What a Lady Craves

by Ashlyn Macnamara

  “I …” She could hardly admit to her sudden indecision. If she did, he’d leap in, press his advantage, say something that would convince her to change her mind.

  “Deuce take it, I swore I could let you go, but I cannot help myself. I want you too much—for you. And I’ll do whatever it takes to convince you. Will you stay? Please?”

  Unable to speak through the flood of emotion in her throat, she nodded.

  He leaned forward to claim her mouth in a deep but all-too-brief kiss. “You’ll marry me this time?”

  “More than that.” She could do no more than rasp the first words, but her voice strengthened with each syllable. “I’ll love you, as well. I never loved anyone the way I loved you.” The line echoed out of her memory to fall on her tongue. She’d wanted to say that very thing to him ages ago. “I know that because my feelings never changed.”

  He gripped her jaw, his fingers framing her face, and his smile transformed his battered features. “Then you’ll marry me as soon as possible?”

  At his eagerness, a giggle bubbled through her turmoil. “I’d be a fool not to. At least, if you take it into your head to leave the country again, you won’t have any choice but to bring me with you.” She pressed the ruby back into his hand. “It looks as if I won’t be needing this. Sell it, so we can settle in England.”

  “And here I’d taken you for an adventurous sort.”

  “Perhaps, but I’ve had as much adventure as I can tolerate for the next few years.” With her fingers, she smoothed the fine lines above his brow. “Meanwhile, you have your family’s affairs to settle, and friendships to repair.”

  “I can do that. But first I mean to make up for eight years of hurt.”

  A lifetime of happiness would certainly suffice.

  She leaned in and kissed him. “The hurt is forgiven. The time apart? That’s something you can make up for.”

  He smiled. “As soon as I’m better, I’ll keep that promise.”

  And so the first of the three friends lived happily ever after, and his life worked out as it was meant to. When the happy couple announced their intentions to their family, the closest person to the evil stepmother in this story observed, “Naturally, you’ll marry. Albemarle predicted this turn of events ages and ages ago.”

  To Paula. Remember, I was your fangirl first.

  To Matt. He knows why.

  Acknowledgments

  Dear readers,

  Thank you so much for reading Alexander and Henrietta’s story. I hope you enjoyed it.

  To find out when the next book in the series, What a Lady Demands, will be available, please subscribe to my newsletter. A sign-up link is available on my website: ashlynmacnamara.net.

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  And now I hope you’ll bear with me while I send out a few thank-yous.

  As always, to my wonderful agent, Sara Megibow for being there and believing. To my amazing editor Junessa Viloria for the same.

  To my critique group for their thoughtful feedback and eagle eyes.

  To Maggie Jagger for plotting this story with me on one of our drives to Ottawa.

  To Caryl and Lizzie and the rest of the KOT crew for listening to me moan and on top of that for pushing me to write more.

  To the Lalalas, especially the sprint group, because I wouldn’t have got this done without your pushing and your suggestions. I owe Lynn Cahoon especially for the idea behind Tilly’s name and the name of his shop.

  To Elizabeth Essex for suggesting the cat—a cat, I might add, who ended up changing everything.

  To the Secret Curtsey Society for their moral support.

  To Valerie Bowman for her helpful feedback and her eleventh-hour consultation (along with Tracy Brogan) on appropriate historical terms for male anatomy. Those emails are one of the best parts of our job!

  To my husband and daughters for putting up with the amount of time I spend living in my own little dreamworld.

  Until next time!

  Cheers!

  xoxoxo

  Ashlyn Macnamara

  Photo: Nicole Morisco

  ASHLYN MACNAMARA is the author of A Most Devilish Rogue and A Most Scandalous Proposal. She lives in the wilds of suburbia outside of Montreal with her husband and two teenage daughters. When not writing, she looks for other excuses to neglect the housework, among them knitting, reading, and wasting time on the Internet in the guise of doing research.

  ashlynmacnamara.net

  The Editor’s Corner

  Did you know August is Romance Awareness Month? It give us the perfect excuse (as if we needed one!) to immerse ourselves in some wonderfully romantic stories. And we have just the perfect ones. So wind down the dog days of summer with these great Loveswept reads.

  We’re incredibly excited about New York Times bestselling author Ruthie Knox’s steamy new contemporary romance series set in New York City—if you haven’t yet experienced a Ruthie Knox book, you need to get Truly ASAP! You won’t regret it. Laura Drewry also returns this month with the witty and tender romance Prima Donna, which features a sexy love-shy doctor. Sidney Bristol proves that desire can be the most dangerous drug of all in her erotic tale of sensuality and suspense, Committed. And speaking of hot—have you seen the cover for Ashlyn Macnamara’s What a Lady Craves? It’s positively sizzling and the story is too—it’s a delicious tale of two souls torn apart by circumstances and reunited by fate. Then we have Vonnie Davis’s fantastic novel A Highlander’s Obsession, where two wandering souls discover that true love needs no words. And if you haven’t yet discovered Cecy Robson’s sensational Weird Girls series—or just want to return to where the magic first began—pick up a copy of A Curse Awakened, the prequel novella about four sisters coming to grips with their unique supernatural powers.

  Lastly, don’t miss the newest Flirt title, Cassie Mae’s The Real Thing, which features best friends whose feelings suddenly become more than platonic.

  Don’t keep these to yourself! In honor of Romance Awareness Month, spread the word and let your friends partake in some of the romance!

  ~Happy Romance!

  Gina Wachtel

  Associate Publisher

  Read on for a sneak peek at the next book in

  Ashlyn Macnamara’s Eton Boys trilogy

  What A Lady Demands

  Coming soon from Loveswept

  CORNWALL, 1813, BEFORE ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE

  At the tender age of fourteen, Cecelia Sanford knew she was too young to be observing a nearly naked man. Especially when said man was ten years her senior and a close friend of her brother’s. Most especially when said man was Richard Blakewell, Viscount Lindenhurst.

  The sight of him clothed caused an odd heaviness to settle in the pit of her belly. Clad in almost nothing but golden skin set aglow by the rays of the rising sun … The heaviness turned hot and liquid. It made her blood simmer and her own garments constrict about her body.

  As she watched, he kicked free of his trousers. Her mouth went dry. Muscles rippled along his back and buttocks, perfectly proportioned like the statuary she’d seen once in London. Only those statues were cold and dead. Marble fig leaves covered their most interesting parts.

  Not Lind. He was now gloriously naked. If only he’d turn a bit more and reveal the final mystery.

  Except then he might catch her spying on his early morning swim, and that wouldn’t do at all. Like the rest of the household, she was supposed to be in her bed, sleeping away the effects of a late night. But footsteps in the corridor had awakened her—booted feet and not the furtive padding of the servants. His feet, as she’d seen the moment she stuck her nose outside her bedchamber door. She couldn’t help but wonder why he was abroad so early, and so she’d dressed hastily and trailed him to the pond.

  He splashed into the water before she could catch a glimpse of anything b
etter. She ought to go back to the house before he noticed he wasn’t alone, but something about him drew her. Something more than his dark good looks, vivid green eyes, and that odd half-smile that tugged at his lips when he deigned to give it. Something more than even the sight of his perfectly sculpted back and rounded hindquarters that caused her palms to itch with the desire to squeeze. Something more than the brief view of the dark hair scattered across his chest—so masculine. So adult. He possessed a fascinating darkness that called to her to plumb its depths, and an air of forbidden danger blanketed him.

  Oh, no. She most definitely should not be here, but she could not uproot herself and turn back. In fact, if a particular direction compelled her feet to dislodge themselves from the stony path, it was forward. Toward the pond.

  Toward Lind, who now knifed through the frigid water.

  If someone should come across her, she’d be ruined before she was even old enough to mingle in polite society. Part of her wanted to be ruined. And that wicked side of herself wanted Lind to be the author of her ruination. Lind and no other.

  He stood, the water now waist high, eyes closed, face raised to the sun. With both hands, he pushed back the hair plastered against his head. Biceps flexed on a pair of arms worthy of a Greek statue. Droplets slipped across flawless skin. Her fingers tingled at the thought of replacing those drops, tracing the path downward, and somewhere deep inside, an aching throb began a merciless beat.

  More than anything, she burned to know where that liquid, vital awareness led. She needed the knowledge like she needed air. And like the proverbial curious cat, that urge eventually led her into trouble.

  The next man who piqued her curiosity was clearly not a gentleman.

  Chapter One

  CORNWALL, LATE SUMMER OF 1821

  Cecelia Sanford was never more grateful for her ability to look someone straight in the eye and lie than when Viscount Lindenhurst asked for her character references.

  “Naturally, I can provide you with a few names.” Smooth as silk and just as cool, the words glided past her lips. Apparent nonchalance. That was the key. If she gave off an air of not caring, he might well pick up on it and let the matter slide.

  From across the expanse of his polished desk, he arched a single dark brow. His jade green eyes glittered. “Indeed? That would imply you’ve found previous employment as a governess.”

  “I never said that.” She gave a small titter. The perfect touch. Not that she wanted him to think of her as a silly chit when she was applying to become his son’s new governess, but she must maintain her air of assurance. “You asked me to provide the names of persons who might attest to my good character, and I can do so.”

  “And I trust they’re impeccable.”

  Drat him, could he drop the suspicion? She had expected to have an easy go of obtaining this position.

  “Surely you would accept my brother’s word, if you cannot rely on my own personal reputation.” The viscount knew her family, after all. He’d attended school with Alexander. As boys, the pair had been as close as if they were themselves related.

  Lindenhurst leaned back in his massive leather chair, tapping his forefingers together. “And how might your brother vouch for you when he’s just returned to England after an eight-year absence?”

  “A perfectly fair question.” One which she ought to have anticipated, dash it all. “But certainly you can rely on our past acquaintance.” As little as there had been with ten years separating them in age.

  “And what of your own reputation?”

  She did not even blink. She really ought to take umbrage at the question, but already this interview was not progressing as expected. “Perfectly spotless.”

  Again, that eyebrow. He might as well have asked her straight out if she were telling the truth. “If that is the case, how is it you are unmarried at your age?”

  Right. And if she didn’t take charge of this conversation, she’d never get this position. “I am hardly on the shelf, my lord.”

  “How old are you?”

  “Two and twenty.” She held her hands folded neatly in her lap, the very picture of a demure young miss. She hoped.

  “Precisely and of good family.” Tap, tap, tap. The ends of his fingers met in a precise rhythm that all but echoed his skepticism. “An unmarried girl your age does not seek out a position of this nature without good reason, and I can only imagine one possibility, which hardly commends you to this situation.”

  “And pray, what is that?” She was not about to put up with his hinting. If he found her unacceptable, let him come straight out and say so.

  “You have done something to fall out of your family’s good graces, or they would keep you at home.” He all but added where you belong, blast him. “Now why don’t you tell me the exact nature of the matter? I should like to know what drives such a young lady as you—accomplished, passably lovely, of good enough family—to leave home and seek employment that is a small step up from service.”

  At passably lovely, her dratted heart gave a thump. She reminded herself she was no longer fourteen and infatuated with a handsome older man. In the intervening years, she’d acquired far too much experience with the opposite sex to succumb to such a juvenile emotion as a tendre. She’d never again be that girl.

  “It seems I have no prospects, my lord. You must know the circumstances under which my brother returned from India were less than favorable. He’d hoped to restore our family’s fortune. Instead, I find myself with no dowry. I prefer not to remain a burden. Thus I seek employment.” She sought the place where the young girl she’d once been resided and widened her eyes as far as they could go. The more innocent she could make herself appear, the better. “I had hoped, since you are already acquainted with my family, you might not make matters difficult for me.”

  He stood, planted his palms on the dark walnut hulk that passed for his desk, and leaned over. “If there is anything I require of my associates, much less those in my employment, it’s God’s honest truth. Enough have lied to me during my life that I will not stand for it.”

  “Yes, my lord.” She tightened her grip on her hands. Normally when she talked, they tended to flutter like little birds following the rhythm of her speech, but this occasion seemed a good time to curb that particular habit. She must appear serious, dutiful, and hard-working if she wished to carry this off. “When you say enough, do you mean to imply that my brother is one of those people?”

  “So far, he is not, but perhaps that’s because he’s spent so much time on the other side of the world. But that is of no import here. I require three things from my staff—unquestioning obedience, staunch loyalty, and impeccable morals. Do I make myself clear?”

  She had to swallow before she could reply. “Yes, my lord.”

  She could do this, though. Whenever scandal came looking, she’d ducked out of its path. After so many months of practice, the charade would maintain itself, and he need never find out her secret. Indeed, why would he have occasion to? An image, nearly a decade old, rose in her mind. Once again, Lind emerged from the pond, water droplets clinging to his chest, dripping along smooth skin, down and down. She suppressed the thought. So she’d nursed an infatuation for a while when she was young and innocent. He’d never discovered that little secret, either, and there was no reason he ought to learn of it now.

  “Does that mean you’ll hire me?” she added.

  “Shouldn’t you like to meet your charge first to see if the two of you suit? I’ve had the worst luck finding and keeping a qualified governess.”

  “Oh, that is the least of my worries. I got on well enough with my brother’s daughters.” That was, as long as she wasn’t leading them straight into the arms of kidnappers. “Surely I can occupy the days of a small boy well enough.”

  Well enough to ensure her position here. Well enough to ensure her room and board. Her upkeep. Her life. For she couldn’t go back to her brother after what she’d done. She refused to endure his censure, ev
en if the abduction was not entirely her fault. He’d never warned her she needed to keep his girls close to the manor. In any case, the situation had ended happily enough.

  “I require rather more than simple entertainment. The child is five. It is high time he began his proper schooling.”

  Cecelia smoothed the worn muslin of her skirt. “I assure you, I ought to be able to teach him his letters and how to write his name.”

  “I expect more than that. He must learn to read, write with a proper hand, and learn his figures.” He looked past her for a moment. “I don’t suppose you’ve learned the rudiments of Latin.”

  “I do not know of any who deem that an appropriate feminine accomplishment.” She stopped herself before she suggested he look for a qualified tutor.

  “There will be time enough for that when he’s a bit older.” He faced her again. “Reading, writing, figures, a bit of history if you can manage. He’ll have to take over this estate one day.”

  “Good heavens, you’ve just told me he’s all of five.”

  Lindenhurst gave a curt nod. “Be that as it may, the others failed in carrying out my desires. I trust you will not?”

  She swallowed past a knot that had formed and lodged in her throat when he’d uttered the word desires. “I’ll do my best, my lord.”

  Lindenhurst eyed her until she felt he was stripping more than the very clothes from her body. His gaze pierced skin and bone clear through to her pounding heart. At last he pushed away from his desk to tug at a bell pull. “In that case, I shall turn you over to the housekeeper, and she will see to getting you settled in your quarters.”

  Lind watched Cecelia glide out the door with his housekeeper. The girl didn’t so much walk as sway. Her hips swung from one side to the other, and her skirt moved in time, brushing at the hints of delectable curves beneath the faded muslin.