Wolf Heat
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Dr. Flyone entered the room and Shauna scanned him from head to toe. Maybe it was just being so turned on from her time with Ivan, but she felt an extra draw to Dr. Flyone that she hadn’t felt as strongly earlier. She wondered if he knew what had happened with Ivan, and was mildly surprised to not only suspect that he did know, but to also suspect that he approved of it.
“Did you come to keep me company?” she asked, then pursed her lips together as she bit the insides; she hadn’t meant to say that out loud. “Sorry, that was inappropriate,” she began.
“Not at all, Shauna. You don’t need to censor yourself here. Being open and honest will help me treat you efficiently and effectively. Did you enjoy yourself with Ivan?”
Shauna blushed and looked away. He did know. He didn’t seem angry, though, or upset. He seemed… proud?
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to embarrass you. Would you like to dress? I can turn away.”
“I can dress, or…” you can undress, she thought, then blushed again even more deeply. What the hell is wrong with you? When did you turn into a slut? Shauna had dated a lot of guys in her lifetime, but she had never had sex with two men in the same night, within a few hours of one another. Why not? She asked herself.
Dr. Flyone walked to her bed and sat on the edge. He put his hand on her leg, and, through the sheet and blanket, Shauna felt a pulsing heat.
“Shauna,” he began. “I’m here to help you. I want to help you understand what’s happening, and I want to help you find your friend. I know you wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t exhausted all of your other options.”
Shauna started to object but then sat back; he was right, of course.
“I also know,” he continued, “that life brings us into contact with certain people for certain reasons at certain times. I believe that you are here for a reason, and I believe that the best way we can control ourselves, our desires, is by occasionally giving in to them. When we give in, when we honor our desires in an intentional way, we gain control over the desires rather than the desires controlling us.”
Shauna nodded. It made sense.
“So, Shauna, what is it you desire right now? This moment.”
She opened her mouth to respond but found she had no words. Instead, she put her hand on top of his and leaned in toward him, inviting him to kiss her.
He kissed her neck, instead, and trailed his tongue along the line of her collarbone. He squeezed her thigh with his hand, and he put his other hand around her waist and pulled her closer.
“This is what you want,” he breathed in her ear.
“Yes,” she said simply, not trusting herself to say anything further.
“Why?” he asked.
“I don’t know,” she admitted honestly. “It feels right. It doesn’t feel like giving in, though.”
“You are honoring what you desire. That’s the first lesson. Do you want to have sex with me?”
She nodded.
“Is that your greatest desire in this moment?”
She nodded again
“Then lay back, Shauna, and let me pleasure you.”
He guided Shauna to her back and he pulled off his shirt and pants. He was older than Ivan by a good 30 years, but his body was that of a twenty-five year old man. He was well-toned, muscular, smooth. Shauna felt her body heating, her heart rate speeding up, and her breath became ragged.
“Shhh,” Dr. Flyone said. “Be calm.” He kissed her stomach and put a hand between her legs, gently running his fingertips along her labia. He moved his face down to kiss her inner thighs. He licked her labia gently, then used his fingers to open her. He placed two fingers in her vagina, and she moaned with pleasure. His hands felt like they belonged on her body. Like she had been missing something and now, with his hands on her, everything was placed where it should be. She lifted her hips into him to show him he was on target, and he placed his tongue on her clit and began to suck. She felt an explosion deep inside of her, her cells rearranging themselves to accommodate the pleasure that was mounting within her. She cried out and laid back, enjoying the orgasm building deep inside.
“Yes,” she gasped. “Oh my fuckin god that feels good,” she whimpered. In response, the doctor licked faster, circling his tongue around and against her clit as he fingered her.
“You’re so wet,” he said. “So very wet.”
She felt him reach for her ass with his other hand and she dropped her hips down to help him. As he fingered her, sucked her closer to orgasm, he took a finger from his left hand and gently pressed it against her rectum. He twitched his finger a few times and that was all she needed; her orgasm flooded over her as no orgasm ever had. She lost consciousness for a moment as she saw herself above her body, saw herself writhing on the bed, her face an anguished picture of ecstasy. She barely recognized her body; it was the body of a beautiful, powerful woman. Not a woman who gives in, but a woman who owns herself and owns her power. She realized in that moment that she needed Dr. Flyone. Needed him to help her in any way he was willing, because this woman was one that she needed to be.
He released her gently, withdrawing his tongue and fingers and continuing to lightly kiss her labia and thighs, letting her come down slowly. She moaned and put her hand on herself, cupping her labia with the palm of her hand, feeling a coolness against the boiling heat of her.
“I want to pleasure you,” she said.
“Not tonight, Shauna,” the doctor said. “This is your treatment, this is your life. I bring pleasure from your healing.”
Shauna smiled to herself, not entirely aware of what he had just said, but knowing that she felt better than she had in months. She felt more human. More in control. The symptoms that had plagued her for so long were retreating into the distance. She was smart enough to know that they weren’t gone, but each moment where they weren’t present was a moment she felt she had her life back.
“Your treatment, Shauna, is about learning to control the desires that overtake you prior to you needing to act on them. It’s different for everyone; this is how it happens for you. You and Ivan are actually quite similar, as it happens.”
“Will you help me find Belinda?” she whispered.
“I will help you with anything you need that will help you fully heal and live a complete life.”
“What’s happening to me?” she asked.
“You’re experiencing a transformation,” Dr. Flyone said. “It can be a negative experience, or, with the proper mentoring, it can be a turning moment in your life for the positive. It’s my job to do everything I can to support you as you discover what that transition looks like for you, and how you want to live your life.”
“Is part of your job fucking my brains out? Because I would like that very much.” Shauna couldn’t believe the directness with which she was speaking to a very near stranger, but she couldn’t help it. It was as if the second a thought came into her head, the words were coming out of her mouth. She didn’t have the opportunity to censor or filter her thoughts.
Dr. Flyone smiled, the edges of his lips upturning and a sliver of white teeth shining through his lips.
“You’re going to be so much fun to work with, Shauna,” he said. “I like that you are direct; that will help us accomplish our goals.”
Shauna put her head in her hands, a headache suddenly overtaking her. She began to sweat and she felt her heart racing. She felt Dr. Flyone shifting and return in a moment with a cool washcloth.
“Stay calm, Shauna; your body is just releasing leftover energy. Nothing happening right now will hurt you.”
The cool washcloth felt good on her forehead. Shauna laid back and allowed Dr. Flyone to tend to her. She took deep breaths and allowed her eyes to stay closed, trying to breathe slowly and smoothly.
As she drifted off to sleep, she watched dark shapes move behind her eyelids. She tried to open her mouth to speak, but no words came. She was overcome by sleep, restful and calm, and did not hear Dr. Flyone leave the room.
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