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Amish Homecoming

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by Jo Ann Brown


  “What did you say?” asked Ezra, then wished he hadn’t when his whole family looked at him.

  “I said ja, of course.” Amos frowned. “You know I always make room for any of our neighbors to sell their crafts. From what she said, she hopes to provide for her niece by selling quilts as she did when she was in Philadelphia.”

  Joshua looked up. “I have room for a few at the buggy shop. You know how many Englisch tourists we get wandering in to see the shop, and they love quilts.”

  “I will let her know.” Amos smiled. “I’m sure she’ll appreciate it.”

  “That is gut of you boys.” Then Mamm asked, as she glanced around the table, “How is Leah doing?”

  As if on cue, a knock sounded on the kitchen door. When Deborah, Joshua’s youngest, ran to answer it, Ezra almost choked on his mouthful of chicken.

  Leah and her niece stood there. For a moment, he was thrown back in time to the many occasions when Leah had come to the house to ask him to go berry picking or fishing or for a walk with her. As often, he’d gone to her house with an invitation to do something fun or a job they liked doing together.

  But those days, he reminded himself sternly, were gone. And if he had half an ounce of sense, he’d make sure they never came back.

  * * *

  “I’m sorry to disturb your supper,” Leah said, keeping her arm around Mandy as she stepped inside the warm kitchen where the Stoltzfus family gathered around the long trestle table. The room was almost identical to the one at her parents’ house, except the walls behind the large woodstove that claimed one wall along with the newer propane stove were pale blue instead of green. Aware of the Stoltzfus eyes focused on them, she hurried to say, “Shep is missing, and we thought he might have come over here.”

  “Shep?” asked Esther. “Who is Shep?”

  Leah smiled at Esther, who had been starting fourth grade when she and Johnny went away. Now she was a lovely young woman who must be turning the heads of teenage boys. When Esther returned her smile tentatively, Leah described the little black Cairn Terrier, which was unlike the large dogs found on farms in the area. Those dogs were working dogs, watching the animals and keeping predators away. Shep had had his own tasks, and Leah wondered what the poor pup thought now that he didn’t need to perform them. Did he feel as lost as she did?

  “Let me get a flashlight, and I’ll help you search.” Ezra pushed back his chair and got up.

  His brothers volunteered to help, too, but everyone froze when Mandy said, “I didn’t know Amish could use flashlights. I thought you didn’t use electricity.”

  Heat rose up Leah’s cheeks, and she guessed they were crimson. “Mandy...”

  “Let the kind ask questions, Leah,” Wanda, Ezra’s mamm, said with a gentle smile. “How else do we learn if we don’t ask questions? I remember you had plenty of questions of your own when you were her age.” She patted the bench beside her. “Why don’t you sit here with Deborah and me? You can have the last piece of snitz pie while we talk.”

  “Snitz?” asked Mandy with an uneasy glance at Leah. “What’s a snitz?”

  “Dried apple pie.” Leah smiled. “Wanda makes a delicious snitz pie.”

  “Better than Grandma’s?”

  Wanda patted Mandy’s hand and brought the kind to sit beside her. “Your grossmammi is a wunderbaar cook. There is no reason to choose which pie is better when God has given you the chance to enjoy both.” Behind the girl’s back, she motioned for Leah and her sons to begin their search for the missing dog.

  While Ezra’s brothers headed into the storm, Leah went out on the back porch and grimaced. It was raining. She should have paused to grab a coat before leaving the house, but Mandy was desolate at the idea of losing Shep. When Mandy asked if the dog had gone “home to Philly,” Leah’s heart had threatened to break again. The little girl didn’t say much about her daed’s death, but Leah knew it was on her mind all the time.

  As it was on her own.

  “Here.”

  She smiled as Ezra held out an open umbrella to her. “Thank you.”

  He snapped another open at the same time he switched on a flashlight. “Where should we look?”

  “Shep likes other animals. Let’s look in your barn first, and then we can search the fields if we don’t find him.”

  “I hope he hasn’t taken it into his head to chase my cows.”

  She shook her head. “From the way he’s reacted to cows and horses, I don’t think he knows quite what they are. He is curious. Nothing more.”

  “Let’s hope he’s in the barn. There have been reports of coydogs in the area. Some of our neighbors have lost chickens.”

  Leah shuddered. The feral dogs that were half coyote were the bane of a farmer’s life. They were skilled hunters and not as afraid of humans as other wild animals were. Little Shep wouldn’t stand a chance against the larger predator.

  As they left the lights from the house behind, she added, “Thanks for helping. I didn’t mean to make you leave in the middle of supper.”

  “Your niece looked pretty upset, and Esther offered to keep our suppers warm in the oven. The cows are this way.”

  “I remember.”

  He didn’t answer as they walked to the milking parlor. Spraying the light into the lower floor, he remained silent as she called Shep’s name.

  “I missed this,” she murmured.

  “Walking around in the rain?”

  She shook her head and tilted her umbrella to look up at him. “Barn scents. The city smelled of heat off the concrete and asphalt, as well as car exhaust and the reek of trash before it was picked up. I missed the simple odors of this life.”

  “You could have come home.”

  “Not without Johnny.” Her voice broke as she added, “Even though when I finally came back, he didn’t come with me.”

  “I’m sorry he is dead, Leah. I should have said so before.” He paused as they closed their umbrellas and walked together between the gutters in the milking parlor. “My only excuse is that I was shocked to see you.”

  “I understand.” She shouted the dog’s name. The conversation was wandering into personal areas, and she wanted to avoid going in that direction.

  She wouldn’t have come over to the Stoltzfus family home tonight if Mamm hadn’t mentioned possibly seeing Shep racing through the field between their farms. Even then, she would have suggested waiting until daylight to search for the pup except that Mandy was in tears.

  “I don’t think Shep is here,” she said after a few minutes of spraying the corners with light.

  “Let’s walk along the fence. Maybe he’s close enough to hear you and will come back.” His grim face suggested he was unsure they would find Shep tonight.

  She put up her umbrella so she didn’t have to look at his pessimistic frown. If she did, she might not be able to halt herself from asking where the enthusiastic, happy young man she’d known had vanished to.

  How foolish she had been to think nothing would change!

  If she could turn back the clock, she might never have gone with Johnny that night when he promised her ice cream and then took her far from everything she’d ever known. She sighed silently. Johnny had asked her to come with him because he needed her. Not that he had any idea then how much he would come to depend on her, but she had always rescued him from other predicaments. Maybe he had hoped she would save him that time, too, but he was too deeply involved with Carleen, his pregnant Englisch girlfriend, by then.

  Leah wondered what Ezra was thinking as they walked along the fence enclosing the pasture. She guessed she’d be smarter not to ask. He remained silent, so the only sound was the plop of raindrops on the umbrellas except when she shouted for the dog.

  Because of that, she was able to hear a faint bark. It was coming from the direction
of the creek that divided the Stoltzfus farm from her parents’. She ran through the wet grass, not paying attention to how her umbrella flopped behind her and rain pelted her face.

  Ezra matched her steps, his flashlight aimed out in front of them. He put out an arm, and she slid to a stop before striking it.

  “Careful,” he said. “You don’t want to fall in the creek tonight.”

  “The bank—”

  “Collapsed two years ago, and the water is closer than you remember.”

  “Danki.”

  He nodded at her thanks but said nothing more.

  How had the talkative boy become this curt man? What had happened to him in the years after she left Paradise Springs? She wanted to ask that as much as she wanted to find Shep, but she didn’t.

  Calling out the dog’s name again, she relaxed when she heard a clatter in the brush. “Ezra, point the flashlight a little farther to the left.”

  “Here?”

  She almost put her hand on his arm to guide him but pulled back. Even a casual touch would be foolish. “A bit farther.”

  She let out a cry of joy when light caught in two big eyes and Shep yipped a greeting. She squatted as he burst out of the brush. He leaped up and put his paws on her knees, the signal he had learned to show he was ready to assist. With a gasp, she stood and stared at the pair of paw prints on the front of her skirt.

  Shep deflated as if he had been scolded.

  Bending over, she patted his soaked head. “Come, Shep. Stay with us.”

  He jumped to his feet, his tail wagging wildly. His tongue lolled out of the side of his mouth in what was his doggy smile.

  “Do you have a leash for him?” Ezra asked as she turned to walk back to the house with Shep happily trotting by her side far enough away so the rain didn’t run off the umbrella onto him. “If he ran away once, he’ll run again.”

  Was he talking about the dog, or was he speaking of her, too? He’d made it clear he didn’t think she intended to stay in Paradise Springs. Pretending to take his words at face value, she said, “Shep is fine now that he has something he knows he should do.” She smiled sadly while they crossed the field back toward the house. “I need to keep him busy. He’s a service dog, not a pet.”

  “You called him a service dog before. What does that mean?” He glanced at the dog and jumped back when Shep shook himself.

  “Shep!” cried Mandy as she and Deborah ran from the house. “You found him! You found him!”

  Leah snagged Shep’s collar before he could run up the porch stairs and get the two girls wet. She sent the girls to ask Wanda for some towels so they could dry off the dog and themselves. She didn’t want to track mud into the house.

  “Old ones,” she called after them. As soon as the screen door slammed in their wake, she turned back to Ezra. “You asked what a service dog is. They are dogs trained to help people who need assistance with everyday things.”

  “I’ve seen Englisch tourists with guide dogs. Usually German shepherds. What kind of service can something Shep’s size do?”

  “Don’t let his size fool you. Shep is one-third heart, one-third brain, and one-third nose. After the accident, Johnny often had seizures. If he was doing something, like getting from his bed to his wheelchair, he could fall and be hurt. Shep helped by alerting us to an upcoming seizure.”

  “A dog can do that?” He stepped aside when Amos came out on the porch with ragged towels.

  “Heard you had a very wet dog out here.” He chuckled. “I can see the girls weren’t exaggerating.”

  Taking a towel and thanking him, grateful for his acceptance of her as she’d been when he greeted her at his store as if she’d never left, Leah began drying the dog. She looked up at Ezra and said, “I didn’t believe it myself at first. The doctor told us some dogs can sense a change in a person’s odor that happens just before a seizure.” She gave Shep another rub, leaving the dog’s hair stuck up in every direction. “He let us know about Johnny’s seizures. That way, we could be sure Johnny was secure so he wouldn’t hit things when the seizures started. After we got Shep, Johnny no longer was covered with bruises.”

  Ezra picked up the damp dog and rubbed his head. Shep rewarded him with a lick on the cheek.

  “He likes you!” Mandy rushed out onto the porch. “Look, Aunt Leah! Esther gave me some of her date cookies. They’re yummy!” She paused, then reached into her apron pocket. “She sent some out for you, too.”

  Ezra put the dog down and took the crumbling cookie she held out to him. Shep lapped up the crumbs the second they hit the ground.

  “Can Deborah come over and play?” Mandy leaned into Leah and said in a whisper, “She’s my age, you know.”

  “I’m sure something can be arranged soon.” Leah took a bite of her cookie and smiled. Esther clearly had learned her mamm’s skills in the kitchen. “But for now, let’s get Shep back home so we can get him dried off before he catches a cold. Guten owed, Ezra.”

  “What did you say?” Mandy asked.

  “Good evening. It’s time for us to go home.”

  The girl yawned but shook her head. “I want another cookie.”

  “Not tonight.”

  “But I want another cookie.” Mandy’s lower lip struck out in the pout she had perfected with Johnny, who could never tell her no. Whether it was because he felt guilty that he was an invalid or he had never married her mamm, he had been determined to make it up to his daughter in every possible way. However, the girl should have learned by now that such antics were far less successful with Leah.

  “We will come back and visit soon,” Leah said quietly.

  “When?”

  Aware of Ezra listening, Leah said, “Soon. Let’s go.”

  Mandy grumbled something under her breath, and Leah decided it would be wise not to ask her to repeat it.

  Calling to Shep to come with them, Leah turned to the porch stairs. She bit back a gasp when Ezra moved between her and the steps. He frowned at her as if she were as young as Mandy.

  “Wait here,” he said in a voice that brooked no defiance.

  But she retorted anyhow. “It’s late, and Mandy needs to go home so she can get some sleep.”

  “You plan on walking in this downpour?”

  She looked past him and saw it was raining even harder than before, though she would not have guessed that possible. Wind whipped it almost sideways. Even so, she said, “I’ll share the umbrella with Mandy. We’ll be fine.”

  “You cannot handle a dog, a kind and an umbrella by yourself in this wind. Let me get the buggy, and I’ll drive you home.”

  “Don’t be silly, Ezra. It is only across the field.”

  “You’re not going across the field in the dark. You know that could be too dangerous. If you go by the road, it’s a quarter mile down our farm lane and a half mile along a dark road, then another quarter mile for your farm lane. That’s a mile with two squirming creatures.” He took the umbrella out of her hand. “Wait here until I get the horse hitched up.”

  “Ezra—”

  “Listen to gut sense, Leah. Just this once.”

  Pricked by his cool words, which she knew were true—as far as he knew—she fired back, “I was going to say danki.”

  He opened his mouth to say something, then seemed to think better of it. Repeating his order for her to wait on the porch, he strode toward the barn.

  In his wake, Mandy asked, “Is he always this angry?”

  “I don’t know,” she had to reply because she was realizing more each time she saw Ezra how little she knew the man he had become.

  Chapter Three

  The family buggy usually felt spacious with its double rows of seats, but, tonight, it seemed too small when Ezra stepped in and picked up the reins from the dash. He flipped
the switch that turned on the lamps attached to the front and back of the buggy. They were run by a battery under the backseat where Leah’s niece and his, who had begged to come along, were whispering and giggling as if they’d known each other all their lives.

  No, not like that, because Leah and he had known each other all their lives, and silence had settled like a third passenger on the seat between them.

  “Ready?” he asked as he turned on the wiper that kept his side of the windshield clear.

  Instead of answering him directly, Leah called back, “Do you have Shep with you, girls?”

  “He’s here.” Mandy burst into laughter again. “Oops! He stuck his nose under my dress. His whiskers tickle.”

  “It sounds as if we’re set,” Leah said, but she didn’t look at him. Her hands were folded on her lap, and her elbows were pressed close to her sides.

  Did she sense the invisible wall between them, too?

  Ezra nodded and slapped the reins to get the horse moving. The rainy night seemed to close in around them while they drove down the straight farm lane. He flipped on the signal and looked both ways along the deserted country road. Not many people would be out on such a rainy night.

  He racked his brain for something to say to break the smothering quiet in the front seat. Everything he could come up with seemed too silly or too personal. Listening to the girls talking easily in the back, he couldn’t help remembering how he and Leah used to chat like that. About everything and nothing. About important things and things that didn’t really matter.

  “Leah—” he began.

  “Ezra—” she said at the same time.

  “Go ahead,” they both said at once.

  Mandy leaned forward and giggled. “How do you do that? Can you keep talking together?”

  “I doubt it,” he said at the same time Leah echoed him.

  That sent the girls into peals of laughter.

  “They are easily entertained,” Ezra said, risking a glance toward Leah.

  “I’ve noticed. I hope they will become gut friends. It will help for Mandy to have someone she knows when she starts school next week.”

 

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