In the Absence of Monsters

by Jp Barnaby

  “Have you ever sucked a man’s cock before, boy?” I asked and he shook his head slowly, a look of blank incomprehension on his face.

  “On your knees then, I’ll teach you,” I said to him, reaching out to stroke his face. I wanted his first experiences to be a little different than mine. Ethan had been fairly careful with me, but he had not been tender or kind by any means. This kid looked barely over eighteen, he needed more care than I had been shown. When he got to his knees quickly, I stepped forward so that my cock was just inches from his sweet berry-colored lips.

  “Kiss it, Sean.” I held my cock level, so that he could touch his soft lips to the tip. “That’s it…Now, lick the head…” He stuck his tongue out tentatively and licked the head of my cock. I was so hard, I thought I might just come all over his sweet face right then, but I held it off. “Now the shaft,” I managed to get out in a strained voice. For a kid with no experience, he made me feel like a teenage boy. As he licked me, I decided I was going to blow much too soon if we kept going.

  “Ethan?” I asked and he came over, his cock just as hard as mine.

  “Turn around, Sean,” Ethan said and the boy turned, looking up at Ethan with those innocent eyes. I walked over to the side table.

  “Open.” I heard Ethan say to the boy and I turned to watch Ethan slide his hard cock into the boy’s mouth. I brought a paddle and the lube back to where Ethan and Sean were and stood behind the boy. I set the lube off to the side and pushed Sean’s legs apart with my foot. By widening his stance, he would be better equipped to take my blows. The first one caught him by surprise and he yelped around Ethan’s cock in his mouth and then whined softly. He was more prepared for the next one which made him whimper. Then, I spanked him in earnest. His skin was red and there were tears streaming down his soft face by the time I was finished. His cries had just started to subside when I caught sight of Ethan’s face. His eyes were now closed and he was relaxing his jaw around a deep moan. The boy whimpered as Ethan filled his mouth. To his credit, he swallowed every bit without being told. He had wonderful potential as a sub.

  When Ethan pulled out of his mouth, I pushed his shoulders down so that he was on all fours in front of me. I lubed up my hand a little and reached forward to stroke him. He brought his head up and then let it fall again, moaning softly, trying hard to control himself. While I stroked him harder, I used my other hand to prepare his ass for me. There was nothing in his mouth to muffle the sound of his whimpers and cries as my fingers penetrated his virgin hole. He shook his head from side to side, but didn’t say his safe word – which Nicole had told us was “fire truck.” I gave him a few more minutes to mentally prepare himself as I stroked his cock and his ass in tandem movements. When his legs began to tense, I pulled my fingers out and put the head of my sheathed erection against his entrance.

  As I pushed forward gently, his body froze. He whimpered loudly as I entered him and his hips moved forward away from me. Growling, I pulled him back, inching into him. He had moved to his forearms and I saw that his hands were balled into fists. I don’t think I’d ever felt anything so fucking tight around my cock, it was better than being in his little mouth. Pushing forward until the length of my erection was perfectly sheathed inside him, his whole body shook as I reached forward again and began to stroke him in time with my thrusts into his ass. They were gentle thrusts, but he still whimpered each time I drove into him.

  After several minutes of me rubbing his hip as I fucked him, just that simple affection, he stopped trembling. “That’s it, you like that don’t you?” I asked in his ear as I began to fuck him harder. Simultaneously, I also stroked him harder with my slick hand. It took a few more minutes, but I then I felt his cock start to spasm in my hand. With my lips still next to his ear I murmured to him, “Come for me, angel.” I was so close and I knew he had to be too. Off to the side, Ethan was still watching us, it was exciting being watched. I closed my eyes, trying to hold off on my orgasm until the boy had come, which thankfully, didn’t take long. After a surprisingly short amount of time, he cried out hoarsely and came onto the hardwood floor. As he came, his ass tightened perceptibly around me and I pulled him back against my hips as I filled the condom around my cock in his sweet little ass.

  As I started to come down from one of the best orgasms I’d ever had, I fell back onto my ass and pulled him with me, sitting with my back against a nearby table leg. I pulled him back onto me, holding him, stroking his hair, as he cried into my chest. It seemed that the emotional and physical climaxes were just too much for him.

  “Shhh…It’s okay, angel,” I said and he turned his head slightly and kissed my naked chest. We sat there for a long time, until he was able to calm himself. As he calmed, I noticed that he was starting to get hard again. “Are you ready to keep going?” I placed a gentle kiss on his forehead and he nodded. I looked up to Master Ethan, who was watching us with a peculiar expression on his face, one I couldn’t quite place. It didn’t appear to be anger, but he didn’t look happy either. Then he broke eye contact with me and went back to one of the larger cabinets in the back, pulling out a piece of strange looking furniture. It looked almost like a child’s teeter-totter, but it had penis-shaped attachments affixed to where seats would have been. I stood up, bringing the boy with me.

  “This is called a Monkey Rocker – this particular model is the Tango, because it’s a double. Jayden, prepare the phalluses for you and Sean,” he said in an offhand voice, as he walked to the side. I picked up the lube from where it had fallen and went over to the machine, moving it experimentally, and saw at once what it did. As we rocked on it, the phalluses would be thrust up into us, a very clever design actually. I rubbed each of the phalluses down with lubricant and took Sean’s hand and led him to his side. As he straddled the device, I leaned down and whispered to him.

  “Are you sore?” He nodded as he said that he was a little sore. I checked the machine and noticed that there were smaller phalluses in a box underneath. I took one of the smaller ones and replaced his side after rubbing it down and making it slick.

  “Thank you,” he whispered as I helped him down onto his side. As the phallus slid home, he groaned, but did not move. I took my position on the other side and slid down on the larger phallus, a similar groan escaping me as I mounted the machine. Slowly, we began to rock and get fucked by the machine. His head dropped back as he rocked just a little faster. It was evident that he was deriving pleasure from being able to control his own movements on the phallus. I felt the same way and sped up as well. I could only imagine what we looked like, two writhing naked men, fucking themselves on this machine. Stretching my hand forward, I began to stroke him as he rode the phallus; he looked so sweet, so hot riding the machine.

  As I stroked him, I felt him jerk in my hand, he brought his head back up and his green eyes met my own. His sweet lips broke into a small smile as he noticed me watching him. I leaned forward quickly and captured his lips with my own in a long, soft, erotic kiss as we both worked ourselves on the machine. Just before I was about to pull back, he cried out into my mouth and I felt his warm come hit my chest. Smiling into the kiss, I brought my lips hard against his one last time. As I sat back up on my side, I felt Ethan grab my upper arms. The murderous look on his face startled me a little. He pulled me off the machine and pushed me down onto the floor on my back and then was on top of me in a heartbeat.

  “Do you think that boy can satisfy you like I can?” he asked roughly, pulling my legs up to my chest and thrusting his cock into me. My head fell back and I moaned because jealous Ethan was hot. I felt his lips at my jaw; my erection was trapped between our hard bodies. As he continued to thrust into me, my cock rubbed maddeningly against his stomach. And then he kissed me. It was so different from my kiss with Sean. I felt Ethan’s kiss everywhere—in my chest as it clenched, in my lips as they tingled and in my balls as they constricted and I came. I cried out into his mouth, just as Sean had cried out in mine. Ethan fucking owned me and he
knew it.

  He fucked me harder, faster and his own orgasm approached. Sean caught my eye as Ethan’s cry resounded in my ears. His eyes were filled with awe and wonder. Ethan nearly collapsed on top of me as he caught his breath. My lips found his neck and I kissed it reverently, as he kissed my forehead in return then brought his mouth down against mine again. As he kissed me softly, tenderly, he stroked my cheek. As abruptly as he had pulled me off the machine, he got up, looking at the door. My gaze followed his and I saw Nicole smirking at us from the doorway.

  Ethan and I cleaned up as Sean dressed to leave. When we were all ready to leave the room, I heard Sean’s soft voice. “Mistress Nicole, can I come back and serve Master Jayden again?” Ethan chuckled under his breath while Nicole rolled her eyes as she led the boy out.

  “Sounds like you have a fan in the community already,” Ethan said, trying to contain his bubbling laughter. “We will have to see what tomorrow holds.”

  “Tomorrow?” I asked, feeling all of the blood leave my face.

  "The submissive coming tomorrow will help me to determine your readiness for the life you've chosen. She's very sought after and we were lucky to get her. She's highly skilled and revered through our community. Thankfully, she likes me, so she was able to accommodate us."

  * * * *

  “Don’t be nervous.” Lexi told me, as I paced around my room. Her face was almost amused on my screen as she watched me walk back and forth in front of the camera. “It isn’t a test.” I stopped walking and looked at her blankly.

  “What do you mean?” I asked her. Ethan made it sound like an actual pass or fail assessment.

  “In our community, there is no ‘Dom test’,” she confirmed, making silent air quotes. “Your position in the community is based on reputation and you already have a few things going for you. First, and most importantly, you are being trained by Ethan Bryant. Ethan is very well respected. Everyone knows that your Dom training really started on your first day as a sub. You’ve been learning by example for over a year, these last six weeks have really just been putting on the finishing touches. Second, you’ve been a sub and that is something any experienced sub looks for after reputation. Plus, you have already worked with over half a dozen different subs. They are going to talk to other subs about you and, of course, they will talk to their Doms as well. I’m sure over half of the community knows who you are.” She stifled a giggle with her hand.

  “What?” I was not thrilled that she found it amusing because I was going to have a heart attack.

  “Not to mention your little boy crush.” The giggle escaped her then and I sighed. “I heard he was quite taken with you.” As I was contemplating sticking my tongue out at her, or worse, there was a knock on my bedroom door.

  “Hold on, Lexi. Come in!” Ethan opened the door and came into my room.

  “Hi Lexi,” he greeted with a smile into the screen. She waved at him. “Sorry, Jayden, I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just wanted to give you an idea of what to expect today. I don’t want you to be nervous unnecessarily.”

  “Too late,” I muttered and he chuckled before launching into a speech so similar to Lexi’s, I had to wonder if they had rehearsed it. But then he continued into an explanation of the sub that would be here today.

  “Catherine is one of Cyrus’s subs. As I’m sure you’re aware, Cyrus is one of our highest ranking Masters in the community. It is really just a matter of experience and reputation, as I’ve said. He’s been a Master for a very long time and cares deeply for his subs. The woman who is coming today has been with him for years and is highly trained. She will help us to determine if there is anything that you need to work on. If she’s pleased with you, as all of the other subs have been, she’ll be able to give you high recommendations to subs looking to be collared. Do you see how this is valuable? You will have an independent person who can speak to your qualifications, not just me.” He finished and Lexi nodded on screen. I took a deep breath.

  “When is she coming?” I asked and he looked at his watch.

  “She will be here in about ten minutes.” My hands started to shake and I looked into his face. Fear must have been apparent in mine.

  “Jayden,” He put his hand on the side of my neck. “What is the one thing that a sub has to feel towards his Master?” he asked sternly. I thought about it for a fraction of a second.

  “Trust.”

  “That is correct.” He tilted my face up to look at him. “Do you not trust me, Jayden?” The solemn expression on his face caused a wave of guilt to course through me.

  “Of course I do,” I said without hesitation.

  “Do you think I would have called her if I didn’t think you were ready?” he asked sadly.

  “No. I don’t, but it’s your reputation on the line too. If I screw up too badly…” I started, but couldn’t finish.

  “Jayden, do not worry about me. First, you are going to be beautiful – I don’t think there is any way that you could be otherwise. Second, if something goes wrong, we’ll just go through more training and assess again. This is not an all or nothing thing…please relax.” He looked at his watch again. “I’m going to go downstairs and…” Then the doorbell rang and we all looked at each other.

  After bidding Lexi a hasty goodbye and slamming my laptop shut, I joined Ethan downstairs. A beautiful woman stood at the door, she had flawless brilliant auburn hair, bright green eyes and unblemished features. Her long wavy hair was held back with simple ties and she wore a t-shirt and jeans.

  “Jayden, this is Catherine,” he introduced her and I shook her hand, my eyes never leaving hers.

  “Hello.”

  “Don’t worry, Jayden. I don’t bite…hard,” she said with a wicked grin and I smiled back. We led Catherine up to the room and she looked around carefully.

  “This is nice, Ethan. I don’t think I’ve been in here since you set it up after your assessment with Nicole,” she said with a note of approval. Ethan came up behind her, pulling her lightly back into his hard body.

  “Just say the word and I will call Master Cyrus to ask for a session,” he murmured into her neck as he kissed it. She closed her eyes and sighed.

  “Oh, today is going to be fun for me. I can tell already,” she said with a smile, pulling a sheet of paper from her bag.

  “Jayden, I have spoken to the other subs that you have worked with and have a quick list of things I’d like to cover today,” she said to me and handed the list to Ethan.

  “Catherine – there are a few things on here we won’t need to cover.” Ethan said lightly. “For example, anything to do with bodily functions is on Jayden’s hard list – mine too, to be frank. I also don’t do fire play. It’s dangerous, especially with the very new subs that I generally work with. I sometimes work with erotic electro-stimulation, if the Dom specifically requests it, but if Jayden wants to get into that type of edge play, he can work with someone versed in it like Leonard and Erica.” He scanned the list again. “Everything else on this list, I am equipped for.” She nodded and taped the list to the back of the door. I looked at it briefly and sighed in relief, there wasn’t really anything on that list I couldn’t do or hadn’t done. Ethan had prepared me well, but I had doubted. I felt a pang in my chest and resolved to never doubt him again.

  “Okay, let’s get started,” I said, taking charge of the session. I knew that’s what would be expected of me as this session was being conducted to assess my worthiness as a Dom. “Take off your clothes, Catherine…assume your position,” I said sternly and she complied quickly. Once she was in position, something occurred to me. “Catherine, do you have a safe word that you generally use?”

  “Yes,” she replied quietly and I raised one eyebrow at her. “Yes, Sir,” she amended with a small smile. I gave an internal sigh of relief. One test down.

  “What is your safe word?”

  “Dragon,” she said with a quick wink at Ethan who chuckled. That must be some private joke that I was missing. “Cat
herine, I want you to use that word if you need to stop the scene for any reason. You will not be punished for using it. Do you understand?” I asked and she nodded. “Follow me.” She crawled behind me to the metal grid on the wall where I attached the padded cuffs to her wrists. I made sure that there was room to insert a finger between her cuffs and her skin so that circulation was not impaired. After repeating the process with cuffs on her ankles, I helped her to stand and pushed her back against the grid, locking the wrist and ankle cuffs into special points in the grid. I took the opportunity of her immobility to slide my hands down from her face over her breasts, then down to her thighs, enticing a moan from her.

  “That’s right. You like that don’t you?” I asked, rubbing her wet sex with my fingers. “It doesn’t matter who your Master is. Today you’re going to please me, aren’t you?” I picked up a crop from the wall and smacked her breasts with it.

  “Answer me properly,” I said harshly.

  “Yes, Sir,” she said as the crop met with her thigh. I whipped her soundly with the crop until she was squirming. Then, I detached the cuffs from the wall, spun her quickly and reattached her facing the wall. Picking up a flogger, I ran the strands over her naked skin before delivering the first blow, relishing in her cries and whimpers as I flogged her naked buttocks and thighs. As she turned to look at me, I marveled at the splendor of her tears; her face held a measure of grace as the tears fell and it was beautiful. As I repositioned her, I felt as though I could no longer contain myself, so I detached her from the wall and turned her gently, letting her slide into a sitting position on the ground with her legs resting in front of her

  “You took that very well, little one,” I told her earnestly. My erection was starting to become painful in my jeans, so I removed my clothes and quickly tossed them aside as she rested on the floor. When I came back to her, I held her arms straight out on either side and attached her cuffs to the metal grid. She sat on the ground looking up at me with her legs out in front of her and her arms spread.