The Shell Seekers

by Rosamunde Pilcher

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  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Notice

  Dedication

  Introduction

  Prologue

  1. Nancy

  2. Olivia

  3. Cosmo

  4. Noel

  5. Hank

  6. Lawrence

  7. Antonia

  8. Ambrose

  9. Sophie

  10. Roy Brookner

  11. Richard

  12. Doris

  13. Danus

  14. Penelope

  15. Mr. Enderby

  16. Miss Keeling

  Also by Rosamunde Pilcher

  An Outpouring of Praise for The Shell Seekers

  Copyright

  This book is for my children,

  and their children.

  Introduction

  TO THE TENTH-ANNIVERSARY EDITION

  Once upon a time, in 1984 to be exact, Tom Dunne, of St Martin’s Press, was in London and made the trip north to Scotland to pay a visit to my husband and myself and my family.

  By then, I had been a St. Martin’s author for a number of years, and Tom had published eleven of my early books, and then Under Gemini, Wild Mountain Thyme, The Carousel, and a collection of short stories entitled The Blue Bedroom. All of these books had done quite honourably, earned their keep, and finally been remaindered, without ever causing much of a stir.

  I was content. Simply grateful for what I had achieved; but my children, with touching faith in their mother, had bigger ideas.

  That particular evening, there were a good many of them around. They were already old friends of Tom’s and, well wined and dined, began to give him a bad time.

  Why don’t you make our mother famous? they demanded of him. Why don’t you spread her name abroad, publish her with a huge bang and loads of hype? Why don’t you make her famous, and, more importantly, rich, and isn’t it about time we all hit the jackpot?

  When he could get a word in edgewise, Tom, with admirable cool, explained the situation. There was nothing in the world, he assured them, that he would like to do more; but the truth of the matter was that, so far, Mother had not come up with the goods. Hadn’t produced a novel that would justify huge advance publicity and global promotion. Which was salutary, but at the same time perfectly true.

  It seemed time to shove my oar in. What exactly did he want?

  He told me. A big fat novel for women. A good read. Something to get the teeth into. And something, above all, that tapped into my life and the experiences of my generation.

  I had never written such a book. And no novel had ever taken me more than three months to produce. Thinking about the mammoth task ahead, I quailed slightly. I was sixty, an age when most women are putting up their feet and drawing the old-age pension. I had been writing and working and bringing up my four children since the age of eighteen, and every now and then I felt as though I had scraped the bottom of my mental dustbin, was without inspiration. Perhaps it was time to retire.

  But what Tom had said was a challenge. And if a person you respect thinks you can do something, then you usually can. I said, All right.

  I hadn’t, of course, scraped the bottom of the dustbin. Ideas were floating around inside my head which had been living with me for some time. Three separate themes.

  One was the lives of the upper-class Bohemians who have always had their place in the culture of England. The Guinnesses, and the Harlechs, and the Bloomsbury group, and the lively domestic arrangements of families like the Macnamaras and the Augustus Johns. Having spent my childhood so close to St. Ives, with its colony of painters, writers and sculptors, this lifestyle was familiar to me, and infinitely attractive.

  The second theme was the disastrous effect that the prospect of an inheritance, worldly goods and money, can have on a perfectly normal family. Greed and acquisitiveness can be as pervasively destructive as jealousy, and can tear parents and children, brothers and sisters, irrevocably apart.

  And the last was a need to write about the days before the war, which I had never done. By then, memories had become enormously important, and a new generation was growing up who had never known those years when Britain, rich and powerful, basked in a social climate that we imagined was high noon—but was, in fact, twilight, the sun sinking as the nation faced, with some resolution, the frightening might of Hitler’s Third Reich.

  These ideas swam about and changed course and waited to take shape. What finally brought them all together was the chance catching of a programme on television entitled “Painting the Warmth of the Sun.” It was about the painters of West Penwith, in Cornwall. I had known some of them, and was familiar with their abstract work. But the programme was not only about the paintings, but also the land which had inspired them. The juxtaposition of faces, canvases, cliffs, moors, and sea all at once brought the whole concept together, and so The Shell Seekers was born.

  Penelope Keeling. I wrote the name on a sheet of blank paper, and it looked right. She was right. She was there. Others followed. The tiresome Nancy, the cool-headed Olivia, the materialistic Noel. Lawrence Stern was a contemporary of my husband’s step-grandfather, Thomas Millie Dow. And Lawrence Stern’s cottage stood where Thomas Millie Dow’s large house had stood, above St. Ives and the bay, and surrounded by a beautiful walled garden. Olivia’s love affair with Cosmo Hamilton took place in a quinta in Ibiza where lived old friends who had settled there after the war; and the house in Oakley Street, filled with lodgers, was the home of an elderly aunt.

  It all came together. It took two years to write, because of various inevitable domestic interruptions: illness, accidents, births, weddings, and deaths. In September 1986 I had to pack the manuscript and the typewriter away, and travel to the U.S. where my daughter was having a baby in Bellport, Long Island. When I wasn’t looking after her and the infant and the other children, I found time to nip up to New York City and have lunch with Tom. Then I promised him that when I got home, I would finish the novel.

  Which I did. Another three weeks’ solid work and it was done. THE END, I typed, and went downstairs. A farm meeting was taking place, and our accountant had come to keep control. I found him standing in the hall, put my arms around his neck, kissed him, and said, “It’s finished.” He bucked slightly, having never before been kissed by me, but he behaved pluckily, made the right noises, and said politely that he was looking forward to reading it.

  He was one of the first to do so. I gave him the first proof copy, and he returned it to me with a card inside. He had written, “Ros, this has to be a bestseller.”

  Success was a bit like climbing a flight of stairs. One step at a time. But the moment came when I knew it was within my hand. This was one evening, about three weeks after The Shell Seekers was published in the U.S. I was alone in the house when the telephone rang. My daughter in Bellport. Where have you been? she asked. Tom Dunne’s been trying to get hold of you. You’ve made it! The Shell Seekers is on The New York Times Bestseller List!

  Incoherent conversation ensued, the kind associated with truly exciting moments. A lot of shrieks of joy and disbelief, two people talking at the same time, and neither making much sense. Finally Pippa said, I must go, get off the line. Tom will want to talk to you. So pleased for you. Love you. Byeee.

  Almost immediately, another call. This time, Tom Dunne. Wonderful girl. We’ve made it. We’ve done it. There’s a party on here. Champagne. I’ll ta
lk later. Good-bye.

  Then, Maureen Walters, my agent from Curtis Brown. Ros, you’re on the Bestseller List.

  I know. Tell me about it.

  I can’t No time. There’s a cab waiting, and I’m going to St. Martin’s Press to drink champagne.

  It seemed that everybody was at the New York party except me. I poured a lonely, but celebratory, whisky and soda, and told the dogs the good news.

  So that was how it all started. Now The Shell Seekers is ten years old and still going strong. Not only in the U.S. and the U.K. but in Scandinavia and Germany and Spain and Israel and Eastern Europe and Argentina and Japan. Translated into so many different languages, and published under so many delightfully different book jackets.

  For this ten-year edition, I have been asked to write this introduction. All I can say is that I would like to think that perhaps it will be bought as a present for some twelve- or thirteen-year-old, sated with comics and teenage mags, and ready and waiting to sink his or her teeth into an adult book that will arouse their interest and attention, keep them turning the pages, and start them off on the long and wonderful road of reading for pleasure.

  I can’t think of greater satisfaction for any writer.

  Prologue

  The taxi, an old Rover smelling of old cigarette smoke, trundled along the empty, country road at an unhurried pace. It was early afternoon at the very end of February, a magic winter day of bitter cold, frost, and pale, cloudless skies. The sun shone, sending long shadows, but there was little warmth in it, and the ploughed fields lay hard as iron. From the chimneys of scattered farmhouses and small stone cottages, smoke rose, straight as columns, up into the still air, and flocks of sheep, heavy with wool and incipient pregnancy, gathered around feeding troughs, stuffed with fresh hay.

  Sitting in the back of the taxi, gazing through the dusty window, Penelope Keeling decided that she had never seen the familiar countryside look so beautiful.

  The road curved steeply; ahead stood the wooden signpost marking the lane that led to Temple Pudley. The driver slowed and with a painful change of gear, turned, bumping downhill between high and blinding hedges. Moments later they were in the village, with its golden Cotswold stone houses, newsagent, butcher, The Sudeley Arms, and the church—set back from the street behind an ancient graveyard and the dark foliage of some suitably gloomy yews. There were few people about. The children were all in school, and the bitter weather kept others indoors. Only an old man, mittened and scarved, walked his ancient dog.

  “Which house is it?” the taxi driver inquired over his shoulder.

  She leaned forward, ridiculously excited and expectant. “Just a little way on. Through the village. The white gates on the right. They’re open. There! Here we are.”

  He turned in through the gates and the car drew up at the back of the house.

  She opened the door and got out, drawing her dark blue cape around her against the cold. She opened her bag and found her key, went to unlock the door. Behind her, the taxi driver manhandled open the boot of the car and lifted out her small suitcase. She turned to take it from him, but he held on to it, somewhat concerned.

  “Is there nobody here to meet you?”

  “No. Nobody. I live alone, and everybody thinks I’m still in the hospital.”

  “Be all right, will you?”

  She smiled into his kindly face. He was quite young, with fair bushy hair. “Of course.”

  He hesitated, not wishing to presume. “If you want, I’ll carry the case in. Carry it upstairs, if needs be.”

  “Oh, that’s kind of you. But I can easily manage…”

  “No bother,” he told her, and followed her into the kitchen. She opened a door, and led him up the narrow, cottage stairs. Everything smelt clinically clean. Mrs. Plackett, bless her heart, had not been wasting time during the few days of Penelope’s absence. She quite liked it when Penelope went away, because then she could do things like wash the white paint of the bannisters, and boil dusters, and buff up the brass and silver.

  Her bedroom door stood ajar. She went in, and the young man followed her, setting her case on the floor.

  “Anything else I can do?” he asked.

  “Not a thing. Now, how much do I owe you?”

  He told her, looking shamefaced, as though it were an embarrassment to him. She paid him, and told him to keep the change. He thanked her, and they went back down the stairs.

  But still he hung about, seeming reluctant to leave. He probably, she told herself, had some old granny of his own, for whom he felt the same sort of responsibility.

  “You’ll be all right, then?”

  “I promise you. And tomorrow my friend Mrs. Plackett will come. So then I won’t be alone any more.”

  This, for some reason, reassured him. “I’ll be off then.”

  “Goodbye. And thank you.”

  “No trouble.”

  When he was gone, she went back indoors, and closed the door. She was alone. The relief of it. Home. Her own house, her own possessions, her own kitchen. The Aga, oil-fired, simmered peacefully to itself, and all was blissfully warm. She loosened the fastening of her cape, and dropped it across the back of a chair. A pile of mail lay on the scrubbed table, and she leafed through it, but there seemed to be nothing there either vital or interesting, so she let it lie, and crossed the kitchen, opening the glass door that led into her conservatory. The thought of her precious plants, possibly dying of cold or thirst, had bothered her somewhat during the last few days, but Mrs. Plackett had taken care of them, as well as everything else. The earth in the pots was moist and loamy and the leaves were crisp and green. An early geranium wore a crown of tiny buds, and the hyacinths had grown at least three inches. Beyond the glass her garden lay winter-bound, the leafless trees black lace against the pale sky, but there were snowdrops thrusting through the mossy turf beneath the chestnut, and the first butter gold petals of the aconites.

  She left the conservatory and made her way upstairs, intending to unpack, but instead allowed herself to be diverted by the sheer delight of being home again. And so meandered about, opening doors, inspecting every bedroom, to gaze from each window, to touch furniture, to straighten a curtain. Nothing was out of place. Nothing had changed. Finally downstairs again, and in the kitchen, she picked up her letters, and went through the dining room, and then into her sitting room. Here were her most precious possessions; her desk, her flowers, her pictures. The fire was laid. She struck a match, and knelt to touch it to newspaper. The flame flickered, the dry kindling flared and crackled. She piled on logs and the flames rose high in the chimney. The house, now, was alive again, and with this pleasurable little task out of the way, there could be no further excuse for not ringing up one of her children and telling them what she had done.

  But which child? She sat in her chair to consider the alternatives. It should be Nancy, of course, because she was the eldest and the one who liked to think that she was totally responsible for her mother. But Nancy would be appalled, panic-stricken, and loud with recrimination. Penelope did not think that she felt quite strong enough to cope with Nancy quite yet.

  Noel, then? Perhaps, as the man of the family, Noel should be spoken to. But the notion of expecting any sort of practical help or advice from Noel was so ludicrous that she found herself smiling. “Noel, I have discharged myself from hospital and come home.” To which piece of information, his reply would, in all likelihood, be, “Oh?”

  And so Penelope did what she had known all along that she would do. She reached for the telephone and dialled the number of Olivia’s London office.

  “Ve-nus.” The girl on the switchboard sounded as though she were singing the name of the magazine.

  “Could you put me through to Olivia Keeling, please.”

  “Just a mo-ment.”

  Penelope waited.

  “Miss Keeling’s secretary.”

  Getting to speak to Olivia was a little like trying to have a chat with the President of the Uni
ted States.

  “Could I talk to Miss Keeling, please.”

  “I’m sorry, Miss Keeling is in conference.”

  “Does that mean she’s sitting round a boardroom table, or is she in her office?”

  “She is in her office…” The secretary sounded disconcerted, as well she might, “… but she has someone with her.”

  “Well, interrupt her please. This is her mother speaking, and it’s very important.”

  “It … can’t wait?”

  “Not for a moment,” said Penelope firmly. “And I shan’t keep her long.”

  “Very well.”

  Another wait. And then, at last, Olivia.

  “Mumma!”

  “I’m sorry to disturb you…”

  “Mumma, is anything wrong?”

  “No, nothing is wrong.”

  “Thank heavens for that. Are you ringing from the hospital?”

  “No, I’m ringing from home.”

  “Home? When did you get home?”

  “At about half past two this afternoon.”

  “But I thought they were going to keep you in for at least a week.”

  “That’s what they intended, but I got so bored and so exhausted. I never slept a wink at nights, and there was an old lady in the bed next to mine who never stopped talking. No, not talking. Raving, poor old soul. So I just told the doctor I couldn’t stand another moment of it, and packed my bags and left.”

  “You discharged yourself,” Olivia said, flatly, sounding resigned, but not in the least surprised.

  “Exactly so. There’s not a thing wrong with me. And I got a nice taxi with a dear driver and he brought me back.”

  “But didn’t the doctor protest?”

  “Loudly. But there wasn’t much he could do about it.”

  “Oh, Mumma,” There was laughter in Olivia’s voice. “You are wicked. I was going to come down this weekend and hospital visit. You know, bring you pounds of grapes and then eat them all myself.”

  “You could come here,” Penelope said, and then wished that she hadn’t, in case she sounded wistful and lonely; in case it sounded as though she needed Olivia for company.