Danger and Desire: Ten Full-Length Steamy Romantic Suspense Novels

by Pamela Clare

  Tanner nodded and that simple gesture gave Jin some hope that one man in this room understood how painful this was and her fear of letting her sister down.

  He asked, “How do we find Patty?”

  “She will not be listed as simply Patty Smith. She would have been given a middle name or Patty might be her middle name or she may be married by now. The Orion Hunters spend years setting up something like this. The way to locate her is by determining where they will do the seeding.”

  Blade slapped the arm of his chair. “Shit, what a mess.”

  The Aussie asked, “I thought the Orion Hunters were all about some artifacts and the end of the world. Why are they doing this?”

  “You are correct about their ultimate goal, but these are still people in positions within governments and companies. Those positions require them to maintain their power for connections and to finance their operations. If this is successful, the Orion superiors in Pyongyang will go to the leader of North Korea and tell him what was done on his behalf. These Orion superiors will then move into more powerful positions.”

  Facing frowns, Jin lifted her hands. “Orion Hunters believe if they are in influential positions when the truth about the final conflict is revealed, they will be able to manipulate the prophecy if their chosen country is not predicted to survive. You would be wise to search your own government for these people.”

  “Why is your sister the only one who can fly the airplane for this?”

  “I am sure the Orions have other pilots in this country, and if something happened to Patty before the seeding flight, they would use one of them. But they chose Patty for three reasons.” Jin counted off on her fingers. “Number one, she was a single female with no previous ties to the United States, so it was easy to bring her here and locate her geographically so that she is in position to be the pilot for this project. “Number two, in the three years she has been here, they will not have allowed her to form ties with anyone who is not in the Orion Hunter network, so no one will care to ask questions when she dies.

  “Number three,” Jin went on, “she is a female, and therefore disposable. They would not want to waste a male pilot, and they clearly said that the pilot was to be terminated after this project and it should be done to appear as an accident.”

  “I can see that, but why do they want you?” The blunt question had come from the Aussie. “Are you trained to do this seeding formula, too?”

  “No. I perform lab tests on artifacts the Hunters bring to me.”

  “Anyone could do that. They wanted you today. Set a trap to capture you. Or kill you. Why?”

  Tanner’s phone buzzed and Jin pretended she waited on him to take his call before she answered.

  Once he hung up, she’d have to find a way to dodge that question. She still wondered why the man who attacked her had tried to kill her, when she was far more valuable alive.

  Tanner smiled while he listened to the person who had called him. “How long you going to milk a couple little ol’ bullet wounds just to get pampered by hot nurses?”

  That had to be Tanner’s friend in the hospital. Jin’s shoulders lightened at the pleasure in Tanner’s voice. If he sounded that happy, his friend must be improving.

  His smile disappeared. “You’re shittin’ me. Where’d you find that out?” As he listened, a grim change came over his face. “Thanks. We’re on our way over.”

  Tanner’s gaze shot to her, but his words were for his men. “We’ve got a lead on the location for the attack.”

  How could he know so quickly? The room spun with the fast loss of blood to her head. She put her hands out to steady herself.

  What did this mean for Patty?

  What does this mean for me?

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Tanner walked toward White Hawk, who leaned against the wall next to Nick’s hospital room door. She had one foot propped on the wall and could be some ingénue teen with her dark hair cropped short in a jaunty style. Her jeans were comfortably worn and a loose fitting pale blue T-shirt hung just past her waist, but the minute she raised her gaze, any perception of innocence disappeared.

  He didn’t know what those intense green eyes had seen, but it hadn’t all been nice. She was pretty and wore not a speck of makeup, because she didn’t need it.

  “How’s the patient?” Tanner asked, more to be polite to White Hawk than anything. He was careful to stay out of her personal space. She could follow a suspect with the best of them, but she got a jumpy look in her eyes sometimes when too many men surrounded her.

  She cocked an eyebrow. “It’s Nick. Need I say more?”

  Dingo strolled up. “I’m surprised he’s still here.”

  That brought a chuckle from her. “He might not be if Blade hadn’t hidden his clothes and we weren’t standing guard twenty-four-seven. At this point, we’re here only to make sure he stays put until tonight.”

  When she smiled, White Hawk was striking.

  Jin was, too, even when she didn’t smile.

  Guilt slunk down Tanner’s neck at the image of Jin sitting alone, staring at him with eyes screaming accusations that he was letting her down. She expected to be abandoned by him and he hadn’t been able to dispel that worry.

  “You two going back to Atlanta?” Tanner asked to confirm the arrangements. Sabrina wanted all of her people out of this mess, but she’d settle for getting Nick home for now.

  “Right. Blade’s going with Nick to monitor him. I’ll stay here … if you need me,” White Hawk added.

  If Tanner needed people, he’d call Sabrina after White Hawk left to keep from slighting her, because he knew White Hawk preferred to work alone. “We’re good. Thanks, though.”

  Dingo followed him into the room.

  Nick sat propped up in bed, eating … a damned fine looking hospital meal that smelled of rich sauce and seafood. He grinned and moved, then flinched.

  “Be still,” Dingo ordered. “And tell me that’s not Coquille St. Jacques.”

  Nick’s grin widened. “Got one of the nurses to smuggle it in, but I’m done.”

  Once Tanner and Dingo were on each side of Nick and he’d pushed his tray away, Tanner asked, “How did you get intel in here when even Sabrina’s crew back home couldn’t?”

  Wiping his hands on the napkin and tossing it on the tray, Nick eased back against his pillows. “Let’s just say I have an exceptional informant.”

  “You knew who to call and waited until now?” Dingo asked.

  “I didn’t call anyone.”

  Dingo exchanged a look with Tanner before pondering his question out loud. “Someone came in here? Past our people?”

  Nick growled. “Do you want the intel or not? What have you got?”

  Tanner lifted a hand in a signal to Dingo that they should let it go. Nick had been the only one to come up with intel on Margaux when she was captured and sitting in a South American jungle. Whoever he was tapping had international connections and had gained access to him when no one should have been able to pass through their security undetected.

  Dingo said, “We know the people behind all this are that crazy Orion Hunter group.”

  At Nick’s surprised look, Tanner added, “They were behind getting the physicists out of North Korea and we just learned that the attack is actually a cloud seeding with poisonous particles.” Tanner explained what Jin had told them.

  Nick grunted. “Now the location makes sense. Their target is Ogallala Aquifer. But they’re after the woman we brought, too. My contact says there’s a two-million-dollar bounty for her if she’s captured and the insinuation was that the person behind the bounty is Chinese with powerful political connections. From what my resource says, if the Chinese guy doesn’t get her through the bounty, he’ll have her deported for crimes against his government. If the second contract is to kill her, then the Orion Hunters don’t want her to land in anyone else’s hands.”

  And you left her alone at the hotel.

  Fuck. Tanner’s pu
lse shot into overdrive at the thought of anyone harming Jin. She’d handled the attack earlier today, but money like that brought out heavy-duty professionals. Tanner shut down his need to tear out of there and get back where he could watch over her. His team needed him fully on board to save his country, regardless of his own feelings.

  Dingo slouched, tapping a finger on Nick’s bed. “I wonder just who this Jin is and why one woman is so important,” he mused.

  Because Jin isn’t just any woman, dammit. But that was Tanner’s emotions weighing in, not his objective mission brain.

  Didn’t matter. He could explain why any man would want her. God knows, Tanner had since the minute he stared into her eyes, but the people after Jin wanted her for something else entirely.

  Those same people would make that attack this morning look like a sparring session. Tanner’s heart was beating so fast he should be setting off Nick’s machines.

  Nick scrunched his forehead. “Why the hell wasn’t she part of the original extraction if she’s so valuable? But if she’s not part of the seeding attack, why should we care?”

  “Because if we don’t, they’ll kill her,” Tanner growled.

  Nick and Dingo stopped focusing on the upcoming attack and turned to him. Nick spoke first. “Getting attached to her can’t end well.”

  Dingo didn’t second that verbally, but his eyes said Tanner should have kept that to himself.

  Damage control time. Tanner said, “I’m not attached. She’s an asset right now we need to keep alive.”

  “So,” Dingo started and scratched his nose. “We should find a secure place and put her in lockdown.”

  “No.” Shit. Said that too fast, too. “Let’s just get out to Ogallala and start hunting for her sister.”

  But Dingo wasn’t ready to give it up. “What are you going to tell Sabrina about how we came up with all this intel?”

  Tanner ran both hands over his face. “Hell, I don’t know. We’ll tell her we beat it out of those three Koreans who killed the doctor.”

  That damn Nick grinned. “Good luck with that. Sabrina didn’t fall off the turnip truck yesterday, to coin one of your country sayings. Better to tell her about Jin before Sabrina calls you to ask, or sends a team to pick her up.”

  Tanner hated to admit Nick was right. “When Sabrina does start asking questions, you can explain how you got the strike location while in a hospital.”

  Nick’s grin vanished and he grumbled something about how they should appreciate getting free intel.

  Dingo grabbed his head. “Sabrina’s going to castrate all of us as soon as she finds out we’ve kept her out of the loop.”

  Nick held up his hands. “I wasn’t part of that.”

  Tanner leaned down. “You are now.”

  “You could keep Sabrina off all our backs right now by handing Jin over to her,” Nick suggested. “Besides, that would put Jin somewhere safe. No one would get to her in the underground living quarters at Slye Temp.”

  “He’s got a point, mate,” Dingo added.

  A damn good one from everyone’s perspective except Jin’s.

  She would never forgive Tanner.

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  If they sent her back, she would … what?

  Jin was pacing the hotel room for the thousandth time when the door opened. She’d showered and put on one of Tanner’s shirts just because she liked the way it made her feel close to him.

  And it fell to mid-thigh on her so that she could wear just the shirt and panties for now.

  Her warm-up pants were hanging in the bathroom. They were too dirty to wear again.

  Tanner walked in and he might as well have been carrying a building on his shoulders from the way he moved. He tossed his jacket on the bed and just stood there staring at her.

  “Do not send me away, Tanner. I must go with you to find my sister.”

  “There’s a bounty on your head for two million US dollars. A powerful Chinese guy. Have any idea who it is?”

  What? “No. The man who raised me did not have that kind of money and he does not have a need for me. His work was done once he raised me according to the plan.”

  Tanner started toward her. “And what was that plan, Jin? Why are people hunting for you if you aren’t a scientist or a physicist like Pang? Why would someone put that much money on your head? Why do they want you in China and North Korea? And why did that guy in Chinatown try to kill you this morning?”

  When he stopped he was standing a foot away. Close enough to reach for, but miles away as long as secrets lay between them. She’d had no one to depend on once she was taken from her mother, and never had a man around to lean on.

  Her heart wanted this man to be that person, but her heart thought she could have forever with someone when that wasn’t possible.

  She’d been groomed to be more than a weapon.

  She was a specialized tool that every Orion Hunter wanted to possess.

  Tanner searched her face for answers and finally said, “Please.”

  Finding her voice, she said, “I told you I spoke many languages, including ancient ones. I have a gift for languages and breaking codes. My IQ is higher than Pang’s. I test all the artifacts the Orion Hunters bring me. I am expected to decipher the message once those five artifacts are joined in one spot.”

  She’d finally shocked Tanner. He was speechless for only a moment.

  He cupped her arms, holding her near him. His gaze studied her with an intensity that shivered beneath her skin. He murmured, “That’s why you had to sneak away.”

  “Yes. They would never let me leave. They will turn the world upside down to find me and, if I am locked somewhere they cannot free me, they will send someone to execute me rather than risk anyone else using me to decipher the message first.”

  Pressure built in her chest. Why didn’t he say something? “Do not let them do that, Tanner.”

  “I won’t.”

  Her heart sang with the hope for life those two words offered her. She lunged up into his arms and kissed him.

  He caught her and for a second she thought he might set her away. Then he kissed her right back with a sweetness that threatened to drop her at the knees. He nipped at her lips then her cheek and behind her ear.

  This man’s mouth spoke her body’s language.

  She stopped thinking and started feeling. Her life had offered so few times to feel happy, but this moment with Tanner … this was joy she could hold in her heart forever.

  Urging him on, she whispered, “I want you, Tanner. So. Much.”

  He backed her up against a wall and started kissing her with purpose.

  Happiness like she’d never felt filled her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, holding on to the one wonderful thing in her life.

  She had little experience, but knew what she wanted from him. She whispered, “I want more.”

  Lust turned his eyes stormy blue. He hooked his hands under her bottom and lifted. “Put your legs around me.”

  Her womb tightened and responded to the raspy sound of his voice that said he needed her as much as she needed him right now. When she lifted her legs and hooked her ankles behind him, he went right back to using that wonderful mouth on her.

  His thick bulge was cupped against the heat flaring between her thighs. She moved closer, moaning at the feel of rubbing against him.

  His hand reached underneath and between her legs, touching the frenzied nerves hidden behind a slip of lace and begging for attention.

  The surge of heat rushed up, demanding to be satisfied.

  She hooked her hands around his neck and rocked up against him. “Tanner, please, now. I want you inside me.”

  His hand stilled. “Wait … Jee-sus. What am I …”

  In fact, everything stopped, except for the frantic bundle of tension that had her close to pleading. “What? No. Do not stop.”

  Tanner dropped his head to her and sounded miserable. “I can’t do this, darlin’. I sure as hell wan
t to, but I can’t touch you like this when I have no idea what’s going to happen tomorrow.” He kissed her so tenderly she wanted to scream. He was breathing hard and muttering, “You’re not—”

  The shaking had started in her middle and fanned out. “I’m not what?”

  “You’re not someone I can do this with and just say goodbye.”

  That had to be the most wonderful thing any man had ever said to her.

  She hugged herself to him, inhaling the scent of hot male. “I know I may have no tomorrow, Tanner. I know you can not make promises about what will happen to me.” She kissed his lips then his cheek and neck until he shuddered. She had to make him understand. “But I also know I want this. With you.”

  He closed his eyes, kissing her hair and said, “I won’t let you do this and regret it later.”

  She was sick of men making her decisions.

  Pushing up to look him in the face, she thought of all the things she’d done because someone else dictated her every action. Tanner’s eyes were dark with passion. For her. This man wanted her and she wanted him.

  For once, she was going to fight for her own happiness. “I have lived my whole life according to someone else’s plans. I have never been allowed to make one decision on my own. This, right now, is my decision.”

  A multitude of emotions rolled through his face, but would he admit to any of them? Would he accept that she would not regret this?

  She placed her hand on his chest and felt the steady thump of his heart. Her voice broke. “Please, Tanner, do not take this from me.”

  “Not a chance.” He kissed her again and there was no holding back this time. His fingers wandered all around her until they slipped beneath her shirt and found her breast.

  She gasped at the contact.

  His fingers grazed and played, gently pinching her nipple. Jin clenched her legs and nipped his ear then licked the spot.