Daddy's Virgin

by Claire Adams

  I’d been playing with myself more and more since he and I had started whatever this was. It seemed that I could hardly go a day without touching myself, without getting myself off. Otherwise, if I didn’t allow myself that release, I couldn’t seem to focus on anything, and when I laid down at night, I was too keyed up to sleep.

  But this felt nothing like when I teased myself with my own fingers.

  It wasn’t just the girth of his digits in comparison to mine, and it wasn’t just the ruthless way he pushed them inside of me.

  He wasn’t patient the way I normally was. He didn’t give me time to adjust. Instead, he kept things just on this side of too much. And, it felt wonderful.

  I shivered and rocked against him, fighting a hand down between us so I could grasp his prick, giving it a few uncoordinated strokes. I giggled a little. “I’m not good at multitasking,” I confessed.

  Trethan growled and pulled away, lining his tip against my opening and then pushing inside. It was that quick action, that lack of preparedness that left me breathless, already almost at the brink of coming. I fell bonelessly against the seat of the truck, mouth open in a silent gasp, fingers digging into his biceps. Then, I began to rock into his thrusts, angling my hips so that he consistently hit the bundle of nerves inside of me.

  I cried out in unison with the next clap of thunder, unable to keep silent. “Oh, Trethan,” I sobbed. “Please. Please, please, please.”

  “What do you want?” he asked, his voice deep.

  “Don’t stop,” I begged.

  He grinned crookedly down at me. “Wouldn’t dream of it,” he said, lightly cupping my cheek, the tenderness a juxtaposition to the way he pounded into me.

  Then, his rhythm changed. It slowed down and gentled. I made a noise of protest, but when I looped my heels behind his back and tried to urge him on, he wasn’t having any of it. Instead, he moved even more slowly, pulling out until only the very tip of his cock was still inside me before sliding back inside, going until he was fully seated.

  His fingers ghosted down my sides, leaving trails of fire to match the trails of wetness on the windows. I arched against him, one hand coming up against the window for leverage as I pressed down into his thrust, leaving a smear in the condensation that had formed there. But I was far from caring what this might look like if anyone were to happen upon the truck.

  My orgasm swept over me right as the storm hit its crescendo. My eyes squeezed shut, and my mouth opened in a soundless cry of Trethan’s name. I shivered, both startled by the intensity of my orgasm and frightened by the boom of thunder overhead. But that fear, that spark of adrenaline, made my climax just that much more intense so that I hardly noticed Trethan coming as well, spilling hot, sticky lines of cum deep inside me.

  Outside, the rain still fell heavily, streaking down the windows. Although, the lightning tapered off, only flashing in periodic bursts now, illuminating our naked forms only every so often. Trethan held me close in his arms, the blanket still tightly encasing us, keeping us warm there in the cool, dark, wet evening.

  He pressed a kiss to my hair. “Did that help?” he asked, his voice sounding wrecked, as though he’d been the one screaming out his ecstasy.

  I blushed and ducked my head, but I nodded all the same. “Yeah,” I told him. “That was just what I needed.”

  Trethan smiled and trailed his fingers lightly over my skin. Then, he kissed my hair again, before beginning to root around for his clothes. “Well, it looks like the storm’s letting up,” he said, glancing up toward the sky where stars became visible. “How about we get you home?”

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Trethan

  I counted the animals in the back pasture one more time and made some notes on my clipboard. Everything looked good. We had quite a few horses boarded here at the moment, and quite a few students were out taking lessons. I had a feeling it would be a big pay-out for John at the end of the season. Not enough to fund Vanessa’s gallery, but it might give him a little extra cash to help her.

  But knowing Vanessa, she wasn’t going to wait until the end of the season before opening her gallery.

  I kept trying to think of ways to help her, but nothing came to me.

  I fished my out of my pocket as it started to ring. It was Brent, which was a bit of a surprise. I hadn’t heard anything from him since he’d first gone into the clinic. I’d been wondering how things were, but I’d known better than to bother him. He would contact me when he was ready.

  “Hey, man,” Brent said, sounding tired, but more okay than I’d heard him in a while.

  Now that I knew what to look for, I realized how long it had been since he’d been okay. I still couldn’t believe I hadn’t noticed things sooner.

  “How’s it going?” I asked.

  “Things are actually… Well, they’re not good yet, but they’re getting there, I guess,” he said, sounding like he considered his words carefully. I could hear the grimace in his voice when he spoke again. “Not going to lie, the first couple weeks after I got in here were pure hell. Don’t ever get yourself mixed up in heroin, man.”

  “Wasn’t planning on it,” I said, trying to keep things light. Or as light as possible, anyway, when one of my best friends was in rehab for drug abuse.

  “You’re still feeling guilty,” he said, accurately assessing my tone.

  I was silent for a long moment. Then, I sighed, running a hand through my hair as I stared out over the field. “I can’t help it,” I told him. “I should have realized sooner. I should have known that things had gotten rough for you. You shouldn’t have had to-”

  “As soon as you knew about it, you got me into this place,” Brent interrupted, his voice firm. “Trethan, you need to stop beating yourself up over my mistakes.” He paused. “Anyway, I’m doing a lot better. I’m never going to be a hundred percent. It’s always going to be a struggle. My demon. But I’m making progress.”

  “There’s something else that you’re not telling me,” I said suspiciously. I wasn’t sure where the hunch came from, if it was his words or his tone, but I was certain there was something more, some other reason he’d called me.

  “I’ll be getting out of here soon,” he said, his voice quiet and careful. “I’m not sure that I’m going to be coming back to White Bluff.”

  I whistled softly under my breath. “That would be quite the change.”

  “I know,” Brent said. “But one of the best ways to keep from getting hooked again is to do away with that temptation as much as I can. I can’t let myself fall back into old patterns. You know as well as I do that that’s exactly what I’d let myself do. I’d come back to town and think, hey, I could get away with smoking a little weed. And then the next thing I knew, I’d start dealing again. And then it wouldn’t just be weed that I was doing anymore.”

  “What made you start, anyway?” I asked suddenly. It was something I’d wondered about ever since I checked him into the facility.

  Brent sighed. “Combination of things, really,” he said. “But to be honest? Probably it was just boredom, pure and simple.”

  I could tell he was smiling, albeit in what was likely a self-deprecating way. “I grew up in this town, man. It’s not that I ever thought I was destined for something better because that’s really not my style, but maybe that’s exactly what the problem was. After a while, weed just didn’t do what it used to do to me. I needed something else.”

  “Fair enough,” I sighed. I shook my head. “It’d be weird without you here, though. Who am I going to go to the Roasted Bison with?”

  Brent laughed. “You won’t be going to the Roasted Bison anyway,” he said. “Come on, things are going good with Vanessa, aren’t they?”

  “They’re going really good,” I said. “I can’t help thinking I might mess something up with her again, by accident. But at the moment, things are going well.”

  “I’m glad,” he said. “You deserve a girl like that. Someone who will keep you honest.” H
e cleared his throat. “Look, about what I said about her, I’m really sorry. You had every right to punch me; I shouldn’t have said any of those things. She’s a good girl. I do think maybe she’s a little snobby sometimes, but maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe she’s knows exactly what she’s worth and what she deserves. That’s more than you or I ever had.”

  I laughed and shook my head. “You’re sounding almost philosophical,” I told him. “What the hell have you done with my best friend?”

  Brent laughed, too, but there was something sad to the sound. “I’m going to miss you, but I really do think this is for the best,” he said. “Maybe for both of our sakes.”

  “Do you know where you’re gonna go?” I asked him.

  “Probably not too far,” Brent said. “I don’t really know just yet, but I’m a Midwestern boy at heart; I could never make it in a big city or anything like that. Maybe Helena, though. It shouldn’t be too difficult to get a job there. A real job, an honest job. I’m not going to go back into dealing.” He snorted. “Bet the sheriffs are a lot stricter in Helena than they are around White Bluff.”

  I snorted. “Wouldn’t be too difficult,” I pointed out. Of course, that was how we had both gotten into our messes in the first place: there was too much leniency with regards to drugs out in the middle of nowhere where we were.

  “Maybe you could come see me at some point,” Brent said, sounding hopeful. “I really mean it when I say that I’m trying not to fall back into the same old patterns, and I can’t promise that I’d really be much fun to be around at the moment, but I’d like to see you. If you were willing to still see me.”

  “Of course, I’m still willing to see you,” I said matter-of-factly, rolling my eyes. “Brent, don’t be ridiculous. Sure, you said some shit about Vanessa. Said some things about me, too, I guess. You were drugged out of your mind, though. I can’t hold that against you. And hey, I’m the one who clocked you.”

  “That was quite the punch,” Brent agreed. He paused again, and I waited patiently for whatever it was that he wanted to say.

  “You’re still my blood brother, you know,” he told me finally. “I’m cutting away some of the deadwood from my life at the moment, getting rid of some of the things that didn’t work, but I don’t want you to think for a minute that you’re one of the things I include in any of that. You and I are going to be friends until the day we die.”

  “Good,” I said firmly. I shook my head. “Honestly, Brent, I think moving to Helena sounds like a great idea. Like you mentioned, it should be easy for you to find some sort of work there. Of course, I wouldn’t put drug dealing on your résumé, but you could always put down that you, I don’t know, were a freelancer or something. Manager of a business. Sales rep. Something like that. If you need someone to put down as a reference, you can always use me.”

  He laughed. “I may have to take you up on that offer,” he said. “We’ll see how things go, though.” He was quiet for a minute. “I’m really working on being honest at the moment. Lies have been so much a part of my life lately. They have to be, if you’re going to make a living doing what I was doing. And, I’m good at them. You know that.”

  “I know that,” I agreed softly. “But Brent, I really do think it’s good that you’re trying to clean up your act. I always thought you were a really good guy.”

  He cleared his throat, sounding suspiciously close to tears. “Anyway, it’s good to hear your voice, man,” he said, his voice chock full of emotion. “And I really am grateful for your help. Without you, I’d probably be beaten to a pulp by now.”

  “Yeah, what the hell was all that?” I asked. “I mean, I can kind of guess that you weren’t getting beaten up because of your weed sales or whatever. Things can get rowdy in that business, but they don’t generally lead to people being that nasty.”

  He snorted. “No,” he agreed. “Not quite that nasty.” He was silent for a moment. “Honestly, I don’t know how much of it was just in my head, and that’s probably the scariest part of it all. Drugs really made me paranoid after a while. It’s part of why I was so upset with you. So upset with Vanessa. I thought I was losing you as a best friend. I thought she was stealing you from me.”

  “But there must have been some kind of backstory to it,” I pressed.

  “Yeah,” Brent sighed deeply. “I was using more heroin than I was dealing. The guys I was getting it from, they weren’t getting the profit margins that they wanted. Pretty simple, really. Like I said, I don’t know how much of my anxiety was based on fact and how much was based on drugged-out imaginings of what they might do to me.”

  “But they did beat you up, that one time? When you showed up to my house looking like shit.”

  “Oh, they definitely beat me up,” he agreed. “More than just that one time. That was just the visible ass kicking. They were usually a bit more subtle.”

  I grimaced, thinking about all the beatings my dad had given me over the years. Of course, my situation and Brent’s situations were only remotely similar, but at the same time, I couldn’t help feeling sympathy for the guy.

  “Oh shit,” he said suddenly. “They’re kicking me off the phone now. I only get so long each week. Saved it all up so that I could talk to you.”

  “Where are you, jail?” I quipped.

  Brent laughed. “Nah, man, it’s good. Helps me keep moving forwards. I’m getting really good at solving a Rubik’s cube, too; that’s what I’ve been doing when I start to feel fidgety.”

  I laughed in disbelief, unable to reconcile the mental image that I had of Brent with someone solving a Rubik’s cube. “Good on you,” I told him. “Keep fighting those demons.”

  “You, too.”

  He hung up without saying goodbye, and I couldn’t help smiling. I was glad to hear him doing so well. I whistled a little, checked over my notes one last time, and went to find John to give him the final tallies.

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Vanessa

  I sprawled out on my bed, kicking my feet in the air as I scrolled through the emails I had accumulated from various artists regarding the gallery. It was good to have such an overwhelmingly positive response to the emails that I’d sent out, but at the same time, it added even more pressure to the task of finding the funding to open the gallery.

  Which I still hadn’t been able to do.

  Originally, it had given me a lot of joy to look though these emails, but I started feeling more and more guilty about them. Every new artist that said it was a great idea, every artist who pledged to create a couple unique works specifically for the gallery’s opening, was another painful reminder that now, weeks after first hatching the idea for the gallery, I still had no hope of opening the place soon.

  I sighed and closed my computer, putting my head down on the bed and trying my best not to give into my gloomy feelings.

  There was a knock on my door, and I frowned, cracking one eye open and looking toward it. Then, I rolled onto my back and pushed myself into a sitting position. “It’s open,” I called.

  To my surprise, Trethan poked his head around the door. “Hey,” he said, smiling at me. “I just finished up inventory on the ranch, and I was looking for your dad. Do you have any idea where he is?”

  I frowned. “He’s in town,” I told him. “He’ll be gone for a little while longer, I think. I sent him grocery shopping, and then he was going to stop in at the barbershop, maybe buy some flowers and visit Mom’s grave. And I think he mentioned needing something for the ranch, too, although I can’t really remember what it was.”

  Trethan raised an eyebrow at me. “You trust him to go grocery shopping?” he asked teasingly. “You think you’re going to be able to cook anything with the random things that he comes back with?”

  I laughed. “I gave him a detailed list,” I admitted. “With pictures and everything.”

  “Wouldn’t it have been faster to just go shopping on your own?”

  I shrugged. “He offered to do it.”
r />   “You seem upset,” Trethan said, coming further into the room. “Is everything all right?”

  “It’s just the gallery thing,” I told him with a sight. “I’m getting more and more emails from artists who are interested, even artists who are willing to chip in some money to get the thing off the ground. But we’re still short of what we need to get the bank to match us with a loan, and I know that if we don’t make any progress on the project, I’m going to start losing people’s interest.”

  He grimaced. “I’ve been trying to think of ideas, as well,” he told me.

  I shook my head. “You don’t have to do that,” I said. “It’s my project to worry about.”

  “I know that,” he said. “But I want to help you if I can.” He sat down next to me on the bed and reached out to stroke my back. “You deserve to be happy doing something that you really want to do. And, I know that you’ve been giving yourself a deadline of the end of this summer to get some sort of a job. Your dad mentioned that.”

  I sighed and pressed my palms to my eyes. “Dad said he’d be fine with it if I just stayed here and continued living off the ranch for a while,” I admitted. “But I don’t feel like it’s very fair, doing that. It’s good for him. He could use the company around the house. I know that. At the same time, I feel like if I’m going to stay here for longer than a summer, I really need to start pulling my weight around the ranch. I can’t just do nothing. But the ranch is your job now. I don’t want to take work from you.”

  Trethan shook his head. “You’re worrying yourself into a mess thinking like that,” he said.

  “I know,” I moaned. “But I can’t seem to stop worrying about it. Anyway, I’ve given myself just a month or so, maybe two at the most, and if I haven’t made any progress on the gallery by then, then I’m going to have to take a job at an established place, wherever they’ll hire me. Hopefully, then I’ll be able to save up some money over a couple years, and then I can come back and do the gallery.”