Jessica’s Breakdown

by Alicia White

  Her hands were still working, rubbing his balls, and even squeezing a little. When she finally plunged her head down all the way on his cock, he gasped and moaned, brushing his fingers through her hair. The feel of his fingers running through her hair, and even pulling it, encouraged her more. As she started to bob up and down on his hard shaft, she paid special attention to the amount and speed of her sucking. She wanted to build him up and make him explode. She could feel him getting closer and backed off a little, but Beau didn’t want that. He took control from her in that moment.

  Shoving both his hands in her hair, Beau held onto her while he shifted his hips, fucking her mouth in quick, shallow strokes. He was careful not to choke her, and Jessica was grateful for that. Relaxing her mouth, she waited for Beau to let go. He warned her that he was getting close by grabbing her hair harder and flexing his muscles.

  “Fuck! I’m coming!” he shouted. Within a few seconds, he sprayed down her throat in full force, filling her mouth with hot juices. She loved the taste of it and kept her mouth over his cock, wanting it all. She tried to keep up by swallowing all of it down, but the slightest bit escaped her lips as she gently pulled away from him.

  Panting, Jessica looked up and stared at Beau. He combed his fingers through her hair and gifted her with a serene smile.

  “Holy fuck, I needed that. Thank you, baby. I promise to dedicate the next few hours to your pleasure.” Pulling her to stand, Beau kissed her and held her tightly against his chest. She could hear his heart beating quickly and smiled, knowing that she had been the one to make him come.

  “The bed is ready,” Chase sang out, and Jessica wasn’t sure if she should be scared or not. They always played different games, and she wondered what was on the agenda for tonight.

  Grabbing her hand, Beau led her back to the bed. Before she could climb on, he unzipped her skirt and pushed it down her hips, letting it fall to the floor. Next, he unbuttoned her blouse and pushed it off her shoulders before unclipping her bra and exposing her breasts. Leaning his head down, he sucked one nipple into his mouth before moving to the other. Moaning deep, she leaned her head back and focused on what he was doing to her nipples.

  Pulling his mouth back, she lifted her head and stared at his handsome face. Turning her around by her shoulders, he pushed her to get onto the bed. Jumping up onto the high, four-poster giant, she waited for instructions, knowing that they had a few.

  “Lie down in the middle and spread-eagle, baby. We’ve got lots of pleasure planned for you tonight.” Chase winked and Jessica did exactly what he said.

  At first, being tied down had scared the hell out of her. She felt out of control and anxious, but after a little while, it became something that she really enjoyed. She knew deep down that the only

  men she would really allow to have any sort of power over her were Beau and Chase. She trusted them completely.

  Spreading her arms and legs, she didn’t move as she watched both Chase and Beau walk around the bed, tying her wrists and ankles to the metal frame. They slowly inspected her naked body, touching her with their callused hands, sliding them up her legs and down her arms, skimming the sides of her breasts. She bit her lip, trying not to make a sound as they stared at every curve, dimple, and freckle.

  Exhaling, she tried not to become self-conscious. She knew that they loved her body. They had spent hours showing her just how much.

  Chase shoved his hand in his pocket, and pulled out her panties twirling them around on his finger. “I’ve been dreaming about tasting her pussy since the moment I smelled her panties,” he said to Beau while staring at her. She both loved and hated when they did that. It made her feel like their personal sex slave while at the same time making her feel sexy.

  “Me, too.” Beau winked at her. “You go first, I want to watch.”

  “Oh yeah!” Chase climbed onto the bed, wiggling his eyebrows.

  Kneeling between her legs, Chase leaned down and put his face directly above her pussy.

  She felt Chase’s warm breath against her skin before she felt his mouth gently latch onto her clit, sucking it into his mouth. Opening her mouth, Jessica let out a loud moan and she shifted, pumping her hips as much as she could, silently demanding more.

  He held the inside of her thighs tight, looked up and grinned mischievously. “Relax and feel. I’m planning to take my time.”

  He put his mouth on her, licked and sucked her delicate flesh and moaned loudly. He seemed to really enjoy her taste and that helped Jessica to relax further on the bed. She wasn’t in control, they were, and she loved it. Closing her eyes, she concentrated on what he was doing with his mouth. He went slow, licking and sucking on her skin.

  He pushed a finger into her and Jessica held her breath as he shoved it in deep, twirling it around until he found what he was looking for.

  The pad of his index finger brushed against her G-spot and Jessica’s body jerked. Manipulating her clit with his mouth, he alternated between flicking it with his tongue and sucking it deep into his mouth.

  “Oh, God! Chase, if you keep doing that, I’m gonna come,” she announced, hoping that he would either stop or throw her over the edge.

  “Make her come, Chase, and then it’s my turn,” Beau said, and Chase immediately sucked on her clit harder, added another finger, and fucked her with his hand. He didn’t show any mercy. Instead, he reached up with his other hand and squeezed her breast, rolling her nipple between his fingers. Applying more pressure, Chase pinched her and he bit down on her clit and that was all it took to throw her over the edge into ecstasy.

  Her pussy clamped down on his fingers, pulsing violently and Jessica yelled his name, moving as much as the ropes would allow.

  Pulling back, Jessica lay on the bed, exhausted, her body pulsing with pleasure. Taking deep breaths, she was ready for a break, but a hot, thick tongue against the opening to her pussy made her realize she wasn’t going to be getting one.

  Opening her eyes, she looked into Beau’s. They were darker than before, the pupils wide. He moaned in delight while he shoved his tongue deep inside her, and Jessica bit her lip, stopping herself from asking him to go slowly. He had promised to spend hours pleasuring her.

  “Damn, baby, you taste delicious,” Beau growled before lowering his head once more and devouring her.

  Jessica lost count of her orgasms after the first five. She could no longer think, her body was sensitive, her clit swollen, and she could feel her juices leaking down her thigh. Panting, Jessica tried to stop

  shaking. Beau and Chase kept alternating, pleasuring her in various ways, and her whole body felt numb. Feeling a strong hand massaging her arms, Jessica peeled open her eyes and looked at both her men.

  They rubbed their large hands up and down her body, and she stared at their naked bodies.

  She had no idea when they had taken their clothes off and realized immediately that she must’ve passed out at some point.

  “Welcome back, baby.” Chase chuckled and Jessica didn’t have the energy to even say a word.

  “Are you ready for us?” Beau asked, and her gaze dropped, staring at their huge, hard cocks.

  She would never deny them, so instead, Jessica said, “Yeah, always, and then I’m going to bed.”

  Beau lay on the bed next to her and rolled her over, so that she was on top of him. Cupping her face, he kissed her gently, taking his time so that she could straddle his hips. Grabbing the base of his cock with her hand, Jessica impaled herself on it. They both moaned together and Beau’s cock slid right into her wet sheath without any problem.

  “Can you ride me, baby? Or are you too tired?” Beau challenged, stopping their kiss, staring deep into her eyes, and Jessica grinned, feeling a second wind coming on.

  Moving her hips, she shifted, feeling him deep inside her pussy.

  Lifting up slowly, she dropped back down, and Beau grabbed her hips, taking over. She wanted to laugh at the strained look on his face.

  They had spent too mu
ch time focusing on her, and now she knew that they wouldn’t last long. It didn’t bother her, though. She knew that once her head hit the pillow and the lights shut off, she would pass out.

  Lifting his head up, Beau sucked a nipple into his mouth as he looked over her shoulder, and she knew he was watching Chase. The bed dipped and Chase touched her ass, rubbing his hand over her

  back. Cold lube drizzled down her ass and Jessica stopped moving and relaxed her body down against Beau’s.

  “Good girl. I’m impressed,” Chase praised her as he pushed a finger inside her ass. They had both fucked her enough for her to know exactly what to do. The more relaxed she was, the smoother it was for their cocks to push inside of her.

  The full feeling of having Chase thrusting into her ass had her crying out. Reaching down, she grabbed the sheets as his thrusts became harder. It felt naughty and forbidden and Jessica couldn’t get enough. They both rocked her body back and forth, pushing and pulling her on and off their cocks. They ruthlessly fucked her, making her twist and turn, and she couldn’t believe that another orgasm was building inside of her.

  “Oh damn, I’m not going to last much longer. Her ass is heaven.”

  Chase groaned, gripping her ass cheeks, and Jessica moaned, grabbing Beau’s biceps and trying to hold herself up. She was fighting a losing battle, her body was exhausted and she could barely keep her eyes open but the pleasure was exquisite.

  “Oh, baby. Tighten that pussy and milk my cock.” Beau grabbed her hair at the base of her neck and held tight, lifting his hips faster.

  “Fuck! That feels perfect.” Pulling her face down, their lips met and their teeth clashed. He ate at her mouth and yelled in her mouth as he came hard inside of her.

  Chase dug his fingertips into her ass cheeks, holding her in place, as he fucked her ass in strong, hard strokes. Yelling her name, Chase fell forward against her back, breathing heavily. Peeling his chest off her, he held her hips as he pulled back, removing his still half-hard cock from her ass.

  “I’ll be right back,” Chase murmured and Jessica lay down on Beau, letting him hold her weight.

  “Damn,” Beau said, kissing her tenderly on the forehead as he wrapped his arms tighter around her. “I missed you.”

  “I think I’m dead.” Yawning, Jessica closed her eyes and watched as a kaleidoscope of colors danced behind her eyelids.

  Beau’s chest shook as he laughed and Jessica cracked a smile, yawning once more. A warm washcloth touched her and she would’ve jerked and moved away, but she no longer had control over her body.

  “Go to sleep, baby. We’ll hold you,” Beau whispered, and Jessica nodded against his chest. The room went dark and Jessica fell asleep within minutes.

  Chapter Seventeen

  Three Weeks Later

  Jessica couldn’t stop thinking about Beau and Chase. She had been staying at their house for a few weeks, and the three of them were still trying to blend their lives together. If she were completely honest, she would say that she had moved in to their house at some point without even realizing it. Her clothes were hanging in the closet, her shoes stacked on the shelves that Beau had built, and her other clothes were folded in her very own chest of drawers. Her cosmetics covered the counters in the huge master bathroom, and her toothbrush lay next to theirs on the little shelf above one of the sinks.

  It was hard having a relationship, especially for a Type A personality like her. She was so used to having things done her way, and it was hard to let Beau and Chase take control or to do things differently. The only time they ever really became dominant was the bedroom and that was fine with her. She really didn’t want them bossing her around.

  Yawning, Jessica went around the store, making sure all the shelves were stocked, dusted, and perfect for the next morning. Every day was the same and she really hated working twelve-hour shifts, but there always seemed to be so much work to do.

  She didn’t let Bella work more than a few hours a day, hoping that with more rest and relaxation, she would heal faster. Plus, Jessica knew that her men wanted her to be home early so that they could take care of her. Alyssa was still on bed rest, although Jessica knew she was going crazy. Hannah went home around four so that she

  could make dinner for Reece and Logan. Diana had to drive back to the guest house alone on the Colton brother’s property so Jessica sent her home at five sharp. Every night, she promised to leave right after Diana, but she never did.

  Walking into the back room, she checked the website once more and printed off the packing slips for two orders. Turning toward the large table, she packed up the boxes and got them ready for shipping.

  “Jessica, what are you still doing here?” Jumping she whirled around when she heard Diana’s voice. Her friend leaned against the door frame, crossing her arms and tapping her foot.

  “Shit, you scared the hell out of me. What are you doing here? I sent you home almost two hours ago.”

  “I know. I went and grabbed some dinner at the café down the street. I was heading to the house when I saw the light on. Again, what are you still doing here?”

  “I have a few last-minute things to take care of and then I’ll head home.”

  “Jessica, go home. You always do this to yourself. You need to start depending on me and Hannah more. As soon as Alyssa and Bella come back, you’ll need to give up more responsibilities. What did Beau and Chase say the other day?” Diana asked sarcastically, tapping her finger to her chin as if thinking. “Oh yeah, you need to lock up when everyone is leaving. So technically, you should have left at five when I left.”

  “You’re here now, so it doesn’t count. I’ll head out in a few.”

  “I don’t think so,” Beau growled coming into the back room.

  Jessica wanted to kick herself for not hearing that damn bell. She must be tired to completely miss hearing Diana enter and now both Chase and Beau.

  “What are you doing here?” Jessica asked, and when they both arched a brow, she took a deep breath, trying to calm her nerves.

  “We asked you to start closing the store when everyone goes home. Jessica, you don’t need to be working twelve-hour days. Let us take you home,” Chase said calmly.

  “I’ll follow you soon. I have a business to run!”

  “You will come with us right now of your own free will, or so help me god, I will throw you over my shoulder.” Beau moved toward her and Jessica slammed the papers she was holding onto the table.

  “I have work to do! With both Bella and Alyssa at home, I have more responsibilities. I don’t tell you both when to stop working, so you need to understand that things are going to be crazy for a while.”

  “You are running yourself ragged, Jess. You’re tired. Why not have both Hannah and Diana stay with you until five? You don’t have to do everything by yourself.” Chase stepped up, blocking her view of Beau, and she knew that he was trying to defuse the situation. He was her peacemaker. She wanted to argue more, but Beau cut her off.

  “Don’t argue with us, Jessica. You’re not going to win. You’re exhausted and stressed out. You need to start taking care of yourself, and if you don’t, then both of us will.” Beau lowered his voice and she realized that she was probably putting herself in a very bad situation, goading him the way she was.

  “Fine.” She gritted her teeth, “I thought you said you were only going to be the Dom in the bedroom,” she challenged even though she really was tired, had been for days. In fact, she barely had enough energy each night to make love to her men.

  “I fucking love you! It’s not about being ‘Dom.’” He put the word in finger quotes. “I–we care about you.”

  “Good way to tell her. You’re a real romantic,” Chase said sarcastically, exhaling loudly, and Jessica stood frozen in place from Beau’s outburst.

  Her eyes tearing up, Jessica cleared her throat, trying to stop herself from crying. “I love you, too,” she whispered, realizing that killing herself at work really wasn’t helping her home
life any. Chase

  and Beau suddenly surrounded her and she could feel the warmth from their bodies seeping into hers.

  “Say it again?” Beau asked, kissing the back of her neck and Jessica shivered.

  “I love you, too. I love you both,” she repeated.

  “God, baby. We love you so much.” Beau told her, wrapping his arms around her waist and holding her tight against his chest while Chase stood in front of her.

  Smiling like a fool, Chase leaned in and kissed her lips, pressing his body completely against hers. She could feel every inch of his hard muscles and groaned, trying to get both of them closer. He pulled back and she moaned, grabbing his shirt and smashing her mouth against his.

  Laughing, he pulled back and cupped her face in his hands. “I love you,” he said simply before pulling her lips back to his.

  “Let’s go home,” Jessica said, needing to be close to her men.

  Smiling, she took both of their hands and intertwined their fingers as they walked toward the front of the store. Flicking off the lights, Jessica walked out the door and locked up. They walked together and Jessica couldn’t wipe the smile off her face. This was exactly where she wanted to be.

  She couldn’t believe that so much had changed over the last year, and it all started with a road trip. Shaking her head, she thought about her friends and knew that Bella losing her job was the best thing that could’ve ever happened. Otherwise, the three of them wouldn’t have gone on that trip, their car wouldn’t have broken down, and they all wouldn’t have met the men that adored them.