Roommates

by M. E. Parker

  They both laughed and then Ethan looked at me and gave me a panty melting smile. “Last night was awesome Janie, we want to do it again.” I looked over at Jake and he was smiling at me.

  “What the hell? You guys are serious?”

  Jake smirked, “Completely serious.”

  I rolled my eyes, “No way, you big perverts. I just woke up. Get out of my bedroom.”

  Ethan chuckled and leaned down and kissed my cheek, “Not right now Janie. Jake and I want to stay in tonight, will you stay in with us?”

  I felt myself blushing, “What does that mean exactly?”

  Jake smiled at me. “Ethan said he’d make a lasagna and share his wine—the good stuff. Just, let’s have dinner and we can figure it out together.”

  I swallowed hard. What the fuck are they talking about? What is there to figure out? I frowned, “I’m not sure there’s anything to figure out, but I’m not going to turn down Ethan’s wine and lasagna. Now get out of my bedroom.”

  They laughed and both kissed me on the cheek and left. I jumped up and got in the shower. I went to my office to work on my thesis and then went to yoga. I couldn’t stop thinking about them. What had they meant? They wanted to do it again? Was it the dirty truth or dare? The kissing? The masturbating? Something was going on. I had known those guys for five years, never once had they stayed in two nights in a row on a weekend.

  It was about 5:30, when I walked in the apartment after finishing yoga and I found the two of them in the kitchen drinking a glass of wine. They were dressed up like they were going out. Ethan had on a black dress shirt that was untucked and tight faded jeans that hugged his ass and thighs perfectly. Jake was wearing a light grey dress shirt untucked and tight dark jeans. They looked equally yummy. Both had their sleeves rolled up and I couldn’t help but stare at all the forearm porn in front of me. I smirked at them, “I knew you guys couldn’t stay in two nights in a row.”

  Ethan smiled at me, “What’re you talking about? I just put in the lasagna.”

  I furrowed my eyebrows. “But you guys are looking all hot,” I said, using my hand to gesture up and down their perfect bodies.

  They both laughed at me and Jake said, “We’re staying in, remember having dinner?”

  I rolled my eyes, “I didn’t know we were dressing for dinner. Let me go shower.”

  I showered and stood in front of my mirror and dried my hair and then carefully put on makeup, applying a little more eye make-up than usual. I put on some pink lip gloss. Butterflies were flopping around in my stomach. What were they doing? Why did I feel like I was getting ready for a first date? Get a hold of yourself Janie. It’s Ethan and Jake. Nothing’s going to happen, I thought to myself. That didn’t stop me from digging out my best lingerie. I found a sheer black pair of panties and matching bra that I had bought to wear with Michael, but never had. After walking into my closet, I stood there for what seemed like forever, trying to decide what to wear. I finally pulled out a little black dress. I wore it to my cousin’s wedding. Neither Jake or Ethan had seen me in it. It was sleeveless and tight on the top and through the waist and flared at my hips, but it was short, falling only to mid-thigh. It had a gold zipper that went all the way down the back to my ass. I put on a chunky gold necklace and earrings. I stepped into some black heels. Looking in the mirror, I whispered to myself, “What the fuck am I doing?”

  I stepped out of my heels and took the jewelry off and put on a small pair of diamond earrings that my father had given me for graduation. I kept telling myself—that this wasn’t a big deal, but somehow, I knew that it was. I felt like my whole body was shaking when I walked out of the bedroom. The shades were drawn and there were candles lit everywhere. My favorite playlist was playing softly in the background through Ethan’s Bluetooth speaker. Jake saw me first. A huge smile lit up his face. “Fuck. Janie, you look beautiful.” He looked down at my bare feet and laughed. “No shoes?”

  I rolled my eyes, “I’m not wearing uncomfortable shoes in my own apartment. Could one of you tell me why we’re dressed up anyway?”

  Ethan rushed over to me with a glass of red wine, his eyes drifting up and down my body. “Gorgeous Janiebug,” he said as he handed me the glass of wine and kissed me on the cheek. “Are you hungry? The lasagna’s ready.” I nodded, and he took my hand and led me over to the kitchen table. He pulled out my chair for me. Jake was behind him putting a plate down in front of me. A few minutes later, the two of them were sitting with me eating.

  We were all quiet. It was almost awkward. I couldn’t stand it. I took a bite of the cheesy goodness and looked at both of them. “Okay, which one of you is going to tell me what’s going on?” I gestured around the apartment, “What is all this? Seriously.”

  Ethan looked at me and grabbed my hand. “We both want to be with you Janie.” He smiled. “We want to share.”

  I felt sick to my stomach. A string of desperate thoughts raced through mind before I managed to respond. I’m not just one of your stupid sluts. Maybe I am. Hell, I showed you both my girl business last night. I guess you guys just thought I’d be a sure a thing. I felt tears welling in my eyes. My voice was shaking. “What the fuck? Are you serious? I’m not one of your sluts. Call Melissa Johnson or Lindsay Michaels or that Rachel chick. What’s her last name? I’m sure there are a million more I don’t know about. What do you guys want to do? Take turns fucking me? Ethan on Mondays and Jake on Wednesdays? Or maybe it’s just for tonight? One of you can just come to my room right now and then you can swap out after we’re done? God, do you really think I’d do that?” I wiped a tear falling down my cheek. I couldn’t finish without crying, so I stopped talking.

  I looked at Ethan, his eyes were all watery. He cleared his throat, “God no. It’s not like that at all, I swear. But I don’t know if what we were thinking is anything better. Janie, we’re best friends. Fuck, Jake and I would do anything for you. If you don’t want this, it’s okay. We just thought…”

  Jake interrupted him. He reached up and brushed my bangs across my forehead. “Janie—you’re misunderstanding. I’m just gonna tell you straight up. Just hear me out. Then you can tell us to fuck off if you want and everything will go back to how it was. Last night made Ethan and I realize there were so many things we wanted that we never knew we did. That story you told us about Professor Marsh, and then the kissing, and then watching each other…We really liked all of it. When Ethan said, we both want to be with you, he meant the three of us, together.”

  I looked at him with wide eyes, not knowing how to respond.

  He cleared his throat again. “This isn’t just about getting laid Janie, it’s way more than that. We care about you more than anything, so if you’re not into this, it’s okay. We can’t lose you.” He looked down at his lap. I hadn’t ever seen Jake that serious.

  I was shaky all over. “Now I’m confused. I don’t get what you want.”

  Ethan reached over and ran his fingers down a piece of my hair. “I feel like I totally fucked this up, Janie. Jake—just tell her what you told me this morning and if she’s not into it, this is over.”

  Ethan played with my hair as Jake started talking. “Last night, right before you went to bed, when you were sitting between us on the couch, my hand was on your thigh. I thought for a second that Ethan was going to start kissing you. I wanted to get you off while he was kissing you. If you would have kissed him, I would have put my hand under your skirt. Here’s the crazy part though, I was thinking that after I got you off, I wanted to kiss you while Ethan got me off and then I thought about kissing Ethan while you got him off. I’ve been thinking about this all day. This isn’t just some crazy fantasy for me. I tried to switch you guys out with Beyoncé and David Beckham in my fantasy and it didn’t work. I want both of you. It can only be you and Ethan.”

  I couldn’t help but laugh. But Jake’s words caused a throbbing between my legs. I squeezed them together. Ethan took my hand and stroked his thumb over the back of it, softly moving it
back and forth. “Janiebug—there’s no pressure here. But if you decide this is something you want, it’ll just be you for us. No other girls. We can start out slow, see what it’s like. Jake and I haven’t ever done anything like this. But I get it, if it freaks you out. I don’t want to fuck things up between us. If it’s a no, we go back to how things were, no questions asked.”

  I looked at Ethan. “You want this too, what Jake said?”

  “God yes. All that and more. But it’s up to you Janie.”

  My mind was racing a million miles a minute. I shifted in my chair and squeezed my legs together. I couldn’t believe what they were asking. I wanted it. More than anything. But what happened after? Could I take it when one or both decided they were bored or wanted something else? And the whole thing was freaky. Three of us? It was weird. It couldn’t last. Would it change things between us if we did this tonight?

  As if he were reading my mind, Jake spoke up. “You know guys, we don’t have to make any life decisions right now. We are all adults. None of us are attached to someone else. We could just have fun tonight and make each other feel good. There’s nothing wrong with that. If one of us doesn’t like it, we can stop. And if it’s as great as I think it will be and we want to do it again, we can make some rules.”

  Everything Jake said made sense. They were sitting here offering to make my fantasy come true and I was acting crazy. I took a big gulp of my wine and shook my head even though I was saying yes. “Okay. If we are going to do this, I need at least two more glasses of wine and neither of you can get weird if it doesn’t work. We go back to the same if even one of us isn’t into it and I need to know exactly what you guys are thinking. How would it happen?”

  Ethan smiled at me and picked up the bottle of wine on the table and topped off my glass. “I was thinking we could go with Jake’s idea and if we liked it, either you or I could decide what happened next.”

  Jake rubbed my cheek with his thumb. “Quit worrying about it Janiebug. You’re like a… (I don’t wanna say sister, cause that is completely weird,) … but you’re like family, and so is Ethan, so if it doesn’t work or it gets weird, we’ll still love each other, because that’s what family does. And believe me, Ethan and I are nervous too—this is a first for all of us.”

  I took a gulp of my wine. “I can’t believe I’m thinking about doing this, you guys are crazy.” I said laughing.

  Jake laughed, “Come on Janiebug—you know you love us.”

  Jake entertained us for the rest of dinner. As we ate, Ethan reached under the table and put his hand on my knee and rubbed circles with his thumb, Jake occasionally reached across the table and touched my hand. At some point, I noticed Jake had put his hand on Ethan’s leg and I almost lost it. By the time dinner was over, I was so turned on, I couldn’t think straight. Butterflies were swirling in my stomach. We are really going to do this tonight. I couldn’t believe it. My brain was telling me nothing good could come of it, but my body was telling me that I was going to love it.

  After dinner, the three of us sat down on the couch. I was between Jake and Ethan like last night. Jake poured us all another glass of wine. Things got quiet again. I took a drink of wine and Ethan took the glass out of my hand and put it on the coffee table along with his. I looked back and forth between them. “We’re really going to do this?”

  Jake smiled at me as he rubbed his hand up and down my thigh. “Only if you want to Janie.”

  I looked over at Ethan and nodded. He put his hand on the back of my head. “You’re so beautiful, Janie,” he whispered as he leaned over to kiss me. It was slow and soft at first and then the kiss grew more and more hungry.

  My body was on fire. I felt Jake’s hand move slowly up my thigh and I parted my legs a little. I moaned when Jake’s finger drifted over my panties. “God Janie, you’re so wet. I can feel it through your panties.”

  Ethan started breathing heavier when he looked down a Jake’s hand under my skirt. He reached down and grabbed my thigh and spread my legs farther apart. Then he grabbed the hem of my skirt and pushed it up. We both looked down as Jake’s fingers moved down the waist band of my panties. I thrust my hips up as soon as Jake started rubbing my clit gently with his middle finger. “Fuck Janie. You’re perfect. Watching Jake touch you like that is the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”

  I moaned as soon as Jake increased pressure as he continued to rub me. “Damn you feel like heaven Janie. I love touching you. Does that feel good?”

  “So good,” I said breathlessly. Ethan covered my mouth with his and then grabbed my breast and began to rub his thumb over my nipple through my dress. I moved my hand down Ethan’s chest and ran my hand down to his cock and began rubbing my palm over it on the outside of his jeans. He slipped his hand inside my dress and he caressed my breast. Everyone was breathing heavy.

  Jake’s finger slipped inside me and I bucked my hips upwards, pressing myself against his hand. I’d never been so turned on in my life. “God you’re so tight. Fuck!”

  Ethan looked down. “Fuck that’s so hot. Does it feel good?”

  I couldn’t answer as Jake moved his finger in and out of me and his palm pressed against my clit. “Oh god, Jake.” I whispered. I moaned as my legs began to shake. I moved my hips against his hand and moaned as my pussy pulsed around his finger. My whole body tingled as I rode out the orgasm. I had never come that hard. Ethan kissed me again.

  My head fell against the couch and Jake leaned over and began kissing my neck as I caught my breath. “That was so beautiful—watching you come.”

  “You’re perfect Janie.” Ethan said as he rubbed the inside of my thigh.

  It wasn’t very long before I felt an aching need between my legs again as Jake began to kiss me. It was overwhelming, both of their hands on me and first Ethan’s lips and then Jake’s, I had never experienced anything like it. Jake sucked on my ear and then licked down my neck and then put his mouth over my nipple, sucking through my dress as Ethan rubbed my pussy through my panties. Jake pulled away and stood up. He grabbed my hand and pulled me off the couch. We stood kissing for a second in front of the couch. I could feel his erection against my hip when he pressed his body against mine. He turned us, and we fell back on the couch so that Jake was sitting between Ethan and me.

  We were all breathing hard again. I leaned over to Jake and he grabbed me by the back of the head and began kissing me. He moaned, and I realized that Ethan was rubbing Jake’s cock through his jeans. Jake reached down and unbuttoned his jeans wanting more. I put my hand down on Jake’s thigh and began rubbing as Ethan unzipped Jake’s jeans. I was so turned on I could hardly stand it when I saw Ethan pull out Jake’s dick. “Fuck man.” Jake moaned as Ethan started pumping him. Jake started kissing me again and then I felt his hips buck up. “Fuck Ethan,” Jake whispered against my lips and moaned again. We stopped kissing for a minute and watched Ethan’s hand moving against Jake’s dick. Jake began to move his hips and breathed harder, moaning out loud, as Ethan and I watched him come.

  Jake’s head hit the back of the couch and then he turned towards Ethan and leaned over to kiss him. I was so turned on I couldn’t wait for us to switch places. I jumped up and straddled Ethan with my knees on either sides of his legs and began to rub myself over his cock as Jake continued to kiss him. God, it was so hot watching their tongues moving against one another. Ethan pushed his hips towards mine wanting more.

  I moved up to my knees and Ethan began rubbing my pussy through my panties while Jake kissed him and I unbuttoned and unzipped Ethan’s jeans. Ethan pulled out his cock and I fell back down on it moving my hips against him. He grabbed my hips and pulled me tighter against him and groaned. The friction was about to drive me over the edge and I knew if we kept going I would come again. I looked over at Jake, he was hard again. I couldn’t help but reach over and rub my hand over Jake’s cock that was still glistening with come. Jake groaned when he felt it and Ethan pressed me harder against him frantically rubbing his dick against
my clit.

  “Oh my god,” I whimpered breathlessly as I started to come. I was breathing hard as I scooted back and started stroking Ethan’s cock with my hand that was covered in Jake’s come. “Jesus. Fuck. Janie.” Ethan moaned as come started spurting out of his dick. I collapsed on Ethan’s chest and tried to catch my breath and he wrapped his arms around me.

  Jake bent over and kissed me softly. He smiled at me and whispered. “Oh, my god, Janie, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.” I moved off Ethan and Jake scooted over to make room for me as I fell on the couch between them. We all sat there quietly not saying anything trying to catch our breath. Ethan got up and went in the bathroom and came back with a towel that he handed to Jake. He held out his hand and I took it and he pulled me up off the couch. I stood in front of him and he leaned down and kissed me gently. He searched my eyes for a second. “You okay, Janie?” I nodded and smiled at him. Jake stood up behind me and looped his arms around my waist and I leaned my head back on his shoulder to kiss him. Then Ethan leaned over and kissed Jake.

  Jake rested his chin on my shoulder. “I don’t know about you guys, but for me, that was more incredible than I ever imagined. I’m trying to figure out why we haven’t done this sooner.”

  I let out a faint chuckle, “I have to admit—I’ve never, oh my god, I don’t know.”

  They laughed together and Jake joked, “well said, Janiebug.”

  I elbowed him in the ribs. Ethan laughed, and Jake responded by moving my hair away and kissing my neck. Ethan took both of my cheeks in his hands and kissed me. I opened my lips for him, and he pushed his tongue in, swirling it around in my mouth. He pulled away and looked at me, “Guys, please tell me you want more, because I have never been this turned on in my life.”

  Jake groaned in my ear, “God yes.”

  Ethan looked at me and I nodded, but I wasn’t sure what I was agreeing to. His lips covered mine again and I felt Jake begin to unzip the back of my dress slowly. He gently kissed his way down my back until it was unzipped completely. I felt his tongue in circles on my back just above my ass. My body was aching for more. When they each took a side of my dress to pull it off my shoulders, I panicked. “Wait—what’re we doing?”