downstairs.

  As soon as we sat down, Tangie slid our plates in front of us. Tonight, it was chicken nuggets, mac and cheese, and sweet peas.

  Tangie stood next to me filling my glass with apple juice like I couldn’t do it myself. Her hair was in a million tiny braids she’d put up in a messy bun to hide the braids that were unraveling. And like cool girls on TV, her long T-shirt was hanging off one shoulder and had Georgia National Cheerleading Competition written on the front.

  I closed my eyes and leaned over the plate. “Mmmm, this smells so good. I love peas.”

  “G-baby, you said before that you don’t like—”

  I kicked Peaches’s foot hard enough so she’d stop talking. She wrinkled up her face and chomped down on a nugget.

  Tangie didn’t say a word as she dropped napkins on the glass tabletop.

  “Tangie?” I asked.

  For the first time that night, she looked at me. Tangie’s hair and eyes were sandy brown like Frank’s, but she had a face full of teeny-weeny freckles.

  “Yeah?”

  “Uh…can you teach me to cook like you?”

  She sighed. “Open a can of peas. Pour them in a pot. Get some frozen nuggets, put them inside the stove. Turn the thing on. And voilà! You’re cooking.”

  “Well, you made the peas taste delicious. Better than Mama’s.” I bit my lip.

  I hadn’t even tasted half a pea, too scared she’d say something and my mouth would be full.

  Peaches’s eyes widened. “Nobody cooks better than Mama.”

  Tangie turned to leave but paused to uncuff her sweats.

  “Pink!” Peaches shouted when she saw the word printed on Tangie’s backside. “Oooh, your daddy said not to wear them pants.”

  I almost choked on the peas I’d finally shoveled into my mouth. Peaches didn’t know when to shut up. I squinted my eyes so tight at her she was only a head. “Frank only said she can’t wear ’em out the house,” I corrected.

  What he’d really said: “No daughter of mine is walking around with big letters across her butt. Just like she isn’t going out with no octopus college boy.”

  Tangie ignored her, and Peaches knew better than to glance my way.

  I had a feeling why Frank called the college boy “an octopus,” and it wasn’t good. He might be like that boy at my old school who got sent to the principal’s office for pinching girls on the behind.

  On her way out the kitchen, she ordered, “Before you two come upstairs, I want the table cleaned off and the dishes put in the dishwasher.” Then she glared at me. “And could you keep your sister quiet and not work my nerves for a change?”

  “Yes, ma’am.”

  “Don’t ‘ma’am’ me. I’m not one hundred,” she snapped.

  An hour later, Peaches tired out and fell asleep, but I was still wide-awake. If Tangie’s music wasn’t loud, and Peaches wasn’t jumping around, all I heard was crickets. I lay there in bed looking up at the ceiling, wondering how many lonely crickets were out there rubbing their wings together. Then, along with crickets, I heard voices outside.

  I got up and flew to the window. In the corner of our porch I saw Tangie talking to a boy.

  Octopus.

  I once heard Tangie giggling about a boy named Marshall to her best friend, Valerie, so I guessed he must be the octopus. She’d snuck those Pink sweats out in her purse when Frank made her take us to the mall with her and Valerie. Valerie kept an eye on Peaches and me while Tangie changed in the bathroom. I got two dollars, and Peaches got fifty cents, for keeping our mouths shut.

  “You don’t have to pay me, Tangie. I’m not a tattletale,” I’d said, standing in front of Chick-fil-A.

  “Well, you look like one,” Tangie had said, and she and Valerie laughed.

  When I put that out of my mind, it hit me: this was my chance to prove her wrong. If Frank caught Octopus at our house, he would ground Tangie for life and then some
. I had to keep watch for her.

  Trying to get another glimpse, I bumped my head against the pane.

  I bit my lip and leaned back. Then the front door opened. I peeped out again, and they’d gone.

  “Peaches?” I called real low. Good, still asleep. I tiptoed over to the window.

  The first step in being sisters, even stepsisters, was not to be a tattletale. This was my chance to show Tangie all her secrets would be safe with me without her paying me a dime. Even as I thought about that, though, butterflies went fluttering in my stomach like when I had to give my speech about Shirley Chisholm in front of the whole class.

  I inched into the hall and stood at the top of the stairs. I couldn’t hear anything. Holding my breath and tiptoeing, I crept down the first step, then the second and third.

  “Where is your car?” I heard Tangie say.

  “Around the corner. You sure you can’t leave for an hour?”

  “Nada chance. The older one is talking about cooking. Nothing but a house fire waiting to happen.”

  “I’m not,” I said under my breath, glad Peaches didn’t hear Tangie’s meanness.

  “But they’re sleeping,” he said in his library voice.

  Please don’t check. Please. I squeezed my eyes shut.

  “If they weren’t, the chubby one would be shaking the floors. But I can’t leave them here alone.”

  “Not even for me? C’mon, please. We won’t be gone long.”

  “I can’t risk it.”

  “Y’all out here in the ’burbs. How risky can that be?”

  “They’re little kids. Think about it.”

  “You’re right. My bad. But I can only stay a sec. Meeting up with my roomie and a few others to lock down some plans.”

  “So you’re going through with it?”

  “Have you heard anything on the news or social media about Roderick Thomas?”

  “Nothing.”

  “See. Told ya. That’s what I’m talking ’bout.” Each of Marshall’s words sounded like exclamation points. “Media and social sites only get riled up when somebody is killed. What about the everyday violations of black people? Rod’s like the second one harassed this month.”

  “No lawyer, huh?” Tangie asked.

  “Tee, we talked about that.” Marshall sighed. “Not everybody can lawyer up. This is real life, not Law and Order. But what we can do is march, obstruct traffic, whatever we need to at the very spot the police stopped him. When it happens to any of them, it happens to me. I can’t just sit back.” He must have hit his fist into his palm because it sounded like someone catching a baseball in a mitt. “I can’t.”