Losing Her (The Lexington Series Book 1)

by Belle Winters

  He moved my face and slammed his lips onto mine. This time when I stuck out my tongue he opened up for me. He trapped my tongue in his mouth and sucked and a bolt of pleasure traveled through my entire body. His hand came up and caressed my cheek and the kiss grew feverish. His hand traveled to my neck and down to my breast where he pinched my nipple. He broke the kiss and sat up. He put his hands on my waist and pushed them slowly up my body taking my shirt with them. When my shirt reached just underneath my breast he looked at me in question. I lifted my arms in consent and he took my shirt off completely.

  He put his arm underneath my back and slowly slid it up and unsnapped my bra and slowly peeled it away. When my breasts were free he stayed still for a moment just staring. He put both hands on my breasts and began to knead them. He leaned down and took my left breast into his mouth. My entire body arched up. He licked and sucked and nipped. After a while he moved onto the other breast and gave it the same attention. His hand traveled down my body until it was hovering right above my underwear. His hand skimmed across my sweet spot so lightly I barely felt it and went down to my thighs where he rubbed and kneaded.

  “Please Landon?” I begged. He ignored me and continued to work on my breast. I began to squirm beneath him. He looked up and met my eyes and began placing kisses down my stomach until he reached my center. He placed a kiss on me and I almost exploded. I needed to feel him. “Landon…” I begged again.

  With one hand he moved my panties to the side and used a finger to stroke my clit. My body began to shake. He kept up a slow rhythm while I moaned and squirmed all over the bed. He was playing with me and I needed more. Just as I was about to scream in frustration I felt his breath on me followed by a slow lick. Then he placed his mouth over me and sucked. This time I did scream. He sat up and removed my panties then placed his body between my legs with his face right at my middle. He began sucking and licking and laving at me until I came… hard. He continued to lick on me slowly until I came down. When I did, he stood up and removed his clothes slowly never taking his eyes off of mine. He pulled a condom out from his pocket and then climbed back onto the bed. He placed kisses all over my body until he was fully over me and gave me a gentle deep kiss.

  “You want to do this angel?” he asked me seeking reassurance.

  “Yes Landon, please?” I begged.

  He sat up and I watched as he sheathed himself then slowly brought his body back down. He lined his cock up at my entrance and pushed in the head. I held my breath waiting for the pain.

  “Baby it’s going to be alright. Relax, I’m going to try not to hurt you.” He told me.

  I nodded, but I couldn’t relax. He sighed and brought his mouth down to mine. It only took a few seconds before I was totally focused on his intoxicating kiss. He pushed himself inside of me in one quick thrust. My body trembled and he held my scream in the kiss. He stopped moving completely and broke the kiss.

  “You okay babe?” he asked. I nodded. I felt the pain but it was starting to wear off. I squirmed trying to give my body what it needed. When he started pumping into me slowly, that amazing pressure started to build again and I moaned.

  “Landon, please… more.”

  He groaned and increased his speed. He had sweat all along his forehead and his arms were visibly shaking. It only took a few more pumps before I was set off again.

  He moaned, “Lucy I can’t… you feel so good, I have to baby. Tell me if I’m hurting you ok?” he asked and I nodded.

  He grabbed my leg and put it up around his waist. He brought his body down more and took his weight from his palms to his elbows. He put one arm underneath me, and grabbed my hair. He began pumping into me with abandon. His grunts and moans only spurred me on more. I began to move with him. The friction he was creating was intense and wild. My entire body was hot and sweaty. I could feel myself becoming more and more wet as he continued. I was afraid I was going to leave a massive wet spot on the bed, but that was only a fleeting thought. The things he was doing to my body were insane. He bent his head and kissed me and the grip he had on my hair tightened. His hand moved down to play with my breast and I moaned into his mouth.

  “Lucy baby, I’m going to cum. I need you with me, just one more time.”

  I couldn’t respond I was too caught up in the ecstasy he was creating. He moved his hand from my breast and down to my clit where he placed his thumb and began teasing it with a punishing movement.

  “I fucking love you Lucy.” He whispered into my ear while he pinched my clit and I exploded. I think I might have died for a minute it was so good. He pumped into me a few more times and then my name came out on a groan as he came. I was able to feel how powerful his orgasm was, I was kind of afraid it would break the condom. He stayed inside of me while he caught his breath. He gave me a soft kiss and rolled off of me to get up. He took of the condom and threw it in the trash then came back into the bed. He grabbed me into his arms and held me.

  I sighed in contentment, “I love you too Landon.” I said then fell into a blissful sleep.

  Landon woke me up countless times throughout the night for repeat performances.

  “Oh my god, I knew it. I fucking said so and now look Dean. What can you say to defend this now? You said I was overreacting but I wasn’t. Just look at this!” I heard my mom say.

  I blinked away sleep and looked up to find my bedroom door open and my mom standing partially in the room. Dean was standing behind her looking tired and… I couldn’t quite figure it out.

  “Lucy, get up and pack your things right this second. We are leaving!” my mom screamed.

  My body jolted and I started to sit up but Landon’s arm swung out and pushed me back down into his chest before I could. I then remembered that I was naked and I would’ve flashed our parents.

  “She’s not leaving.” Landon said sleepily then yawned.

  “Yes she is. Who do you think you are? Just because you two have done whatever you did, doesn’t give you any say. I am her mother and we’re getting the hell out of here like now.” My mom screeched.

  “What is going on? Why are we leaving?” I asked. She’s going to ruin all of this because she can finally say that Landon and I slept together. She’s been saying that and more this whole time. None of this is making sense.

  “What’s going on is that I am not getting married. You and I are getting the hell out of here right away.” My mom said throwing her hands on her hips. I paled, this isn’t about me. What the hell happened and why are they here early?

  “She’s not leaving” Landon repeated. He moved his arm from behind his head to my back and started rubbing slow circles. I think it was to keep me from moving and sooth me at the same time.

  “She is not your whore. You can’t just keep her.” My mom threw at him.

  He scoffed, “I said none of that. All I said was she’s not leaving, and if you think she is you’re going to have to come and pry her away from me. I’m going to warn you though. I’m not a nice person. Lucy, I love her so she can get away with her bullshit. But you put a finger on me we’re going to have a real fucking problem. You’re not just another person, because I don’t take shit from anyone except a select few… but I don’t like you which makes this worst. So I want you to think about the repercussions of your actions before you do them.” Landon told her lazily. I looked up at him and I saw the warning and rage in his eyes. I looked back to my mom and saw her pale. She got the veiled threat, and being with Dean I’m sure he told her a bit about how… scary his fucking kid is. At that moment, Nick walked up to the door in only pajama bottoms. His hair was sticking up in every direction and he was rubbing his eyes.

  “What is going on? I’m so sleepy and you guys… well are interrupting my beauty sleep. I know I’m sexy and all but there’s no such thing as too much pretty.” Nick said to the group. The noise must’ve woken him, but he must not have heard the words. He walked past Dean and my mom into the room and saw us. His eyes went wide when he realized we were naked
and seemed to analyze the situation. “Wow. Ok, I get it. But hey they’re dating what do you really expect them to do. I mean we’re all 17. It’s going to happen at some time. I know you two aren’t virgins given you have kiddies.” Nick scolded our parents.

  “This does not involve you. You need to talk to your cousin to get off his high horse and release my child. He also needs to dress and give us privacy. She needs to pack her stuff so we can leave. Would you talk some sense into him because Dean seems to be mute.” My mom said to Nick as if he would play the peace maker. My eyebrows raised and I scoffed, she is seriously barking up the wrong tree. I met Landon’s eyes and he must’ve seen all the emotions going through me, mostly amusement at the moment. He smiled and tugged on my arm pulling me up his chest. With his other hand he held the blanket up to my neck. He gave me a soft kiss on the lips and released me to wrap his arm back around me. So I can lay down but only on him. I laughed softly and put my head on his shoulder and gave it a quick kiss hoping no one saw. That’s kind of hard with all eyes on you right?

  “You want me to tell Landon to let Lucy go so you can pack her ass up and take her away… why?” Nick asked as he sat down on the edge of the bed playing catchup.

  “What the hell, there is no marriage happening right now. We called it off, the whole relationship. Now we’re moving the hell out.” My mother snapped at Nick.

  He nodded, “I get it now. You want my say here?” he asked

  “I need someone with sense, tell me it’s you.” My mom said desperately.

  “You’re not fucking taking her. And if you put a hand on her I will call Erica to come here and beat your ass. That’s plain and fucking simple. Pack your shit and leave. As far as Landon try it. When it comes to Lucy I don’t think he has the patience to call his sister before your crazy ass tries some shit. And to be completely honest if you try some shit before she gets here, you have to fucking deal with me too. I’m going to give you fair warning baby girl. We don’t play like 17 year olds. And you’re talking about someone we care about. That makes it worst. So take that however you fucking want it, but if you’re planning to start that war… make sure your army is in place and know who the fuck they dealing with.” Nick informed her. He stood up and walked over to us, he gave me a kiss on the forehead and then quickly pecked Landon on the lips and jumped back to avoid Landon’s swing to his head. We all laughed. Leave it to Nick to make a joke at a time like this. He sauntered out of the room as Mel’s door opened. She stayed in the guest room across from me last night.

  “Come on sweet cheeks, back to your room. Stop being nosy.” I heard Nick say. I peeked to the side to see and caught him scooping up Mel and went into her room closing the door behind them.

  My mother spun around to face Dean. “Do something! Your kids are out of control. My daughter needs to get up and we need to get out of here. I am not staying where we are not welcomed.” She screamed at him.

  “That’s where you’re wrong. Lucy is obviously welcomed here. You however are not. You should be more concerned about packing your shit. And when I say that I mean it. Not anything you charged on one of my cards, the shit you came here with and getting the hell out of my house.” Dean said softly.

  My mother’s eyebrows shot up, “If I’m leaving, so is she.” My mom argued.

  “Lucy,” Dean said swinging his attention to me, “you don’t have to leave if you don’t want to. You’re one of the reasons why we aren’t getting married. I don’t like the way she treats you and you don’t deserve it. From as much as I know you’re going to be miserable with her. For you I have an open door policy. You can stay here, keep your room.” His eyes found Landon’s, “but we’ll need to talk about…” his hand waved in our direction, “that. However, if you like living here and want to stay then you don’t have to leave with her. You were not a part of this separation. I like you here as well as all of the kids, that is enough said.”

  My heart felt full. I didn’t want to leave either. I liked it here. Yea I still cooked, but this time it was for people who appreciated it. And it was still out of necessity, but it was only because they didn’t know how and still tried to help me as much as possible. They just really sucked. With my mom, I honestly have no clue if she knows how to cook or not. I needed to learn so that I could make sure that I have something to eat. My mom was a hit and miss in that department. She’d forget to bring something home or she’ll stay with one of her boyfriends and I’m stuck home alone. Or she’ll come home and open a bottle of wine. I didn’t want to go back to being with her alone. It was miserable, and I really do like it here with Max, Landon, Erica, and Nick. Hell even Dean. When he’s around he’s awesome and I see the way he is with the kids. People might look at his absence and think he’s a bad dad but he isn’t. Sure he could be around more, but he’s still great and caring when it comes to them. And now me.

  I let out in a soft voice, “if it is truly ok with you I would like to stay here. And not just for this,” I said pointing between myself and Landon. “I like it here with you guys. And I would appreciate it to no ends if you mean it when you say I’m welcomed to continue to live here. But I have to remind you, I do have another semester until college.”

  Dean let out a laugh, “trust me I know. I’m counting down the hours until I’m free of those two.” He said referring to Nick and Landon. “You’re fine. Now we’re leaving the room. I would like to say for Landon to leave too but I’m afraid of what might happen to my sanity if those covers move. It’s really early right now, and it’s a bit too late to threaten you guys about doing anything. Go back to sleep and the next time I see you both which shouldn’t be too long… I expect two fully clothed, innocent looking children.”

  I smiled, “sure. And I’ll make some special cream of wheat today.” I told him. He smiled and nodded and left the doorway.

  My mom was standing in the room her mouth hanging open looking after Dean. Her gaze swung to mine, “you little fucking traitor. I fucking brought you here because I had no choice. The gig is up now and it’s time to go, and you’re in bed with his son and trying to charm him. You little whore. You want to stay here to get in his bed next huh? You can think about playing house all you want, but this is going to end soon. They’re going to throw you out on your ass and don’t even knock on my door or call me when that happens. I am disowning you, you selfish bitch.” She seethed. Her chest was moving up and down rapidly from her hard breathing. She looked at Landon, “and you. You say you love her. Yea fucking right. I know your type. You’re going to throw her away soon when you’re tired of sleeping with her. I praise you with your convincing spiels but no thanks to you she has nowhere to go when this is all over.” She spun around to walk out the door.

  “That’s not going to happen because I won’t ever get tired of her. I haven’t in over 10 years. But you, you stay away from her. All that fucking hate and jealousy you have for her is poisonous. You can feel it just by you walking into a room. Let that be the last time you talk to her like that. If she decides she wants to disown you then you will oblige. Hell whatever she wants from you, you will do it because you owe her. You do anything stupid and you’ll answer to me. You think my dad is a fucking monster? Then you don’t want to cross paths with me.” Landon said.

  My mother practically ran out of the room frustrated. When the coast was clear, Landon pulled up the sheet to cover me, then got out of the bed in all his beautiful naked glory and closed the door. He looked back at me and started to move when he thought twice and went back to lock the door. He got back into the bed and climbed on top of me. “I think you need a distraction or some stress relief or something after that. Now open up for me angel. Let me in.” Landon persuaded me. I smiled as I spread my legs so he could settle his body in between. He leaned down and kissed me, and well… I couldn’t remember what round we were on anymore but it was what the doctor had ordered. When we were done he dropped down on the bed beside me and gathered me in his arms. I began tracing all of the cur
ves of his chest and abs.

  I sighed, “um I don’t think I’m going back to sleep.” I told him.

  He chuckled, “me either. And I’m –“

  I cut him off, “hungry. Fine you beast I’m getting up. I will feed you.” I said. I glanced to the side and checked the time with a groan. “We’re super late thanks to my mom.” I told him.

  He sighed, “yea I noticed that a while ago. I think she came in here to see if you were up to get ready for school so she has a reason to scold you in addition to making you leave with her. But with all the drama and shit going down, I doubt anyone is going to school today. I’m not sure if I even want you to go downstairs to cook right now. I know she’s still here. I don’t need a reason for her to piss me off in a kitchen full of knives.” I gasped at that and he shrugged, “hey I’m just saying ‘cause that woman is out of her fucking mind. I might need it as protection.” He explained.

  I relaxed my body against him and breathed him in. I loved the smell of Landon. I never met anyone who smells like this. It’s heady. My stomach grumbled and I looked up to see him smiling. I shrugged, “I’m hungry too, so we need to get up before I just bite you.” I told him.

  He grabbed my hips and pulled me up. This time he brought his mouth down to my neck and bit me, then sucked the spot. He palmed my ass and moved his hands so they were on my waist so that he could move me so that I was straddling him. He pushed up against me and I felt him swelling underneath me. My body instantly reacted and I grew wet. I bent down and kissed him while my hand found his growing erection. I pulled him towards my entrance and hovered above him. I rubbed him against me so he could feel the wetness that was leaking out of me. He moaned and his grip on my waist tightened. His eyes locked on mine and he let me continue teasing us both. I reached over and grabbed a condom, and put it on him. Before he woke me up for a second time last night he went to his room and racked up. This next time when I brought him back to my entrance he thrust up hard. My hand fell away as soon as he breached me and he filled me to the hilt. I was once again in ecstasy, which brought me two amazing orgasms. This time I hopped off the bed to jump in the shower when we were done because I was famished. Of course as soon as I popped open the shampoo, the glass door opened to the shower and Landon stepped in. I turned to him with a raised eyebrow.