Her Shadow Harem: A Paranormal Reverse Harem Romance
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“You should really take another week off,” Red suggested. “Pick up that vacation and enjoy yourself. I’d say you’ve earned it.”
“Or just get back to work,” put in Drake. “Best way to move on from something like this, put it behind you, is to bury yourself in something else. Work is good for that.”
“The world is grateful to you, for your role in this,” said Campbell. “They don’t know they’re grateful but that’s the way it goes. But now it’s time for you to get back to your old life.”
“What if I don’t want to?” The words were out of my lips before I had a chance to analyze them or wonder if that was really what I wanted.
The guys looked at each other again, and again it was Campbell who was their spokesman.
“Trust us; you do want to. You got a taste of this life, Jane, and that can be intoxicating when it all goes right, when it all works out well. But that’s not always how it goes.”
“Think how many times we cheated death,” pointed out Drake. “Any of those could have gone the other way.”
“And think about how you felt then,” Red added. “Don’t tell me when we were plummeting out of the sky in the direction of a mountain that you wouldn’t have given anything to go back to your old life.”
He was right, of course. But it wasn’t just about the life, about the thrills and excitement, or the exhilaration of success. I didn’t want to say goodbye to them. Certainly not this quickly. Maybe not ever. Damn it all, I had come on a vacation specifically to have some no-strings fun, to not jump the gun pushing for a relationship, and I’d ended up falling in love.
With three men.
Equally and at once.
And I couldn’t have any of them.
This vacation had failed to go as planned in just so many ways.
I wanted to say all of that to them. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t tell them that I was in love with them. Because their first question would be ‘Which of us are you talking to?’. Which would be a very fair question. I couldn’t tell them because it was impossible – this time tomorrow they would already be embroiled in some new mission, probably involving some other girl more beautiful than me, who would fall in love with all of them as quickly as I had, and with as much wide-eyed naivety. They were those kind of guys. But they wouldn’t stay with her any more than they would stay with me.
It occurred to me that the organization bosses who were on their way were not just coming to take the jewel and dagger away, they were coming for my guys, too. And the guys would be every bit as inaccessible as if they had been locked in some underground vault.
I couldn’t tell them I loved them. It wasn’t fair.
What I said was, “You want me to go?”
I felt bad about it as soon as I saw their faces and realized that maybe I had done them a disservice. They liked me, too. I wasn’t sure how much, but more than just some pretty girl they hooked up with on a mission. I got the impression that these hook-ups happened, and it was just sex, and everyone moved on without a backward glance. At least I had made that parting hurt. I mattered that much.
“We want you to be safe,” said Drake.
“I feel safe with you.”
“Shit, how many people would have to try and kill you for you to feel in danger?” asked Red.
“I know you won’t let anything happen to me.”
The looks of sharp guilt on their faces told me that they were as sorry about this as I was.
“I hope you understand,” said Drake. “How difficult this is for us. We do this all the time, but with you… None of us ever expected to meet someone like you. None of us ever thought it would be so clear.”
“Or that it would be the same for all of us,” added Red. He smiled wanly. “In another world, the four of us might have worked. But life isn’t that kind.”
“It could be,” I begged. Their words had simultaneously given me hope and dashed it. That they all felt the same way, that they could see a future for all of us together and that it would not matter there were three of them and one of me, was more than I could ever have hoped for. To have that damned by circumstance seemed so unfair.
Campbell spoke again. “It’s not the life you think it is, Jane. You’ve seen the fun side and you’ve seen the danger. Maybe you’d be willing to accept those – you’re a brave woman. But there’s more. It’s a tough life emotionally. You can care for no one, because no one can be more important than the mission. Relationships are out. Honesty becomes a thing of the past. The people you meet, no matter how much you might like them, are only worth what you can use them for, and you can never, ever, trust another person again.”
“I trust you.” I had walked to him as I spoke and now I kissed him. I felt his resolve melt beneath the heat of my lips. “I trust all of you.”
I kissed Red and then Drake. Then I felt hands on my body as they came to me, the certainties of their duty lost in desire. I didn’t know whose hands were whose, nor did I much care. I kissed one, then another, then felt two tongues in my mouth at once as we all gave way to our urges.
This didn’t change one damn thing. Everything they had said remained true, and when this was over, I was going one way and they were going another and we would never meet again. But why couldn’t we at least make this a goodbye to remember.
Chapter 16
As Campbell stashed the dagger and jewel in a drawer in his bedroom – not the sort of thing to leave lying around in a hotel suite when you were all too busy to notice other stuff that might be going on, Drake, Red and I undressed. I had worried that this bit in particular might be awkward. When you are with one person and stuff happens, then you fall into bed together, ripping each other’s clothes off, but this had been sort of planned. The four of us had come into the bedroom to have sex and taking off clothes was a pre-requisite, and of course there were three of them and one of me.
How did this work? Did they undress me and take it in turns to undo a button? Or did we just undress ourselves for the sake of convenience and then get down to it once we were all safely nude? When I was in college there had been two threesomes, but both had involved a lot of alcohol and I did not remember how we had gotten undressed. It’s possible we didn’t bother. This was different, this wasn’t a drunken mistake or a chance to try something ‘just ‘cause’, this was special. I wanted to remember every moment and enjoy every moment.
As it proved, there wasn’t a moment of awkwardness or uncertainty. We didn’t stop to say ‘Okay you pull down my pants while you kiss me and you unhook my bra. We just did what came naturally, moving between each other as if we had been doing this together for years. Clothes were shed with ease and speed and I was overcome with the desire to look at my men. Guiding them gently, I lined them up and took a step back.
It was a sight enough to take my breath away. Red, Campbell and Drake stood, shoulder to shoulder, confident and assured as always, showing so little qualm at being in this situation together that I had to wonder if this was the first time they had done this. I didn’t have the ability to take them in separately, my eyes would not stay trained on one man, one body part, for long enough, always finding something else drawing their attention, darting greedily from male to male, muscle to muscle, glutting my vision on the feast of masculine flesh in front of me. If there had been any anxiety in me at what I had taken on then it evaporated as I admired them there. They were handsome and fit, of course, well built in every area – and especially one – but in their eyes, which never left me, I saw such an expression of love that it was all I could do not to weep with happiness.
Going down on my knees in front of Campbell, I took him into my mouth, relishing the taste of him – it seemed so long since we had last done this. Not wanting to neglect the others, I reached out my hands to either side, grabbing their already erect shafts, and began fondling and stroking, feeling them grow and throb in my grasp. Campbell sighed, rocking on the balls of his feet as I sucked at him, lashing my tongue about his str
ong cock. After a few minutes, I released him and urged Red to take his place in the middle so I could suck at him while working the shafts of the other two. Then Drake had his turn. When Campbell returned to pole position, I went in harder and deeper, determined to give all these guys the best they had ever known.
“I forgot you could do that,” Campbell groaned as his handsome cock passed my gullet and forged on till my lips pressed against the curly hairs at its root.
I pulled back, gasping. “Red?”
Red eagerly took Campbell’s place and I pressed forward once more. He was not as thick as Campbell, and I was once again able to deep throat him all the way down.
“Oh, that’s incredible,” drawled Red, as his athletic dick pulsed in my throat.
Again I pulled back. “Drake?”
“Don’t feel like you have to,” said Drake, genuinely, as he took his position in front of me, his thick monster looking even bigger than usual.
I knew I didn’t have to, but I wanted to. I wanted to say thank you to him along with the others, to thank them for saving me, and for making me so very happy. Drake’s size certainly didn’t make it easy, and I thought for a minute I would be defeated once more, but perhaps doing the other guys first had warmed me up as, after readjusting my position, I felt Drake finally pass beyond the point of possibility, and seconds later my nose was mashed against his belly and my throat pulsing with fullness.
“Ever had a girl do that to you before, Drake?” asked Red.
“No.” Drake grunted as I withdrew, red-faced and gulping. “Turns out I like it. Time for a thank you.”
I chuckled as three pairs of hands guided me to the bed then squealed as, wasting no time, three tongues squirmed into my pussy. It had never occurred to me that they might all do this at once and the sensation was like nothing I had ever felt. Just the idea of three men’s tongues inside me was enough to set me off and I came almost instantly, wriggling on the bed, squeaking like an over-excited mouse, my face flushed as a light sweat sprang up across my body.
It was probably only a few minutes later that I came again, as the three tongues continued to excite my pussy beyond endurance, lapping at my clit, flicking along my seam, tunneling deep within. I kicked the bed with my heels, drummed the mattress with my fists, called out their names along with a lot of other incoherent noises, and generally made a delicious fool of myself. Now Drake and Campbell began to work down my body, their mouths at work wherever they went, and their hands now joining in the game, while Red remained welded to my pussy, keeping it at constant fever pitch.
When his mouth finally abandoned me, it was to be replaced moments later by his cock.
“Oh, Red…” I gasped as he pressed into me, his friends moving aside so he could lie full length on top of me, kissing me while I grabbed his hard butt cheeks and tugged at them. Red instantly set up a lovely rhythm, fast and hard, bouncing me into the bed as his rigid organ sawed in and out of me till I was whimpering with delight. He pulled back and I instantly made a grab for his friends, dragging Campbell’s hard cock to my mouth and beating firmly on Drake as he loomed above me. Both men dipped their heads to lick and kiss my breasts, as they bounced at the hasty rhythm dictated my Red’s vigorous shoves.
My whole body tingled with sex, like a bell in my brain was ringing urgently at every sharp, hot sensation that jangled along the nerves of my pleasure-wracked body. For every wonderful thrust of Red’s satisfying dick into my depths, I yanked and sucked harder at his friends, determined to give back all I got and more, to make them feel as good as I felt. But that goodness was not all sexual. I felt special, I felt wanted, I felt adored. Even in the midst of a foursome, I never doubted the love these men had for me.
“Red!” I cried out the word around Campbell’s cock as a powerful orgasm lit up my body. My pussy spasmed excitedly along Red’s impaling length, urging him to join me, but he held back. I saw the look of concentration on his face and could guess what he might have in mind for later.
As I came down, Red pulled his still-hard length from my pussy and I tugged on Drake’s cock, guiding him to take his friend’s place. Drake needed no encouragement, and as he hurried down between my legs, I flipped over onto knees and elbows and shoved my ass up at him.
“Mmmrrr,” I purred as Drake eased in. Even in my powerful state of arousal, and with Red preceding him, Drake still felt a little tight until my pussy got used to him, but then I began to drive my ass back to meet him, urging him to go harder. Taking the hint, Drake grabbed my ass, tugging at the flesh in his strong hands and began to pump harder, his hips smacking into me, his shaft filling me to bursting.
I grunted in ecstasy and gulped down Red’s cock, as if by sucking on it I could dissipate some of the fierce sexual energy building up within. Lying on his back, Campbell slid beneath me to continue sucking and lapping at my swinging breasts with his eager mouth. I reached out to grab for his dick and was almost knocked over by the force of Drake’s pounding till Red held me up and I was once again pleasuring all three of my men as they pleasured me. Red’s cock tasted delicious in my mouth, hot and salty, tasting of virility. Beneath me, Campbell turned my breasts into one big erogenous zone, sensitive to the slightest flick of his tongue, while I beat harder and harder at the iron bar of his inexhaustible cock. All the while, behind me, Drake pounded into my pussy, using all his considerable strength until I could stand it no longer.
I went off like a cannon, my whole body shaking and jerking as fireworks exploded in my drenched pussy, clamping onto Drake’s swollen member and using it to wring every last drop of pleasure from my orgasm. I bit at Red, drawing gasps of masochistic pleasure from him, and squeezed at Campbell tight enough to almost make the purple head pop.
I flopped down, burying Campbell’s face in my boobs and letting Red slip from my mouth as I gasped for breath. Behind me, Drake pulled out, his beautiful big cock still spectacularly erect, and sat back on his haunches to get his breath back. I was glad he was at least half as exhausted as I was.
Now, Campbell gently extricated himself from under me, and I rolled onto my back, spreading my legs to welcome him as Drake moved aside for his friend. I took a moment to admire Campbell’s cock as he poised over me, it was the beauty contest winner of penises, so strong and tall, so handsome and virile. I sighed as Campbell pushed into me, and gathered him to me so I could kiss him.
“Oh darling, that feels wonderful.”
He had been the first of the three I had slept with and it seemed like so long ago now. Since having his friends, I had wondered if Campbell could be as good as I remembered, but as that magnificent organ began to thrust forward and back in a firm strong rhythm, I began to think he might be even better than I remembered.
After awhile of kissing me as he fucked me, Campbell pulled back to allow his friends back in on the game and I grabbed Drake’s ass, guiding his cock towards my mouth, desperate to taste him again. Red, meanwhile, took advantage of my saliva slicked breasts to press his straining erection between them, mashing the boob flesh about his heated shaft, and began fucking my tits.
I closed my eyes, listening to the liquid sounds of sex and to the grunts and groans of my men above me. That I was making them as happy as they were making me was very important. As Campbell continued like a man who could keep doing this all day, I felt awash with sex, my body swimming in happy endorphins. Weirdly, it felt like bits of me were now coming in isolation, like someone was turning lights on and off all over my body. My feet suddenly curled of their own accord and wrapped around Campbell’s pistoning ass. My asshole seemed to flare into sudden life, palpitating in excitement. My belly swirled and rolled. Lovely discrete feelings of sexual satisfaction, all disparate for the moment, but ready to coalesce some time soon. Not too soon, I hoped, I was enjoying this just way too much.
But I couldn’t hold back forever, the feelings were too strong; of Campbell inside me, strong and unstoppable; the taste of Drake in my mouth; the feel of Red between my br
easts, massaging me as he pleasured himself.
The tidal wave started between my legs, as Campbell stroked in and out of me, storming through my body, setting every nerve on fire. Drake slipped from my mouth as I wailed out another powerful orgasm. Even as I rocked and rolled through it, practically losing control of mind and body, I grabbed at Campbell, I didn’t want him to go. Responding to my need, he kept up the same beautiful rhythm, his stamina serving him as well now as it had when we first made love. As the aftershocks subsided, I tightened the grip of my legs about Campbell’s hips and clutched at him with my hands. Campbell gathered me up in his arms, not missing a stroke with his strong dick, till I sat astride him, his hands on my hips, drawing me up and down, going right to my core every time. I hugged him tightly to me and kissed him hard on the mouth as more happy bubbles of excited pleasure welled up from within me. I felt so impossibly good!
But for all that I was not relinquishing Campbell from my greedy pussy, I also did not want to leave out the other guys and was delighted to feel movement behind me as Red’s tongue dived into my bumhole.
“Oh yes. Oh, please. Yes, Red, please. Yes, yes, yes.”
“So that’s a yes?” smiled Red as he pressed the slick head of his cock against the dampness of my asshole.
Campbell generously pulled my cheeks apart and I squeaked as Red pressed in, squeaked again as that lovely curve of his shaft gave me an exciting tweak of pleasure and squealed as Campbell thrust home at the same time. The noises that came from my mouth were indescribable as, for the next few minutes, Red and Campbell took me from front and back, jousting inside my doubly skewered body. The pleasure of the physical act was extraordinary and was doubled and then some by the idea of it; the two men inside me, their cocks divided only by a thin membrane.
“Drake...” I was practically begging and Drake did not hesitate, pushing into my gaping mouth and sighing with bliss.
I had them all.
I had it all – everything a girl could want in life. I don’t mean every girl should want a man in each of her holes – that’s a personal preference and don’t let any man ever tell you otherwise – I mean that I had the men I loved. They made me happy, as I make them happy, as we made each other happy. Somewhere in what might have looked like a sordid moment to anyone on the outside, we had found our little piece of perfection. Not just sexual, but emotional. It didn’t mean a lot to me because I got all my holes filled at once, it meant a lot to me because we were able to share a moment between the four of us.