12 Days: A Dark Reverse Harem Christmas Romance

by Dark Angel

  In doing that, and feeling just this moment, I'm free to feel every sensation. After so many smacks, I don’t think of the paddle as bringing pain or pleasure. The clamps are heavy — not aching, sore, painful, or enjoyable. In this moment, I just be. Just. Be.

  It is so freeing that my breathing calms and I have composure that I didn’t know I was capable of.

  Then, Damien stops the thwacks, sitting the paddle down between my spread thighs. Heat pools on my pussy now that the sensations have time to sink in. Damien removes the nipple clamps. I gasp. The sensation is surprising. It is somehow both painful…and pleasurable. Neither, and both, at once.

  “Very good, Sarah,” Damien whispers. I am positively beaming at the praise. I like knowing that I performed well for him.

  “Now, she has just as much grace in receiving a reward as she does a punishment.”

  Reward. Damien is talking about an orgasm. The need for pleasure surges through my body and I realize, yes, that’s exactly what I want right now. I don’t know why I took that spanking and…it didn’t shut me down. I feel strong somehow. I did obey Damien in order to be good for him, but I went somewhere during that moment and I felt…

  Safe.

  I trust Damien.

  I trust my body to experience things without it destroying me. I don’t know quite how to explain this in my brain, but that’s the thing. I don’t need to.

  And now?

  Now I get to cum. I don’t care that people are watching. If anything, that turns me on more. It's something that I thought would freak me out…but I think it has something to do with the fact that I want Trevor to be there. Blindfolded, I only know that many possible buyers are present. But there’s just one that I want to impress.

  Damien’s mouth closes over my pussy, licking a wet tongue down my folds. His tongue delves inside, pointed, then flattening and widening inside my pussy and making me cry out. Damien’s hands are on my nipples, softly rubbing the tortured buds and making me whimper.

  I want to wiggle but I’m too restrained to do so. Damien is softly licking my pussy, and I want to cry out and beg for more.

  But I think about what he said. I want to gracefully come all over Damien’s face while Trevor watches. My skin is so sensitive from the spanking, I feel how close I am, so much molten heat on the surface.

  I moan a little bit louder than I meant to, but Damien’s tongue is licking all around my clit. His nose nudges my sensitive bud as his face works around my pussy and it sends me over the edge. It all hits me like a hurricane, my pussy weeping out cum. Damien licks some of it up but then pulls his face away and runs the paddle through my folds.

  “Lick,” he commands me. I smell the scent of the leather and my cum in front of my face, and I let my tongue poke forward. I’m not timid, just unsure about where my target is. When my tongue hits the leather I feel my creamy cum slither onto my tongue and I lap it up. I don’t know why, but it's so erotic that I sigh a little.

  Something about this whole experience blows my mind. Everything with Damien is so intense. But somehow I have respite from the stress of knowing that Damien is testing me. If his praise is to be believed, and the pat he gives on my head now, then I must have done well.

  My stomach burns. Does that mean that I pleased him and he will sell me, or I pleased him and he won’t sell me?

  "See, what a well-behaved pet this can be," Damien says, and he's rubbing his hands over my pleased and abused skin.

  What?

  How can I like what he's doing to me? I should want to get away, but I feel so alive. This is wrong, but it is deliciously wrong.

  “I’m going to release you from your restraints and have you kneel. I will take off your blindfold but you are to keep your eyes cast downward,” Damien’s voice is measured but I feel like there’s something else behind it. He releases me and sets me up on the table so that I'm kneeling. I'm keeping my eyes to the ground like I'm supposed to, until I feel another male presence near me. There are so many men in this room, but this one is...different. He stalks toward Damien and I like a predatory cat, yet his silent movements only serve to further unnerve me. I lick my lips and I want to look at his face. It has to be…Damien leans to whisper into my ear, his lips grazing my skin and making me groan a little from the tiny touch. "Trevor likes you, little one,” Damien says.

  Oh?

  "Sarah is a good, obedient girl," Trevor says. His voice is like dark chocolate, rich with no sweetness and yet I crave it. The way he says my name runs erotic flashbacks through my mind. I can’t possibly stand this any longer, the two of them with me bound to a table. Trevor isn’t just watching again. I can tell by the tone in his voice. He’s so tempting. If I could pull him in, I would. I can smell my pussy now; the musk is strong as I get so wet for both of my men. God, I can’t think of them that way, I know, but I do.

  "You really aren't going to let me touch her, Damien?" Trevor's voice is colored with humor, but this is no joke. This is pure male challenge. After how well they shared me, there’s something terrifying in this moment. But…something else tells me that I don’t quite get what’s at play here.

  "The one who touches her is the one who buys her," Damien responds. "At least here." That last part was said so quietly that I don't think anyone but Trevor and I heard it. I want to be afraid, but I'm titillated.

  "Thank you all for attending. I'll see you at the Virgin Market, and I'll remind you that while you may pre-send in your offers, nothing will be final until the day of the Virgin Market." Damien is being the perfect host, speaking so politely to a bunch of disgusting people that watched me get spanked and come and want to buy me. They all disgust me.

  Except for Damien, and Trevor. They don’t disgust me. They give me urges that I've since stopped trying to understand.

  Somehow, even though Damien seems to be actually possessive over me, he also seems to want to push me at this Trevor. And, God, I must be darker than I can imagine, because I want him to give me to Trevor. I still want Damien—better the devil I know or perhaps I truly am attracted to Damien despite everything—but I want Trevor too.

  My body is aching with need. Fuck, I really am a slut. But it's so much better than the boring life I had before.

  How can I let go of everything like this?

  Because I want to give in to so much more. I accept this and inhale what feels like new air around me.

  Damien puts my blindfold back on, and I’m not sure why. It's arousing, and maddening.

  "What happened to the shy little virgin?" Trevor practically purrs at me in that gruff, rich voice that makes me go crazy for him. My whole body has a sheet of heat wash over it, and I'm burning for his teasing.

  My lips part to say something. What, I don't know. Trevor slides a finger in my mouth. My tongue laps over the skin and sucks his finger, desperate to taste him for even a moment. I need to know what his skin tastes like, feels like if he was inside me, even just a finger. I moan at the taste of him, masculine and something I can't describe. His dominant nature has a taste and I'm savoring it.

  "You'll be the perfect little cum slut, won't you, Sarah?" Trevor says, his other hand tugging on the painful clamp that has my nipple in its vise grip.

  "Mhhhmmm," I moan against his finger and I suck harder. I don't know why it turns me on but I want to suck his finger more. I want to put my tongue over every inch of his body. I am desperate to have him touching me. I don't know what's come over me. I don't know why I'm not horrified that he wants to call me that. Yet here I am moaning against him and desperate for his touch.

  "That's what I thought." Trevor presses his finger against my tongue. "Damien, you must be crazy to sell her. Not that I can complain when I have to have her." There’s something playful in his voice, but it doesn’t erase the danger, either.

  "Are you going to take off her blindfold?" Damien asks. He sounds...curious. Like he isn't sure what he wants the answer to be. It also sounds like he is dodging the question that Trevor asked. A
question I am equally curious to have the answer to. The idea that Damien put it back on to see if Trevor wants to take it off? It does things to my body that make me shiver with desire.

  I want to see Trevor. I'm aroused by this man. I don't know why his confidence doesn't read to me as vile as it would with the other would-be buyers, but Trevor is attractive to me. I remember what his body did to mine and I want it again.

  But my stomach gets a pang. It doesn't matter what Trevor did to me. I don't want him to separate me from Damien.

  Trevor pulls his finger from my mouth with a wet pop, and he walks away. I hear the slightest of footfalls. He is infuriatingly silent. Everyone else clunks around the room. Damien has a cadence to his steps that I now instantly recognize.

  That familiar cadence strides toward me, and Trevor's nigh impossible to hear footfalls.

  I feel four hands on me.

  This delicious thought I hadn’t dared hope for, until now.

  "Will you share me again?” It pops out of my mouth not unlike how Trevor's finger left me. Oh, God, why did I say that? I should shut up, I don’t know if Damien is going to torture me now and keep me on the edge of pleasure. I don’t think I can take that again.

  Damien's hand—I recognize the feel of it, though I can't exactly describe how—removes my blindfold. "You don't belong to anyone." He swallows. "Yet."

  Trevor raises an eyebrow. I take a long, lingering stare at Trevor's face. It's a visage of absolute male beauty. Where Damien is both rough and refined, rugged and sophisticated, yet always emanates power...Trevor is something else. He's masculine, but he's...beautiful! That's the only word for the sculpted cheekbones and pouty mouth. If trouble had a mascot, it would be his shimmering blue eyes and dark, perfectly-coiffed hair that trademarked it. His bone structure and strong jawline are defined and form the perfect frame for the strong wall of a man I see in a charcoal gray suit that doesn't hide the downright enormous erection tenting in them. Now, I imagine that cock in my mouth. Dear God, one finger in my mouth, one night of being on display, those filthy things we did…and I'm so horny I can’t think about anything but their hands on me. I want them to fuck me, more than anything, in this moment, because I crave these Adonis, Greek god men. I want them to trap me between their bodies and do whatever they want to me. I want it. God, I want it so bad. The 'sales presentation' was just too much to handle, I want satisfaction and I have an inkling about how I want it.

  I realize I'm sucking in my lips and making a serious face. I must look ridiculous. I tear my eyes away from Trevor, who has a terrifyingly sexy grin plastered on his face. Oh, he knows what I'm thinking. I want to look at Damien. I want to beg him to buy me, keep me, let me be his.

  And...a small voice rips my confidence and joy to shreds. What if Damien doesn't want me? He is planning to sell me after all? Maybe he hates my parents—not that I can blame him—and he hates me too.

  Why haven't I considered this very real possibility before? I search Damien's eyes and I find no answers, only questions. I can't think about any of this. I don't know what's happening right now. I don't know why Damien is selling me. I don't know why he let Trevor touch me. I just can't think about anything right now. No one is saying anything. I'm certainly not going to open my mouth and embarrass myself again. I can't stand the idea of Damien saying something like what he just did again.

  How did I become the woman who wanted to be owned by a man? By two even? I want to curl into a ball and sleep forever. I can't take this feeling inside like I'm being pulled in a thousand different directions. My life was easier when I was just angry and afraid!

  I know this now. I no longer have my innocence, my virginity. With two men looking at me now, men that I want, men that I would give myself to again and again…I’m no girl. I'm a woman now. I want to be able to act on this realization. But that's the part of me that hasn't matured. I haven't figured out that next part yet.

  After everything that’s happened, I still somehow feel trapped. The freedom that I had when I was being shown to the potential buyers? It's completely gone. I almost want to throw a fit about this. I want to be able to find my way out of this mess in my mind.

  Sarah

  First they share me, and then they show me off.

  Damien wouldn’t make eye contact with me all day, and he shuffled me off toward a room full of young women my age, all being made up and led off in a line. I get made up with the most glamorous makeup that I have ever seen in my life. I'm shocked by the sight of my own face. I barely recognize myself, not because I look so different but because it's like I look more like me than I ever have in my whole life. I’m shimmering, dewy, vibrant.

  On the outside, I look stunning.

  On the inside, I feel like I'm being hollowed out into nothing.

  Damien is going to sell me.

  At least Trevor may buy me.

  At least they may share me again.

  I find actual comfort in that as I’m strapped naked to a block in front of so many people. This is all so barbaric, but I can still those thoughts and feel hopeful.

  Until the auction begins and Trevor is nowhere to be seen.

  Damien still won’t look at me, but he looks worried. I don’t know what this means, but every second that comes closer to me being sold, I lose my soul. Everything I have blocked out around me invades my mind and I'm hearing the comments of those bidding. Hearing the bids on other girls.

  This is happening to me. I'm no longer foolish enough to think that Damien cared about me, that Trevor did. They took me, used me, and now they are selling me off at an auction of virgins, something I’m not anymore. I relished everything that happened between the three of us, until now. Now I feel so stupid. It isn’t my fault that I got taken. It's my fault that I let myself trust either of them. How could I be so stupid? Trying not to shake, I feel my whole body start to get too heavy and I feel dizzy. I can’t believe this is happening and I want to scream. I can’t handle this. I can’t do this.

  Someone is going to buy me. I'm going to be owned.

  There are two people I want to belong to.

  One of those people is selling me.

  The other is nowhere to be found.

  I won’t cry. I don’t want to cry. I remember Damien’s warnings from when he showed me off and taught me to be obedient. I'm sickened knowing I’ll have to somehow sublimate the desires I let grow for Damien, and then Trevor, into not resisting the buyer. I can’t do that. I feel weak now. But I know that I will be strong. I don’t care how long it takes. I will be a silent foe, planning my escape.

  But why do I want to escape and crawl back to Damien? Am I too stupid to let it sink in that he doesn’t want me? Sharing me with Trevor? It was all a test. He told me that when he said he was training me. That’s why they fucked me and didn’t give me any straight answers about anything. I can’t take this. I need to be able to breathe, and I just want out of here. I'm trying to block out the sounds around me.

  I can’t explain it, but I have the feeling that I should look at Damien. It is like something is shifting in the air. I look at him and I see a crazed look in his eyes. I don’t know what’s happening, but I feel like it's connected to Trevor not showing up. Every cell in my body is telling me to forget all my doubts. I want to trust Damien. It doesn’t matter if all the reasoning I had before made sense, the only thing that makes sense to my heart, to my soul, is that Damien is going to run off with me because Trevor isn’t buying me. I can’t explain it, it might make no sense, but that’s transmitting through my mind like a siren.

  And just when I suck in a breath because it feels like something is about to happen…Trevor shows up. He buys me.

  I feel like I’m going to scream out in joy. Cry my eyes out. Jump up and down. I don’t know how to handle everything happening inside my mind right now.

  I try to say his name but I keep myself from making a sound. This whole Virgin Market terrifies me and I don’t think I should say anything.

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sp; "Lot 0452 goes to Mr. Trevor Davries for a sum above the reserve by a considerable amount," the auctioneer announces and I hear it somewhere far away in my mind.

  And I lose it. I just jump out into Trevor’s arms. I'm so happy that everything I hoped for, it has to be true. Trevor relents his hold on me to Damien and I can’t handle this. It's all too perfect.

  "Your mother tried to use the money they stole from Damien to buy you," Damien tells me.

  What?

  My parents stole money and tried to buy me…oh God. Whatever held up Trevor, I don’t want to know anymore. I inhale a quick, angry breath at the thought of them. I wrap my arms around Damien and tell him the truth. "I can't fucking believe those assholes. It isn't exactly your standard meet-cute, but I've never thought you were a monster." I hold Damien, needing to kiss him and show him how much I care. “Not like they are, fucking degenerates." My parents are so dead to me.

  I need my boys to take me home as soon as possible. I'm aching for their touch like nothing else. The pain of today is tainting my body, and I need them to lick it all away and paint over me with, well, you know what I have in mind. I'm so not virginal anymore.

  Trevor

  "Trevor!" Sarah's wordless mouthing of my name fucking ends me.

  Shit, I can't believe how fucking close this got.

  I look to Damien, who uses all his composure not to fucking punch me in the face while he does his cool businessman stride toward me.

  "Lot 0452 goes to Mr. Trevor Davries for a sum above the reserve by a considerable amount," the auctioneer announces.

  Sarah jumps, yeah she fucking jumps, into my arms at that announcement. Some eyebrows are raised around the room about her exit from the block. But I don't fucking care. I grab her tight ass and pull her into a kiss. I finally let her go so that Damien can touch her. I know he needs some relief. The crazed look in his eyes tells me that I showed up at literally the right moment. A few seconds later and some bad shit would've gone down.

  Well, some bad shit has gone down.