The Heir: A Contemporary Royal Romance

by Georgia Le Carre

  Jake laughs. ‘Let’s call for a drink.’

  A waitress materializes and while we are placing our orders another comes around with a tray of little round bruschetta with glistening swordfish carpaccio. The drinks arrive. BJ raises his pint glass of Guinness in a toast.

  ‘Here’s to cheating, stealing, fighting, and drinking.’

  ‘May you be in heaven half an hour before the devil knows you’re dead,’ Jake replies.

  We clink glasses. We drink. As ice-cold champagne slides down my throat I see Melanie waving at me. I haven’t seen her since Jake came and took me and all my stuff from the flat I shared with her. I know she can’t come over to our section so I excuse myself. ‘I’m just going to say hello to a friend.’ I glance at Jake and mouth, ‘Be back soon.’

  I weave my way over to her and she grins at me and we exchange kisses that are almost sisterly. She is dressed in a white gown of ravishing simplicity. It flows down her body like liquid. Her lips are ruby and her lashes are as long as an ostrich’s.

  ‘Girl, you sure showed us how to do it,’ she shouts above the music and the din of the party.

  I look back at Jake—he is watching me. I wave and laugh out loud. I know that for most of the dancers the holy grail is finding a fat purse and marrying it as quickly as possible. They know they can’t dance after a certain age so the race is on as soon as they start out. Each one will say the same thing: They are here for a short spell.

  Melanie is different, though. She is saving up to take the money to Barbados where she plans to buy a beach bar. The last time we talked she figured she would only have to work for another six months.

  ‘Is that adoring admiration I just saw?’ she teases.

  I flush. ‘Maybe.’

  ‘Has he got a big dick?’ she asks cheekily.

  ‘Yes,’ I admit and we giggle wickedly. I miss her blunt and honest ways.

  ‘Wow, I love these,’ she says, touching the blue stones.

  ‘Me too,’ I agree happily.

  ‘Listen, I have to go because I’m performing now, but let’s catch up soon.’

  ‘All right. How about Friday?’

  ‘Nails and then lunch?’

  ‘OK, I’ll call you.’

  As I watch her walk away I notice the man who had come to collect BJ after the fight, the man who had shown for a split second that he recognized me.

  I start walking toward him.

  Our eyes meet, but he lets his slide away, pretending not to see me making my way toward him, tries to disappear through the crowd in the direction of the men’s toilet. I let him escape. A few minutes later he comes out of the toilet and looks around him. He does not see me behind the pillar and is startled when I touch his sleeve.

  He whirls around.

  ‘Hi, remember me?’ I say brightly.

  He frowns as if trying to place me. ‘Oh yeah, from the fight, right?’

  ‘No, you know me from before, don’t you?’

  His frown deepens. He is a very good actor.

  ‘No, I had never seen you before that day. You must have me mixed up with someone else.’ He smiles, but his eyes are shifty, oh so fucking shifty.

  ‘My mistake,’ I say softly, but now I know for certain. He is lying. My eyes glance away from him and fall on BJ across the room. One of the South American dancers has wound herself around him, but he is staring at us. Even from a distance I can see how hard and dangerous his eyes are.

  BJ’s man opens his mouth to say something else, but is interrupted by Jake’s voice. He has come up behind me and curved his hand around my waist. ‘Everything OK?’ he asks icily. There is tension and warning in the words.

  I look up at him. His eyes are dark and watchful.

  ‘Everything’s just fine.’

  ‘Hello, Mr. Eden,’ the liar says uncomfortably.

  ‘Have a good evening, Tommy,’ Jake says curtly, and turning me away leads me back to our table.

  ‘The entertainment is about to start,’ he says. Without BJ, Layla looks quiet and subdued. The nightclub becomes dark. Searching spotlights begin to race around the room.

  From the darkened ceiling come cages with flaxen-haired nymphs who look like trapped birds inside. The music, a jarring discordant piece of hammering pianos and choppy chords, starts, and the nymphs hang out of their cages, and slowly spiral down on colored lengths of cloth. They land on the stage and form a provocative tableau of glittering costumes and long, stockinged legs. The music changes abruptly.

  Something inventive and experimental. My ears start to ring with it.

  It is a good evening and I have had more alcohol than I should have. When we step over the threshold of our home, Jake lets go of me and I sway slightly.

  ‘Is it today or tomorrow?’ I ask, pretending to consider the matter seriously.

  He glances at his watch. ‘It’s today and tomorrow,’ he says very, very gravely. He could be laughing at me, but I don’t care. He won’t be laughing for very long.

  ‘In that case…’ I tug the knot. Just before we left the club I visited the Ladies and took off the little brooch that held the knot. Now it gives way and the entire dress falls around my ankles.

  He touches my breasts with the tips of his fingers. As soon as he touches them I feel his excitement like a spark of electricity and rear back.

  ‘What’s that?’ I ask startled.

  ‘That’s amazement,’ he tells me solemnly.

  ‘That makes two of us.’ I say flirtatiously.

  ‘Guess what?’ His eyes are cheeky.

  ‘What?’ I’m all wide-eyed and ready.

  ‘I stole some stuff from our room in Vegas.’

  ‘Oh yeah? What?’

  ‘Come with me, Mrs. Eden, and I’ll show you.’

  Handcuffs. Oh! Handcuffs. They most certainly did not teach me everything there is to know about them at the police academy.

  Quote

  ‘What do I love more than my wife?

  Nothing.’

  —Jake Eden

  Chapter 53

  Lily

  I wake in the early hours of the morning with a dream still vividly imprinted on my mind. It is an odd dream. In it I am a child and I have woken up and found Luke gone from his bed. Unafraid, I get out of bed and go down the stairs. The house is quiet so I begin to call out for him. There is no sense of foreboding. As I move to the living room I see there is a plate of cookies and a glass of milk on the floor. And then I wake up.

  I lay in the dark thinking about my weird dream; it ushers in a memory of when I was six years old and Luke five. It was Christmas morning and the moment I’d opened my excited eyes the first thought in my head was the presents that Santa brought us during the night. He always left two presents at the bottom of our beds to open first thing in the morning. I turned my head to see if Luke was awake yet, and found that he was not even in bed. Surprised, because we always woke each other up and opened our presents together, I sat up and listened. The house was very quiet.

  I knew he couldn’t have gone to the bathroom anyway, because he’d rather pee in bed than wait to open his presents. I scrambled out of bed and ran to the bedroom window that faced a field overlooking the woods at the rear of our house.

  I opened the curtains and there were almost blizzard conditions outside. Through driving snow I could make out Luke’s bright yellow jacket. He was squatting in the middle of the white field building something from the snow, oblivious to the freezing cold. He’d slipped out of our bedroom, down the stairs and gone outside through the back door, without even Mum or Dad hearing him.

  Shrugging into my pink jacket I hurried downstairs as quietly as I could. I knew my parents would be mad with Luke and I was so excited about Christmas Day I didn’t want anything to spoil it. I opened the back door and felt the sudden bite of cold. I didn’t dare shout so I went quite close before I called out to him.

  ‘What are you doing, Luke?’

  He stopped building what looked like three steps
of a snow staircase and squinted at me through the flurries of white flakes. His little cheeks were tinged with red and blue.

  ‘If Mum and Dad see you they’re going to go mad on Christmas,’ I warned.

  He reached for a toy tractor half covered with snow.

  ‘I don’t want Santa’s present.’

  ‘Why?’ I asked perplexed. He had specifically asked for this toy. Stood in Toys“R”Us and pointed it out to Dad as the thing that Santa should bring him.

  ‘I’ve changed my mind,’ he said with his bottom lip pushed out stubbornly. ‘I want to go to Santa and get an exchange, so I’m making a ladder to climb to the North Pole.’

  ‘What do you want to exchange your present for?’ I asked curiously.

  ‘I want Santa to make mummy better.’

  How strange that that memory is intact and yet has been hidden from me all these years. Remembering those words from his tiny mouth breaks my heart, and tears rush uncontrollably forward. I begin to cry for my baby brother.

  Very quietly, I edge to the side of the bed and slip out. Going into the bathroom I climb into the bath and hug my knees to my body as the tears flow. I remember how my dad found us both building the staircase and managed to convince Luke that we could write to Santa. Santa preferred that, anyway.

  That is the thing I’ll always remember and miss about Luke, his kind heart and beautiful innocence. He was a gentle dreamer and life should have treated him with care and love, but it didn’t.

  ‘Oh, Luke,’ I whisper.

  I hear a small sound at the door, the whisper of clothes against wood. I look up and Jake is standing there looking at me.

  ‘What are you doing?’ he asks me. His eyes are full of concern.

  ‘I want to tell you about my brother,’ I tell him.

  ‘OK,’ he says and climbs into the bath and sits facing me, his toes nearly touching mine.

  ‘He was a heroin addict and he died from an overdose.’ My voice catches at that. I have never admitted that to anyone before. ‘I found his body.’

  Something flashes in his eyes, but he does not say anything or attempt to hold me.

  ‘It was truly awful. It destroyed me. I became a little mad after that.’ I laugh, a rasping, desperate sound. He says nothing. Simply looks at me. I clear my throat and I tell him about the spoon, the rubber tube. The needle still embedded in his bloated arm. Then I tell him about my descent.

  ‘I was barely living. I survived on a mixture of rage and the need for revenge. I was so broken I even tried to kill myself.’

  I peer into his eyes, looking for condemnation of my weakness, or pity, but there is nothing, only direct and tenacious focus. At that moment I know I can tell him anything and he will still be there for me. His regard is unshakeable.

  I come clean. ‘Everything I told you about my parents so far has been lies, part of my cover story. My dad, he’s not an alcoholic or a wife beater. He’s a good man, a doctor. He put me on anti-psychotic drugs.’

  Then I pour out the visit to the pathologist and how it made me so angry with the people who had sold the tainted drugs to Luke that I decided to become a police officer. I tell him about how I joined the secretive undercover outfit called SO10. I tell him about the crack den and how the terrible, terrible smell of it still haunts me. And how I realized very quickly that I didn’t want to go after the small dealers, but the huge drug barons, and how the assignment to trap Crystal Jake had dropped into my lap.

  ‘So you went undercover. To catch the big bad guys?’ he asks.

  I nod.

  ‘If you come upon a case where a wealthy heiress has died under suspicious circumstances and you are the investigating officer, what is the first line of investigation that you would naturally take?’

  I frown. ‘I’d follow the money.’

  ‘So if you want to catch the big drug barons, why are you not following the money?’

  For a second I am confused. ‘I’m a foot soldier. It is not my job to do that. My superiors decide the avenues of investigation and I carry out their commands.’

  ‘Has it ever occurred to you to wonder why no one at the highest levels of this “drug war” is doing that?’

  I frown again, thrown by the turn the conversation has taken. ‘What are you saying?’

  ‘I’m saying that you, your little secretive undercover unit, and all the other departments that are supposed to be fighting the drugs war are all being manipulated. Drug barons are worth billions. They have to wash their money somewhere. That somewhere is some of the biggest banks in the world. Why are they sending you out to trap me when the most obvious thing would be to punish the banks that hide the money, to freeze the billions that the drug cartels own, and to stop the drugs at the source?’

  I stare at him. Feeling stupid. It is an issue that I care about very deeply and yet I have accepted the most shallow of explanations about it.

  ‘The most developed form of puppetry in the world is the traditional Japanese puppet theater called Bunraku. The Japanese are very proud of it because it is considered a very highly skilled art form. And it is rather special because unlike other puppet shows the manipulators of the Bunraku puppets appear openly, in full view of the audience. However, the audience pretends not to be able to see them because the puppet masters are cloaked in black robes and sometimes black hoods.

  ‘The war on drugs is the same. The real manipulators of the puppets are not invisible, but we pretend we can’t see them. The system has trained us to see only the small-time criminals, the powerless puppets. So they train people like you to go after small fry and to be happy you have shut down a drug den knowing full well that as long as supply is safe another den will pop up even before the arresting officers have written their reports.’

  He pauses.

  ‘But as far as I am concerned I’m not even that small-time drug dealer, Lily. You have to believe me.’

  ‘So why do they want you?’

  ‘You tell me.’

  I press my fingertips against my temples. ‘I have seen the file on you.’

  ‘I haven’t touched drugs since I was nineteen years old. Whatever you saw in that file is not me. You see, I’ve been in a crack den a few times. I’ve seen clawing addiction first-hand. That intolerable smell you talk about, that’s feces, the ammonia of stale urine, sweat, and layers of accumulated dirt. And those blankets that they put up to cover every little gap of light that would otherwise come through? They do that because of their paranoia. They have the unshakable impression that people are watching them.’

  ‘Were you a crack addict?’ I whisper in shock.

  He smiles. ‘No, but I know because I was once that slightly bigger fish drug dealer that all those little drug dealers went to, to get their stock from. I went to a crack house so I could see the bottom of my chain. It made me so sick I started a charity to help them. I don’t have a lot of time so I don’t do as much as I should, but if you want to help them you can take over. We both know you are bored sick of your job.’

  ‘How did you know I was bored?’

  He flattens his mouth. ‘Lily, that job was designed to bore the shit out of you.’

  ‘What?’

  ‘Of course. What, did you think I was going to put you into some position where you could get any kind of information that could be twisted and used against me?’

  ‘Right. What does your charity do?’

  ‘We send the addicts to South America to be purged out with ayahuasca assisted treatments. It may seem off the wall but it has been shockingly effective and the reoffend rate is better than anything else I have seen.’

  ‘Doesn’t that have a psychedelic chemical, DMT, a Schedule 1 controlled substance?’

  ‘Ayahuasca is a psychoactive brew of vine and plants that has been used in traditional medicine and shaman practices for centuries in the Amazon region. It is perfectly legal in South America.’

  ‘Right,’ I say carefully, since I know nothing about this stuff, but my first
thought is that if it works that well, why isn’t it on mainstream media?

  ‘International research suggests that when administered in therapeutic settings, ayahuasca can reduce problematic substance use by helping promote personal or spiritual insights and self-knowledge. That’s the spiel we give our detractors. This is my experience of it. It’s fucking brilliant. These kids go there like walking corpses, they projectile vomit, shit like crazy, experience strong audio and visual hallucinations, and come out a few weeks later healed and whole. It is a form of psychic detoxification where they discover the root cause—unpleasant memories, fears, anxieties—of their addictive and harmful behavior. Sometimes that sense of deficient emptiness and inchoate distress that they have felt all their life is gone. It gives them their first taste of victory after being constantly defeated by life. They come to the understanding that they are already the perfect human beings they were born as.’

  I experience a stab of pain. Poor Luke. It’s too late for him.

  ‘Have you tried it?’

  ‘Of course. I wasn’t about to let the kids go through something I wasn’t going to try first.’

  ‘What was it like?’

  He smiles. ‘Ayahuasca shows you the baggage you have carried all your life. You see clearly that all that pain is not part of you. You can put it down. I cried tears of pure joy when I took it. If you want I’ll take you one day.’

  I look into his eyes and I know instantly that I would like to do that. I’d like to heal, too. I’d like to put my baggage down and live like everybody else.

  ‘Why don’t you go around to the center tomorrow and see how you feel about it?’

  ‘I will.’ I pause for a second. There is something more important for me to tackle before I get involved in his charity. ‘Do you have enemies, Jake?’

  ‘Many.’

  ‘Someone is out for you. Someone is giving untrue information about you.’

  ‘And you think it is Tommy?’

  I look up at him, surprised by how quickly he has surmised the situation. ‘Yes.’