Enemy Lover

by Karin Harlow

  “You don’t know who you’ re up against, Colonel,” the senator bit out.

  The colonel chuckled. “No, my friend, it’s you who has no clue who you’ re up against.” To accentuate his point, the colonel shoved the pistol harder into Rowland’s back.

  Rowland moved to turn around, but the colonel dug the barrel deeper.

  “Don’t turn around. I’m here to give you a friendly heads-up so that when the cops call, you have the real facts. And you know how those vultures at the Post like to twist everyone’s dirty laundry into a shit pile. It’s going to be very interesting to see how your PR team spins this little, ah, sexcapade slash suicide. Especially since you’ re running such a tight race against that incompetent Democrat.”

  Rowland remained still, too angry, too terrified to breathe. This would topple him. It didn’t matter that Blalock liked young whores. Rowland was a California conservative, a virtual unheard-of in that great state. His opponent would pull out all the stops when they got wind of this. “What good am I to The Solution if I lose my seat?”

  The colonel laughed low. “I like the way you’ re thinking now, Senator.” Colonel Lazarus relieved the pressure at his back. “It’s simple, really. Reinstate our preferred contractor status, we go back to business as usual, and I’ ll make sure you not only retain your senate seat but you’ ll be hailed a hero as well.”

  Rowland spun around and faced his nemesis. The pacemaker in his chest was working overtime to keep his erratic heart rate from fibrillating. His gut gnarled in such a severe contortion that the Maryland crab cakes he’d eaten an hour ago rose in his throat. He was damned either way. Unless—unless he found a way to eliminate The Solution from the face of the earth.

  “You forget, Colonel, I have records of every dirty deed you and your cohorts have carried out. All of it poised and ready to be delivered into the hands of the Joint Chiefs if I fall off the radar.”

  The colonel’s smile widened. “Isn’t your daughter, Grace, scheduled to begin Stanford in the fall? It would be a shame if she never made it.”

  Rowland’s blood iced in his veins and the crab cakes rose higher, clogging his throat. “Touch one hair on her head, and I’ ll personally cut you up one piece at a time.”

  The colonel laughed. “Give me what I want, Senator, and I’ ll leave your family out of it.” He looked at his watch. “I’m giving you three weeks to reinstate The Solution.”

  “I can’t get it done that soon! My committee doesn’t reconvene for eight weeks!”

  The colonel’s smile faded. “There is such a thing as an emergency.” He backed away from Rowland. “I want an official certified letter delivered to the address on record for The Solution in three weeks or less. Once I have authenticated our reinstated status, we’ ll resume business as usual. I also suggest you call a cleaner ASAP. You’ ll be no good to me if you lose your Senate seat.” The colonel smiled sadistically. “And, Senator? Between now and then if I discover you have made other plans or I feel you are not moving quickly enough? No one, especially your daughter, will be immune from my gentle reminders.”

  The colonel turned and disappeared into the darkened shadows of the room.

  For a long time, Rowland stood silent, terrified and unsure of his next move. He was up against a terrible wall, but if he gave the colonel free rein to annihilate any person, group or organization he considered anti-American, he could bring about war with enemies the American government kept close to the vest.

  One thing was for certain—The Solution’s operatives were fueled by their blind faith in the colonel. Cut the head off the snake, and The Solution folded.

  Rowland knew of only one man who could help him. A ghost. He pulled his cell phone from his pocket and made several quick inquiries. Armed with a phone number few knew existed, Senator Rowland exited the club and found a pay phone down the street. For a long moment, he held the phone in his hand, knowing that if he made the call, he put everyone he loved at risk. He also knew that if he walked away, the fate of the free world was just as much at risk. He dialed.

  On the third ring, a deep voice answered, “Black.”

  The senator cleared his throat and slowly said, “Mr. Black, this is Senator William Rowland.”

  “Who referred you?”

  “Attorney General Marks. He said to give you the code word Orion.”

  “Go ahead.”

  “I made a bargain with the devil and need you to eliminate him.”

  “I’m listening.”

  NINE

  The next morning

  L.O.S.T. Compound, location classified

  Jax woke with a start. Her skin was drenched in sweat and her heart rate was through the roof. Even so, she managed to feel a pinch of relief.

  Six months ago, her night terrors had been about Montes. Now they were about something else. She’d prefer to do without them altogether, but so long as Montes stayed where he belonged—in her past—she’d take comfort in that.

  “Latent performance pressure anxiety,” Dr. Martin had diagnosed right after the L.O.S.T. mission in Vegas. It had pissed Jax off. The op had gone off perfectly, so why the anxiety? She wasn’t a nervous Nelly. Not by nature. And not anymore.

  Nonetheless, she couldn’t deny it—something inside her worried the next mission might not go so well. That niggling something kept her up at night. Was it simply the baggage of her past, or was it a premonition?

  Shivering, Jax rolled on her side and mumbled, “Don’t get all woo-woo, Jax. Your past would give anyone nightmares.”

  But it didn’t matter, she told herself. She’d left her old life firmly behind. Angela Giacomelli was a stranger to her now.

  For a long time she had felt less of a woman because of the internal and external scars left behind by Montes, her squad, and her boyfriend, Judd, a man she had trusted, loved and thought to spend the rest of her life with. She’d remember his horrified looks after the doctors had told him what Montes had done to her. He hadn’t been horrified for her; he’d been horrified at the thought of touching her again. She’d also replay over and over again the way he’d walked away as she’d been wheeled into surgery. She’d understood perfectly: Her very public attack had very publicly disgraced him.

  She’d understood, but she hadn’t forgotten or forgiven. She still hadn’ t.

  But she’d managed to put it behind her in order to move on with her life.

  In time, with Doctor Martin’s help and the help of every operative at L.O.S.T., Jax had shed all of her baggage and emerged clean and reborn. She was a survivor. She had a new life as a highly trained operative surrounded by other highly trained operatives. She worked for the real good guys and knew that this time she would not be left behind as collateral damage. Life was damn good, and she was damn grateful for it.

  Suddenly, she realized what was behind her anxiety. She didn’t want to lose this life. And she didn’t want to disappoint the man who’d given it to her.

  Godfather had created the ultimate weapon: Jax Cassidy. He had complete confidence in her not only as a woman but also as a prime operative. She would not let him down. Taking a deep breath, she rolled from the bed, dragging her fingers through her dark mahogany-highlighted hair. She’d colored it and had let it grow long. Longer than it had ever been. Maybe it was time to chop it off. She tossed the thick mass over her shoulder and headed for the bathroom.

  As Jax got into the shower, she thought of the terror she’d experienced during her night sweats. She couldn’t help it. She was like that. She wanted—no, needed—to know the whys of everything. Maybe it was her Catholic upbringing. Asking God why he did this or that. Mostly, she learned God did not have much to do with the whys. It was just life most times.

  She focused on what Doc Barb had said—that once Jax got into the swing of regular missions, the anxiety would dissolve as her confidence increased.

  She’d never thought confidence would be a problem for her.

  Jax smiled as she turned off the harsh
spray of hot water. She was cocky by nature and had become more so with her training. She knew she was good. Her fellow operatives knew it too.

  Jax dried off. As she was dressing, her cell phone rang to the theme from Godfather I. Her heart rate leapt into high gear. There was only one reason Godfather would be calling this early in the morning.

  Her next mission was at hand.

  “Cassidy,” she answered.

  “War room, twenty minutes,” Godfather said, then hung up.

  Fifteen minutes later, still damp from her shower and dressed in desert fatigues, Jax sipped a hot cup of coffee as she entered the war room of L.O.S.T.’s ranch compound. As she strode deeper into the room, her fellow operatives stood up and clapped. They were all there. Stone, Cruz, Jackson, Satriano, Donovan and the others.

  For the slightest nth of a millisecond, Jax felt a hard jolt of emotion wrack through her chest. She leashed it before it took on a life of its own.

  “Nice work on the Vegas job, Cassidy,” Jackson said, giving her a hearty slap on her back. She got another from Satriano, then Cruz. By the time Jax got to her seat and set her coffee cup down, half of it had sloshed onto the floor.

  “Guys, guys!” she said, “enough, already. I want to drink the rest of my coffee!”

  As she sat down, she wiped her hand on her cammie. The door behind her opened and she turned.

  From the grim look on Godfather’s face as he walked into the room, as always dressed in his I’ m-a-badass black on black, she knew this was going to be a doozy.

  She was ready. She was also eager to prove to these men that Vegas hadn’t been an anomaly. She needed them to know, as much as she did herself, that she was a solid, dependable part of this team.

  Jax looked up at her mentor, the man who had yanked her kicking and screaming from the black hole of life in prison and, in so many ways, had saved her. He had more confidence in her than she did herself. It was because she respected the hell out him that she’d allowed herself to even try. And in the end, Godfather had bet on a sure thing. He hadn’t given up on her when she had given up on herself.

  It felt good to be here. In the golden circle, the war room, where the top secret details of each mission were presented, disseminated and strategized down to the smallest detail, ensuring mission success. The same place she’d been brought to six months ago, the same room where she’d agreed to join the Last Option Special Team, and the same room she’d been forbidden to reenter since her first mission two weeks ago.

  Jax took a deep breath and attempted to look casual and relaxed, like this was old hat. Nearly impossible with the continued rush of adrenaline that flooded her system.

  Godfather looked down at her, forced the grim lines from his face and actually cracked what might be called a smile. “Cassidy, I thought you might want to know the Sudanese bought the recalculated Scud codes the CIA mole gave them. Recalced to return home after launch, of course. That particular extremist group is enjoying their seventy-two virgins as we speak.”

  Jax smiled.

  Godfather nodded and continued. “There was more valuable information encrypted in the files you downloaded than the Scud codes.”

  “Like what?” Cruz asked.

  Godfather looked his way and answered, “Like a dozen secret locations of core plutonium.”

  A collective gasp rippled through the room. Godfather nodded. “Kozovic was dealing in atomic bomb parts.”

  Jax sat in stunned silence. A freaking atomic bomb? Suddenly shaking down prostitutes and chasing two-bit thieves didn’t sound so important. She looked up at her mentor and knew that the reason he had called them together was not to congratulate her on the success of her last op.

  “We get very few missions that directly threaten world peace,” Godfather began, his tone grim, his handsome face taut with tension. “But as it is, we have a guy who thinks he’s God. His henchmen do his bidding without question. ‘Patriots’ they call themselves, operating on blind faith.” He picked up the remote on the table next to where he stood and pressed a button.

  A picture of Senator William Rowland flashed up on the surrounding screens. Christ. A rogue senator?

  “Senator William Rowland. A conservative stronghold in left coast California. He heads up some very powerful committees, among them the Foreign Relations Appropriations Committee. He’s also a sub chair for the top security clearance Intelligence Committee. He’s the go-to man for money and, as is common in Washington, earmarks have a way of funding non-earmarked ventures.”

  “More fleecing of America,” Cruz crumbled.

  Godfather laughed harshly. “Don’t knock it, Cruz. How do you think we’ re funded?”

  That answered one of a million questions that had been on Jax’s mind. Interesting.

  Godfather turned back to the screen and pressed another button. The face that sprung up around them gave Jax a hard chill. He looked like an aged version of a nasty Mr. Clean. Pale eyes stared at them with such intensity that Jax pushed back in her seat.

  “Colonel Joseph Trueheart Lazarus, retired Army, and a legend among his peers,” Godfather started. “The guy has balls the size of Texas, and so did every man in his specialized unit. So specialized, the details of their missions are still top secret, and trying to get any information regarding them is as difficult as breaking into Fort Knox. We do know when the unit was actively deployed they were used mostly to extract, but were also used to eliminate. The top gun honors went to Sergeant Marcus Cross, who we will get to shortly.

  “Lazarus is sixty-two, retired seven years ago, never been married, no family to speak of, and now heads up a dummy corporation, The Solution. The Solution looks like and acts like a general contracting company that has met all of the U.S. government’s preferred status requirements. It’s supposed to rebuild in Iraq and other parts of the world where big brother wants to look philanthropic. The only thing The Solution builds is business for the local mortuary. The Solution searches for, then eliminates, enemies of the State.” Godfather stoically panned the room, allowing the information to sink in.

  Confused, Jax asked, “So what’s the problem?”

  “His message is patriotism, his method is terrorism.”

  Jax nodded in understanding. “So it’s Rowland who uses the earmarks to fund The Solution’s ops, and now he wants us to end the relationship.”

  Godfather grinned, the gesture nearly bowling Jax over. The Grinch had a second dimension. Go figure.

  “Very good, Cassidy. Until recently, the earmarks funded The Solution’s operations. Rowland put the brakes on The Solution last month. For his efforts, the senator’s press secretary, Jason Blalock, was tossed from a tenth-story balcony last night.”

  “No shit!” Stone said.

  Godfather nodded and hit a button on the remote. The picture that flashed up on the screen made Jax’s stomach lurch. She had seen some grisly crime scenes, but this one ranked right up there with the worst. A body, Blalock, she assumed, his head split wide open, gray matter splattered everywhere and his body broken in pieces.

  “Jesus,” she murmured.

  “An associate of ours cleaned up the mess in the wee hours of this morning. To the world, Blalock fell asleep on his way home from a late night at the office and took a dive off the beltway. His car exploded, and, well, our condolences to the family.” He looked pointedly at his operatives and continued, “Lazarus has threatened the senator with more dire consequences, among them elimination of his only child should he not reinstate The Solution’s preferred status.” He looked up at the picture of a blood-spattered Blalock, and then back around the room. “Under no circumstance can that be allowed.”

  Godfather pressed another button. A collective gasp rent the air. The picture showed the naked, broken body of a girl lying on a threadbare mattress. “The girl, identified as twelve-year-old Amy Stover of Towson, Maryland, reported as a runaway three months ago, and who was Blalock’s amusement for the night, was also eliminated,” Godfather said grim
ly.

  Anger washed in rolls through Jax. Along with it, however, came fear. Murder was bad enough. Maybe sick fucks like Blalock deserved it, but an exploited child? Never.

  Suddenly, it wasn’t the girl’s body she saw. Rage, and the violent urge to lash out and inflict pain on those who deserved it, ate at her like acid on flesh. Most of the time, Jax managed to quell her violent urges. When, thinking of Montes and the abandonment by her department, she hadn’t been able to quell them, she’d beaten the crap out of the heavy bag in the gym to the point of raw-knuckled exhaustion. Those fits had become fewer and further between, but they still lurked. Ever since arriving at L.O.S.T., when she felt the violence erupt, she’d replay Doc Martin’s repeating theme: “Give yourself a break, for God’s sake! You beat yourself up more than Montes did.”

  She focused on those words now.

  She hadn’t taken too kindly to them that first time. She’d stalked from the good doctor’s office that day and refused to go back. She hadn’t wanted to face the truth. Later that night, when she’d awoken in a cold sweat, the doctor’s words had hovered in her consciousness.

  She’d let go of Angela then. Angela was dead, and if she was going to survive, she’d known she would have to survive in this world as Jax Cassidy. A calmness had settled over her that night, and for the first time since her attack, some of the demons had subsided inside of her.

  Jax sucked in a deep breath and slowly let it out, the practice easing the tension in her muscles. Since there was no punching bag in the vicinity, she mustered all her control, focused on the picture in front of her, and asked, “What kind of bastard kills a little girl who was already exploited?”

  Godfather pressed another button. Jax stared unblinking as the face burst into her senses.

  “Marcus Cross, Lazarus’s triggerman also known as the Coyote. Our boy is a piece of work. Born Daniel Marcus Killroy, he legally changed his name to Marcus Cross when he turned eighteen. He was raised by his Native American grandfather on a reservation near Clearlake, California.”